a/n: hey guys! i know that the last chapter was very...different... and i'm sorry if you don't like it. however i promise it gets so much better! more itachi and amillia is coming your way. i hope you don't mind that itachi is occ. it's very silly but itachi feels very different around amillia. i hope you enjoy the next chapter !

amillia's P.O.V

when i woke up i was led down on the floor on a comfortable mat. i raised my head, i felt the sun raises hit my face. it felt nice, until i remembered what happened. i remembered itachi's eyes, they were not his normal ones. i feel sorry for him still. he had to kill his family. i know what that's like. he had to hit me and sasuke. no i don't know what that's like. to run away from home and not have anyone to got to. no i have no idea what that's like. that's why i feel sorry for him. i know he... raped me... and it hurt more than when kabuto had done it to me. he was much bigger than i thought. i pulled the sheet over me around me and sat up, finding extreme pain down by my lower abdomen. i saw the slight blood stain. i shivered at the thought of what happened. i looked at the little patch of grass which was fairly long. i looked to my side seeing my hair sitting on the floor. i played with the end of it.

"amillia" i jumped at the sound of his voice. i whipped my head around and saw itachi standing over me. it was kinda scary but i felt more at ease for some reason. he closed his eyes and sat down next to me. he sighed a little. i looked at him from the corner of my eye, he had his legs crossed and his hands draped over his knees. his eyes looked at mine.i looked down and blushed. why i don't know. i started playing with my hair again. itachi stood up and walked away.

i let a breath out i didn't realize i was holding. i stood up as i felt the breeze pick up. my hair blew into my face a little and most of it flowing backwards. i realized that i was only wearing the sheet, but the breeze felt nice. i then felt someone grasp my shoulders. i turned my head to see itachi. he turned me around, he then looked at my body. he activated his sharingan. i backed away a little. he sighed and said.

"just let me check if your okay." i hesitantly nodded and opened his eyes as sharingan.

he looked me up and over. his eyes then rested on my abdomen. he saw the stain on my leg. he bent down and wiped away the blood. then stood up to his full height. he was really tall compared to me, and again he looked really strong too. his sharingan was still activated and then he looked down my height again. he turned me around and looked all over me. he then tuned me around and gave me the cloths in his hand.

"theres a room down the left. when your done come back. if you don't come back in five minuets i will look for you." i nodded.

i walked into the room and closed the door. i began to strip. when i was done, i got dressed into the outfit that itachi chosen for me. ( cgi/set?id=12927...) i left as soon as i was done. just as i walked out i bumped into itachi's chest. i tripped backwards. out of reaction my arms came forward, and itachi grabbed them and pulled me up.

"thank you" i said. he huphed i gave him a 'what the hell' look.
"how could you thank me after what i did to you amillia? how can you just forgive me?" i knew this was stupid. but i said it anyway. i just hope he took it as brother sister thing. not the way it really was.
"because i care for you." , i smiled , he just looked at me. he bent down to my height and kissed my four head. then he hugged me.
"amillia...i don't know how you could do this to yourself. i apologist for not thinking clearly."
"i already said, it hurt like a bitch, and it scared the shit out of me. but your my family. well if i forget what sasuke said..." itachi looked at me dead in the eyes.
"what did sasuke say?"
i took a breath. i couldn't say it. i could however show it.
"i don't want to say, but i'll show you..."
"fine" i closed my eyes getting the memories back, when i found the right one i put my sharingan on, and opened my eyes. itachi looked dead into the blood filled eyes, watching the memories.

~sharingan seeing~

"shut up you fool! im hitting you because you would not even consider fighting itachi for MY parents." i stopped for a moment. everything froze. HIS parents. they were mine too?
"what do you mean YOUR parents? there mine too!"
"NO THERE NOT. THERE MINE AND ITACHI'S. YOUR NOT PART OF THIS FAMILY. you don't deserve the name of uchiha." i gasped. that hasent been said in...so long. i stared at him.
"but..."
"but what amillia. your not blood are you!" he bend down behind me and knocked me out.

~end of sharingan seeing~

itachi looked at me. he then growled.
"OUR foolish brother... you could kill him if you wanted to."
"he has a point..."
"how. he should have never said that."
"because i was adopted by your family. my family are dead. he was right." i felt the tears sting up to my eyes. itachi bent down and picked me up, then dumped me on the sofa. he pinned me under him and made me look dead into his eyes as he spoke.
" even if you were, you are part of the uchiha family now. and if the adoption of you has been compromised by our parents death, then i will make sure you stay uchiha. one way or another." i didn't understand what he meant.
"what do you mean?" he sighed and sat up, so we were both sat on the sofa. he had one leg of and sat on the other leg, hi arms holding both knees. my legs were either side of my butt and my hands were the gap between my legs.
"i'll tell you at a later date. come you have to eat." i nodded. he lead me through the house. when we got to the kitchen, he sat me down and cooked the food. he put the plate in front of me, i began to eat; but only slowly as not to sicken myself. when i finished i took the plate over to the sink and cleaned it. itachi was waiting at the door frame and we went back into the living room.
"itachi, are we in the leaf anymore?"
"no kabuto was near by and after what i did, i could have hurt you again." he said. i nodded.
"thank you."
"for what?"
"for getting me away for kabuto, and the food. i didn't know you could cook." i smiled and giggled a little rubbing the back of my head. itachi put and arm around me.
"i got you now, sleep." and with that i fell asleep.