"Dennis lay back down." Janice asked him, placing her hand on his chest. Dennis laughed in a pained and tired way relaxing back onto the bed.
"Janice please, I am fine. You are not making me lay back down, I am choosing too." He joked, he was back to his old self even if he was still wired up. It had been almost a week, Delphine had not been back, well she had tried but the doctors would not allow her in. Janice and Cosima were sat next to his bed, Cosima kicked back on a chair her feet on the metal railing on the side of his bed. She was reading some textbook, she got into Minnesota but that was far from her mind. Dennis and Delphine were her main priority. She moved her feet from the rails and got up, putting the book down on her bags on the floor.
"Guys I'm gonna go grab a drink, you want one?" Cosima was trying to act chipper. She knew where she was really going. Dennis just fogged up his oxygen mask and attempted a smile, he knew where she was going. Without hesitation Cosima turned for the door. As soon as it was closed behind her, she began to power walk down the blue corridor, and then jogged, almost at the end she ran, breaking free of the corridor through great swinging double doors. Again she bolted, running down the adjacent corridor and through the last set of double doors to the reception. As soon as she graced the entrance Delphine jumped up from the waiting room chair and opened her arms. This time Cosima ran into her, hugging tight, hard and long, they were happy. Delphine came in every day, apart from sleeping, eating and working she spent every waking moment here.
"Delphine!" Cosima gasped, she hadn't taken a breath since they embraced. Delphine smiled down on her head and let her pull away slightly. Without really thinking about it, as if it came naturally to both of them they just sort of stared at each other and leaned in. Delphine's face was shocked, it had been so long and she loved Cosima but she didn't know if they were ready to be public and affectionate, and what if Janice saw?! But they kissed. Like the first time it was soft and tentative as if neither wanted to break the other, as if they would be separate at any point and this would be the sweetest memory. When they broke free Cosima grinned at her with her beautiful fangy grin.
"Cosima." Delphine replied bringing her back in for a hug. They both sat down on the seats, Delphine moving her bags she had put there to save all day. "How is he?" Delphine asked, worry all over her face. She didn't know, and Cosima couldn't wait to tell her the good news.
"He is fine now, now more trouble and he seems healthy enough. They say it was down to stress, apparently Janice had been holding back on the amount of work and strain at the university and then this happened...so it was none of our faults I guess." Cosima admitted smiling to the floor and lifting her eyes back up to Delphine. She could see Delphine hanging on her ever syllable and then her face changed realising what was being said.
"I am so glad!" She said in a sigh of relief a smile spreading across her face.
"There is something else...I kinda told Dennis that we were together." Cosima tried to smile, she didn't feel like smiling much in the past few days but now she really did fee like it. Dennis probably knew she loved Delphine because she knew herself, he was that kind of person. Intuitive and wise. Delphine's eyes widened.
"Non, what did he say?" Her arm instinctively came around Cosima's shoulders and pulled her in close for comfort. The bar between the two seats was digging into Cosima's side but she didn't mind right now. She grinned up at the blonde.
"He said that if I love you, I shouldn't let you go." Cosima pulled her mouth into a line, she felt weary suddenly at the thought of the strained way he had said that to her. He was better now, much better but then he was on the edge of his life. Delphine didn't say anything straight away, so Cosima held her hand out and she took it interlocking their fingers. It was enough. Cosima wouldn't let her go.
"Can we just get out of here for a bit, this place is like hella depressing and I need to see the sunlight." Cosima asked, her hand going across the seat and touching Delphine on her lap. The contact again made her crazy but this was a hospital and that was gross. The thoughts about her going to university were too much for her to think about, she needed a distraction. She would be going away very soon and then she didn't know. This big grey expanse of nothing. Delphine squeezed her hand, she knew what Cosima needed.
"Now this is the thing, olive oil, chilli oil, garlic oil or what else?" Delphine smiled bringing the slate onto the kitchen island. They had spent the rest of the day at the lake, and now were back trying to recreate that first innocent meeting before it all went to shit. Cosima looked at all of them, chewing on some French stick with garlic oil on.
