What Draco Wants

JK Rowling owns it all. I just play with her toys.

Chapter 14

The next day bright and early he received his reply from Potter. His hands shook as he opened the parchment. It seemed as if Potter had written it in haste due to the ink blots and the quick looking scrawl that Draco knew wasn't his usual script.

Malfoy,

Thank you for the letter and yes I am quite well now. I am looking forward to going back to school soon.

Sincerely,

Harry

P.S. Your owl is magnificent, even if he does nip a bit.

He had to think of a way to keep Potter writing to him. He quickly looked in the amulet and saw Potter sitting on his bed holding the parchment that Draco had sent him, the green blanket pooled up in his lap.

Dear Potter,

I'm sorry I should have told you the owl does bite. Arrogant little prat. He fits right in with us Malfoys (laugh). How is your summer coming along? Mine has been very boring being alone in the Manor most of the time. I have thought of taking a holiday but don't know where I'd want to go. I hope to hear from you again. It does get lonely around here.

Yours,

Draco

When Draco hadn't heard from Potter for a few days he decided he would take a little trip. He had never been to muggle London and was more than a bit nervous about it. He did manage to find his way by what was called a taxi cab. It was a gaudy yellow thing that smelled horrible and driven by a man with an accent so thick Draco could barely understand his English. However, he was able to make the man understand to drop him off a few houses away from where he knew Potter lived.

This area was as foreign to Draco as any far away country would seem. All the houses looked exactly the same with only the little numbers on them being different. He checked his amulet and knew that Potter was out in the garden digging around in the dirt. When he found him Draco stood out of sight behind a hedge row and simply watched.

Potter sat back on his heels and wiped the back of his hand over his sweaty brow smearing it with dirt. His thin overly sized shirt was drenched with sweat and caked with mud. As Draco watched, Potter quickly removed his shirt. His chest and back bore no signs of what had happened to him as the muscles rippled under the smooth tan skin. He grabbed what looked somewhat like a long green snake attached to the house and turned a small nob. Water trickled from the end from which Potter drank several mouth fulls before he raised it up and wet his hair with the cool water. The sunlight glinted off the water as it rained down his hair and over his toned chest and belly. Draco thought this was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen in his life.

Just as Draco stepped out from behind the hedge Potter shook his head like a dog spattering him with water. "Hey now!" Draco laughed. Harry froze mid shake staring at Draco's shoes. The blond stood there and watched Harry's head ever so slowly raise up his body to look him in the face. His expression was one of sheer disbelief mixed with a touch of horror. "Wh.. What are you doing here?" Harry stammered still kneeling in the dirt.

"Well you didn't write back and I was in the neighborhood so I thought I'd stop by" Draco tried to make his nervous voice sound light and friendly.

Harry placed one hand on his good knee and raised to stand up. He shielded his eyes from the sun with his hand, his nails caked with mud. He was so embarrassed to be seen like that, there, where no one ever just 'dropped by" He had to get Malfoy out of there and quick.

"In the neighborhood, huh? Do you usually holiday on Private Drive? You did say you were going away."

Draco chuckled nervously "Fancy a walk?"

Harry looked back at the house over his shoulder and back at Draco. He whispered "Come on" and started walking away at a quick pace. If Draco had not seen the way that Harry was treated in that house he would have thought that behavior odd. He jogged a few steps to catch up to Harry and then fell in line beside him. "Where are we going" he asked.

"Walking, isn't that what you wanted to do? Besides, it's not like I can go anywhere without a shirt on, now can I?" he chuckled.

Harry led Draco down alleyways, through a park and into a small bit of woods. He walked with a determination that Draco found endearing. He didn't say much as he wound Draco around trees and through some hidden path that only Harry himself knew. He came to a stop where there was a large rock sitting on the edge of a small stream. The sun cast spotted rays of light down onto the leaf floor of the forest. It smelled green and fresh. Harry stopped short and spun around catching Draco as he bumped into him with a laugh. Draco caught Harry's eyes with his own and the fact that they were as green as the leaves above them was not lost on him. His breath caught as they stood there staring at each other lost in the moment for just a few heart beats. Harry let go of Draco's arm and turned back to look at the stream. "This is my private place." Harry said wistfully. "When I want to be alone, to get away from everything, this is where I come."

