This is the final chapter! It has been really fun writing this fanfic :) I hope you have enjoyed reading it so far and I hope this last chapter doesn't let you down either! I would really like to have some reviews/comments and even private messages related to my work :) I want to know if I have done a good job! :) And tell me if you have some TsuSoka fanfic on your head and you would like me to write your story :) I will listen to requests! This is the longest and the last chapter )_:
Tsuzuki: So there will be some hot stuff in this chapter?
Hisoka: TSUZUKI! *blushes deeply*
Tsuzuki: Na-ni? ( eng. what ? )
Hisoka: ...just shut up, will you?
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Hisoka woke up to a sound of a kettle hitting the floor. He opened his eyes and sat up quickly. He saw Tsuzuki trying to apparently make something in the kitchen. Hisoka didn't even dare to thought what he was making: everyone knew they could be poisoned if they ate Tsuzuki's food.
"Hisoka! You are up!" Tsuzuki shouted when he noticed Hisoka was awake,"How are you feeling?"
Hisoka rubbed his temples with his forefingers.
"My head hurts a little", Hisoka noticed,"but I am fine."
Tsuzuki nodded with a smile.
Hisoka took a look at his surroundings. He remembered he had never been at Tsuzuki's place so this was the first time he saw Tsuzuki's apartment. He was really surprised to see Tsuzuki's apartment was big, much bigger than his, and there were really big windows. At the first glanze it looked like a pretty apartment but then he noticed all the dirty clothes, all the papers and everything: his apartment was a mess. His kitchen was full of some leftovers and there was a huge pile of dishes in the sink.
He felt Tsuzuki staring at him and blushed slightly.
"Your apartment is really...big and bright" Hisoka said because those were the only compliments he could give. Tsuzuki was happy, however, to hear some compliments and didn't even hear the suspicious in Hisoka's voice.
Hisoka stood up and walked towards the kitchen to see what Tsuzuki was making. He started to laugh seeing what he was struggling with.
"Tsuzuki...you can't even make a simple tea?" Hisoka asked and tried not to laugh.
"Well...not really..."Tsuzuki admitted and Hisoka took the kettle from him.
"You are really hopeless..." Hisoka chuckled and started to prepare some tea for two. Tsuzuki hugged him from behind and blowed to Hisoka's neck. Hisoka blushed deeply, again.
Why Tsuzuki has to act like this?
Tsuzuki gave Hisoka's neck a slight kiss, he was only touching his neck slightly with his lips. Even Hisoka's ears turned red. Tsuzuki thought it was rather cute how Hisoka got embarrassed so easily.
"Tsuzuki..." Hisoka sighed,"I have to prepare tea, don't disturb me..." Tsuzuki didn't want to stop molesting Hisoka but he decided to leave Hisoka. At least for now.
Hisoka prepared tea and Tsuzuki watched him doing so. He thought Hisoka's new figure was really stunning and he couldn't get enough of it.
Hisoka just laughed by himself when Tsuzuki hadn't realised his feelings and thoughts were oozing out clearly like water.
"Nee, Hisoka, Did you know Terazuma was allowed to return to work already?" Tsuzuki asked.
"I didn't but that's great! Even thought he is probably allowed to do only paperwork..." Hisoka said and was really relieved,"Maybe I should go and meet him and Wakaba-chan soon..."
"Nee, Hisoka...?" Tsuzuki started but didn't finish his sentence.
"What?" Hisoka asked. Something was clearly on his mind.
"Well, I just thought...are you really serious about...us?"
"Why should I lie?" Hisoka asked and turned to face Tsuzuki, "It was me chasing you, not the other way around. But as I told you, I...gave up on you...it's not that easy to realise that everything I wished for is finally true."
Tsuzuki looked at Hisoka seriously.
"But why...are you really serious about this yourself?" Hisoka returned the question. It was Tsuzuki's turn to answer.
"Of course I am! I wouldn't joke about this!" Tsuzuki answered and he had a childish look on his face,"I know I...didn't return your feeligs earlier...But I thought...I shouldn't let your appearance confuse me...I would have probably admitted my feelings even if you hadn't gotten older but...I think it doesn't matter now..."
Hisoka smiled at Tsuzuki and poured tea for two. They sat down and looked at each other across the table. Hisoka tried not to blush.
The man he had always wanted was right there.
...
When they returned to work the next day everyone noticed something was different between those two. They didn't know what had happened but they guessed they had talked things over. Whatever they had had on their minds. Watari told Hisoka not to push himself too hard yet and stop working if he got tired. Hisoka knew Tatsumi wouldn't blame him leaving work early or taking many extra breaks but he wanted to do his best.
