Well I can't apologise enough for how long I've left this chapter waiting and you readers waiting. It's just been pretty crazy for me and I've had a pretty patch with my depression recently which has prevented me doing the things I love. But, I started playing Life is Strange again the other day and watching Kate's demise helped perk up my mood and motivate myself to write this chapter. I feel I owe to Kate to explain to people explain how depression works and feels. Anyway sorry once again and please enjoy. This is a pretty big chapter and consists of 20,000 words so proceed with caution :)

Warning: Strong language, sexual themes and dark moments.

Disclaimer: I do not own Life is Strange or it's characters.


Light shone through the curtains of the room as the sun cascaded its patterns onto the wall just above Kate's sleeping head. She stirred slightly as she felt the warmth on her face before her eyelids fluttered open, her eyes adjusting to the real world. They were much bluer than normal and surprisingly they weren't bloodshot however, you could still see that some pain lay beneath them. Kate wrapped herself in her duvet, waves of nausea washing of her as she moved. Kate gave up on trying to go back to sleep and sat upright on the edge of her bed, hovering her feet from the floor. She looked over to her bedside table and saw that her phone was lit up with message after message, most coming from Alec but, she saw Dana and Max's names too. Her brain felt like it would swell beyond the capacity of his skull and now her dehydration was too obvious to ignore. Kate was more aware of her cracking headache than the layer of dehydrated saliva that coated her lips. Kate leaned forward with determination as she finally stood onto her feet, the room swaying, almost causing her to loose balance as she reached out for the wall. Walking over to her desk, she rummaged through her drawers until she came across a clear bottle of water and drank it's entire contents in a quick and swift motion. She felt much better for that and her throat and stomach thanked her gracefully for the hydration. Kate looked over at her clock and saw that it was only 5:30am in the morning. She sighed slightly, annoyed how awake she was at this time in the morning. She knew that even if she went back to bed she would be unable to return to sleep. Kate took a seat at her desk and mulled everything over in her head. She felt strange and numb, she wasn't happy yet she wasn't upset either. She had cried so many tears in the past week that she didn't believe there was anything else to come out. Kate just didn't know how she felt at the moment, everything seemed so weird. For once she was calm in herself, she didn't feel the need to cry or to cut, she didn't feel the need to be miserable or to drink. She just didn't feel. Kate shook her head and decided she needed to shower, she looked at herself in the mirror as saw just how rough she looked. Her hair was wild and she had mascara smudged down her cheeks from where she had wept into her pillow. Her pyjamas were stained in red wine and crinkled by her turning in her sleep. Grabbing her washbag and a fresh pair of clothes, Kate made her way into the shower room, making sure to tread carefully as she strolled along the corridor. She didn't want to see anyone right now and hoped that Victoria and Dana weren't up to cause her bother. She knew that Dana meant well and only wanted the best for her but, sometimes the girl pushed a little too much. Dana was a spark and ball of energy. The most optimistic and positive person Kate had ever met, she could only that one day some of those vibes would brush off onto her. Dana was what you could describe as being the perfect girl, she was beautiful, flawless, tanned, skinny, tall, popular, friendly, athletic, creative and smart. Yet, she wasn't like Victoria in the fact that she'd flaunt it or brag about it. Dana knew she had it good and was humble about it. It wouldn't be fair for Kate to say that Dana didn't have it hard though. Dana was renowned for having all of those qualities and had expectations to live up to. If any of those attributes failed or stopped, Dana would no longer been seen as fully perfect, which to Kate seemed a shame really.

'We all have our demons. Those who have it hard and even those who have it easy. Each of us all have our own expectations placed upon us' Kate thought as she placed her bag onto the sink unit.

Kate made her way over to the showers and stepped out of her sweat and tear laden clothes, tossing them over the cubicle wall as she began unwrapping the bandages that clung to her skin. Alec had done a good job of treating her wounds, considering she had her thighs and arms wrapped up since yesterday morning, there was no signs of bleeding or infection. However, they definitely felt sore. Kate was tired of cutting. There comes to a certain point where your body says that's enough and Kate knew she was at her limit and understood that it wasn't helping her as much as she would of liked. She winced slightly as she pulled the last piece of fabric from her wounds and dropped them to the floor. Her thighs were red raw as she looked over the cuts and scars that formed patterns on her flesh. Gritting her teeth, Kate placed her body under the warmth of the heated water and basked her skin in the liquid. The water felt good and it was invigorating to cleanse herself of all the sweat, blood and tears. She couldn't describe it this morning but she just felt light and at peace. Not necessarily a good peace but for the first time in a long time she felt okay, which was fine by her. Kate couldn't pinpoint why she felt this way or why it had happened so unexpectedly however, she wouldn't argue with it. She'd gladly take this feeling any day over how she's felt for the past couple.

She rinsed the last part of her conditioner and scrubbed the last part of her shower gel before turning off the tap and drying herself with her towel. Kate pulled on her usual clothing, buttoning the last part of her blouse and ensuring that her skirt was at an acceptable level so that she wasn't revealing but, also so that no one could see her scars. Walking out of the shower, Kate made her way over to the sink and began brushing her teeth as she looked over her face in the mirror. Apart from the bags that formed underneath her blue eyes, no one would be able to tell that she had been drinking or that she was a emotional wreck on the inside. Spitting out the last part of her toothpaste and mouthwash, Kate began to place on her light make up opting for her usual light foundation and mascara. She couldn't be bothered with placing on any eye-liner or lip-gloss, in fact she really couldn't bothered with anything today. She just really wanted to do the bare minimum if possible, yet she knew that wasn't possible as she did have a presentation to do later this morning with Alec.

"Alec" Kate whispered out loud. She brought a hand to her mouth as his name slipped her lips.

'Alec. I-I've been so horrible to him. I'm surprised he's still my friend after the way I've been with him all week. What's wrong with me, I've just been so up and down lately. I don't know what I'll do if anything else happens. I don't think I could take much more. I need some head space, it's still early. Maybe I should walk down to the beach?' Kate thought to herself as she began to collect her washbag and dirty clothes.

She walked back down to her room and placed her dirty clothes in the washing basket and placed her washbag back into the wardrobe. Kate turned around and stared at the room before her. It was a mess. Clothes were thrown in a corner, empty bottles of wine covered her desk, plates and bowls were hidden in a corner and her room was dark with sadness. She assured herself that she would take care of it later on but, for now all she wanted to do was get some fresh air and watch the sun rise at the beach. She tied her hair up into her usual bun, choosing to let it dry naturally. Especially if she was going to the beach. Kate picked up her phone and keys from her desk and headed out the door, leaving the memories of last night behind.


Reaching the beach, Kate felt quite vibrant. Her blood was pumping with adrenaline and endorphins from the walk. The beach wasn't too far from Blackwell Academy but, it was quite the distance if you were walking. Kate had arrived exactly at the right time. With it being later into the year the sun wouldn't rise until later in the morning as opposed to spring and summer. There was something majestic and ethereal about the autumn sun. Maybe it was to do with the colours around her, the leaves being red, orange and yellow, the trees turning brown, the coloured jackets people wore when it began to get cold. It all matched, creating this beautiful haze everywhere you walked. Leaning on a nearby pillar, Kate pulled off her white plimsolls and walked barefoot into the sand. It was relaxing and soothing to feel the grains form and scrunch underneath her feet as she made her way over to the waters edge. It was then she noticed a person stood on the edge, their feet dipped into the water as they watched the waves come and go. Even from behind and from some distance she knew who it would be. She recognised his body shape and clothes. Plus he was the only person in Arcadia bay who would be up and dressed this early, well, apart from herself. She stopped as she looked the boy over, her heart racing slightly and her stomach tingling. Kate didn't know what it was about the Alec but, he just had this calming and alluring presence that drew her in. Whenever she was with him she felt safe, cared for and happy. She could be herself when she was with him. Kate never felt insecure or pressure to be someone different or act different. Kate wanted to let him know desperately that she appreciated everything he did, that she was sorry that she pushed him away and would snap at him. But, she couldn't. She didn't know how to. The words wouldn't form in her mouth and right now she didn't know her own mind. Kate was quite surprised that he hadn't sensed or detected her presence. Alec was quite good for noticing things that others didn't. This was evident in her case, as Alec always seemed to know when something was wrong with her. He must have been in a world of his own as he looked out onto the horizon, watching as the orange glow became brighter and rose into the sky. Kate willed her legs to move forward as she slowly made her way over to Alec. Kate wasn't sure of many things at the moment but she knew one thing. She needed a hug. Kate came up behind Alec and wrapped her arms around his waist as she buried her face into his shirt. Alec jumped instantly with the contact. Both from the shock of his thoughts being interrupted and the confusion of who this could be, at this time. The young man lifted one of his arms up to look at the culprit and found himself blinking mindlessly when he realised who it was.

"K-kate? What are you doing here?" Alec asked as he turned around to face the girl. Kate was unable to say anything as she held her face into his chest and held him tightly. Alec just sighed slightly as he wrapped his arms tightly around her frame and placed his chin atop her head. They stood there for a while, neither saying anything as the sound of waves crashing against the shore filled their ears and felt the warmth of the rising sun on their faces. Kate moved her head slightly to look up at Alec.

"Alec I'm-

"Don't. You don't need to say anything" Alec interrupted as he kept his chin on top of her head.

"I'm just glad you're alright" Alec continued as he closed his eyes and held Kate closer. She just watched him as they stood like that for another ten seconds before Alec moved away slightly to look at her properly, holding her by her shoulders.

"What are you doing here?" Alec inquired as he observed her face and figure.

"I don't know. I didn't sleep very well and when I woke up I was wide awake and decided to come down here for fresh air" Kate answered truthfully.

"I didn't think you would be here but, then again I should of guessed" Kate added with a small smile. Alec just gave her a shy smile back as he scratched the back of his head.

"Ha yeah. I think everyone knows that this is where I come on a morning" Alec laughed sheepishly.

Kate just laughed along slightly before taking a seat down in the sand, looking out onto the glistening sea. Alec watched her with both interest and curiosity as she sat down. He really didn't know what to say to the girl. He didn't want to scare her off or say the wrong thing. He couldn't get anything out of her last night and she didn't even reply to his messages either. Alec just couldn't suss out Kate at the moment and he knew that she would be just as confused. He couldn't help but worry about her. Alec wasn't good with girls. He knew that the time of the month could effect their moods and caused them to become quite irrational and unsure of themselves. But, he's pretty sure that it doesn't cause girls to self-harm. Well some, possibly. But, he knew deep down that her time of the month wasn't causing her to be like this. It was something a lot more rooted.