"Like I love all of them this is so hard!" Cosima dipped her bread into the chilli oil letting it soak and put the remainder in her mouth. She had no idea, they were all so different but the same and all tasted so good. Cosima gazed into her beautiful big eyes as Delphine put some of her own bread in her mouth, and chewed. It was strange, even the way she ate bread was hot. Delphine noticed her staring with a cute lost expression.
"Oui?" Delphine asked looking at the face of her love. Cosima let out a laugh and batted her eye lids.
"You are so ridiculously hot, like really hot." In all this time this was her first compliment towards her. Delphine looked back at her, eating some more bread and leaning towards her head on elbows. They were so close over the kitchen island. Cosima was so hot but the marble surface was cold, it was like some crazy contrast. They both finished what they were eating and gazed, both wanting the other to start something but neither actually managing too. It was like their first meeting. Cosima realised how naïve she had been when they first met to think that the feelings and emotions she felt were normal and just a thing. How stupid was she to not realise that these feelings were admiration and lust. She had the world in her mind and she had missed this. Breathing over took any words, they just gazed at each other in want and breathing began to increase.
"What's your favourite movie?" Cosima asked, suddenly all the feelings crashed over her like a tidal wave and she knew she had to distract herself. She didn't exactly know the reason behind why she had to, but she just knew she did. Backing away she took the tray into the living room, putting it on the huge coffee table and taking up a seat on the sofa. Delphine let out a heavy tensed breath at the intensity between them and followed after her. They sat on opposite ends but not out of hate, both pulled their legs up and they sat side ways facing each other, knee's touching.
"Hmmm." Delphine thought to herself, taking some more bread and eating it up, feeling the sweet and hot flavours explode in her. "I like 'romantic' films. Where the woman loves the man but there are so many twists and turns and they always end up together but you never see it coming. Those are my favourites, I do not have a...a 'specific' favourite." Delphine used her hands to speak, Cosima noticed how she had picked it up and it warmed her inside. Cosima was endlessly talking with her hands instead of actually formulating real words. Delphine caught herself doing it and blushed, looking at her hands in her lap. "You?"
"Si-fy!" Cosima shouted suddenly really excited. Delphine furrowed her brown in confusion over the words. "Oh sheesh yeah like, science fiction movies, like, you know..urm, aliens and space ships and like outer space. Sometimes they are romantic! They is such much gay subtext in them it is unreal. Don't even get me started on star-trek-" Delphine cut in.
"Which start trek film, I thought it was a series?" Delphine asked, again confused. Although her confusion was so attractive to Cosima, did they even have star trek in France? And how did she know it was a series, does that mean she watches it? All of these thoughts raced through her head and she could feel herself getting more and more excited.
"Yes it is! It is both. The new movies and probably what you're thinking of. I love the series more than anything like, it's so good! Old but amazing! Live long and prosper!" Cosima suddenly realised how much of a nerd she was when she did the Vulcan hand gesture. She slowly put her hand down in embarrassment but Delphine thought her youthful enthusiasm was adorkable. Delphine giggled at what she had said.
"I am more of a supernatural/lost girl type of person when it comes down to that genre." Delphine said it in such a nonchalant way that it was almost egging on some sort of reaction. Cosima's whole existence seemed to light up like a spark and her grin was wider than ever.
"Really?" Cosima asked, leaning across her lap and holding onto Delphine's knees. Delphine noticed the unconscious contact and leaned forward too, putting her hands on top of Cosima's. They both leaned in closer together as Delphine swallowed and wiped her tongue across her teeth. Cosima gulped at the anticipation of Delphine's response. Knowing they could nerd out together almost made Cosima feel faint with excitement.