Draco felt honored to be brought to this place, to be here with Harry alone. It was more than he had hoped for when he decided to come find him.

"Potter" Draco began.

Harry turned to look over his bare shoulder at Draco and said with a smile "Harry, call me Harry."

Draco swallowed the lump in his throat and nodded "Harry, I honestly just came here to see you."

"I know." Harry replied as he sat on the rock and patted the room beside him for Draco to join him. "What I don't know is why. I don't understand a lot of things about you, Malfoy."

Draco held up his hand to stop Harry and simply said "Draco" Harry nodded and gave him that crooked smile of his that Draco found so endearing. "Draco then. I don't understand any of it. Why do we keep doing this? Why are you always there? Why..." Harry's voice trailed off with a sigh as his eyes cast back toward the water.

Draco slowly raised his hand up and placed a finger under Harry's chin. "Harry" he whispered as he turned his face to look into those green eyes again. "Harry" he whispered again trying to pour all of his emotion into his eyes yet so afraid at the same time. "I understand more than you think I do."

Harry looked at him for a long time. Draco could see thoughts and emotions run over his face and behind his eyes. He didn't dare move with his finger still under Harry's chin he watched those beautiful green eyes study his face. When Draco thought his heart was about to burst in his chest he managed a hoarse whisper of "Please." Harry blinked as confusion flashed in his eyes, then fear. His pink tongue slid out and licked at his lips watching Draco's eyes follow the movement. He grinned at that and then turned his face to the side to dislodge Draco's finger and chuckled.

"So serious we are." Draco laughed "Do you ever get sick of it, Harry? I mean, I see kids our age at school who have not a care in the world. Have you ever wondered what that would be like? To just live in the moment for the fun of it?"

Harry turned to sit on the rock straddling it facing Draco's side. "That is why I come here. Here I'm just plain old Harry. The trees don't care who or what I am. They know nothing of war and death. The stream runs steady and cool with nothing to stop it but it's own will. I leave all that behind me when I come here. I'm just some silly kid without a care in the world" Harry had a wistful look on his face that Draco had never seen before and thought it defiantly suited him. He did seem different there under the canopy of leaves and sunlight.

"Then I'll do the same" Draco proclaimed. He grabbed at the edge of his shirt and yanked it over his head. On impulse, of course, he reached up to smooth down his hair. He bent down to shuck off his shoes and socks as well. He looked up and smiled at Harry who shrugged and began to untie his trainers.

When Draco stood on the soft carpet of leaves he held out his hand to Harry who took it in his own. It seemed the most natural thing in the world to them both. They walked for a while in the mud by the stream laughing and telling silly jokes. Draco conjured them up a couple of sodas and they sat under a particularly large tree sipping them slowly. When the drinks where done Draco caught Harry looking at him with something stormy behind his eyes. "What is it Harry?"

"Nothing enters here, nothing leaves here either." Harry's voice was thick and serious again and Draco started to become nervous.
"I'm not sure what you are getting at, Harry."

"Nothing enters here, nothing leaves here either." Harry repeated as he placed his hand on Draco's shoulder slowly but firmly pushed him down into the leaves. Sideways he gazed into Draco's eyes holding him down. He turned his gaze away and tried to speak several times "Draco, I .. I" he stammered and sighed. When he turned back the look in his eyes was so sad, so lost that it broke Draco's heart. He placed his hand at the back of Harry's neck and whispered "I told you after the ball, do you remember what I told you?" Harry nodded and whispered "That I would have to come to you. I just, I don't know how, Draco. I don't know how. Please help me"

Draco smiled up at Harry gently and whispered "Kiss me, Harry"