"So. Is it stupid to ask how you are?"Alec spoke up, unsure of whether he should of asked as he took a seat down next to her in the sand.

"No. It's just tricky as I don't know how to answer that question for you" Kate replied with a sigh as she shook her head.

"Do you feel numb and unsure of your thoughts?" Alec questioned.

"Y-yes. How did you-" Kate started before she understood the expression in his face.

"Oh right. Of course. Sorry I'm so stupid" Kate scolded.

"It was a long time ago but, it doesn't mean I don't feel that way from time to time. It confusing to say the least" Alec answered.

"I just don't understand my own mind. I'm meant to be in control and to tell it how to feel and how to react. Yet it seems to be acting on it's own accord. I'm not happy but I'm not sad either" Kate informed.

"The mind is a very complicated but powerful thing. The way it decides things on its own. It deals with trauma in the way it thinks is best. It's tried making you happy to forget your problems and it's tried making you sad to vent your frustrations. I guess neither has worked and this is what it has decided to do. You're at the neutral phase, so the only thing to do is to go up and be positive. I know it's easier said than done but just give yourself something to look forward to. It's Friday! Once this presentation is out of the way we're home free for the weekend and it's up to you what you do. You're not going home. Let your hair down and doing something you want to do" Alec explained.

"Yeah, you're right. It's easier to work from a baseline than rock bottom but, I can't shift the uneasiness of feeling weird. It's just strange" Kate agreed.

"Life is strange" Alec commented as he leaned back onto his hands and watched the view.

"I was thinking about going to the Vortex club party tonight...actually" Kate spoke up almost with guilt. She didn't know how Alec would react to that.

"What? The Vortex club? Kate, why would you want to go to that?" Alec asked, his voice cracking in surprise.

"I don't know...but, like you said. I just want to let my hair down. I don't need to drink but, maybe it'll do me good to go and relax a little. I know Dana will be going and she doesn't hang around with Victoria much, so I can stick with her the whole night. I know she'll be ecstatic" Kate

"Kate, I don't want to tell you what to do and by all means hit me if you don't want to hear it. But, I really don't think you should go. The stuff that happened last week...that could easily happen again. Victoria, Nathan, Taylor, Courtney? They're all going to be there. I know you want to let loose and by all means you should, I just don't want anything to happen to you" Alec expressed with worry and honesty.

"I understand and appreciate what you're saying Alec but, this could be my chance to get better. Socialise and meet new people, who knows I might even convince Victoria and her cronies that I'm not too bad" Kate said with some optimism.

"If anyone needs to convince somebody, it's those guys to you. You don't need to convince them of anything Kate. Are you sure you want to do this?" Alec asked.

"Yes. I need to do this Alec. I can't keep living my life secluding myself away from everything. I'll be with Dana, I'll be fine" Kate stated.

Alec didn't know what to say to Kate. It was her decision at the end of the day and he couldn't stop her but, he wanted nothing more than her not to go. Alec didn't trust Victoria, Taylor and Courtney to do not do anything. If they caught wind of this, those girls would do anything in their power to embarrass and ridicule Kate. But what Alec most feared was Nathan. The way he spoke and talked about Kate was enough for Alec to be protective but, everything else Nathan had done? He was capable of anything which scared him.

"You could come if you wanted to?" Kate offered a blush forming on her face. Alec smiled at her. She was so cute when she blushed.

"I would Kate. I honestly would but, I've actually got some news to tell you" Alec started.

"Oh. What's that?" Kate inquired with curiosity and uncertainty. She didn't even know the answer yet, but she couldn't help but feel a slight tinge of jealousy and worry to what he was going to say next.

'Is Alec going on a date?' Kate wondered.

"I've got a job. Well I have a trial shift tonight at a restaurant in town and if all goes well, hopefully I'll have a job there permanently as a waiter" Alec answered.

"Alec! That's great. Well done! Are you happy about it?" Kate exclaimed with shared excitement and relief.

"Thank you. Yeah I am but, Kate...I can ring them and ask to start tomorrow. That way I can come with you to the party" Alec suggested.

"Alec no! Don't sacrifice your work to come with me. I'll be fine honest. If anything happens I'll just leave and Dana will be there" Kate pleaded and reassured.

"But, Kate-

"No buts Alec! I appreciate what you're trying to do but, I'll be okay. I need to do this" Kate explained. Alec just placed his hands at his sides and started picking up the sand. There was no arguing with her. Kate was determined to go and he couldn't stop her. It was going to be a long night of worry for him. Alec felt a hand grab his own as he looked up to see Kate smiling at him wryly.

"Alec. If anything happens or I'm worried, you'll be the first person I'll call. Okay?" Kate ushered.

"Okay Kate" Was all Alec could reply with as he squeezed her hand back before letting go to lay back in the sand, his eyes looking at the clouds above.

Alec POV

Do I tell her? Do I tell Kate everything? Maybe this is the only way to stop her from going. I mean who am I to stop her from doing what she wants but, I just can't shake the feeling that something bad is going to happen to her. How can I not? Nathan is a giant asshole and a creep! The things he has said about Kate, what he would do to her. It makes me sick and angry as hell. Maybe I could try and find a way to make sure Nathan doesn't go. Break his arm or something. It would be worth the trouble to make sure Kate doesn't get hurt. I just don't understand why she wants to go, she knows to a certain extent what happened to me, isn't that enough to put her off? Well maybe if I had told her the full truth about everything. No, I can't tell her. Kate...Kate doesn't deserve to hear the disgusting things he said about her and I don't need her worrying about me when she has so much on herself. I thought coming back here to Arcadia bay was going to be a good thing and change things, yet nothing seems any more different than when I left. Have i just brought havoc with me and given it to Kate? It just seems like the longer I've known her and the closer we've got seems to make things worse for her. I just feel like a bad omen but, at the same time I want to do everything I can to help her. What she's going through...reminds me so much of myself years ago. Well it's still ongoing but my thoughts and feelings are relatively well controlled these days. Back then going though everything was horrible and awful, I wouldn't wish it on anybody not even Nathan despite the fact he deserves it. Waking up each morning was a nightmare as I knew I would have to go through hell of school, seeing people I hate and them seeing me. Torture is the only word I could use to describe it. I was failing class, I had hardly any friends, I was bullied by all the jocks and I was addicted to drugs that I didn't want to take. I lived in fear of living. I knew being awake would but me at risk of being hurt even more, both physically and mentally. I just wish that there was something I could do for Kate.

I returned my attention back to the view above. The sky was mesmerising today. If you had no idea what day or month it was, you would think it was July or Summer. It was strange to think that it was October now. The leaves were falling from the trees, the wind carried a certain chill to it and you could feel that Christmas was just around the corner. Yet when you came down here to the beach, you wouldn't think it. I hadn't particularly slept well last night. I mean how could I. I knew exactly how Kate felt and what she was capable of doing in that locked room. She didn't answer the door, my messages, my calls. The state she was in didn't spring any confidence into me and I have to admit I was worried that she would seriously hurt herself. Not deliberately but she was irrational and anything was possible at that point. When Kate hugged me and showed me her presence I swear I could have died with relief. Just seeing her well and cooperating.

"Alec?" A voice intervened my thoughts.

"Hmm?" Was all I hummed out. The mention of my name shocked me slightly as I was so divulged in my thoughts.

"Are you nervous about our presentation?" Kate asked as I sat up to look at her. She seemed so fragile.

"Um...I guess I'm slightly nervous but, I'm confident in our work. We've done great all week and put a lot of thought into everything we've made or created. We just need to speak what we feel and think and we'll be fine. We've done what we can and we just have to give our best, no one can ask more of us" I answered. It was the truth. We had worked really hard on this piece and we should be proud of it.

"It'll be over with in a flash and then we can look forward to relaxing for a while" I added with a sincere smile.

"Yeah you're right. Although even after this presentation is finished, you can't relax when you've got the big game today" Kate beamed.

"No kidding. I'm just going to be a bag of nerves all day today. It's still surreal that we're in the final" I laughed.

"I'm not surprised. You did lead them to the victory in that semi-final" Kate commented.

"Haha no. It was a whole team effort. It was just so good to be on the field again, it had been too long" I responded.

"Don't be so modest. You guys will definitely win for sure. Me, Max and Warren, even the whole school will be there cheering you on" Kate cheered.

"Thanks Kate. I really appreciate that" I said honestly as I jumped up back onto my feet. I don't know why but, Kate's simple words meant alot to me and made me a lot happier. Maybe it was because I hadn't had any sleep, maybe it was because i was watching the sunrise or maybe it was seeing Kate here with me. Regardless, I felt a lot better than I did before and it was definitely due to the girl sat below me.

"Come on. We should probably head back to the campus. You coming?" I questioned as I offered my hand out to her. She looked it over for a moment before smiling and placing her hand inside my own. The tenderness of her skin causing the hairs on my arms to raise.

"Let's go" She answered as I pulled her up from the ground.

She never let go of my hand the whole time we walked back to Blackwell.


There was a certain feeling of angst, worry and nerves in the art classroom as the voices of students discussing final preparations and plans filled the room. Of course there were some who weren't fazed by the thought of presenting in front of the class and took it in their stride, namely those who wished to use it as leverage to gloat and brag. It was a big deal for the class as this was one of the first projects which will have an impeding effect on the GPA and they needed to prepare for the Everyday Heroes contest which was also imminent. Alec and Kate were currently going over what they were going to talk about. How they believed their work represented childhood and childhood innocence. It was clear that both of them were incredibly nervous about presenting. Alec wasn't good at public displays which was why his grandmother had home tutored him to start off with. His anxiety and heart rate was through the roof and he was pretty glad that he had taken his tablets this morning. Half the time Alec could never explain his anxiety. It just happened when he least wanted to but, that was always going to happen.

"I don't even know whether I would want to go first and get it out of the way" Kate spoke up as she fidgeted with the rings on her thumbs.

"Well...I suppose it does get it over and done with. That way we can relax knowing we've done it. But, it's Mr Jefferson who chooses who goes first isn't it?" Alec questioned.

"I think so. I just want to be finished with this" Kate stated.

"Don't worry about it. Like I said before we can only do our best right?" Alec reassured as Kate looked up to face him.

"Right. Yeah...Alec I'm sorry, I'm just a mess right now ha" Kate mumbled.

"Stop apologising. We'll be wrecks together. It's just a presentation. There's more troubling things to worry about than this. Just look forward to later and breath" Alec calmed. The girl just simply nodded.

