Discalaimer; I do not own twilight or anything related to it
Sorry for the really long delay,
My Lovely Mum lost her battle with Cancer on Nov 12th so I have been a little preoccupied
I am back on track now and the next chapter is almost finished so I hope you all bare with me xx
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Now without further ado! I give you the morning after lol
Caution to the Wind
Ch 14
EPOV
I stretched and tried to roll over but I couldn't! My eyes opened and I saw the reason…. Bella, my wife! She was snuggled into my side with her legs tangled up in mine. Her hair was like a birds nest and her lips were in a pouting pose. My god she is beautiful! As I looked at her I realized that this is the first time I have ever woken up with a women! All of the women I have fucked and this is the only time I have spent the whole night with someone. The thought scared me and pleased me at the same time because I had just broken the habit of a lifetime but at least it was with Bella.
I lifted the sheet slightly to get a little peek at her backside. Oh fuck off! I'm an ass man what can I do about it? And her ass, well it was perfect. I ran through the memories of last night. We had hit the home plate 5 times just to be sure we had covered all technicalities. I had taken her in the bed twice, over the back of the settee in the living room, she had ridden me into oblivion on the dining table and then once from behind on the hallway floor! Best sex I ever had! And thinking about it now had made me rock hard, well shit I'm amazed my cock still works after last night!
Bella made a little 'mmmmmm' sound and then rolled onto her back. My gaze immediately moved to her stomach. Now if you didn't know that my baby was in there then you certainly wouldn't think that Bella was pregnant, but I did know and her tummy was finally starting to swell with the life we made together. I rolled onto my left side, propped my head up on my hand and placed my right hand on her tiny bump. I gently stroked her there wondering who our baby would look like and what her laugh would sound like. I couldn't wait to be a Daddy now. Bella made a whimpering sound and squirmed a little. Well, well, well, my wife is getting a bit hot with me stroking her tummy, should I dare try a bit lower? Fuck it, why not!
I slowly dragged my fingers down her stomach to her mound and caressed the soft hair there lightly. She made a throaty moan so I decided to proceed. I ran my fingers all over her outer lips and watched as she slowly opened her eyes.
"M m morning Edward." She panted out. Fuck, her voice was gritty and low from sleep and sounded really sexy. I took that as a cue to dip a finger inside while remaining ready to jump out of the bed should she try to punch me.
"Oooh what are doing" She gasped. I slipped another finger in and started pumping slowly praying she wouldn't stop me.
"You know what, fuck it don't answer that, just don't stop." Fucking A! Green light! Woo hoo all systems fucking go, she told me to carry on! There is a god.
I bent my head down and kissed from her ear all the way down her neck to the top of her breast. She was making all the right noises and every one of them was going straight to my cock.
"Edward.." She whispered. "Please, I want you in me." I looked at her face and felt unknown emotions wash over me. What the hell is going on? Why do I feel excited and tearful! What the fuck is that about? I mean yeah my wife is the best god damn lay I have ever had but is that really a reason to fucking cry? Maybe I'm in sync with Bella's pregnant body and my hormones are messed up too! Fuck maybe I'm the pregnant one with all the tears I have spilled lately!
I covered her body with mine and bent down to kiss her. I thought about morning breath but since we had only gone to bed a couple of hours ago and both brushed our teeth first how bad could it be? I felt Bella's knees at the sides of my chest as she pulled them up and I gripped them under my elbows as I pushed into her gently.
God I love being inside her. I thrusted into her slowly never taking my lips from her. I knew she wouldn't be kissing me anytime soon after this and decided to savour it, and she didn't seem to mind. We kept going at a slow pace, kissing and staring at each other. I felt so vulnerable with her eyes on me but couldn't pull mine away from hers.
I don't know how long we kept going like that but it was the longest I have ever lasted with anyone. It could have been hours but I didn't care. It was immense sexual pleasure but also something else that I couldn't quite put my finger on, like an ingredient you can taste but can't name! I soon noted a change in Bella's breathing and she started whimpering at the end of each pant and knew she was close. I watched her face as she climbed the hill toward her release and then how she clamped her eyes shut and let a long wail with my named mixed into it. She came hard clenching around me over and over again. I wanted to cum but couldn't take my eyes from her face. She opened her eyes lazily chanting 'oh my god' very quietly, once her eyes locked on mine again I knew I was on the home stretch. I dropped my head to her shoulder but she cupped my face and brought my forehead to rest against hers, fuck! What is this woman doing to me?
