Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot and a few characters. if i did own glee Naya Rivera would be half naked all the time ;)
A/N: Hey everyone. I am so so so sorry about the wait. I have been going through a lot latley and i havent really been focused enough to write. So as always a thanks to TobiasFangor92 who helped me out with this. So i hope everyone likes this chapter.
Quinn's P.O.V
Yes! God I have waited so long to hear her finally say those words. I don't even know how I feel right now. Happy, elated, ecstatic, none of these words even come close to how I feel right now.
Once we break from our kiss she says
"You love me?" she asks breathlessly and I nod and say
"Yes. I always have." I say and she smiles but then furrows her eyebrows
"Like IN love right?" she says and I chuckle and quickly peck her lips again
"Like I'm IN love with you." I say and tighten my arms around her neck
"Then why were you with Rachel?" she asks and I shrug
"You were so in love with Britt and I got with Rachel. Over the years it didn't seem like you were interested so I just…kept it to myself."
"I always wanted you. I never thought you were interested."
"Why wouldn't I be interested?"
"Because…it's like Rachel said…I'm just a good fuck. No one would want a real relationship with me and you have Rachel so…" she says and then shrugs
"What! Santana I never want to hear you EVER say anything like that again because you are so much more than that okay?" I say and she nods
"But while I will admit you are good in bed, I loved you way before we had sex." I finish
"Good? I'm amazing but that's beside the point." She says with a smirk and I shake my head with a hint of a smile on my face
"I…God I cant believe this. It seems so…surreal. You actually loving me and the babies. Wait…the babies! We to get you out of this rain before you get sick." She says and quickly grabs my hand and pulls me back toward her apartment building
"I shouldn't have said that." I say with a smile and follow her.
Once were back at the building and we walk into the lobby and I say
"Wait, you thought if they were yours I wouldn't love you?"
"I don't know. I would probably think you only did because of them." She says shrugging
"What? No! Where'd you get that idea?" I say confused. How could she think that?
"Well if they're mine and you just said it how am I supposed to know you aren't just doing it for them?"
"Because you trust me."
"But some people do that."
"And I'm some people?" I say slightly offended. She comes to cup my face and then says
"It's not like that happened so relax okay?" then she pecks my lips
"Damn hormones, sorry." I say and she chuckles
"It's fine. It's not the first time I've had to deal with your hormones and I'm sure it won't be the last."
"If they were Rachel's or yours it wouldn't matter I'd still be in love with you and not just saying it." I say and she smiles and kisses me
"I love you." She says after we break apart.
"I love you too." I say and she smiles
"I'll never get tired of hearing that."
"I'm sure you will. So what do we do now?"
"If I heard that everyday for the rest of my life I'd die a happy woman but...I don't know. I want you and the babies but..."
"But What?"
"You're still with Rachel." She says
"Oh. Yeah. I'd kinda forgotten about her for a minute."
"Yeah, well she is the only thing keeping us apart."
"I'd rather be with you than her, so maybe its time me and her break up for good."
"There is no maybe. You two definitely are going to break up because I've waited to long to hear you say you love me and that fucking hobbit isn't going to stop me anymore." She says and I try to fight off a smile but fail miserably
"So, I have no choice but to break up with her?" I say slightly amused
"No. This isn't optional. You're mine now." she says and wraps her arms around my waist to pull me as close as possible to her.
"And if I refuse?" I say dragging out the and, smiling
"You can't." she says
"So you forbid me from refusing?"
"Yes. But we both know I don't have to force you to dump her."
"Yeah, I know."
"So…"
"I'm not going to do it right now! Maybe I should wait until I find my own place so I don't get kicked out."
"Why not? And the hell, if she even thinks of kicking you out I'll kick her ass but why not come here with me?" she says and I smile
"I just wanted to see your reaction, she won't kick me out. And because I can't dump her, she's not here." I say and she nods
"I still think you should come here though." She says
"You want me to move in with you?"
"Yeah...why not? It could be me you and the twins or we could move into a townhouse if you want...or you don't have to move in with me if you don't want to." She says nervously so I smile and kiss her
"I want to San." I say and she smiles
"Good...so, back to this break up. How long do you plan on keeping me waiting?"