Alec could tell she still wasn't herself. Sure she was engaging with him more and talking to him but, he couldn't help but feel as though she was reaching the end of all this. He got the feeling of the 'I don't even care any more' attitude. Alec related to this as that is exactly how he felt no so long ago. He just reached that point where he became almost like a walking zombie. He didn't look when he stepped out in front of cars. If it hit him, it hit him. It's those type of people you have to worry about the most. Not the ones who are hysterical and erratic but, the ones who say nothing and don't react anymore. It tells the story that they're used to it, which should never be the case.

"Okay class. That's enough time of final preparations. Remember there is no right or wrong answer in art. Art is about expression and freedom. As long as you tell your story then you have nothing to worry about. So why don't we start off with" Mr Jefferson interrupted.

"Daniel, Stella and Alyssa. Come on up and present your piece" Mr Jefferson instructed.

Their piece was interesting. They looked at the concept of love within children. Their canvas was simple, consisting of a young girl kissing a young boy against a wall. They brought up topics which you wouldn't consider when you first look at the art. One of the first things they brought up was the innocence of children kissing without consenting to it. A lot of the time you will see children just run over and kiss other children, not really thinking about what they're doing or if they even know that person. They do it because they want to. The realisation of unnecessary expectations going to placed on them as they grow older. Daniel explained the side of growing up as a boy. How there is this stigma and expectancy to be a 'jack the lad' type as it gets you popular and respected amongst other guys. You're expected to be strong and independent, show no signs of weakness such as no crying and no showing emotion. Whereas Alyssa went on to explain what it's like growing up as a girl. How there is the stereotype that they need a man to be accomplished in life. Women are emotional and outspoken, desire attention and affection constantly. That girls will sleep around and be called 'sluts' but if guys do it, they are respected. Stella brought up the topic of how children don't love and kiss with awareness of gender. Most children will just kiss for kissing sake, not because it's a boy or a girl. She spoke about how children are taught from a young age that it should be boys and girls, when they should be taught to love who they want. Children don't see sex, religion or race. They just see people.

When they finished, the group was met with a round of applause from the class. Albeit a forced applause from Nathan and Victoria. Their work was brilliant and they really looked into understanding the obvious but also various interpretations. That's the beauty of subjects such as Art and English. You get to interpret work how you want to and as long as you can back it up, no one can argue what is right and what is wrong. It was why Alec enjoyed the subject so much. It gives you perspective which you can use in real life. When you spent so much time alone, you learn to appreciate the beauty of the world and look at things from the outside in.

"Well done Daniel, Alyssa and Stella. Please take your seats" Mr Jefferson clapped.

"Next up to present can we have...let's see...Alec and Kate" He continued.

'Oh no. I don't know whether I can do this' Kate stressed as they prepared to stand up. She felt a small hand squeeze her own as she looked over to Alec. He just shot her a sympathetic and understanding smile before standing up and making his way to the front of the class. Kate took in a deep breath before standing up also and joining the blushing Alec.

"Start whenever you're ready" Mr Jefferson smiled.

"So for our project me and Kate have decided to illustrate childhood innocence through curiosity and blissful unawareness. If you look at our piece you will see that there is two children swinging underneath a large blossom tree with landscape of the city below them" Alec introduced.

"The idea was to illustrate the blissful unawareness of children, how they see what they want to see not for what things truly are. Children are optimistic and open-minded due to their curiosity of exploring the world. They don't know what is right or what it wrong and they don't know the truth behind everything. They can't see the beauty in what they have, because there a more things to be sought after and experienced. Liking it to well known saying 'You don't know what you have until it's gone'" Kate informed.

"As adults we are driven by numerous factors in life. Respect, pride, greed, wealth, hope. Deep down we know sometimes that we are seeking things for the wrong reasons or the wrong way but, we don't pause to think of the repercussions. These kids are situated in an area of peace and freedom yet, their eyes are set on the city. Thinking how they can make a name for themselves and experience new things. They're innocent to thoughts of how amazing city life will be, unaware of the controversy that occurs inside it such as crime, drugs, sleeze and homelessness" Alec explained.

"We have a short video to show you about how children's minds can be moulded into thinking what they're doing is right due to the people surrounding them" Kate spoke up as she typed into the keyboard by the computer.

"The clip is a music video by 'Flobots' called Handlebars" Alec stated as the video started to play. All eyes were on the screen as they prepared themselves of what was to come. When it finished, most of the students looked almost stunned and bewildered by what they had watched.

"The way I see it, this song can be interpreted in many different ways. I believe this is a young boy, who experiences a feeling of power, of having something he can do that nobody else can. This progresses, as he gains more "power" and begins to get more advanced and more unstable as the song progresses, going from simply enjoying being able to ride a bike with no handlebars, to deciding on a whim who to let live 'I can hand out a million vaccinations. Or let 'em all die in exasperation. Have 'em all healed from their lacerations. Have 'em all killed by assassination;, just because he can. This theory shows that too much power gained can, and probably will, cause corruption" Alec detailed.

"But, also this song relates to a theme reoccurring throughout literature, as evidenced by its inclusion in Shakespeare's Macbeth. The theme is the idea that "ambition becomes the demise of its holder." As children we all have innocent goals which we reach through our ambition to be admired by our social peers, i.e. riding our bike with no handlebars." As we age our goals lose their innocence just as we lose our childhood innocence through exposure to the real world. often time our goals and ambition to accomplish the goals has unforeseen consequence not only on ourselves but those around, even the entirety of humanity depending on the goal. This is evidenced by this rise of Nazi regime led by Adolf Hitler. Adolf Hitler's goal was to create a utopian society for the Arian race. His ambition to reach this goal caused many horrific tragedies and the loss of millions of lives, thus his ambition became his demise" Kate commented.

"We believe that you can argue that too much information destroys childhood innocence. We can't shelter children from the ugly excesses of the world, but we should make sure they receive certain knowledge at the appropriate age. Some parents and educators believe that a child is like a huge container. To insure the child's success, they think it their job to fill it up with as much information as possible, as quickly as possible. This misconception is damaging the brilliance of millions of youth. We live in an age that is full of information; information that is growing exponentially as the power of the Internet grows. Wikipedia, Google and similar sites provide information on tap, but without any means of filtering what is actually worth knowing" Alec explained.

"To summarise, we believe that childhood innocence should be maintained. Children don't need to know about how daunting and problematic life can be a times. But, it's important to have support in place for children so that they are taught about issues at an appropriate age and appropriate time. They should be left to be pure and curious. To enjoy life and being carefree without worrying about the expectations soon to placed upon them. Left to be kids" Kate finished.

Most of the class stood up and gave a standing ovation and applaud towards the two who were shyly appreciating the support. They both looked at each other with happy and proud smiles as Mr Jefferson clapped in agreement. Alec looked over to Nathan and Victoria who were both unsurprisingly sat in their seats fake clapping as everyone else around cheered. Nathan held a plain and bored looked as he sunk further back into his chair and looked around the room. Even though he hadn't done or said anything this morning, Alec wasn't getting the best vibes from him today and was confused as to why that was. There was just something about him today that just screamed 'beware'. Maybe it was due to the fact that for once he seemed incredibly calm which worried Alec. Nathan was always erratic and on edge, being smug as he walked around Blackwell. Alec didn't get it.

"Bravo Alec and Kate! That's exactly the type of piece I was looking for. You considered both sides and summarised your findings, leaving room for interpretation and evidence to back up your opinions. Well done! Please take a seat" Mr Jefferson admired as both Kate and Alec made their way back over to their desks.

Kate was surprisingly happy for once and the day was currently going pretty well for her despite the tingling headache she had from time to time. She felt as though things were looking up for up her. Sure it had only been the space of a few hours but already that was better than previous days. It was like Alec said before, she needed to relax and do things she enjoyed instead of reflecting on all the bad that was happening in her life. After everyone else had presented their work, they would be finished for the day. Free to do whatever they wanted. Of course she would be going to watch the game this afternoon with Max, Alyssa, Stella and Warren. It was the final, this was a hugely important game for Alec and Kate needed to be there to show him her support. Alec was always there for her and there's no way she could ever owe it to him but, this was a start. After that, she was free to relax a little. Maybe she would finish off her book October Country or play her violin. It had been a while, plus Max did say she would like to borrow the book once she was finished. Kate felt optimistic and knew that Dana would be so happy and excited when she told her that she was coming to the Vortex party.

'I wonder if Dana would be willing to do my hair and makeup. Plus give me some tips on what to wear. It'll feel nice to look good. I'm sure Dana will jump at the offer' Kate thought to herself as she gained new-found optimism.

"Okay class. Next up can we please have Victoria and Taylor"


Max and Dana were the last group to present their piece and with that everyone was done for the day. Each group had received their grade and feedback with both of them receiving a solid A+ for their work. The two were pleased and proud of their work, considering the events that had occurred this week, they couldn't be happier as Mr Jefferson called for the end of class. Alec quickly went to go and say his goodbyes to Kate as he picked up his kit bag and stood up from his chair until he felt a hand grasp his arm. He turned around to see Kate looking at him with a smile.

"Thank you...for everything today. I don't know whether I could have done that without talking to you or having you present with me. Good luck for the game. I'll be cheering you on from the stands" Kate beamed as she let go of his wrist.

"Thanks Kate. I'll see you soon" Alec replied as he left the room.

After that grade and presentation Alec was feeling pretty hyped up and excited, with adrenaline running through his veins as he made his way along the corridor. He felt good. It seemed things were starting to take a turn for something good. He felt happy as everything was starting to fall into place. Alec had a good set of friends, he was starting to settle into school life at Blackwell, he was back playing soccer again, receiving good grades at school, had a new job and things between him and Kate seemed to be getting better. Plus he hadn't had as many run ins with Nathan, well at least not fighting. This was what Alec had been looking forward to for a very long time. He hoped his parents would be proud of the man he had become today. For so long things had been going downhill for Alec and his life felt like a mess, one which he couldn't control. Alec had wanted a fresh start for numerous years now and thought that Wisconsin would be his chance to shine. Maybe it was fate, destiny or even luck that had brought Alec back to Arcadia bay but, seemed like they were getting better. They couldn't get worse.

Alec made his way down the steps towards the field. The pitch was in amazing way and had great quality to it, you could see the effort which must have been put into it. Probably done by Samuel along with other help. The grass a solid green and trimmed down to ensure maximum momentum. The last thing you needed as a striker was for the ball to become caught under your feet or in the grass. Everything needed to be streamlined and fast paced in order to score. The stand was currently empty and all Alec could see was several members of his team out on the pitch passing the ball around. The opposition were already there, practising on the other half of the field in their red strips. Nehalem Wanderers. Towards the southern part of Oregon. Renowned for being the champions of the Oregon Soccer Championship for four years running. Even the Portland's Jets team was unable to beat them last year. Alec hoped this year was different as he made his way across the grass. Kurt spotted Alec from the group and instantly started beaming towards his team mate.