Harry's head dropped quickly as he covered Draco's mouth with his own. His hand roamed over Draco's smooth chest with desperate fingers. Draco parted his lips and coaxed Harry's tongue into his mouth to which he rewarded him with a loud moan. Draco's pale arms wrapped around Harry's tanned back and pulled him down on top of him. They slid in their bed of leaves, hands roaming over each other, never stopping. Their heated kisses deepened only to part to take great gasping breaths and melding together again. When Draco felt Harry tug at the top of his jeans he broke the kiss to nip and bite at Harry's shoulder. "What do you want Harry, tell me"

Harry moaned and tilted his head to the side to offer up his throat to Draco "Yes Draco, I want it all. Show me, touch me, please" Harry's back arched as his hips pressed painfully against Draco's trapped member. Draco called out and clutched at Harry's jean clad ass. His pants were so big Draco easily slid both of his hands down the back and squeezed Harry's cheeks in his fingers. Harry bucked his hips again and rolled over trapping Draco's hands underneath him. Draco laughed into Harry's open mouth. Harry smiled and raised his hips up enough to allow Draco to free himself. Draco sat up but pushed gently on Harry's shoulder when he tried to follow. The look on his face told Harry to stay and not move. He nodded up at the blond and bit his lip nervously wondering what was going to happen. With one quick firm jerk Draco was able to shed Harry of the over sized jeans and his shorts. Harry's cock leaped and slapped his belly with the rough movement. Harry chuckled embarrassed. "I've never, I mean no one.." Draco cut him off mid sentence with a open mouthed tongue kiss. He held himself over Harry's body with one hand and on his toes as he unbuckled and kicked off his pants as best he could. Draco kissed down Harry's cheek to his neck still holding his body off of Harry's. The cool forest breeze blew against their heated skin. Draco bit the skin gently where shoulder met neck and licked a trail down his collar bone to his chest. He turned his gray eyes to look up at Harry who was watching him but not moving as he was told. Quickly Draco took Harry's rosy nipple into his mouth and sucked hard pulling it into his mouth. Harry yelled out and grasped at Draco's back pressing his chest into his mouth. "Ahhhgods!" Harry yelled. When Draco released it Harry placed his hand on the back of his head "Again. please!" Draco smiled and licked his lips. He slowly circled Harry's nipple with his tongue tip making him whimper before he pounced again drawing the nipple into his mouth flicking his tongue over the hardened nub this time. Harry's hips bucked as his fingers dug into Draco's back. "Oh my gods, it feels so good. I never knew!" Harry murmured with astonishment in his voice.

Draco released his nipple and quickly nipped his way down Harry's narrow belly with his lips and tongue. He grasped Harry's cock in his hand at the base making him moan loudly. Harry dug his fingers into Draco's hair and massaged his head as Draco moved between his long legs. He swiped the purple tip of Harry's head with his tongue which granted him a loud gasp. Draco raised his eyes to watch Harry's face as he slowly slid his head into his mouth. He almost closed his eyes when the first taste of Harry threatened to overcome him. He was glad he kept his eyes open when he saw Harry's back arch up so high it seemed inhumanly possible. "GAHhhh yes oh fuck!" Harry yelled to the world. Draco smirked, with his lips still around Harry. With that he slowly lowered his head taking Harry back into his throat as far as he could. Sucking and pressing his tongue along the underside of him Draco slowly raised his head back up. Harry's eyes were wild with lust as he looked down at the sight of Draco's lips around his shaft. His hands reached for Draco's hair, then grasped at the leaves and then back again. A golden colored leaf landed on Harry's belly and Draco burned the image into his memory. Harry was panting and his voice frantic "No, no, stop oh gods I"m going to cum. Don't move" Once again Draco smiled around Harry's cock as he winked up at him. Draco let his lips barely brush along the throbbing shaft as he raised his head up. "What do you want Harry, tell me"