At some point of the day, Mayumi dragged Hisoka out of everyones sight.
"Wha...What is it?" Hisoka asked.
"You know, there has been a good atmosphere between you and Asato-san today...What happened?" Mayumi inquired and Hisoka looked down on his feet and blushed,"Ah, don't tell me you two..." Mayumi chuckled and Hisoka read her thoughts and blushed even deeper. Mayumi had indeed a dirty mind and the visions of him and Tsuzuki literally fucking each other were something to haunt Hisoka for the rest of his life.
"NO!" Hisoka shouted and his shout echoed through the hallways.
"No? Then...what?" Mayumi asked. Hisoka tried to think how to tell it.
"Well...we...are dating now, I guess?" Hisoka said and tried to avoid the extra details.
"And...?" Mayumi asked and hoped Hisoka would tell more.
"Well...we kissed..."
"Just...kissed?"
"Yeah...and we sort of...talked things over..." Hisoka tried to explain. The blush on his face didn't disappear.
"Well, that's good to hear", Mayumi sighed,"But hey, did you say something to Tooru? He was acting abnormally nice towards me yesterday and then he even apologiced...for making me suffer..."
Hisoka stared at Mayumi, "I can't tell."
"WHAT?!" Mayumi shouted and Hisoka headed back towards where everyone else where, running,"DON'T YOU RUN AWAY FROM ME!" Hisoka just laughed.
When they got back to the room where everyone else was, Hisoka hid behind Tsuzuki's back,"Tsuzuki, help me! Maniac is chasing me!"
"What?...Oh it's just Mayumi-chan! You should be able to handle at least one girl, nee?" Tsuzuki joked and stepped out of Mayumi's way.
"AAARG! TSUZUKI, DON'T BETRAY ME LIKE THIS!" Hisoka shouted and started to run again just before Mayumi could have catches a hold of his hair.
Tsuzuki just laughed at the sight.
Mayumi chased Hisoka for a long time but then Tatsumi interrupted them.
"THIS IS NO KINDERGARDEN!" He shouted,"GET BACK TO WORK!"
Both Mayumi and Hisoka knew they would be doomed if they didn't follow Tatsumi's order.
I feel like a child...Hisoka thought and blushed slightly.
They went back to work. Hisoka's hair were freely hanging on his sholders and they got on his way so he lift them up to a messy ponytail.
Really, I am no good at making my hair look nice...
Tsuzuki didn't think the same, however. He thought that the messy ponytail looked gorgeous on Hisoka. But he was wondering what had happened between those two when they were running like kids. He didn't want to be bothered about it but he knew Hisoka was the one who had fallen in love first and confessed his feelings and therefore he had to trust Hisoka but it was harder than he thought.
Hisoka noticed Tsuzuki was bothered by something and then, when everyone else in the room decided to go out for a break, he asked Tsuzuki what was bothering him.
"Ah, nothing!" Tsuzuki tried but he realised Hisoka had noticed he was lying,"Well...I was wondering...what was going on between you and Mayumi back then...?" Hisoka noticed a wave of jealously and he chuckled.
"Well, it sort of personal but...we got the similar kinds of problems in our love-life so we discussed about them..." Hisoka tried to avoid telling too much.
"Ha?" Tsuzuki wondered but Hisoka didn't feel like telling more.
"I can't tell anything more, I am sorry..." Hisoka apologiced.
Tsuzuki probably thinks I have got something important to hide from him...
"Then how are you going to explain yourself? You have to make sure he understand you are not betraying him!" Kurikara noted.
You have been unusually quiet lately...What has gotten into you?
"Isn't it obvious? Your head is full of hot images of you and Tsuzuki and I have to stand them!" Hisoka blushed.
A little privacy, please! Can't you do anything to stop this?
"Well, I am not able to do anything, but I quess you can. You have to learn how to control this connection between us...maybe you could ask Tsuzuki?"
Why him?
"Because well...he has got most shikigami so I think he has to know how to suppress their connection..."
Hisoka thought for it a second and desided he had nothing to loose. He wanted to have his privacy, for god's sake!
"Ano, Tsuzuki..." Hisoka started,"May I ask you some advice?"
"Yeah. What it is?"
Well...since you have so many shikigami, how you can...keep your thoughts private if you want to?" Hisoka blushed when he thought at what Kurikara must have seen in his mind already.
"What? You have got privacy problem?" Tsuzuki had expected it would be pretty easy for Hisoka who was used to keeping his shields up,"Well, I think it's close to when you use your shields to protect yourself from surrounding emotions...maybe? You short of imagine a wall between you and you shikigami, it's as simple as that."