"Well well. If it isn't our star striker. I hope you're going to score another hat-trick today" Kurt smirked.

"Only if you keep another clean sheet" Alec retorted.

"Haha well we can only hope against at team like the Wanderers. It's going to take something special to beat them today" Kurt commented as he looked over at the opposition team with his arms crossed.

"Yeah I heard that they've won four years in a row right?" Alec questioned.

"You heard correct. Normally I'm pretty confident going into any game but today...Nehalem...Their like a team of army soldiers. Disciplined, committed, focused. Just look at em" Kurt answered. Alec followed Kurt's gaze and watched the marching of red and black.

Kurt was right. Even just by looking at them you could see how structured and organised they were. All of them ran in line simultaneously with focused expressions as they jogged from one side of the pitch to the other. Alec could hear their coach shouting at them as they continued their drills. Everything was coordinated and done effortlessly. It was like watching something out of a movie.

"Why don't you head into the changing rooms and get into you're training gear. Match kicks off soon" Kurt interrupted Alec thoughts as the captain made his way over to his goal.

'He's right. I need to get focused and ready' Alec agreed as he made his way into the changing rooms.

He made his way back onto the field, dressed in his training kit as looked around. The stadium was fairly full now, with numerous student and faculty taking their seats. He recognised Kate, Warren, Max, Alyssa, Stella, Brooke and Daniel stood in the stand right near the front with the best view. They were all holding or pinning up banners which said 'Go Pirates!' or 'Taylor #9'. Alec enjoyed Warren's banner which said 'Taylor the Impaler' although he was worried as to what he would be impaling. Alec jogged over to the rest of his team mates and began to join in with the training. They did their usual laps of the pitch, dribbling drills, passing play, stretching and target practice. By the end of it everyone seemed pumped and raring to go.

"Okay team. Let's get in there, place on our kits" Kurt ordered as everyone made their way into the dugouts.

Alec POV

The stands are filled with men, women, students and staff waving their hands and home-made signs. The cheers coming from the crowd make it hard for me to hear. The marching band has just left the field with the tuba player's last note still ringing in my ear. Dana has finished her pep rally dance and is making her way off the pitch with her fellow cheerleaders as they cheer us all on as we make our way onto the pitch. All I can hear is roars upon roars as the commentator attempts to call out our names, a thunderous ovation which each mention of my team-mates, finishing with a loud clap when they read out my name. The coach yells, "It's time to go"! as we all stand in a long line and face the crowd. It's a proud moment to sink as all of us Blackwell students face our peers, our supporters. All of them rooting for us to go and to win. It was intense but at the same time exhilarating. I could see my friends jumping up and down in excitement as they got caught up in the mood and atmosphere. I couldn't help but smile, especially when I saw Kate looking directly at me. My blood was coursing through my veins and I couldn't help but feel intoxicated by the event.

"Shake hands" I hear the ref shout as Nehalem Wanderers make their way down the line, shaking all of our hands. I then join my team mates in shaking the officials hands before we all jog over into a huddled circle. Arms wrapped round each others shoulders and necks as we prepare for Kurt's speech.

"Gentlemen, today we are the underdogs! The fans have their doubts. Some of you in this circle have doubts about this game. But, I'm here to tell you that it doesn't matter what everyone else thinks. Sure they have four years in a row but are we going to let it become five?" Kurt asked

"No!"

"Today is about us. Not them! Look at them with their smug faces, they think they are going to beat us already. We'll show them, won't we boys!?"

"Yes!"

"Look at everyone in those stands. All of them have come to cheer us on. This is for them, this for Blackwell, this us for us! Who are we?!"

"PIRATES!"

"Who is going to win?!"

"PIRATES!"

"Who is going to lift that trophy?!"

"PIRATES!"

"Let's go boys!" Kurt rallied.

There was a roar from us all. The fans sharing our enthusiasm and energy as they joined us in shouting and spurring each other on as we took our positions. It was their kick-off and I took my place along the half way line, waiting for them to make their move. I planned on attacking from the off. We needed a goal and we needed it quick. Being up 1-0 was a huge advantage, especially against a team like Nehalem. Things would be incredibly difficult if we conceded first. I need to score. My thoughts quickly turn back to the game as I look up just in time to see a blur of red and black running toward me at full speed with the ball. As the sweat rolls down my face my eyes start to burn. The glare from the sun is hot and blinding but nevertheless I stick my leg out and snatch the ball from the opponents feet. Controlling I swiftly run with it, sprinting and dribbling it along the side of the pitch. I can hear the crowd spurring me on as I get into a dangerous position to cross the ball into the box. None of my team mates have caught up with my pace and I have to hold the ball up against two players as they try and steal the ball back. Out of the corner of my eye, I can see Franklin, Denzel, Lloyd and Rodriquez all running into the box. I quickly flick the ball backwards tapping it against my ankle as it rolls under the defenders legs and sprint after it, punting the ball high into the air as it swirls into the area. Rodriquez leaps up above the opposition and heads it hard towards goal. It has pace and accuracy as it soars through the air. But, our hopes are dashed when we hear a giant ping as the ball hits the crossbar. It travels back into play and Lloyd hits the ball as it rolls along the ground. Blocked by the defender as it goes out for a corner. The fans are standing out of their seats clapping and cheering us on. They're hyped up just as much as we are. They always say teams play with a twelfth man and that's the fans. Lloyd runs over to the corner flag and places the ball in the circle, preparing to whip the ball across the defenders and hopefully onto one of our heads. I move myself towards the outside of the box, hoping that the defenders won't bother to mark me and concentrate on those closest to their keeper. The plan works and Lloyd spots me with acres of space. Picking me as his target I ready myself to make contact with the ball as it comes hurdling through the air. It's as though time has gone into slow-motion as the ball slowly begins to fall. I can see the Nehalem players charging towards me, they'll attempt to make any contact with either me or the ball in order to prevent it from going into the back of the net. However, I have other ideas. I change my positioning and open up my body as I take one last glance to where I'm going to shoot. The goalkeeper is leaning more to the left. There. The right hand side of the goal, top corner. That's my target. I make contact with the ball, striking with accuracy and power as I hit it on the volley. Time returns back into fast motion as I watch the ball fly past both my own players and the opposition as it makes a resounding collision with the back of the net. Roars erupt from the stands as I run towards to my coach, a smile and sweat to my face as I feel the arms and hands of my team clasp round my shoulders and neck. Coach Carter is ecstatic and he too can't help himself but be caught up in the occasion as he jumped into the fray and began celebrating will us. I couldn't even hear the congratulations and praises due to the intense amount of noise coming from the stands. I looked up to see the scoreboard. Blackwell 1-0 Nehalem. It was the start we had wanted and needed but now the hard work started. We had to both maintain our lead and also improve on it. Which means joint effort from myself and the defenders. It wasn't going to be easy but with my goal, I feel a new found confidence in the air amongst our players. Nehalem are waiting nervously at the half way line to kick the game off again.

The game continued. Still in the first half as we try to maintain our lead and push for another goal. It's been at a stalemate for nearly 40 minutes and both sides of us are starting slow. It's been an incredible game so far. Shots, corners, tackles, crosses and impressive skill illustrated from both Blackwell and Nehalem. However, none of us can seem to break through. Nehalem more alert after the first goal and us defending for our lives to conserve our one goal lead. Just as I think we'll never find a way through, Dean sends me a wonderful through ball over the midfielders and two of their defenders. My legs kick into gear as sprint after the ball. I can hear the crowds cheering and excitement grow louder as I quicken my pace and surge forward. I caught up to the ball and have it under my control as I dribble it forward. I have one defender snatching at my legs trying to steal the ball back as I reach the final third of the pitch. Until I feel my bones crack. I suddenly realise that I have been hit, and hit hard. I'm lying on the ground thinking to myself "What happened?" Gasps can be heard round the stadium. I taste a thick substance and quickly realise that my lip is bleeding. Pain surges through my body, my bones ache as I sit up and clutch at my ribs. I hear a whistle and see my opponent standing over me. His sweat starts to drop down from his face to mine. I'm thinking to myself "What went wrong"? I feel the mud on my hands as I slowly start to come back to the rest of the world. I hear the crowd roar in disbelief and anger at the challenge. Nehalems players surrounding the referee as he pulls out a yellow card and shows it to their defender. Applause sounds from the stands as they signal their agreement with the referee's decision, although a few boos can be heard from the Nehalem fans and staff. I'm pulled to my feet by Denzel who asks me if I'm alright. I can only nod as I wait for oxygen to re-enter my lungs. It turns out another one of their defenders ran at me, trying to take the ball but ended up completely taking me out. Shortly after the free-kick, the referee blew his whistle to single half time. I couldn't help but be incredibly thankful.

Normal POV

During the second half the Wanderers probed down the left flank. Revelling in the space, the speed of their captain was always going to pose problems for Blackwell's keeper Kurt. Within minutes of the referee blowing for the second half, the raven haired winger of Nehalem cut in on the left back and delivered a searching cross. Blackwell's defenders scrambled to meet the pace of the captain and their awaiting striker. They were completely taken aback by Nehalem's sudden burst and the players were beginning to understand why the team had guarded the title for four years. The cross was created with inch-perfect precision as it sailed through the air and looked to make contact with the strikers head but, Kurt had other ideas as he charged out of his goal and threw himself towards the ball, punching it away from the strikers head. Begin the counterattack as Rodriguez surged forward with the ball at his feet. Nehalem had sent all of their players into the box to meet the cross and were now back-peddling to chase the attack. Two defenders stood in between Rodriguez and the goalkeeper. Alec bolted past Rodriguez and asked for the through ball to be played as he came closer to the defenders. Rodriguez slipped the ball straight through the middle of the two as Alec hurdled after, like a dog playing fetch. Alec knew his pace was much quicker than the two defenders however they were pressuring him as they tried to pull him back. Taking on the two defenders, Alec turned and held the ball up, shielding it with his feet as he held back Nehalem. He waited for what felt like forever until he saw Rodriguez burst forward and Alec curled the ball with pace. Rodriguez hit it with his first touch and watched as it flew into the back of the net. Elation once more as the crowd erupted into a rapturous frenzy as Rodriguez ran over to Alec and began jumping with him. Thanking him for the assist as the other players rushed over.