"Oui." Cosima practically sprang on her, unable to control her excitement, or think of a more human response to it. She just pushed Delphine backwards letting Delphine support her with her hands on her shoulders. Cosima kissed her straight away pushing into her with such desire as her held held on to Delphine's face. Delphine smiled, she had made the whole thing up but she knew now she would have to quickly watch all 200 seasons of supernatural in the next week and all 4 of lost girl in a day to show she had some knowledge. She had been so stupid to make herself believe that Cosima was a book nerd only and didn't watch such shows. And now she knew, she didn't regret it, Cosima had such a fire about her. Without even thinking Cosima pulled off her tee and kissed into Delphine even more. Delphine responded by smiling into the kiss, her hands running up and down Cosima's side and hesitating around her chest. Cosima felt the hesitation and knew that Delphine was worried, it didn't exactly go as planned the last time they fooled around. But this time Cosima had been secretly reading up on it, educating herself on this felt like learning a whole knew language, the language of sex.
In the textbook she was reading around Janice were internet print outs of information, real lesbians with ideas and tricks. Half of which she couldn't even pronounce. Cosima grabbed Delphine's hand, resting her body onto Delphine's and guided it up her side and put it on her breast under her bra. Cosima smiled at the contact the raw sensation she felt all over her body, she had never expected such a small experience to feel so good. Their kisses were harder and more hungry than ever. The days after they had first tried anything were long and tiresome. Delphine had worked and Cosima had sat at her dad's bed side. But now they were both letting out what they had been waiting for for so long. Pent up sexual frustrations. Delphine's hand was caressing her and it almost made her want to moan out but she didn't read anything about if it was meant to feel that good. Delphine saw the pleasure in Cosima's face just by opening her eyes a little. Within a second she had kissed her up to a sitting position, Cosima adjusted her legs so they weren't crossed and Delphine pulled off her small blouse she was wearing. Cosima broke the kiss to admire what was happening, after letting out a groan at the beautiful sight she couldn't help but kiss more, knowing how hot she was. Delphine saw the affect she was having on the poor girl and loved it. This time Cosima knew she had to explore more, further knowing Delphine's body more than she already did. In a second her hand was teasing all the way up Delphine's toned stomach. Jeez it was so toned and hot holy watershed, Cosima had a fan girl moment, before loosing herself in their kiss.
When Delphine was just about to guide her hand she made a move and caressed her breasts too, causing Delphine to moan out a little. This part Cosima did read up on, exactly what to do it to get the perfect amount of pleasure. Cosima realised she would have to go the whole way right now, it wasn't fair to not. She was ready, hell she had been ready a second after she freaked out at the lake, she had been waiting for this. It was just the omniscience of it right now, how there was two ways out of this. Give her the best shot she could and make her orgasm amazing, or flake out of it again. Cosima was not prepared for that embarrassment. Delphine realised Cosima was slowing down her pace, and thought she might have got bored. Quickly thinking she realised she might have to up her game. It had been a long time now since she had last fooled around rather than being in a serious relationship. Moving her again she wanted to take control, lifting Cosima up in a protective hold moving her and pushing her down on her back. Cosima looked up happy, beaming and totally filled to over flow with lust. Delphine needed to take control to show her how to do things. She would be the teacher. Cosima could see the change in Delphine from sweet and appreciative to lustful and about to do something amazing. Cosima gulped and began to feel the power of that look on her core. Delphine leant down, kissing hard all over Cosima's face and jaw, looking up in the eye for conformation but doing it anyway. Her kisses trailed down her neck setting Cosima's body for what she was about to do. Cosima bit her lip hard, focusing her eyes on the roof and closing them. Her hand instinctively nudged her glasses up her nose like she did each time she needed to focus. But at the moment her whole body and mind were consumed with where the pressure Delphine made on her neck. Cosima didn't look she just felt the reactions on the places Delphine was touching and kissing and then the power that she felt between her legs. The want and need that was trying to get out.