Hisoka nodded and closet his eyes for a second. He decided to give it a try.
So I have to imagine a wall to separate me and Kurikara...?
"That sounds logical to me at least. But try to imagine a wall of glass!"
Why?
"Well, that way I can't hear your thoughts but I can see if you need my help and I can help you."
Okay, I try...
Hisoka sat there quietly for a while and when he woke up, Tsuzuki was standing right in front of him, almost face to face.
"Don't startle me like that!" Hisoka shouted.
"Well, I was starting to wonder what you were doing."
"I was talking with Kurikara! And trying to imagine a wall! It's not that simple to me, at least not yet!" Hisoka snapped. His training hadn't much of an effect. There was no wall yet.
Tsuzuki smirked at him and closed the distance between them. Hisoka blushed again and tried to act like an adult.
"Tsuzuki, we got a work to do..." Hisoka tried to say but Tsuzuki interrupted him when he started to kiss Hisoka passionately. Hisoka felt good but also weak on his knees. Their first kiss had been nothing compared to this. Tsuzuki was using more force and Hisoka was melting into the kiss.
Tsuzuki pushed Hisoka against the door so that no-one could storm in and see them kissing. Actually sharing a kiss which was getting rather...heated up.
Tsuzuki runned his fingers through Hisoka's hair again and pulled a little. He lowered his hand and pushed one finger inside Hisoka's mouth to make it open wider and soon Tsuzuki's tongue slipped inside Hisoka's mouth. Hisoka gasped at the sudden movement but didn't push Tsuzuki away. He enjoyed the feeling of Tsuzuki's tongue exploring his mouth.
Tsuzuki tastes like sweets...no surprise really...
Hisoka was a little dissapointed to notice Tsuzuki was ending the kiss but then Tsuzuki decided to attack Hisoka's neck and ears. He slowly moved towards Hisoka's ear, giving him slight kisses on the way. Hisoka was already losing it. He felt himself getting turned on and he could feel also Tsuzuki's pashion, making him feel twice as ... horny. Tsuzuki noticed Hisoka was starting to tremble and he stopped his molesting after a while. Hisoka was already panting and he had a blush on his face. He had never seen Hisoka like this.
"Sorry, Hisoka, I got a little carried away..." Tsuzuki apologiced.
"It's...okay..." Hisoka managed to say. They sat there in silence for a while to give Hisoka some time to calm himself AND his lower half, "It's just that...because of my empathy, I feel...lot more turned on than an average person..." Hisoka was ashamed to admit it but Tsuzuki's gentle and reassuring smile made him feel more secure.
"It's okay, Hisoka, I will try to be more careful from now on..." Tsuzuki promised.
Just when they had this "sweet moment" going on, Tooru and Mayumi rushed in.
"OKAY, BACK TO WORK!" Mayumi shouted and she was again motivated to get some work done,"Ano...did something happen over here?" She asked when he saw Tsuzuki pushed down on the floor by Hisoka and Hisoka's blush. She smirked and gave Hisoka a knowing look.
...
The workday went by and soon it was already over. Hisoka was feeling rather tired and all he wanted to do: have a warm bath and go to sleep.
Tsuzuki had other thoughts, however. He wanted to take Hisoka at his apartment and have some time together but Hisoka turned down his offer.
"Nande?!" Tsuzuki asked.
"I feel tired, that's why!" Hisoka explained and started to walk towards his apartment. Tsuzuki sighed deeply.
"Okay...then see you tomorrow!" Tsuzuki said and waved at Hisoka. Hisoka, however, grabbed a hold of Tsuzuki's sleeve.
"Actually...I would like to spend some time with you,"Hisoka said blushing. He had felt Tsuzuki getting sad and he didn't want that to happen. He could bear with his fatigue.
"YAY!" Tsuzuki shouted and hugged Hisoka. Hisoka blushed even deeper shade of red.
"GET OFF ME!" Hisoka shouted angrily but he wasn't really feeling angry.
...
Their relationship wasn't a secret for a long time. Even thought Mayumi had promised not to talk to anyone, soon all the shinigami had heard about their gay relationship. It was disturbing Hisoka, whose daily basic was getting the emotions of nausea and really nasty thoughts of gays. Those feelings hit Hisoka hard but he couldn't help loving Tsuzuki.
They had been a couple for more than two weeks and everyone was getting used to the idea of them being a couple. Nobody had been able to interrupt their kissing, at least not by then. Hisoka was feeling Tsuzuki was falling in love with him too and when he was spending the night at Tsuzuki's place he could see Tsuzuki's dreams which were rather...hot. The images of his dreams appeared on his mind all day long and soon he felt like he wanted to make those dreams as a reality. Well, they had been dating for only a little bit over two weeks but they had known each other for a longer time. They should't have any trouble of taking their relationship to the "next step".