The game was going tremendously well considering the team they were playing. However, despite solidifying their lead. Nehalem were pressing and pressing, Kurt was protecting the goal like his life depended on it. Alec was stunned and in awe of his abilities. Kurt was incredibly athletic and versatile, tipping balls over the ball, diving to the floor to push them out of play or closing down the strikers attempts. It was reaching the closing twenty minutes when Nehalem finally caught a break when they executed a wonderful header into the goal from a corner. After that Blackwell seemed to lose spirit and strength. It quickly became an onslaught with Nehalem attacking and pushing at every given moment. Even Alec was sprinting back to provide support, giving some relief to his team mates as he lunged into tackles. But, it wasn't good enough as the Wanderers broke through once again. Denzel goes in to slide tackle the ball away but the striker shoots early and the ball deflects on Denzel's trailing leg and skims past the bewildered Kurt.

It's getting into the 80th minute and there's only ten to go on the large clock above the stand. Alec watches it with growing frustration as he looks around the field. If the score stays at 2-2 the game will go into extra time and then penalties if the score remains the same. His team mates were exhausted, some stood with their hands on their hips, other were nearly doubled over. Even Kurt appeared breathless and tired. They had spent all of their energy trying to score and had done so successfully however, the price they paid now was that they had to defend for their lives as Nehalem continued to break their lines and charge at goal. Alec had hardly even touched the ball in past 10 minutes and was doing anything he could to help protect their goal, putting in tackles, challenging the ball, putting pressure on some of the players but he was only one man. He needed a break, a quick break of the ball catching Nehalem on the counter attack and he needed to give it his all. Alec knew he was tired and that his legs were beginning to become weary, he was desperate to find some strength from somewhere and only hoped that the adrenaline of the dying minutes of the game would encourage him on. He looked over into the dugouts of the pitch and saw his coach and fellow teammates sat with their hands covering almost the entirety of their faces as they watched on with nerves and apprehension. His gaze moved upwards as he stared into the stands, landing onto Max, Kate, Dana and Warren, he could see just how anxious they were too. The crowd was silent with suspense, no one dared to cheer or rupture into applause in fear of disrupting the Blackwells concentration as all eleven players stood defending with wide eyes and furrowed eyebrows. Nehalem were surging forward and managed to gain a corner after Franklin lunged in a well time tackle to prevent the ball going into the net. All of their players were going up for the corner, apart from one defender and their keeper. Alec moved so that he was 10 yards outside of the box as he waited with the one defender on the outside as they watched the ball sail into the area. Kurt charged out of his goal and jumped above the towering bodies, making a strong and tight fist to punch the ball out of the box. Hitting it with a resounding thwack as it steered forward. This was it, this was Alec's chance as he waited to pounce. He knew the defender was right behind him putting pressure on him as Alec waited to collect the ball from the sky. He needed to be strong but...he also needed to be cunning. It was a risk, a big risk at that, but it was one he going to take. Just before the ball was about to make contact with the ground, Alec turned away and ran past the defender. The Nehalem centre back was completely thrown by Alec's movement and turned his head to see where he had gone before quickly realising he didn't have the ball. Just as he returned his gaze the ball bounced up and over him as Alec gathered the ball at his feet and dashed forward. He could hear and see the crowd rising to their feet as they roared and spurred Alec on. This was it. He dared a glance up at the clock reading it as 89:12. His eyes adjusted back down to the sight in front of him as all the stood between him was the Nehalem goalkeeper and two goal posts. He was about 35-40 yards out from the net and he needed to make a decision quick. He could feel his legs burn underneath his body and breathing was difficult as he panted from his mouth, sweat trickling down the side of his head as he could hear the trudging of legs behind him. The game was ruining out of time with only mere seconds remaining plus whatever added time there would be. Taking in a deep breath Alec stopped and pushed the ball in front of him slightly and lined up his shot. His foot made clear-cut and perfect contact with the ball as it sped off with a boomph through the air. The goalkeeper was too far of his line and not matter how much he tried to backtrack he couldn't reach it as the ball collided with the back of the net. Screams, shouting and elation erupted from the stadium as Alec ran over to the corner flag, punching it out of the ground as he held his arms out to the crowd. He felt the arms and embrace of his teammates on his back as he turned round to celebrate with his fellow Pirates. The referee blew the whistle signalling for the end of the game as another roar exclaimed from the stands. Alec was tackled to the crowd as Kurt made his way up the pitch, jumping onto the pile-on as they all cheered. Alec was filled with elation as he helped up from the floor, the crowd was still going wild and his teammates were already celebrating with the coach. Alec glanced over at the Nehalem players and saw some of them sat on the floor with their head in their hands whilst other could only stand with their hands on their hips. Alec bit his cheek before parting away from his team as he headed over to the unsettled and disappointed Nehalem captain. The young man was sat down on the field over by the half way line and looked completely disheartened. You would think they would be okay with losing, considering they've won the trophy numerous times but, you can see what it means to the players on the pitch. Alec walked over to him and held out his hand as the captain stared up at him curiously before accepting the help up.

"There's always next year. It'll be good to have a challenge. You were a hard side to beat but that doesn't mean you're beaten. You still have three more trophies on us" Alec smiled. The captain stayed silent for a while as he digested the words and studied Alec's expression before a small smirk sculpted across his lips.

"Just you try and take them" He replied before shaking Alec's hand.

"Well played...Taylor" He added before walking over to help his demoralised players.

"Alec!" A voice shouted. He looked over and saw Kurt beckoning him over as his team huddled at the dugouts with their coach.

"Time to lift our trophy!" Kurt beamed as Alec began to jog over.


KATE POV

It was so loud. The crowd were going wild. Teachers, faculty, students and even bystanders from the streets of Arcadia had come to watch Blackwell Pirates defeat Nehalem Wanderers 3-2 with only 14 seconds left on the clock. This was a special occasion for us student and people of Arcadia Bay. We weren't famous for much and were always looked over if you were visiting Oregon. It was popular for cities like Portland, Salem, Eugene and Gresham. Even as a state we were completely overlooked. I mean we're stuck between three popular states. You have Washington to the North which is popular for Seattle and Mt. Baker-Snoqualmie National Forest. Then to the South you have California which is really famous for celebrities, nice weather, nice beaches, San Francisco and LA. Then lastly you to the South East you have Nevada which is ultimately known for Las Vegas. How could we compete? But, that's why we're such a tight community and that's why this win is so important to us. I felt proud to be from Arcadia Bay and proud to be a Blackwell student as watched our team walking up the temporary podium that was created in the middle of the pitch. I spotted Alec, smiling and laughing away with his teammates and couldn't help but smile too. It was nice to see Alec like this. It had been so long since I had seen him genuinely smile and be happy. I could see even from here that he was content and carefree, no worries in the world. I was happy for him. For so long everything had been hurt, anxiety, fear, worry and discomfort for him and I couldn't help but feel responsible for that. I need to be like Alec, stretch my comfort zones a little, let go of the drilled in strict expectations of my parents. I was still faithful, although I have to admit I'm struggling to maintain loyalty and commitment to our Lord. But, my parents orthodox views have prevented me from including myself socially with people. They didn't allow me to go to parties or sleepovers in fear that I would be manipulated and forced into taking drugs and alcohol, no matter how much I pleaded my innocence and ability to say no. That's why tonight I plan on being carefree and making my own decisions. It'll be nice to get closer to Dana, I know how much she has been wanting to get closer to me and that may opens doors for me as she could introduce me to her friends. I heard Max shouting 'Here they go' over the top of the ruckus, as I fixated my gaze once more to the makeshift stage. Kurt had been handed the trophy from the cup organiser and held it carefully in his gloves as he grabbed the handles and prepared to show it to the world. He created suspense as Alec and his teammates started wiggling their fingers in tension whilst making 'Oh's' and 'Ah's' before Kurt finally thrust the trophy into the air. We all started jumping along with them as we screamed and shouted, some people blew horns and others started playing music on their drums or trumpets. It was a sight to behold as Alec and his fellow pirates jumped around, each taking turns lifting the trophy as confetti exploded around them. They even lifted coach into the air and began throwing him up and down before dosing him in bottles of champagne and a water cooler.

People were filing out of the stadium as the shouting and celebrations had died down into a gentle buzz as they went about the rest of their Friday evening. Me, Max, Dana and Warren had decided to wait to speak and congratulate Alec just outside the main campus of the Blackwell building. I hadn't told Dana yet that I planned on joining her to the Vortex Party tonight, I was going to wait until Max and Warren left. The last thing I needed was Alec, Max and Warren ganging up on me and telling me how much of a bad idea it was. None of them could talk. Warren had only been to one as had a Alec and Max had never been at all. Dana was experienced and full of information when it came to parties, socialising and what to wear. Dana didn't really think much of people's opinions of her, that's why she didn't care much for the Vortex club. Sure she was a member but, she didn't want to take part in anything other than parties.

"Alec!" Dana squealed as she saw him venture up the steps to the yard.

"Haha hey Dana...how's it going?" Alec muffled out as he hugged the girl back.

"You played amazing. Congratulations! The team couldn't have done it without you" She explained. Alec just ran a hand through his hair in embarrassment.

"We all worked hard. It feels great to know what we've achieved, thank you" Alec replied.

"You were awesome bro" Warren added.

"Yeah. I'm not really big on sports but that match was exciting. That final goal was just incredible" Max commented.

"I'm really happy for you Alec. Well done" I spoke with a smile as I watched him turn his attention to me.

"Thanks Kate. Thanks to all of you for coming to watch me play, I appreciate it" Alec beamed.

"So what are you dressed so smartly for? Are you guys attending a medal ceremony or an after party" Warren questioned with interest.

It took me a while to acknowledge what Warren had said before I realised what he meant. I somehow missed it before but, Alec wasn't in his soccer kit like I though he'd be. In fact he wasn't in anything I was expecting. He wore a white dress shirt, which was stain and crease free, adorned with a black tie. On top of his short lay a button up black waistcoat which matched his black trousers and black shoes. He looked really handsome...I mean smart. Alec really suited formal wear. Well to be honest he suits anything. Even basic tees and jeans looked great on him. A small blush was starting to form on my face and i quickly averted my eyes. Luckily for me everyone was looking at Alec and Alec was replying to Warren.

"No. I've got a trial shift at a restaurant in town tonight and this is the uniform we have to wear. It seems like a pretty fancy place" Alec answered as he adjusted the strap on his kit bag that hung over his shoulder.

"No rest for the wicked then?" Dana teased.

"Haha no. But, I'm looking forward to it. It'll be nice to earn some money and keep myself busy on weekends. I plan on doing just two or three shifts a week" Alec responded.

"Well then good luck for tonight, hope everything goes well. But, remember to take a break and relax this weekend okay?" Dana urged as she gave Alec a final hug. The two reminded me of long lost siblings. Now that I think about it Alec is a male version of Dana and Dana a female version of Alec. They had an instant sister and brother bond which I think Alec really appreciated.

