Chapter fourteen

When Sirius had finished with Remus he moved over and sat on his legs looking up at Harry. He could see he was nervous and a little anxious.

'It's up to you, but you're uncomfortable right now and I can take care of that, if you let me.'

'Sirius, I've never…' Harry hesitated then looked away, 'You know what I mean.'

'Yes, I know, we were the same and we started at fifteen. You're probably embarrassed right now, you're probably thinking about what else might happen. At the moment we're only talking about sucking, not fucking. With what happened to you, that's something you might not want to do, at least not yet. But a bit of mouth action right now will help you relax,' Sirius saw Remus get up and leave the room knowing Harry was embarrassed, 'We're alone Harry, let me do this for you, it helps.'

Harry turned back and looked down at his godfather, 'What would my father say about this, you doing this to me?'

'If you wanted it and if he knew how stressed you are right now, he'd be all for it. This started one day because James came up to our dorm room after being in a fight with three of the Slytherin's. He was really angry and stressed, he pulled himself out and started to take care of himself. We'd all done that before, cuming helped us relax. Remus and I were watching your father, we were used to seeing each other do that, then once one of us started usually we all did because you just can't help getting turned on watching that, just like you are now. You're dad and Remus knew I was gay, so I thought I'd help. I spoke to your dad, explained what I was willing to do but it didn't mean anything, it wouldn't hurt our friendship, that it was just to help us through the shit we were going through. It took your dad about a minute before he nodded and I will tell you Harry, he was embarrassed, but only at first. When I finished him, he was fine, laughing even. So the three of us spoke and we said we'd all do this, and at first that's all it was, a bit of sucking until we came. It was a few months later when we were all sixteen before I let your father fuck me while I fucked Remus, than when we were done, Remus fucked your father, then we'd switched around the next time. But we only did that for fun, it was the sucking that helped us with what we needed. So how about it, let me help with the stress and then you'll see for yourself how it works. You are gay, so it's something you will have to get used to.'

'I know that Sirius, it's well, you, my godfather, my father's best friend.'

'I am and always will be, doing this doesn't change that, it just helps. But until you decide if you want me to, you won't understand,' Sirius noticed how embarrassed, 'If you don't want to say anything, just give me a sign that you want me to help and I will,' Sirius waited until he finally saw Harry give a very small nod, 'Good,' he smiled up at his godson, then undid Harry's pants and pulled him out, 'You're exactly like your father, I'm going to enjoy this even if it's to help you.'

'Sirius,' Harry blushed but he smile.

Sirius slowly lowered his mouth over Harry and heard him groan instantly. He knew Harry wouldn't last, because they had spoken about sex and Harry said he'd never relieved himself, and before that he always had other things on his mind so this never came up. So Sirius just went for it until Harry groaned loudly as he finished. The moment Sirius looked up, he could see Harry was relaxed, but he also saw him smiling.

'See, I told you this will help, now you might be able to concentrate.'

'Yeah, relaxed, blimey, now I know why all the boys go on about this all the time and why I used to see or hear them in the bathrooms relieving themselves.'

'Yep, you just never had time to think about it, but now mate, you do and you'll probably do this yourself a lot more,' Sirius stood up and pulled Harry to his feet, 'Fix yourself up and we'll get back to practicing these spells.'

'So it's just this, you don't want me to do anything?'

'When you want to, you can, Remus will understand if it's just us since he's not gay. But it did help him as well, he is straight though, so he's happy to take care of himself when it's needed. So I'll leave it to you and if you want it again or want to do me, let me know. Now come on, we've got work to do.'

'Okay and I'm not sure I could with Remus since he isn't gay,' Harry finished fixing himself up and he couldn't believe how relaxed he felt. They found Remus in one of the other rooms and even though he was a little embarrassed as he still thought of Remus as one of his teachers, he was relaxed and ready to get stuck into their training.

Remus and Sirius laughed loudly when Harry got the first spell straight away and they could see the satisfied and proud look on Harry's face and knew their stress relief worked. So they decided it was time to start fighting the imperius curse, Remus and Harry against Sirius as he was the one Dumbledore would try to imperius first out of any of them. Over the next two hours, they had Sirius doing a heap of stupid and silly things before he was finally able to throw both of them off, then did it a few more times until he found it easy. They decided to have dinner, then Sirius and Remus were going to write a very long letter to Dumbledore before Remus learned to throw off Sirius and Harry, after that it would be Harry throwing off Sirius and Remus, but it was Sirius and Remus that needed to learn more as it will be them that Dumbledore would try to imperius. They sat down and talked, Harry wanted to know more about why his father told his mother what he used to do with them. Remus explained that James was like Harry, he was honest and couldn't go into a marriage without telling Lily everything. She knew what the Slytherin's used to do and she knew that James and Sirius were two they went after a lot and that came down to Snape hatred of James and Sirius. So after explaining everything and he told her that it wasn't going to happen again, she was fine with everything.

After they finished eating, Harry watched and listened to Sirius and Remus talk and write the letter to Dumbledore, explaining Harry was out, they saw proof of what Harry had been saying and that he told the Dursleys to hurt Harry. So now it was up to him, Harry wouldn't be having anything to do with Voldemort or fighting, it was his job now and there was no use trying to use the imperius curse on them if he ever found them, which he wouldn't. Sirius called him a lot of names and said he'd never get his hands on his godson again and if Sirius ever saw him then expect a fight and it might even be a fight to the death. They wrote to work out a time to talk, to get the answers and this time they wanted the truth, the whole truth about it all.