Hisoka noticed that Tsuzuki was bothered by the thought that Hisoka had been raped and he didn't want to push Hisoka. Hisoka thought he had to show Tsuzuki this was something he wanted and he wasn't scared of Tsuzuki.
"Tsuzuki..." He started when it was just the two of them at Tsuzuki's apartment.
"Yeah?" Tsuzuki asked.
"Well..." Hisoka muttered and tried to ask about it,"Would you...like to have sex with me?"
Tsuzuki dropped whatever he was carrying and turned to look at Hisoka in disbeliefe. Had he really heard Hisoka asking something so...embarrasing? According to Hisoka's blush he had really asked it. He looked how Hisoka hid his face for a while and how Hisoka struggled to face him. He thought Hisoka was really cute.
"Well..." Tsuzuki started and went to sit next to Hisoka on the couch.
"You don't have to lie to me..." Hisoka managed to say even though he felt really ashamed to even speak.
"Well, of course I want to...but it's just that...I don't want to push you...and I want to treasure you..." Tsuzuki said and twiddled Hisoka's hair in his fingers. Hisoka took a hold of Tsuzuki's hand and squeesed it slightly.
"Of course I am...nervous...and a little ashamed but...I really would like to do it with you..." Hisoka said blushing. His face had never felt so hot.
"Hisoka..." Tsuzuki whispered and took a hold of Hisoka's jaw," Are you sure?" Tsuzuki wanted to make sure his empath was ready and Hisoka nodded slightly.
Tsuzuki pulled Hisoka closer for a kiss. The kiss was very gentle and really caring kiss at first. Then it changed into passionate kiss when they felt they had had enough of "warm-up". Hisoka put his hands round Tsuzuki's neck and Tsuzuki runned his fingers on Hisoka's neck, ears and hair. Hisoka felt the tickling feeling on his skin. It felt really...stunning. Tsuzuki lowered his other hand slowly and soon he reached to press Hisoka's nipple on top of his clothes. Hisoka gasped which gave Tsuzuki a chance to slip his tongue inside Hisoka's mouth. Hisoka's breathing was already uncontrollable.
Tsuzuki started to open Hisoka's shirt and he almost teased Hisoka, opening all the buttons really slowly. Tsuzuki wanted to be careful with Hisoka, he didn't want to push this too fast. Meanwhile Hisoka was surprised at how he wasn' scared at all: he thought that memories of Muraki raping him would spring to his mind but there was only the feeling of being loved.
Tsuzuki started to push himself on top of Hisoka.
"On the couch? Really?" Hisoka asked Tsuzuki when he felt the man getting on top of him and licking his neck at the same time.
"Why not? Or do you prefer proper bed? Or maybe kitchen table?" Tszuki wondered and Hisoka blushed at the thought.
"You...pervert..." Hisoka managed to say between his breaths.
Tsuzuki finally removed Hisoka's shirt and Hisoka blushed when he saw Tsuzuki looking at him so carefully.
"What...are you looking at?" Hisoka asked, a little annoyed.
"You," Tsuzuki answered even thought it was a foregone started to place small kisses on Hisoka's ears, neck, throat, collarbone and finally to his chest. He took one nipple to his mouth and sucked slightly and played with the other nipple with his fingers. Hisoka gasped and his breathing became sharp. Tsuzuki slid his other leg between Hisoka's and pushed Hisoka's crotch sligtly with his knee after a while, hearing a soft groan escaping Hisoka's lips. Hisoka felt a little ashamed that he was this turned on but he couldn't help his empathy catching also Tsuzuki's heat. Tsuzuki played with Hisoka's nipples while he started to push the younger shinigami's crotch a little harder. He felt Hisoka getting hard but it was no surprise since Tsuzuki was also the same.
Hisoka was a mess. He tried to control his breathing and the voices escaping him but he couldn't. Tsuzuki noticed it too but didn't mind.
"Hisoka, relax!" Tsuzuki commanded,"Or this way we can't get to the main event!" He smirked at Hisoka who blushed deeply.
Tsuzuki continued kissing Hisoka while he moved in between his legs. Hisoka clutched his hands in Tsuzuki's shirt.
Then Tsuzuki moved his hand lower and started to massage the bulge on the boys crotch. Hisoka started to whimper. He massaged Hisoka's inner thighs with his other hand and he started to slowly peel of his trousers. Hisoka understood that it was really going to happen and he started to remove Tsuzuki's shirt. Tsuzuki smirked in the kiss when he noticed his uke was stripping him.