"Well how long have you already waited?"
"So not the point. I don't want to wait any longer. That's like racing and being right there at the finish line but not being able to cross it." She says and I grin and say
"Well don't worry. I'll leave her the next time I see her."
"Well we need to make that soon. But...moving on to other things. I think we should get out of these wet clothes." She says wiggling her eyebrows suggestively
I roll my eyes and we walk towards the elevator. Once inside I say
"You're such a horndog."
"Sorry. You're just a really hot pregnant woman. I can't help it. But I think we really should get into some dry clothes. I don't want you getting sick." She says
When we get in her apartment I say
"I don't have any maternity clothes here."
"I have some bigger sized clothes you can wear." She says and I raise a eyebrow at her
"And why do you have those?"
"I…uh…they're comfortable." she says unsurely I roll my eyes and walk into her bedroom. I hear her chuckle and follow me
"Where are they?" I ask
"Uh...top drawer." She says and then starts to strip. I turn to the dresser and go in the first drawer and pull out an oversized T shirt and some jogging pants. I put the pants on and see Santana putting her shirt on out the corner of my eye.
"I see you checking me out." She says in a playful tone. I quickly turn to hide my blush
"I was not." I say while fixing my shirt
"Were too…but I was checking you out too so were even." She says and then I feel her come behind me and rest her hands on my hips and nuzzle into my neck. I smile to myself and reach my hand back to play in her hair.
"How long have you loved me?" I ask and she kisses my neck
"Since high school."
"Really? But I- why didn't you say it back then?" I ask
"I didn't think you were interested." She says kissing up my neck to my ear causing me to moan slightly
"I looked better back then." I say and I feel her softly nip at my earlobe and then suck it into her mouth.
"You are beautiful." She whispers in my ear. I close my eyes and say
"Haven't you seen my stomach lately? That is not hot." She moves a hand to rest on my stomach and says
"You're pregnant. That doesn't make you any less beautiful. It makes you even more beautiful in my eyes." She says. I put my hand over hers and say
"How does that make me beautiful?"
"Because you're going to give birth and that within itself is beautiful." Say says and I smile
"Going soft on me?"
"No. I'm just doing what I do best. Keepin it real."
"Softie" I say dragging out the word teasingly and giggle. She chuckles and says
"Yeah but only for you and these two." Then starts to rub my stomach
"And don't forget Britt. You still can't say no to her pout."
"Who can? But besides you four Santana Lopez goes soft for no one."
"If you say so. And I never said stop kissing on me."
"Santana Lopez is NOT SOFT." She says and then starts to kiss my neck again and gently sucks.
After a while we settled in her bed to watch a movie. Then I realized I had been there later than I planned on.
I lift my head from Santana's shoulder and she turns to look at me.
"I have to go." I say and she furrows her eyebrows in confusion
"What? Why? Where are you going?" she says sitting up.
"I want to go talk to Rachel."
"Right now?" she says with a pout and I can't help but smile. I walk over to her and kiss her pout and say
"I'll be back. Don't you want me to end things with Rachel so we can officially be together?"
"Yeah I guess. Just…hurry back okay?" she and I nod. I quickly get my things and leave Santana's apartment and got into a cab.
Once I got to the apartment I see Rachel sitting on the couch in the living room. I walk past her into the bedroom and soon I hear her follow and say
"Quinn, I'm sorry." I sigh and walk over to lean against the dresser
"Rachel…we need to talk."
"That's never a good sign." She says lowly
"Well you can't just tell me you got another woman pregnant an expect us not to talk about it."
"But I tried to talk to you when I first told you."
"Yes, but when I told you the twins may be Santana's did you want to talk to me right then and there?"
"…Well…okay you have a point there."
"Right…so is she keeping it?"
"Yes, she it." She says and I nod
"So what do you two plan on doing?"
" I'm going to find a way to help you both." She says and I nod again
"…I went to see Santana after I left…"
"But I thought we agreed that you wouldn't see Santana anymore."
"I know…but I needed to see her. I had to talk to her about this and…I found something out…"
"What did you find out?"