Harry's face turned bright red and he looked away to the side. Draco crawled up Harry's side allowing his own cock to leave a trail of precum along Harry's muscular thigh. With a finger under Harry's chin he turned his face toward him. He looked deeply into Harry's eyes brushing their lips together. "I will not do anything you do not wish me to. I will not hurt you, Harry. Tell me, what is your desire." Harry blushed deeper and was still to shy to say what he wanted. Draco moved as fast as he could and in one movement his mouth clamped over Harry's nipple and his hand grasped his cock giving it a squeeze. "Gaah fuck me, Draco, please fuck me!" Harry cried out. Tears of need and shame filled the boy's eyes. Draco looked up at him, laying his body gently on top of Harry's. Their cocks lined up side by side trapped between them. Draco placed both of his hands on Harry's face gently and stared into his tear filled eyes. "Harry, are you sure? We don't have to. I can finish you anyway you want or we can stop right now and go no further. It is up to you." Harry swallowed hard but nodded "I want you to Draco, I want you to be the one" It was Draco's turn to tear up. His voice cracked as he said "And you will be the one for me too." Harry looked up at Draco with surprise "You mean.. You never.. I heard" Draco laughed and wiped a tear from Harry's face and then one of his own and licked his finger. "You hear a lot of things in this world that are not true. No, Harry, you are my first, you are my only." Harry blinked, licked his lips and asked "First boy, or first ever." Draco smiled and kissed Harry's lips. "You were my first kiss" He licked at Harry's neck "My first lick" He reached down and took Harry's hand and placed it on his own cock "Now my first touch." He almost said "My first love." but was able to catch himself in time. "Harry, you are my first everything. I have always wanted it to be you." Tears welled up in Harry's eyes again as he wrapped his arms around Draco's back. He wrapped his legs around Draco's waist "Please, then Draco I want you to be my first everything too" Draco shifted his hips so that their trapped cocks rubbed against each other as they moaned into each others mouths.

Draco groped in the leaves to find his wand, he cast a quick lubricant spell into the palm of his right hand. He leaned on his left elbow, his body aligned next to Harry's. He licked and kissed at his mouth as he spread the lubricant over Harry's cock and balls. Harry purred and moaned as his hips ground up to meet his touch. When Draco's hand went lower and touched the tight opening for the first time Harry gasped, his eyes flew open and he about jumped off the ground. Draco tried to contain his laugh but Harry yelled "OH bloody hell! Do that again!" and laughed himself. Once he was settled down again in the leaves Draco set to work. He sucked at Harry nipples and neck. He worked one finger into Harry's opening, every once in a while he would let his slippery hand raise up and caress his cock and balls. Harry moaned and after grabbing some of the slick stuff off his own cock he reached beside him and stroked Draco. Harry's hand wrapped around him felt so incredibly good it drew a gasp from Draco's lips and made his hand falter for a moment. Harry now had two fingers inside of him and Draco was so lost in the moment he forgot what he was suppose to be doing. His mouth was covered with Harry's lips and tongue, his aching cock being stroked, he had his fingers inside his lover. "Draco, please now, I can't wait any longer. Please." Draco opened his eyes and scissored his fingers wider stretching Harry hoping it was enough.

He grabbed his own cock and did the lubrication spell once more just to be sure. He leaned down over Harry and aligned his head up with the boy's opening. Harry wrapped his legs around his waist. Draco swallowed and licked his lips. His whole body was shaking. "This might hurt a little. If it does, tell me to stop. OK? I won't move until you tell me to." With that Draco felt Harry's heels press into his back and his head slid into the hot tightness of his body. They both yelled out and grabbed each others shoulders with white knuckles. "Did I hurt you, did I hurt you, Harry!"