They removed the rest of their clothes slowly torturing each other and then Tsuzuki started to place kisses lower and lower from his lips to his neck, from his neck to his chest, from his chest to his belly button and then to the tip of Hisoka's manhood. Hisoka started to moan wildly but Tsuzuki didn't want him to come yet so he returned to kiss Hisoka's lips. They stayed still, kissing each other, for a while before Tsuzuki returned back to business. He started to fondle Hisoka's balls while he landed kisses on his length and Hisoka started to moan again. His breathing was short puffs.
"Ah!" Hisoka groaned when Tsuzuki pressed his manhood against his. He felt like he could lose it any moment," Tsuzuki, don't...tease me like this..." Hisoka managed to say between his breaths. Every touch gave him shivers and his vision was blurred. He could only see Tsuzuki and feel him gently touching him.
Tsuzuki placed small kisses on Hisoka's inner thighs and slowly moved his fingers even lower to his entrance. Hisoka shivered a little and let out a low moan when he felt Tsuzuki's finger pressing againts his entrance. Tsuzuki gave Hisoka a guestioning look and Hisoka blushed deeply.
"Just...do it already, idiot!" Hisoka snapped. He was getting frustfrated at all the waiting and teasing. Tsuzuki oblied willingly.
"My pleasure" He said and pushed his finger gently inside. Hisoka tried to relax himself to make it easier for both of them. Tsuzuki landed small, caring kisses to Hisoka's chest and neck to ease the feeling down lower. Tsuzuki tried to find Hisoka's pleasure spot and carefully slid another finger in. His own manhood was screaming for release but he wanted this moment to last. He moved his fingers inside Hisoka, trying to loosen him up, when Hisoka gave a loud moan which he couldn't control. He had found
what he had been looking for. He pressed on the particular spot and Hisoka moaned like crazy. Tsuzuki saw Hisoka biting his own finger sligtly to keep himself quiet but in the end it didn't help much.
"Tsuzuki..." Hisoka whispered and Tsuzuki looked at the emerald eyes of his partner,"Don't...make me wait like this..." Hisoka begged and blushed deeply. It must have been hard for him to admit he needed the action right now. Tsuzuki just grinned widely.
"Well, if you insist..." Tsuzuki said and pressed Hisoka's entrance bit his manhood. Tsuzuki looked at Hisoka and saw a nod.
Tsuzuki didn't hesitate to push himself inside the younger shinigami. He moved slowly, giving the empath some time to adjust. Hisoka felt a little sting but he didn't mind it because he knew it would get better soon and he would forget the pain. Tsuzuki slowly pushed forward and soon he was all the way in. Hisoka kept his mouth shut up to avoid any extra voices but when Tsuzuki started to move slowly, he couldn't control his voice anymore.
"Ah! Tsuzuki...!" Hisoka moaned and started to scream Tsuzuki's name when the heavier man found his sweet spot again. They both knew they were close to release.
"Tsuzuki...I am going to..." Hisoka whimpered and Tsuzuki placed a kiss on his lips.
"Yeah, me too, Hisoka,...:" Tsuzuki said in a low tone and then he came, just seconds before Hisoka came.
Tsuzuki collapsed on top of Hisoka who didn't mind the weight. He felt Tsuzuki's semen inside of him and he blushed at the sensation.
Tsuzuki took a hold of Hisoka's hand and placed a small kiss on it.
"Are you alright, Hisoka?" Tsuzuki asked, worried tone in his voice.
"Yeah", Hisoka answered," but I need a shower..." Tsuzuki chuckled.
"Shall we go to the shower together?!" Tsuzuki smiled widely and Hisoka hit him with a pillow.
"BAKA! Don't think that just because we had some sex you could - - !" His sentence was cut short when Tsuzuki gave him a quick kiss.
"A kiss to tame a beast!" Tsuzuki joked and Hisoka pushed Tsuzuki off him. He was blushing again. He tried to stand up but he felt a stinging pain between his buttocks.
"Does it hurt?" Tsuzuki asked when he saw the face Hisoka had made. He was worried over his partner.
"Not too much..." Hisoka reassured and tried to stand up but sat down soon and heard Tsuzuki chuckle behind him,"What's so funny?!"
Tsuzuki sat down and hugged Hisoka from behind. " Nothing. Just...let's stay like this for a while..."
Hisoka felt a pure sensation of love behind him but said nothing. It would mean nothing if the idiot wouldn't notice it himself and say it out aloud.
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Note:
Yay! My work is over! I thought about writing a short sequel to this story, what do you think? ;) It feels like there is more to write to this story but everything has to end sometime :)