"Thanks Dana. Well I'd better be off. I need to actually find this place and get introduced to everyone. Hope you all have a nice weekend" Alec said.

"Yeah you too. Just hit me up if you're free Alec" Warren added as Alec gave a final wave and headed towards the car park. I couldn't help but feel a little said that he was leaving.

"I'm glad things are going well for him" Max spoke up.

"Yeah me too. It's been a hard start for him" Dana agreed. There was a brief moment of silence between us all and I couldn't help but shake the feel that they were waiting for me to say something. Thankfully Warren did.

"Anyway, me and Max better be going as we're heading into to down to the arcades to shoot up some zombies if anyone wants to join?" Warren offered.

"Thanks for the invite but, I need to get ready for the Vortex party tonight. You guys can join later if you like, I can get you in for free?" Dana suggested but Max and Warren just laughed.

"We appreciate it but, after the last party I don't think I'm going to go to anymore or at least not for a while" Warren chuckled.

"And I'm just put off my the whole thing completely. But, have a good night Dana" Max commented.

"Kate are you coming?" Max asked as she turned her attention to me. Oh no. What do I say? I haven't got an excuse and I definitely can't tell them that I'm thinking about going to the party.

"No thank you, I'm not entirely sure myself of my plans but I'll let you know if I change my mind" I answered half honestly. She seemed satisfied and didn't push the issue.

"Well enjoy your weekends guys. See you on Monday" Warren spoke as he and Max headed down the steps to wait for a bus.

It felt awkward at first after they went. I mean I don't know why as me a Dana are close and have always been comfortable with talking to each other but, for some reason I felt nervous. Maybe because I knew what i was about to ask was out of my character.

"Kate, would you like to come to the Vortex party?" Dana inquired as she turned around to look at me. Okay here it goes.

"Actually I wanted to talk to you about that" I replied quietly and shyly.

"OMG! Wait. Are you about to say what I think you're going to say? Please say its true" Dana beamed out with excitement as she grabbed both my hands.

"I was wondering if I could go with you tonight to the party...and um...if you wouldn't mind...helping me get ready?" I asked awkwardly as I kept my head down.

"Ahhh Kate! Of course of course of course! Come on we'll go to my room right now!" Dana screamed with joy as she started jumping up and down on the spot and pulling me towards the girls dormitories.

"This'll be so much fun Kate, I promise. We can have a nice girls night and relax. Don't worry I won't let you force yourself out the comfort zone. I really love the outfit you're wearing already but maybe I can work something on your hair and makeup okay?" Dana babbled.

I just simply nodded in agreement. Was i really going to do this?


KATE POV

We arrived at the front of the gym where people lined up outside waiting to go in and small groups collected to gossip with plastic red cups in their hands. They had already been inside as i noticed the black whirlpool stamp on the back of their hands. I could already hear the music booming and from the sounds of cheering and singing, the place was full of student. I couldn't help but feel apprehensive as me, Dana and Juliet walked along the pavement. Before i was so confident but now...I was starting to feel like I don't belong here. All these people were social butterflies and night owls. Me? I prefer to be in bed at 9:00pm drinking tea in my pyjamas whilst reading a book or drawing some doodles. This was out my character and definitely out of my comfort zone. Dana and Juliet looked gorgeous. They didn't wear anything exceptional, they just looked exceptional. I mean they did all the time but tonight, the two of them stood out. Both of the girls had their hair down with Juliet's curled into small and crisp waves, while Dana look sophisticated with sleek and straight hair. And then there was me. I had to admit Dana had worked some pretty good magic. I didn't look as fierce as them but, then I never would anyway. Fierce and sexy were something i could and would never pull off. However, I guess you could say I looked nice. Dana made me feel good. She didn't give me heavy makeup or ridiculous eyelashes but enhanced some of more promising features such as my eyes and cheekbones. I looked natural but, my complexion looked clean and clear. Dana wasn't messing around, she knew her stuff. She knew exactly which foundation and highlighter would suit my skin tone, how thick she should apply the mascara, how dark she'd make the eyeliner, the perfect colour of lip gloss. and what hairstyle would suit my newly crafted face. I always hated wearing my hair down. I never believed I had the right facial structure to pull off long and straight hair. It looked good on girls like Dana or Taylor as much I hate to admit it. Slender faces and bodies. I had more of a pout and hamster cheeks. My mother never allowed me to wear my hair down at home, only for bed but even if I came down for breakfast I was made to tie it up. She said it made me look like a whore.

"Kate c'mon!" Dana interrupted as she grabbed my hand and started pulling me along the pavement, a smile etched into her lips.

Dana pulled me over to where Juliet was standing. She was stood with someone I recognised from Blackwell, one of the jocks I believe. I think his name is Zachary although I don't care much for him. He was always with Logan playing football or bullying poor Daniel. Just like Dana and Juliet, Zach and Logan were part of the elitist Vortex club. I remember Dana mentioning how Juliet was besotted with Zach and how she couldn't understand what Juliet saw in him. I guess the two of them are dating as she looks very comfortable about Zach's hand being placed across her lower back. The two of them were waiting in the queue to get into the party before me and Dana had arrived. From the length of the line, it seemed we would be waiting a while. Dana had explained that this was the time to come to the party as it would be the epicentre for the night, where it had the most vibe and character. The three of them were seemingly chatting along, asking about how each others days had been, how excited they were about tonight, weekend plans and all I could do was stand there like an outcast. I love Dana but, I wasn't her. I wasn't popular or social, I wasn't pretty or active. I'm just an outcast trying to fit in. My mind was starting to whirl with thoughts of self doubt and discomfort when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I reached down into my cardigan and slid my finger across the screen to unlock the notification. It was a message from Alec.

Alec - Hey Kate. Just thought I'd check in and see how you were doing. I hope the night is going well for you and that Dana is taking care of you. I'm sorry for the way I was this morning...I was just worried. I really do hope that this party is good for you and that you have a good time. You deserve to let your hair down and relax a little. I know you worry what other people think but, this is a platform for you. A chance for people to meet and see the real you, the one that I know. Don't think about stuff to much and just embrace this bit of freedom that you have. I should be finishing work soon but, if for whatever reason you need me or need someone to talk to then I'm here for you okay? I can get back to Blackwell in five minutes if needed. Anyway have a good night and maybe see you this weekend if you're not busy xx

Alec. He was always so kind and thinking of others. I needed that message more than I realised. That's what I loved about Alec...wait not love in that way...but you know...that's what I admired about him. He just knew exactly what to say and at the right time. He was like my guardian angel, even though he wasn't here it was as though he knew what i was feeling. I really did want to reply to his message but, I couldn't answer those kind words. I just wanted to let them sink in.

"Kate" A voice spoke. I looked up to see Dana, Juliet and Zach smiling at me.

"I don't know if you've ever met. But, this is Zach" Dana introduced.

"Oh. Yeah. I already know of you but, we've not really spoke before" I answered shyly.

"Yeah. Nice to see you out Kate. I didn't think this was your type of scene" Zach commented which resulted in a scolding look from Juliet and a punch in the arm from Dana. I didn't know how to reply to that.

"Well Kate, keeps herself with better company than this most of the time. She's always busy working or helping people. But, we all need to have a blow out every once in a while" Dana replied for me. Phew, thanks Dana.

"Uh huh. Well anyway let's have a good time, I'll buy you a drink" Zach offered.

"Oh...I..um

"Later on yeah Zach. We're introducing Kate to people" Dana intervened once again.

"God, this line is ridiculous" Juliet exclaimed, relieving some tension and nerves.

"Here. Let me speak to whoever is on the door. I thought being part of the Vortex club was meant to give you some privileges at least" Dana insisted as she grabbed my hand once more and pulled me along with her past all the eager and impatient students.

We reached the door and saw a small booth with a girl with ginger hair sat at the helm with two suited men who i could only assume as being the bouncers probably hired by Nathan.

"Sarah, four entries please" Dana spoke as she held out her hand for the girl to stamp. But, she just looked at her as though she had spoke another language.

"There's a line" Sarah spoke bluntly as she pointed to the disgruntled people behind us. Dana looked like she was about to say something but Juliet quickly stepped in.

"Listen here Sarah. I don't know whether someone explained this to you or whether you just didn't bother to listen. But, us Vortex club members get free entry to all of the parties. So stamp our hands and let us be on our merry little ways" Juliet retorted with venom.

"You can go in" Sarah sighed in defeat as she stamped Dana's, Zach's and Juliet's hands.

"But, she can't go in" Sarah continued with emphasis on the she part as she glared at me.

"Um, Kate's with us and she's coming in" Dana interjected.

"She's not Vortex. So she can wait at the back of the line" Sarah warned.

"Um, look here you little bitc..." Juliet started before she was cut off.

"Kate is with me" A voice sounded out causing me, everyone and the entire line to look at the owner. Nathan Prescott. Everyone stood with mouths wide open. Dana bore a very angry and frustrated face as she watched the smug teen stroll over to me. Juliet had a very bored expression whereas Zachary seemed happy to see his 'boss'. I couldn't believe he was here. I mean I should have expected it but Dana assured me he wouldn't be here due to some family situation yet here he was, grinning at me.

"I'll stamp her now" Sarah said, almost scared. I just extended my arm out as I watch the black ink form on my hand before seeing that I was marked with infamous whirlpool that represented the vortex club.

"Sorry for that little altercation. Some people just don't know their place" Nathan spoke with arrogance as he offered his arm out to me. I just stared at him completely dumbfounded. Why was Nathan trying to act like a gentleman? He could never be one if he tried. And why was he trying to be so nice to me? Im kind of glad Alec isn't here as if he saw this, things would get ugly pretty quick. I didn't know what to say to him. I wasn't linking my arm with the enemy. I know he said the other day about making amends and getting to know each other. But, I just can't trust him. Alec said to be careful so I'll be careful.

"Kate is with us, but thanks Nathan" Dana said plainly, as she linked my arm instead. I could tell she didn't like thanking Nathan and that she shared my concern. I was so glad she was here.

"Well I'll see you inside, Katie" Nathan promised as he brushed off Dana's rejection. Dana just shot him a fake smile before pulling me along quickly.

"I'm so sorry Kate" Dana whispered into my ear. "I was sure he wasn't going to be here. I'm really sorry" Dana apologised.

"It's okay Dana. You weren't to know. Besides I'm here now and I'm not going to let him spoil my night" I reassured. I didn't want Dana feeling bad, it wasn't her fault at all. We all know Nathan is unpredictable and to be quite frank, unstable. And that's coming from me.


