Dex POV:

"Kenzi" I placed my hand on her knee- or at least what I suspected was her knee, she still hid under the covers- , but she flinched and backed away from me. " Are you alright? Do you need more blood tablets?"

"THE BLOOD TABLETS AREN'T FUCKING WORKING ANYMORE, AND I WILL END UP HURTING SOMOENE." She yelled from under the covers in which she hid in. I was a little shocked by her outburst, but I shouldn't have been. It was Kenzi Snow after all. I can't say I am surprised the blood tablets aren't working anymore, she is a pureblood afterall. I was going to suggest something, anything, when she spoke in a more calm manner."I can't be around Light anymore. I almost killed him 20 minutes ago. I can't be around him, or any human for that matter without seeing a food source instead of a human being, someone who is cared about and actually would be missed. I can't just go around eating them as if they are food supply. I don't want to be in a world full of humans... I guess I just don't want to live." As she lets the last words drip out from her mouth she glances at a drawer that is obviously locked. I eyeball the drawer than her, than the drawer again. I stand up and look around for a key. "Light has it." She murmurs just loud enough for me to hear. I shrug and just yank the drawer open, not caring if I broke it. I needed to know what was in there. Inside was a black journal with white letter spelling out "Death Note" on it. I turn back almost glaring at her, but I wasn't mad at her really. I was angry that she still had this thing. I had heard about it, and I heard it was in her possession but 1. I hadn't believed it, I needed to see it in person and 2. I figured if she did have it, she was smart enough to get rid of it. Those 2 things I was disappointed to see I was wrong about. I dropped the book on the bed, next to her feet, as she popped her head out from under the covers. I would admit she was cute, but at a time like this, finding out she still owned this book, I didn't need to worry about how cute she was.

"Why do you have this with you? Why didn't you rid of it when you had the chance? DAMMIT KENZI YOU KNOW THE MYTHS ABOUT THIS THING! IT'S DANGEROUS YOU COULD D-"

"I COULD WHAT DEX? HMMM? I COULD DIE? LOOK AT ME, I AM DYING ALREADY. I'M NOT DRINKING BLOOD, AND I WOULD ACTUALLY RATHER DIE BEFORE I DID SO IF ANYTHING THE DEATH NOTE IS MY WAY OUT. " She sighs letting herself finally break down, and begin sobbing lightly "The Death Note, and The Shinigami who dropped it are my easy way out, before I can hurt anyone else. I can't let anyone else down Dexter, I mean imagine what mom and dad would think if they saw what I am now. They would be disgusted, anyone would." She hadn't even realized how I wasn't disgusted, how Light wasn't either. I suppose we knew Kenzi, and we know she isn't like this, but regardless she was anything but disgusting. She was just a kid when I met her, and already she was blood thirsty. I couldn't stand to see her like this, but he was the only one who could help her in anyway. He placed a ...kind of spell -for lack of a better word- on her, and masked her vampire qualities until they had suddenly awakened, and all too early. I had kept tabs on her from my sources, so when they said something was up I immediately came down here. Sighing, I grabbed the notebook and put it in my bag.

"I'm getting this thing away from you. You shouldn't have it, and you aren't dying on my watch or Light's. Now get some rest Kenzi, I will see you tomorrow alright?"

She nodded, and I wanted to walk out then and there as I had planned but something held me back and literally pulled me towards her, so I sat next to her on the bed before murmuring "Kenzi are you alright?" She stayed silent. I mentally smacked myself. It was obvious why she was still so weird, I had come over here cause she was hungry and had tried to kill Light, and she never got her blood therefore her hungry was still very much there. Pulled my jacket off, and tugging my shirt to the side a little, revealing my left collarbone, I told Kenz, "You can have some...take all you need. It will last longer than human blood." She hesitated, looking up at me as if making sure I was serious. I nodded and smiled a small smile down at her, before she finally gave up and stopped resisting, and bit into my neck. I gasped but quickly shushed myself so that Light wouldn't hear it and come into the room to see this.

Kenzi's POV:

His blood was amazing, it burst with flavor as it hit my tongue and flowed into my mouth. I let a small moan of satisfaction escape my mouth before refocusing on drinking. He smelled different from other purebloods whom I had rarely come across. But when I smelt a pureblood they all had a similar scent except for Comrade. He was different for some reason. I couldn't ask him, and it was proving hard to find out for myself.

"Kenzi, enough." He said sternly and I obediently stopped as I wiped my mouth. I felt better, but only for a second. I knew it would only be a while before i was hungry again. "I have to go now, tomorrow I need to speak with you. Goodnight ." He got up and walked out without another word. I lay down in bed and started staring up at the cieling. Sleep came slowly and though I feared my dreams, this one wasn't so bad.

"L!" I screamed running up to him, and hugging him tightly. He felt his chest rumble as he chuckled and rubbed my back as he hugged me back even harder. Could it be? Did he not see me as the monster I was? "I missed you, Snow Leopard." My old nickname he used on me! I had forgotten about it. "I missed you too, L. Um why are you being so nice to me suddenly?" I immediately regretted my words as the left my lips as L's eyes widened with shock and hurt.

"I AM ALWAYS NICE TO YOU KENZI SNOW!"

"I know b-but the last time we talked you called me a m-monster and -" I feared that if I continued I would break down at L's feet.

"I know what I said last time, and honestly it was a bit ridiculous. Judgemental. I'm not sure what got into me. I don't mind Light being in your life but-" as L paused I blushed lightly at the fact that he knew about Light and I...if there was a Light and I, honestly we seemed to like one another but we aren't really together. "But when that Dexter guy comes back as if he is welcomed back it's a bit annoying. I just lost it a little bit." I never saw L as the jealous type though when you are dead, and can't do much about your girl being with other guys I suppose jealously was a given. I hugged L again, and told him " Dexter is just there for me as one pureblood to another."

"Pureblood?"

"Yes, we are both pureblood vampires."

L tilted his head to the side, as I used to do a lot when we talked. He looked at me like I had gone crazy -which at this point, wouldn't be shocking- and mumbled out " I didn't sense a pureblood aura from him. He is definitely part vampire, but he has another element to him and I think it could be w-"

My dream began fading away as I awoke to a room of darkness. I tried to move around when I realized Light was holding me close to him. I looked up at him, and sighed a quiet sigh of relief when I felt no need to eat him or bite him a little. Dexter's pureblood blood had helped. Pureblood. According to L, Dexter wasn't a normal pureblood, or a normal vampire, but due to my impeccable timing I checked out right before I found out why L thought that way. I thought more and more about it, and about how his scent, taste, and aura is a little off and different from normal Pureblood vampires as L had agreed with me. I snuggled closer into Light and sighed, I didn't need to think this much now. L didn't hate me, Dex was going to help me and Light was willing to stay with me now matter how evil and cruel I had been to him. I would insist sometimes I am too lucky, but judging by my current situation I wouldn't exactly consider this luck.

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I am trying to get the Death note notebook more involved and it will be in the next chappie! I finally updated and I know a certain someone has been actually keeping up with this story and was eagerly awaiting an update so here you go lovely! Have the update and stay stellar~

(I didn't edit this so deal with the mistakes and move on)