It seems like it has been soo long since I have updated, (really busy with school and life, sorry guys) I almost forgot about it! (Just kidding of course=)) so I'm going to try to write my best chapter yet. Since it has been so long I have pretty much forgotten what I was going to write for the next chapter so this is pretty much going to be very spontaneous, but hey everyone loves spontaneity right? (Also there may be a few alcohol and drug references)
Does not own anything, if I had I wouldn't be broke trying to pay for school=(, but on the bright side the title belongs to Paramore
Alex and Marissa driving home from the club*
"So that was kind of...." Marissa started to trail off
"Awkward?" Alex asked trying to fill in the blanks
"Kind of, she looked sad" she then stated making it extremely hard for Alex to attempt a reply.
After a few moments of silence, Marissa noticed a bit of a change in Alex's mood since she made her last comment. She looked at her, without Alex even noticing, trying to get an idea of what was going on in that head of hers. She stared for minutes until it began eating her up, "Whats going on in that head of yours Kelly?" she asked concerned. Alex waited a for moments to reply, thinking of exactly what she was going to say. When she was finally ready they were parked at a red light. She then looked over at Marissa, meeting her eyes.
"I just can't help but think, that if she is sad, it's my fault." she finally let out with a bit of a sigh at the end.
"How do you know that it wasn't something to do with her studio, she said they weren't doing so well." trying to reassure Alex that it may not be her fault.
"It was more than that, she wouldn't look me in the eyes, and when I asked how she was doing she couldn't even tell me the truth." she said exasperated.
"How could you tell she was lying?" Marissa asked more out of curiosity than jealousy.
"She fidgets with her hands when shes nervous, when she lies she looks at her hands while she fidgeting." she said laughing slightly at the humorous way Casey tries to hide herself.
"What would you think if I tried to talk to her, see if shes all right. Do you think she'd still be mad at me or something?" she asked concerned for Case, although no matter the person she usually will get concerned if they're hurting.
"Nah, shes not the type to hold any sort of grudge, but I'm pretty sure that Jodie has it taken care of." she said pulling into the drive way, and giving Marissa a wink. Getting out of the car Marissa didn't know what to make of the comment. "What do you mean?" she asked confused.
"Just that I seen Jodie follow her out of the club, whatever happened after I have no idea." she stated the truth.
"Well at least someone's checking up on her." Marissa said walking to the door after Alex. After they both got inside, Alex turned around facing Marissa, grabbing her hips and pulling her in close. "You so are amazing, you know that right?" Alex asked Marissa, their face merely centimeters apart. The question brought playful smiles to both girls faces. "Well that's what I've been told." she replied closing all and any space between them. The kiss started very soft and tender, but gradually become much more heated and passionate. Their hands were searching each others bodies, while their mouths moved in sync. Soon after they both wandered into their bedroom without losing any contact.
A few days later....
Alex had the afternoon off of work so she decided to call Marissa and see if they could grab some lunch. As she was going to reach for her cell and began to vibrate, grabbing it out of her pocket she noticed the caller ID.
"Hey stranger, haven't heard from you in a couple days" she said into the phone once answering it.
"Yeah, I've had to work like 3 days in a row" Jodie replied sounding a bit tired.
"I though that the most you had to work was 2 days in row?" she asked curious
"Well I had to work 3 just so I could get today off."
"Ow.. What on the agenda for today Ms. Sanchez?" she asked in a 'I want to know all your business' sort of tone.
"Got this thing, a um..., meeting type thing." she said having no words to even describe the 'thing' she had planned.
"oh, very descriptive. What sort of meeting type thing?" she then asked
"This thing, I don't know how to explain. Its a show, like a um.. concert." she said barely even understandable.
"Well have fun with your show, meeting, concert or type thing." the blonde said very sarcastically, but after a moment of thought she spoke, "Wait wait, Sanchez who's going to be at this 'thing'?" very demandingly.
"Well judging by the tone of your voice you already know." she stated simply giving her an answer without having to actually say the words.
"Don't do anything to hurt her, all right?" the blonde then spoke a bit protectively
"Your the one who did that, not me, sorry hon I gotta go, I'll talk to you later though promise." without even giving Alex a chance to speak the line went dead.
Later that evening...
Jodie was on the way to a small venue, in which the Black Ties were performing. She knew this was going to be something different for her, she never seen Casey in her most comfortable atmosphere, and she wondered if were she was going tonight if she would get to see it. The entire way there her head was filled with Casey, all different kinds of thoughts, about how tonights going to go, what could happen from here. It seemed like she had in a way been refreshed when she started her journey to the venue, it was something much different from what she's used to.
Upon arrival she notice the size of the place, it very small only looking like it could seat maybe 250 people, which for NY isn't a lot at all. When getting closer she noticed it also looked a bit dirty from the outside, but had this welcoming look about it. She got inside and noticed a bar so she decided to go over order something and inform Casey of her presence at the venue. A few minutes later after Jodie sent Case a text she got a reply saying, "Great be right over." which unknowingly (at first) gave her butterflies. After a few minutes of waiting, Jodie had finished her drink and began to wonder if Casey really was on her way 'over'. Just as she was starting to doubt things she seen her. Casey walked up to the bar and took the seat next to Jodie.
"Hey, its great that you could make it." she said as she arrived in her seat.
"What this place seems great, much more welcoming than the clubs that everyone in the city goes to every night." she said with a bit of a sparkle in her eye while smiling at Casey.
"Wait 'til you see the opener." she said with a smirk.
"You want a drink." the latina asked motioning towards her drink, which was a rum and coke.
"No thanks, I don't drink." she said with a slight smile.
"Wow, I don't ever remember hearing anyone ever saying that to me." she said genuinely surprised by the fact that she didn't drink, with society and her being in a band in all.
"Nothing good comes off it." the lighter brunette said seriously
"Have you ever drank?" she asked trying to see her, really see her.
"Yeah, but only like 3 times when I was in my younger teen years, never even gotten drunk." which again made Jodie surprised.
"Wow, thats like sainthood." she joked, but it didn't seem like Casey took it too well.
"Definitely not. To be completely honest with you right now, I've never felt like a good person, which was why it was so easy for me to lie to Alex and then leave. Never felt like I deserved her in the first place, ya know?" she said making the conversation much,much more deep and intense.
"Well, anything I've ever seen you do, has screamed the opposite. Besides, you're only like 19 you got plenty of time to make things right, don't rot yourself off." she said trying to comfort the girl.
"Sorry but that would mean so much more if you knew exactly who I am, and the things I've done." looking towards the table she replied.
"Trust me," she said grabbing her hand and forcing eye contact, "If anything, getting to know you would only make me think more of you." she said most sincerely
"Trust me when I say, that you truly have no idea."
Oh my, sorry if you don't like long updates, though I felt I owed it to you guys! After an hour of writing the chapter seems a bit boring, but I hope it at least enjoyable until I get some better ideas for the next chapter. Thanks for all the reviews, they are appreciated, I just wish I had more time to really give you guys some awesome reads.