I started whimpering! Yes whimpering like a fucking girl! I couldn't help it. My orgasm usually comes from my balls but this one was starting in my toes! It crawled up my legs and down from my scalp, gaining power and momentum as it rushed through every part of body towards my groin. My wife's eyes still bore into mine, I tried to kiss her but could only manage to open my mouth and pant into hers. She licked my bottom lip and sucked it and it was all over for me, my body jerked violently and my muscles spasmed and I thought I was going to die when finally my balls decided to get in on the act and release what felt like a bullet of cum into her.
I know I was very loud and shouted directly into her mouth but fuck me! I don't know what that was but, it was fan-fucking-tastic. Bella and I were still staring at each other and when she smiled shyly up at me, I had to kiss her again because….., well I just did okay?
I rolled over onto my back, pulled her back into my side and held her tight. I didn't want this to stop but knew it had to. We had now honoured the contract and consummated our marriage so it was all legal and above board, but I wanted to continue exploring what Bella and I had just done. I wanted to know why she made me want to cum and cry at the same time. I wanted to know who taught her to give oral sex that way and then fucking tear him limb from limb! I mostly wanted to know if I made her feel different than other men had made her feel. It wouldn't happen though, she had done what she was obliged to and that was that. She was more black and white than I was. I was full of grey areas. I kissed the top if her head, got up and had a long shower. I needed to get back into the platonic mind frame because we needed to check out soon.
BPOV
We pulled up at the gate house just after 1pm. We could see the flurry of activity in our drive as vans pulled away and people disappeared all over the place, I glanced over at Edward and caught his confused expression
"What the fuck!" He got out of the car and got our bags from the trunk before coming to open my door. He held out his hand for me and didn't let go when we started walking. He pulled me close and slightly behind him in a protective way as we walked to the front door. It flew open the moment we reached it and I let out a yelp of surprise as Esme appeared screeching welcome home!
"Jesus Christ mom! Are you trying to give us heart failure?" Edward had pulled me behind his back and held me there with his left arm while his right hand was holding his chest; our bags had been dropped and forgotten.
"Oh Edward" she chided "for goodness sake, don't be so dramatic." She grabbed for me but Edward held me tighter!
"Share Edward." Sang Esme. "You had her all to yourself last night." She gave a pout that was so like my husbands and I laughed and stepped round him into her embrace.
"Did you have a nice time dear, what did you two do?" Really? She is actually asking me that? I blushed so hard that I thought I might faint.
"Esme darling" Carlisle came up behind his wife and kissed me on top off my head like Edward had started doing. "Don't make our poor Daughter-in-law answer that question."
"OH! Erm of course yes." Esme blushed too when she realized it was obvious what we were doing on our wedding night. Edward was laughing loudly.
"Mom you pervert." He chuckled at her while Carlisle laughed with his son. Esme pursed her lips and then threatened to tan Edwards backside! And make Carlisle sleep in the guest room!
We entered the gate house with Edward asking what all the vans and people were doing here. His Mother was very excited and dragged us both upstairs to the guest/my room. It was bare! No bed! No furniture! Where the hell was I meant to sleep now?
"I have been as busy as you two in the last 24 hours." She smirked at us as she spoke. "This is the room that Bella said the baby would sleep in so I have had it cleared and white washed so when you are ready Bella we can go through colour schemes and fabrics and furniture catalogues and make a nursery fit for a Cullen." She laughed at her own joke.
I thought maybe I would sleep in one of the other two bedrooms but realized quickly that Esme had screwed that idea for me too! Edwards study was always in the smallest room and the other room was now full of wedding gifts! With no bed!
Edward and I exchanged looks more than once while she was discussing the renovations she had planned as part of gift from her. After about half an hour of Esme talking a mile a minute Carlisle pulled her toward the front door stating that we still had 3 days left of our honeymoon and that he would hold Esme hostage in the manor house and not let her disturb us any further.
"Where the hell am I supposed to fucking sleep?" I snapped at Edward as soon as his parents left.
"In the fucking master bedroom with me of fucking course." He snapped right back at me and for some reason it hurt my feelings! We always spoke to each other this way, snapping and sniping is what we do best, but today it hurt and I couldn't work out why.