Delphine had made her way down to Cosima's jeans like Cosima had done before, except this time Delphine knew exactly what to do. With a smirk Delphine sat up undoing the buttons to the jeans. Their cores were so close together, Delphine stared into Cosima's eyes with a smirk as her hands worked on getting those pants off. Slowly dragging the denim down her legs. It was crazy the feelings and sensations shattering all over her body from the slightest touch. The internet was right, closing off sensory experience really does make the rest better. Delphine put her hands on Cosima lower legs and ran them up to her hips breathing out in some sensual intimidation for what was happening. Just from the anticipation Cosima let out a moan. Delphine kissed up and down her thighs and the sweet spots that made her breathing sky rocket. Delphine paused preparing Cosima for what was happening on the sofa in her living room and how it could never been taken back, it would never be got rid of. It would be immortalised in their minds forever.
"Are you sure you want this?" Delphine asked in a soft sweet way, she moved up on Cosima's bare body bar panties and bra, their faces next to each other. Cosima was too aroused to talk, she bit her bottom lip hard and nodded. Delphine smirked and moved her hand underneath her towards Cosima's hips. As her fingers brushed underneath the hem of her panties their lips connected and kissed hard. Delphine's fingers parted as they smoothed over each side of Cosima's core. With a deep intake of breath Cosima's eyes shot open and she kissed Delphine harder, holding the blondes head between her hands and pulling her in. As she did, Delphine began to rub up and down the wet lips of Cosima's core. With a shudder Cosima writhed underneath Del as the rubbing and stroking became faster and more expert, rubbing over the right places in different orders. Just enough to leave her core wanting more. Craving more. Cosima clutched harder to Delphine's face as her fingers moved inside her core's lips, finding her clit and rubbing over it. Cosima couldn't even kiss now, her whole focus was on her core and the mass of feelings that were happening, her throbbing clit was sending pulses all over her with each movement. She could feel herself getting wetter and wetter. It was kinda embarrassing actually, she was half naked on Delphine's sofa her legs apart and Delphine's hand between her legs. She was used to herself doing it, she knew what she liked but this was new, this was fucking amazing and the way Delphine's fingers knew exactly where to go got her off even more. Her mouth open in a moan Delphine pulled away from the kiss, they both stared hungrily at each other breathing hard into each others mouth. When Delphine's finger pushed down further and circled her core's entrance her thumb pressuring her clit, Cosima couldn't take it her hand left Delphine's face and grabbed hold of her wrist guiding her fingers inside of her. Moaning out Cosima's heart raced and Delphine probed around inside of her, pulling in and out slowly at first watching Cosima's reaction with careful eyes. She was way more experienced than this, this was simple, this was easy, but it also never failed. Delphine loved how Cosima was reacting, she loved that she wasn't even remotely done yet and Cosima was already moaning.
Cosima couldn't help but raise her hips towards Delphine's fingers and force them in further, her thumb running her clit in circles causing her hips to jerk underneath her. Delphine stopped kissing her now, holding herself up on the sofa underneath Cosima and moving her hands down. Delphine's fingers began to speed up inside of Cosima, expertly running themselves in and out of her tight wet hole. Delphine slipped another finger in and saw the reaction on Cosima's face, pained at first and then a whole new level of pleasure.
"Delphine!" Cosima began to call out, her mouth not sure what to do. Delphine shushed her gently and blew hot air over her breasts covered in her bra.
"We need to get you out of this." Delphine groaned. Cosima's hands went under her back quickly, feeling Delphine's fingers slow, she chucked it across the living area and closed her eyes again in pleasure. Delphine groaned again in a low sexy way that made Cosima even wetter. Now she was having the effect on Delphine. In a second Delphine's hand sped back up and Cosima's hip arched even further as Delphine took her budding right nipple into her mouth and began to kiss and suck at it, licking it around with her tongue before gently, with the slightest touch nibbling on it before kissing it again. Oh my god. Cosima had never felt that before, this was completely different. Delphine breathed all over her erect nipple and it made things even more intense. All of Cosima's online research could not have prepared her for this, she had never known you could get so much pleasure from your nipples. Delphine moved onto her left breast, this time kissing all around her breast and licking in one stroke up to her nipple, before taking it in her mouth and giving it the same thorough sucking and biting it deserved.