Normal POV

The four of them enter into building and instantly Kate's mouth drops to the floor as her eyes glance from various sides of the room. It's incredibly dark but at the same time it's so bright. The whirling and flickering of neon and disco lights cover the walls and ceiling as Kate's eyes adjust to vibrancy. The place is full to the max and its no wonder the line outside was so busy as students pack together like tic tacs in a box. The smell of sweat and alcohol is heavy in the air and Kate can't help but scrunch her nose up at the odour. She looks at the people who are students just like her and watches their actions, in one corner you have a group that are chatting to each other as they drink from plastic cups, another group dance vigorously on the dance floor as their limbs shake and fling out into different directions. Another group are found near the couches the furthest away from people, in this group Kate can see students grinding on each other, making out, climbing on top of each other and potentially even more. She quickly averted her gaze and reminded herself not to venture over there at any point. The last group she spotted was the group that she should definitely avoid. With their own VIP area, Kate recognised notable members of the Vortex club. Behind the red rope lay numerous couches and a private bar with members drinking from the traps whilst they wrapped arms round each other shoulders. Kate instantly spotted Victoria wedged between Hayden and Logan as she giggled flirtatiously whilst twirling the straw in her drink. Victoria meant business as her outfit revealed all of her notable assets. She wore an almost corset type outfit with an incredibly short black skirt and long slender high heels. Her makeup was heavy as layered on copious amounts of mascara and eyeliner. Her lips were a bright red and her eyes had a fire in them that Kate had never seen before. It looked like...lust.

"So I'm more than happy to not go over there and chill here for the night if you want" Dana spoke with a smile as looked over to Kate.

"Thanks Dana. I appreciate it but, I don't want to hold you back from having a good night" Kate replied with sincerity.

"Oh please. Like I could have a good night over there" Dana commented with a laugh.

"I need a drink. You want one?" Dana offered.

"Um...I don't know...I really shouldn't.." Kate answered shyly.

"Don't feel forced. But, maybe a little drink of wine will take the edge off" Dana explained. Kate just nodded. What did she have to lose? Dana was right, something to drink will perk her up. It always does and maybe it'll give her some confidence.

Dana walked over to the bar and purchased to cups of wine and handed one of to them to Kate as she quickly downed the liquid contents. Kate just watched the girl in shock and awe as she nursed the cool liquid down her throat in a quick flash. Kate just lifted up her cup and studied it before, taking a small delicate sip.

'Oh. This tastes so good' Kate thought to herself as she brought the plastic edge to her lips once more but began taking more and more gulps of the sweet nectar until the contents were empty.

"Woah Kate! I didn't think you had it in you" Dana remarked with a laugh.

"Come on! We're going to have a good night!" Dana chimed as she brought Kate over to the dancefloor.

"Juliet! You coming?" Dana shouted over the roar of the crowd and music. Juliet was silent at first before her eyes glanced over to the boy stood next to her. A small grin forming onto her face.

"I'm just going to go...talk with Zach here for a little while" Juliet answered. Dana could only roll her eyes before returning her attention back to Kate.

"Talk she says. Honestly that girl" Dana sighed with a giggle.

"Are her and Zachary a couple?" Kate asked innocently.

"Wellll...it's kind of complicated. They're sort of seeing each other. Juliet's trying to play it cool as Zach slept with Victoria not that long ago but, she's totally failing at that. I don't know what she see's in him but...she's my best friend so I'll support her" Dana explained.

"So you and Juliet have known each other a long time?"

"Yeah. Since we were kids in fact. We used to have play dates together and we've just been with each other since then. It's funny really because we have completely different interests but I love her" Dana stated.

"Anyway enough about Juliet. Let's dance Kate Marsh!" Dana exclaimed with excitement as she started strutting her stuff. Kate could only laugh. She was actually really enjoying herself. Maybe the wine was starting to kick in and was giving her just enough of a boost to push all of her insecurities and worries behind. You could hardly see the dance floor, it was wall to wall with people dancing to the club music. The music is all unknown to Kate but they dance the night away twisting, turning, holding hands and jumping up and down. Kate and Dana are all grins. She felt part of her that she had never came across before, one that had been locked away and withdrawn like a princess in a tower. It was ready to come out and play, to feel the vibe of the music and let her body be free without fear of judgement or rejection. For the first time in her life she felt accepted and part of the crowd. She had always reassured herself that being a individual and being independent was a good thing, which it was. But, sometimes you have to let your walls down and allow in the parts of life that you wouldn't normally and embrace them and the change they bring. The feeling they bring. And what Kate was feeling was happiness as laughed and smiled as the two of them showed off their worst dancing.

"Dana" A husky voice spoke. Dana stopped dancing and turned to find the culprit who disrupted their dance off.

"Trevor? Oh Trevor. I-I didn't know you would be coming" Dana exclaimed as she nervously tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. Kate had never seen Dana like this before. She was always so confident and upbeat. But, here she was blushing as she looked at Trevor with warm eyes. Maybe he didn't know it but, Kate definitely did. Dana really liked this guy.

"Oh Kate. I wasn't expecting you here. How are you?" Trevor asked as he adjusted his beanie hat. Trevor was one of those boys who you would immediately think was attractive however he had a certain demeanour about him. He had a mysterious vibe but at the same time he wore his heart on his shoulder. He didn't care for popularity or being part of something bigger than him. He just did what he enjoyed. He was just normal and that suited Kate just fine. Maybe that was why Dana was so fond of him.

"Hey Trevor. I'm pretty good thanks. What about you?" Kate responded with a smile.

"I'm cool. Hey Dana could I talk to you for a while?" Trevor requested as he looked at the beautiful brunette. Dana just turned to look at Kate.

"Trev. I'm having a night with Kate. Maybe later or another time perhaps?" Dana rejected with apologies.

"Um...yeah sure, I guess I'll see you rou-

"Go Dana" Kate intervened as Trevor and Dana looked at her with shock and curisoity.

"It'll just be for a while and then you can both come back. I'm just going to seat over by the sofas" Kate insisted.

"Kate" Dana pleaded with concern in her voice.

"Honestly Dana. Go with Trevor. Look I see Alyssa over there, I'm going to go talk to her" Kate continued. Dana didn't look convinced.

"Dana it's okay. Go on"

"Kate...if you're sure? I feel awful" Dana said with guilt

"Don't. It's you're night too okay? It gives me a chance to mingle I guess" Kate replied weakly and with not much reassurance. Dana was about to argue but she saw just how stubborn Kate would be and sighed.

"Okay. I'll only be gone for ten minutes and then I'll be right back. You'll text me or ring me if something happens won't you?" Dana asked as she gave Kate a big hug.

"Of course. Now go have some fun" Kate urged with a small laugh. Dana gave her one last guilty look before walked away with Trevor.

Kate just stood there for a while. Her mood had deflated a little. She was having such a good time with Dana. The pair of them were so carefree and probably would have danced till dawn. But, now she was lonely. She couldn't even rely on finding Juliet. Despite talking with her whilst she was being dolled up in Dana's room. The temporary friendship felt forced and awkward. Kate knew she couldn't just talk to Zach all night either. She searched around in hope of a clue or a sudden idea that would keep her busy until Dana came back. She lied about Alyssa being here. She knew she shouldn't have but she genuinely meant what she said to Dana. Kate wanted her to have a good time and who was she to hold the girl back. She spotted the bar and began to make her way over. It was surprisingly quiet in this area however, most people had already had enough of an alcohol fix for the night as she wandered past students who were practically unconscious, either sprawled over the couches or propped up against a wall. The smell of sick was enough to make her quicken her pace as she headed over to the bar tender.

"Drink?" The man offered.

"No thanks. Am I okay to sit here?" Kate asked, feeling stupid.

"Go ahead" The man responded before turning his back to start washing glasses in a makeshift sink.

'I wish Alec was here. We would have such a blast. We'd probably ditch this place and go for a drive in his car. Ohhhhhhh. Maybe I should just text Dana and go. I've had my couple of moments of happiness and experience. Perhaps that's enough until the next one and then I can slowly come out of my shell more and get to know people. Maybe get closer to Juliet and Trevor' Kate thought to herself. She reached down into her pocket and pulled out her phone, scanning through the contacts until she found Dana. She was about to send the message when she felt a hand grab her own. She was half expecting Alec but, got a huge surprise when she found out that the hand holding her own was that of Nathan Prescott.

"N-Nathan. What are you-

"You left your glass slipper on the dancefloor" Nathan interrupted with a smile. Kate couldn't say anything. She didn't know what to say.

"That doesn't look like the face of someone having a good time" Nathan stated has he took the seat next to her.

"I'm fine. I was just leaving" Kate replied bluntly.

"Leaving but, the night is young Katie. There's still so much more fun to be had. Two drinks" Nathan said before turning his attention to the barman.

"I don't want a drink. I don't drink alcohol" Kate voiced with frustration.

"Really? So that wasn't a cup of wine that you necked before?" Nathan questioned with amusement. Kate just shot him a cold hard stare.

"Just two waters then" Nathan instructed as the man in black and white placed the two cups on the counter top.

"I'm going" Kate spoke quickly as she stood up from her chair and began walking away *fizz*.

"Wait! Can we just talk for a moment, like civilised people? I know i've gave you a hard time before but just hear me out for a while" Nathan begged. Kate stopped in tracks and turned around to look at blonde boy. Nathan Prescott? Begging?

"Just sit with me for a moment. Then you can go. I need to hear myself think" Nathan said as he turned around to face the bar. She don't know why she listened to him or was even considering speaking to him but, her legs seemed to move without pause and before she knew it she was sat next to him.

"What do you want Nathan?" Kate asked with annoyance.

"I meant what I said the other day Kate. About getting to know you. I just want to apologise for how I've been" Nathan started.

"You? You want to apologise...to me? You know how ridiculous that sounds right?" Kate questioned.

"Come on Kate. You believe in redemption and forgiveness don't you" Nathan commented.

"It's not something that just comes to you Nathan. It takes time" Kate answered with disbelief as she went to pick up one of the cups.

"Oh..err not that one, that's mine. I've got a slight cold so I don't want to pass anything on to you" Nathan interrupted quickly as he grabbed the cup from Kate's hand and proceeded to pass her the other.

"Just say what you want to say Nathan and then I'm going" Kate sighed as she took a long and deep drink of the cool water. She didn't know how she was being so blunt with Nathan. Normally she would be petrified or nervous about answering back to someone with such a tone. That cup of wine earlier was doing her some good.

"I can't apologise enough and I know that won't feel sincere or real but, it's the truth Kate" Nathan continued.

"Can we start fresh?" Nathan inquired. He looked almost like a young boy with a pout as he asked him mom if he could have dessert before dinner. Kate rolled her eyes with disgruntlement. If it got him to leave her alone...