"Fuck no, oh gods Draco more, give me more!" Draco tried to be slow and gentle but Harry was to impatient. Once again his strong legs pulled Draco's body forward until he was buried fully in Harry's body. Draco looked down into Harry's eyes worried that he had been hurt. Instead he was met with smiling eyes and a chuckled "Oh my gods Draco, you are in me. You are fucking me!" Draco sighed with relief and returned the chuckle but his aching, throbbing cock was in need too. Harry tightened his muscles and Draco gasped "Fuck, don't do that!" Harry looked up confused "If you do that again I'm going to cum. Let me.. let me just sit a minute" Draco panted resting their foreheads together as Harry smiled. Slowly Draco began to rock his hips and slide out of Harry's body. When he felt the ring grab at his head he stopped and thrust back in. He was still being slow and careful. Harry grabbed Draco's face and looked in his eyes. "Draco, I'm fine, please, gods this feels like heaven but for gods sake fuck me!" Draco blushed slightly under his pale skin and moved his hips faster and harder. "Yes, yes oh gods that's perfect" Harry moaned as his thighs tightened around Draco's sides. When Draco bucked his hips and he looked down he saw Harry's cock laying between them, the shiny tip gleaming in the darkened hollowed of their bellies. He reached between them and started stroking it in time with the thrust of his hips. Harry's back arched up off the ground "Draco, oh fuck now ahhhhh I'm going to cum!" Hearing Harry's voice so loud ringing in his mind, the intense heat of the inside of his body and the clenching of his muscles as Harry's body reached climax pushed Draco over the edge. He grasped tightly to Harry's spasming cock as his back arched. He yelled at the top of his lungs as his cock pumped load after load of his seed deeply into Harry's body.

They fell as one to the ground panting desperate for air. Harry's weak arms tried to push Draco's heavy body off of him so he could get some air. Draco chuckled and just let his body flop to the side. They both frowned as his cock slid out of Harry's body. Draco's arm was trapped over his head as he laid on his side. The first real movement he was capable of was to stroke the top of Harry's head. "Mm silk" he murmured. "What?" Harry asked weakly. "Nothing" As Draco's strength slowly returned his hair caress graduated to stroking Harry's head and then his face. When he could move his body he leaned over Harry and kissed his lips. With his lips over Harry's he mouthed the word "Lover" Harry tried to pull his head back which looked pretty funny considering he was laying on his back. "What was that?" Draco lowered his lips to Harry's cheek and mouthed "Lover" again. Harry looked thoroughly confused and said "I'm sorry, I still didn't catch that" Draco moved and put his lips over Harry's ear and whispered as softly as he could "Lover". Harry leaped, rolling Draco over onto his back pinning him to the ground with great force. He narrowed his eyes putting their faces nose to nose. He growled deeply in his chest. Draco's gray eyes widened in fear. Harry's voice was dark and full of menace "If you are going to use such a word to describe me, Draco Malfoy, you had better do it right." Harry threw his head back and after taking a deep breath he shouted to the sky "LOVER!"

They stood under the great tree they had just made love under with their pants and shoes back on. Their arms were wrapped around each others waists as they kissed their good byes several times. Finally, Draco handed Harry his favorite tight gray shirt and apparated back to the Manor.

Harry ran all the way back to Number 4 Private drive. He found his ratty red t shirt left in the garden. He quickly turned it inside out and wrapped it around Draco's shirt to hide it. He bolted up the stairs calling over his shoulder how he had to shower before he could start cooking dinner. Draco had done a very through cleansing charm but Harry wanted to make it to his room and have a few moments alone before having to face the brood he called his family. He brought Draco's shirt up to his nose and inhaled deeply. It smelled just like him and the forest. Harry tucked the shirt under his pillow for safe keeping before he padded to the bathroom for a hot bath before it was time to face the real world again.

Draco apparated to the Manor gates and slowly walked to his Grandmother's rose garden. He was so gleefully calm as his finger tips caressed the leaves and soft peddles as he wandered through the paths. "Did that just really happen? Did Harry... " Draco's thoughts stop dead as the happiest grin of his life spread over his face. "Harry, not Potter anymore, Harry! Yes, it defiantly happened." He hugged his arms around himself and spun around and around, his head tilted back as the laughter bubbled up his throat. He stopped, threw his arms out at his sides, his bare chest expanding with his arched his back. He saw Harry in his mind as he yelled and Draco did the same. He screamed "LOVER" up to the starry heavens as loud as he could.