Chapter fourteen: just walk away…part 1

Three days later. Tommy and I were on our honey moon. I was so happy and so was Tommy. Matt was the happiest one, because Tommy played with him and made him laugh. But I want this day to be special for me and Tommy, I want he never forget about us. So, in the morning I went to the mall to buy some things and ask Sadie if she could take care of Matt just for today. Tommy went to the supermarket and I started to decorate the room. I put candles everywhere and petals on the bed. I bring the champagne and the glasses and put my new lingerie that I had bought in Victoria's Secret in the morning.

Suddenly, I heard Tommy coming upstairs. Omg, I never felt like this. It was like my first time. Well, it was totally different, when I had my first time I got pregnant and I didn't love that guy the way I love the actual Tommy

Tommy got into the room and I jumped on him, wrapping my legs around his waist.

Tommy: what's this Jude? And where's Matt? I bought him some clothes and toys…

I cut him with a passionate kiss. After a while, he pulled away.

Tommy: what are you doing Jude?, this is beautiful, but it's so…not you.

I looked at him with love.

Jude: I know that it's not me…because I never been in love before. But now I wanna show you…

Tommy: show me what?

Jude: how much I love you.

Tommy laughed and kissed me.

Tommy: you don't have to show me nothing. I know that you love me as much as I love you.

I pulled away and sat on the bed.

Jude: well so I guess this new lingerie was a waste.

I said that trying to sound the sexiest possible while I put my hand on the waistband of my panties. Tommy jumped on me at that second. We were kissing passionately when suddenly we heard a noise and then a voice.

Rick: we're home!!!

We both were in shock. Tommy got off of me and started to run in circles. I looked the room. Nobody would believe us we were just talking. I heard Rick coming upstairs

I got dressed the fast as I could and we ran to Matt's room. We were breathless when Rick opened the door.

Rick: hi honey, are you ok?

I nodded and kissed him trying to hide that I was nervous.

Jude: so why are you here honey?. You supposed to be here til Wednesday

I said, trying to stay calm.

Rick: I know but I couldn't stay apart from you. And Michelle wanted to see you and Tommy so we came back.

Michelle got in the room, with a Mickey Mouse hat. She ran to Tommy's arms.

Michelle: hi!!!!. I missed you so much!!

I looked at Michelle. She loved Tommy. Maybe, after all, It won't be a bad idea if I and Tommy…no Jude, get that out of your mind!

Rick: so, what did you two do this days?

I looked at Tommy.

Tommy: nothing, just working.

Rick smiled.

Rick: and where's Matt?, I want to see my baby.

Jude: he's with Sadie. She wanted to see him. But I have to go for him like right now.

Rick: don't worry, let me go for him. I'll come back in just a second.

Jude: no Rick, you just arrived, you have to be tired. I'll go.

Rick: no, let me. I'll go right now.

Jude: ok

Rick kissed me and say goodbye to Michelle.

Tommy: well, so I guess is time for me to leave.

I looked at him, in shock.

Jude: what?! You can't go now

Michelle: yes Tommy, stay here with us.

I noticed Michelle was there

Tommy put Michelle on the floor and walked away of the room. He went to his room and started to put his clothes in the suitcase.

I followed him. I couldn't let this happen.

Jude: c'mon Tommy, just listen to me…

Tommy: what do you want to say? I love you Tommy but I can't be with you because of my family. That's what you always say, and I understand. Just let me go.

Jude: Tommy, please…I will die without you.

Tommy looked at me and then got closer. I was about to cry.

Tommy: then let's get out of here. We can be a new family Jude, together. C'mon, just come with me.

He was smiling. I didn't know what to say. I was so confused.

Jude: I love you, but I can't.

Tommy looked away and took the rest of his clothes.

Tommy: sorry Jude but I can't wait for you. You have a life now, so live it.

He closed his suitcase and walked to the door, but I put in the middle.

Jude: Tommy, please don't leave me like this. We have something that is going to keep us together forever!

Tommy put his suitcase on the floor and looked at me. I put my hand in my mouth, I had told so much.

Tommy: so, what's going to keep us together Jude?

Jude: is not something Tommy…is someone.

He was in shock I could tell.

Tommy: what do you mean?

I sighed before say anything. I was about to tell one of my best secrets to Tommy.

Jude: it's Matt...

Tommy: what??!!

Jude: I swear I always wanted to tell you but I was afraid.

Tommy: but I ask you three days ago and you said Matt was Rick's. why did you lie to me?

He said that calmed, but I know that inside, he wanted to kill me.

Jude: because I was afraid and I wanted the same father for my two babies.

He stayed in silence for a while. Michelle got into the room.

Michelle: mom, why are you crying?

Jude: it's nothing baby. Just go to play.

Tommy: no

I looked at tommy, surprise of what he just said. Was he going to tell everything to Michelle?. He got closer to Michelle and took her hands.

Tommy: look princess, we're going to leave today. We will go on holidays!

Michelle: really??!!

Tommy: yes!!

Michelle: so, where are we going?

Tommy: we'll tell you in the plane. Now go for you clothes. All your clothes. And some toys too.

Michelle smiled and ran to her room. I was totally in shock.

Jude: where are you taking my daughter?

Was the first I could ask.

Tommy: we're going to my house in Montana. I won't let my baby and the woman I love here. We're leaving

Jude: tommy, we can't just walk away!

Tommy: yes we can, and we'll do it.

I just felt I couldn't protest. So I went silently to my room and put all my clothes. Then I went to Michelle's room.

She was happy, I have to admit

Michelle: mom, my suitcase is ready.

Jude: great. Baby, your daddy is not coming with us

Michelle: it's ok mom. We have Tommy to take care of us.

I smiled. If she knew…

Jude: so, you don't have to tell him about the travel. It's a surprise for him, ok?

Michelle nodded and put her suitcase under the bed. I could swear she know what we were doing.

Jude: and when your daddy came back, you have to tell him that you forgot something in the airport, so he'll go for it and we can go to our holidays!

Michelle: ok, I'll do it.

I went to Tommy's room with my heart racing. I was ready, just afraid I repeated to myself