"Fine" Kate gave up with defeat.

"Well then...to new friends" Nathan spoke as he held up his cup in a toast. She was reluctant at first but, held up her cup and bumped it into Nathan's before the two of them drank the contents till it was empty.

"Okay. Well I'm going to go now" Kate said almost rhetorically.

"Hey wait. Why don't I introduce you to everyone? That's what you came here for right" Nathan proclaimed as he stood up from the stool.

"I'll pass thank you. I'm really tired" Kate responded and she did mean that. She was starting to feel a little fuzzy all of a sudden.

"Come on it'll just be a few minutes and then you can go" Nathan insisted as he grabbed Kate's arm and started pulling her towards the VIP section. Her legs flailed when she first stood down from the seat with Nathan quickly catching her and holding her up right.

"Woah Kate. How much have you had to drink?" Nathan laughed as he helped her stand up.

"I-I've only had...I've only had..had a few sssipss" Kate slurred.

'What is wrong with me? I only did have a few sips' Kate chided internally.

"Sure you have" Nathan chuckled as he proceeded to help her along to the VIP area

The two 'presumably' bouncers moved out of the way of the curtain when they saw Nathan arriving and quickly retracted the rope from the pole, before giving him an acknowledging nod as the two students walked past. There in front of them sat all of Kate's tormentors and honorary members of the infamous Vortex club. It was compromised of three long and large couches all facing each other with a glass coffee table in the middle. Just behind the furthest lay a private bar and the DJ who was playing the music for tonight. On the couch sat Victoria, still perfectly wedged between Hayden and Logan. Opposite them was Taylor and Courtney who fully deep in gossiping and in the middle of the couch sat four boys Kate didn't recognise from Blackwell. Then again, she was struggling to recognise everyone. They all turned to view the new arrivals and many had a face of shock when they saw Kate stood linking with Nathan.

"Nathan? What's going on here?" Victoria asked as she stood up from the couch.

"I thought it would be nice to introduce Kate to everyone since she only transferred here not too long ago. Plus she's kind of wasted so I didn't want to leave her alone" Nathan smirked as he sat Kate in between the four guys on the couch.

"Awww Nathan, you are such a gentleman" Courtney cooed.

"I-I'm I'm not...n-nnnn not wast-wasted" Kate tried to argue, but she was just laughed at by the group.

"Oh shit. Kate fucking Marsh is wasted. Man, I must be high as fuckkkk" Hayden snickered as he took another hit from his blunt. The group just laughed at Hayden's reaction.

"Well hey there. You're a pretty little thing aren't you" One of unknown boys said to Kate as he wrapped his arm around her waist.

"Why haven't you been introducing me to all of these pretty girls here at Blackwell Nathan!" Another one laughed as Nathan poured himself a drink.

"Then we wouldn't have any to ourselves then would we" Nathan grinned as he drank the whisky straight.

"Hah damn straight Nate" Hayden agreed with a laugh. He was really high.

"You're such a hard man aren't you Nate" Victoria purred as she made reference to the drink he just shot.

"I do what I want" Nathan simply responded as Victoria began rubbing her hands up and down his arms and kissing the side of his neck.

"Hey Nate! Have you seen Zach? The stupid fucker said he would be here soon" Logan chirped up. At first you would have thought that Nathan didn't hear Logan due to being preoccupied but, he eventually tore himself away enough from Victoria's mouth to answer no.

"Hah. He's probably fucking that stupid slut Juliet. The girl opens her legs for anyone" Victoria remarked before delving back into Nathan's lips.

"I definitely want to be introduced to her then Nate!" One of the boys laughed.

Kate just sat there completely vacant as her head began to drop down, she didn't even react to the stranger rubbing his cold and alcohol wet hands up and down her thigh and back. She didn't even know what was happening anymore. It's like she had left her body and had been invaded by some other person. The touch of the guys hand on her thigh, caused something to snap inside of her and the Kate we all knew seemed to have disappeared.

"Hey sugar. Are you alright there?" The boy next to Kate whispered into her ear, causing shivers to go down her spine as he placed a hand to her chin and held it up to look at her properly. Kate's eyes were almost glazed over like a zombie before she quickly jumped on top of the boy and began to to kiss his neck and his lips.

"Woah!" Was all that could be heard from the group as everyone stopped what they were doing to watch the young christian's actions. Even Victoria stopped her making out session to see the new one just forming. Her face fell into a smirk as she quickly pulled out her phone and began filming the scene. Taylor and Courtney joining in too as they laughed at the girls antics.

"Oh my goodness. Look at Kate Beverley Marsh everyone. She is really enjoying that boy sandwich" Victoria commentated as Kate moved from boy to boy, placing her tongue into each of their mouths as she rubbed her body all over their skin. This went on for another five minutes as Victoria and her cronies continued to film the scene, whilst everyone else just sat back and watched it unfold.

"Oh my god, Kate!" A voice exclaimed as the group all turned to see Dana stood with Trevor at the curtain. Dana swiftly ran over to Kate and pulled her away from the desperate boys grips as Kate stumbled to the floor, resulting in another laugh from the group. Dana just shot them all an angry look as her and Trevor helped pull the poor girl to her feet. Dana placed both of her hands on either side of Kate's face as she forced the girl to look at her.

"D-Dana?" Kate mumbled as the blonde girl nearly collapsed again.

"What have you done to her?!" Dana shouted as she looked each one of them in the face.

"Relax Dane. She's just wasted. Nathan found her sprawled out on the bar after knocking back drinks" Logan spoke up with smug grin on his face.

"Don't call me that" Dana snapped.

"D-dana" Kate stuttered.

"Yes Kate. What it is honey?" Dana asked almost motherly.

"I-I...I don't feel...I don't feel well...too good. I-I need t-tt to go ttooo..hos..h-hospital" Kate barely spoke out.

"You're right. Come on let's go" Dana instructed as her and Trevor began pulling her along.

"W-Wait wait. I'll take her" Nathan spoke up. Resulting in a curious look from Dana and Victoria.

"She's not going anywhere with you!" Dana spat as she continued forwards.

"Look none of you drive. I do and my car just outside. I'll take her" Nathan reassured.

"You've drank Nathan! You can't drive" Dana screamed.

"I haven't drank anything yet. Besides you taking Kate to hospital is going to end badly. You will all be breathalysed and asked questions from the police about underage drinking. At least if I go, I haven't had anything to drink and then I can make something up as to why she's drunk" Nathan informed. Dana mulled over his words, angry at herself at how much she agreed with him. Nathan was right. She was reluctant because it was him but, he was right and he drove. The last thing she needed was to call the paramedics and have the police show up and punish each student.

"Fine! But, you let me know how she's gets on" Dana spoke harshly in defeat as she handed Kate over into Nathan's grubby hands.

"Of course Dana" Nathan replied creepily before he made his way out of the building with Kate.

Flashing lights. That's all Kate could remember and could see. She knew she was in a car but, she had no idea who she was, where she was or what was going on. She was completely out of it. Delirious. She went somewhere cold after and it was dark. It definitely didn't look like a hospital but, she did feel a needle go into her arm and heard two men's voices. They must be the doctors. She briefly saw a white room before falling unconscious.


Alec lay on top of his bed in his room. Headphones plugged into his ears as he read Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind

by Yuval Noah Harari. He was exhausted from work but, despite his tiredness he could not go to sleep. He had already tried having an early night the second he had come in yet, no matter how tightly he clenched his eyes and how many sheep he counted, he was unable to fall into a peaceful slumber. He tried everything from, watching a movie, going for a walk, drinking some tea, changing his sleeping position to googling ways to sleep. But, here he was listening Glass animals - Life itself as his alarm clock struck 02:37am. Work had gone pretty well for him and the manager was so impressed with Alec's waiting and people skills that he offered him another two trial shifts this weekend. Depending on that, he could start working there properly in over two weeks once the refurbishment is completed. It was a nice area where his work was. A quiet part of arcadia bay that went into the woodland a little bit. Many would consider it posh but, Alec thought it had a down to earth feeling about it. They were just people who wanted customers to enjoy good food with good entertainment. Arguably, the more middle class of people would eat there but, it would still be a great place for him and his classmates to dine at. Nothing could be better than eating one of Joyce's burgers at the Two Whales Diner but this came close. He thought about how he should take Max, Warren, Kate and Dana there next week for a meal. He wasn't quite staff yet but, he thought the manager liked him enough to offer some potential discount. He was about to switch songs when he a heard a faint slam in the background. Pulling out his headphones, he sat still as he listened out to the sound of the noise. He could hear the footsteps of two people making their way along the corridor.

'Must be some people coming back from the party. I wonder who it is at this time of night' Alec thought to himself as he stood up and opened his door. He looked to the right but couldn't see anything and then looked to the left to see a brief outline of someone turning the corner.

'Was that Nathan? He's probably bringing some girl back. I'd best keep my headphones in for the rest of the night' Alec concluded before heading back inside his room and locking the door.

Little did he know, was that Nathan was arriving back with Kate and was helping carry her into his room, as he lay the unconscious girl down on his bed. Nathan quickly ran over to the door and locked it before turning back to look at Kate. He watched her with creepy and lustful eyes as he sat down in the desk seat opposite her, watching her chest rise and fall as she breathed. He then picked up his camera that was on the desk and started taking photos of her unconscious body before he found himself getting to involved in the role. He stood and walked up to Kate, trailing his hand down from her cheek until he reached the top of her blouse. He grabbed at her golden cross necklace and broke it away from her neck, tossing it to the side as he did so.

"You won't be needing that anymore" He spoke sadistically as he started to unbutton her blouse.

"Oh Kate. You will make a masterpiece but, first...I need to check all of the...parts" Nathan laughed crazily as he began to pull away the rest of her clothes and underwear until she was a helpless and exposed body lying unconscious on his bed.

"I've waited so long for this"


Annnnnd there you have it. Sorry you guys have had to wait so long for this. I never intended for things to get so out of hand but they did. This chapter started to take a little twist towards the end and I'm not sure if i like it or not but, regardless I'm keeping it in. I'm hoping (once again) to become more frequent in chapter updates but, my life has been pretty hectic. Anyway, I do have an important question to ask readers and reviewers of this story which i would be most grateful for. Would you like me to do a Saturday and Sunday chapter or get straight into the Monday chapter where the game starts? I would like to do the weekend chapter but then I feel it ruins some tension. Also it would mean no Alec and Kate interaction till the Monday as I feel it's important that everything becomes a shock and revelation to him on the Monday. But, let me know what you think :) Please, follow, favourite and review and I'll see you in the next one.