I looked at his angry face and burst into tears!
EPOV
Oh shit, I made her cry! I made Bella cry! I'm not sure what I did or said but I knew she was crying because of me! God I am such a bastard!
"Baby, baby shhhh come here." I cooed at her in what I hoped was a soothing voice.
"No" She sobbed. "You have really upset me now." She was crying hard and I was starting to panic, should I call my mom back? NO! Because she would tear me a new asshole for making my new and pregnant wife cry! I tried again.
"Bella, baby, I am sorry please, please, please don't cry sweetheart." I walked over and wrapped my arms around her tight. It was killing me to see her so upset. "Whatever I did or said or whatever, I am sooo sorry."
"S'okay I think it's the hormones." She stuttered. "But I didn't like it when you snapped at me and stared at me like shit." The last word went up a notch as she started a new wave of tears and I felt awful. Had I looked at her like shit? I didn't think so, and she snapped at me first didn't she? But nothing mattered at that moment other than me stopping the quivering bundle in my arms from crying.
"Baby I promise I will never snap at you again and I promise not to look at you like shit either, but please sweetheart no more tears huh?"
"Kaay" She was sniffing and hiccoughing but she snuggled tighter into me and I knew she was calming down. I picked her up bridal style and carried her up to the bedroom. I laid her down on the right side of the bed.
"Left" she stated "I always sleep on the left side of the bed."
Well fuck so do I! She can fuck off if she thinks after 26 years I am changing bed sides. God this woman really pisses me off sometimes. I am really trying to be nice but she is so bloody annoying!
I stood straight and felt my anger rising. I was going to have to tell her to get over it. I looked at her, she had puffy red eyes that were shiny from unshed tears, her cheeks were wet from crying and her bottom lip was still quivering! Shit shit shit! I picked her up and carried her around to the fucking left side of the bed.
"There you go baby." I said as I laid her down and kissing the top of her head. "You can have the left side." I couldn't believe I was doing this! I was giving her my side of the bed, what the hell is wrong with me? I put the TV on and gave her the controls.
"You want a drink or something to eat?" I asked, well fuck it seems I am also a waiter! Man the fuck up Cullen!
"Yes please, hot chocolate and cookies would be great." She smiled a big smile at me and I felt like I had won the Nobel prize, at least she has stopped crying, that shit is scary!
I rushed into the kitchen and made a start on Bella's order, laughing at myself for pandering to her so much. Well she is carrying my baby so I didn't mind,…. too much.
I went back upstairs and found her snuggled up in the MIDDLE of the fucking bed! I went round to get in and she raised her eyebrows at me. I must have looked confused because she said "That's my side of the bed!" I suddenly remembered that I now slept on the right side and by the looks of things she slept in the middle and on the left!
"What are we watching?" I asked as I made myself comfortable.
"Desperate Housewives." She told me, I groaned aloud and smacked myself in the forehead, but I sucked it up and watched it with her.
Well fuck me I am totally under the thumb! And that thumb belonged to my pretend fucking wife! Who now owned my side of the fucking bed, my TV controls and just maybe my balls as well!
I gulped and went back to watching the chick from super man have a hissy fit, this show wasn't too bad!
BPOV
It was our first day back at work, we had enjoyed 5 days away from the hustle and bustle of the emergency room and although I was looking forward to getting stuck in I had to admit that I would miss the alone time Edward and I had shared.
He had been so sweet since the wedding. We had an amazing wedding night and next morning too but had managed to get back into friends mode once we got home. Things are very different between us now though! Edward is holding his tongue and not snapping at me as much because for some reason instead of his attitude pissing me off, it now really hurts my feelings! I don't why but it does. We are closer than before and have settled into a little routine. He makes coffee while I shower and then he showers while I make breakfast and we eat together, its ….. well its nice.
We entered the department with Edwards hand on the small of my back, we were discussing where to meet at the end of our shift when 5 female nurses came rushing over to welcome Dr. Cullen back and to tell him that work wasn't the same without him and how they had missed him!
I felt hot then cold, the tearful then angry! Then most surprisingly of all I felt…. Jealous?
All I wanted to do in that moment was throw my husband over my shoulder, run back to the car and get him back home and alone in the gatehouse!
Well fuck my life!
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