"Fuck, Delphine." Cosima said as Delphine's pushed a third finger into Cosima's now throbbing and totally soaked pussy. Delphine smiled as she gently nibbled at the erect nipple held in her hot wet mouth.
"Shhh, we haven't even started." Delphine whispered not looking up this time she moved her mouth and trailed it down between Cosima's breasts to her stomach, moving herself down the sofa as she did. Cosima knew what was about the happen, this was the part she had read in great detail. After a while all the mystery and the passion with the idea of it was gone, she had calculated and graphed everything about it and now it was about to happen. She was scared. Her eyes opened for the first time and they darted about the place, even though her core was getting a huge work out and she was literally dripping right now, she couldn't help but let her anxieties boil over. Her dad had a heart attack and was in hospital right now. Was it selfish to be here, going to a lake, having oils and bread whilst he is confined to a-
"Oh fuck!" Cosima shouted and her arms came up to her face, holding her forehead as she closed her eyes hard feeling every sensation between her legs. Delphine still had her fingers inside of her core but now she was also eating Cosima out in a way that she could not even imagine. At first she started with strokes of her tongue up and down the whole of her soaked pussy, but now she was getting to the intimate parts, sending writhing shocks of pleasure down her legs and all the way up to her breasts. As Delphine's tongue found her clit Cosima didn't know what to do, her legs wanted to buckle, so she gripped them around Delphine and held her in place between her legs. Delphine laughed at the way Cosima was acting and that hot breath just made things hotter. "Oh yeah." Cosima groaned out. Fuck this was amazing. Delphine's fingers slowed inside of her, now agonisingly slowly pulling in and plunging back into her wrecked core. Her hands didn't know what to do, so they grabbed her own breasts and massaged them, holding them tight, squeezing them and then letting go, holding them again. She had never even thought about her breasts before today. When she masturbated she just used her hands on her core and now she was being fucked on a sofa groping herself.
Then she felt the build up they talked about on all the forums. She could feel it radiating out of her core, she could feel herself tightening around Delphine's fingers, Delphine feeling this and going for it, her fingers running fast and her tongue circling and sucking on her clit.
"Yes!" Cosima began to moan out in pleasure, she let go of her breasts now and put her hands over her eyes. She was so embarrassed, naked before Delphine. She didn't even know what she tasted like! What if it was bad? What if it wasn't what she expected and Delphine was doing it any way? What if- "Oh my god! Fuck yes, Delphine!" Cosima had never cussed so much in her life, but the way her body tightened and Delphine smiled and laughed and her hands relaxed and the way her body seemed to implode with pleasure, she could feel her self soaking around Delphine's fingers and mouth. She felt totally wrecked and great at the same time. Delphine gave one more lap of Cosima's pussy and then leant up, sitting up over Cosima's soft body as it recovered. Cosima's breathing was fast, but her body relaxed now all of the tension was gone, her eyes still closed she just savoured what was happening. Delphine wiped her mouth clean and ran her hands through her hair with a big smile staring at the women beneath her.
"You liked that, no?" Delphine asked innocently, as if she didn't just cause Cosima to have the biggest orgasm she had experienced. Cosima still didn't open her eyes, she just put her finger up as if to shush Delphine. Delphine rested her hands on Cosima's heavily lifting and dropping chest. The finger stayed up and then fell to her side as her eyes opened.
"Jesus that was amazing." Cosima huffed. It was not what she had expected at all, it was hot, it was embarrassing, it was awkward, a million things could have gone wrong but there was not a single one of them happening to them. Everything was perfect. "You were perfect." Cosima managed to get herself up, leaning on one arm behind her on the sofa. With her other weak hand she motioned for Delphine to come closer, she did and Cosima planted a huge kiss right on those beautiful god damn lips.