"…She's in love with me…" I say and she frowns and looks slightly worried
"I…are you…" she trails off
"In love with her?" I finish for her and she nods slightly. I take a deep breath and slightly nod my head while saying
"Yeah…I am. And I have been for a while." I say and we sat in a brief silence until she said
"So, you didn't love me at all?"
"I did. I…I thought I could get over her with you and I did but…you hurt me so much." I say and I bite the inside of my cheek to keep my emotions in check.
"Quinn, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to I just…I don't know what happened." she says and I sigh
"Rachel…I think its time we broke up…for good."
"W-What? But Quinn we can work it out." She says and walks towards me and takes my hand. I pull it back and say
"No…we can't. We both know this relationship is over." I say and she sighs and goes to sit on the edge of the bed and runs a hand through her hair. I come to sit next to her and say
"Are you okay?"
"I don't want to lose you but…I can tell I'm not going to change your mind this time."
I knew this would be hard. I am sad that this relationship is ending but…I have Santana so I can't be that upset. But Rachel is just…alone. And I know how that feels.
"Think of it this way, you said you were madly in love with Natalie so…maybe this your chance to fix what happened between you two." I say trying to think of anything to make this hurt just a little less.
"I don't know Quinn…just because I love her doesn't mean I don't love you." She says and I put my hand over her knee and say
"I love you too Rachel and I always will but…we need to move on."
"Why." She says looking in my eyes and I can see her unshed tears glistening in the light
"Rachel…please doesn't make this harder than it already is. But this…us. This isn't love…" I stop to wipe the tears threatening to fall from my eyes. She sighs and looks down
"I do want you to be happy Quinn." She says and I nod
"I want you to be happy too but…I realized we aren't going to do that for each other. We're not going to make each other happy." I say and she nods. We sat in another brief silence before she said
"So…I guess you're going to move in with Santana?" she says and then glances at my stomach
"Yeah. She wants me too. But even if I'm with Santana, if the twins are yours you know I wouldn't keep you away from them right?"
"I…I don't know…Santana and I don't really get along…if she asked you to keep them away."
"What? I would never! And I no you two don't like each other and Santana can be a bitch but she isn't that spiteful. If they are yours there is nothing she can say or do to make me keep them away from you." I say and she nods
"Okay…"
"Okay…I still want you in my life you know…if you want to." I say and she turns to look at me
"Why wouldn't I want that?"
"I mean...what if they aren't yours? Would you still want to b around?"
"Yes. I still care about you." When she says this I can't help but smile then move to hug her. She hugs me back and then I pull back and say
"I hope you find someone that will make you happy."
"Me too...you know in college I'd always thought I'd be married to Natalie by now?" she says chuckling slightly then looks around and sighs
"It's going to be quiet without you around."
"That could still happen you know. And yeah it may seem that way at first but I promise you'll be over me in no time." I say and she nods
"So …when are you moving?"
"I don't know. I think I should before the babies are born because I think it may be hard trying to move with two newborns."
"Yeah that would be easier, but you can't do any heavy lifting. Who's gonna help?"
"I don't no. I guess I could ask Mike and Blaine and I know Tina, San and Britt will too so..."
"I don't mean to sound like I don't want to help you but I just don't know if me and Santana and on some level you can do it by ourselves and I may have to work whenever you decide to move." She says and I nod
"Oh well I didn't plan on taking that much anyway. Since her place already has furniture and you and I did buy all of this together...I wouldn't just take it."
"I didn't mean the furniture. You have a lot of things Quinn. Remember we had to make room for your many shoes and clothes?"
"I do not have that many clothes! You make me sound like a shopaholic or something." I say slightly offended
"Oh? I believe you made me take you clothes shopping at least once a month." She says with an amused smile on her face
"I...well...that doesn't mean anything."
"And I have a feeling when you and Santana go shopping for the babies you will go and spurge on yourself too." She says with a grin and I glare at her
"I will not! But if she happens to buy me something then...I can't refuse."
"Oh really? So we didn't walk by a store and you didn't beg me to buy you the dress in the window?"
"Damn it! Fine I like to shop! But there isn't anything wrong with that."
"I just wanted you to admit it." She says chuckling. I glare and punch her in the arm and say
"I don't have a problem!" she rubs her arm and says
"Ow! Abusive much!"
"That's what you get for teasing a pregnant woman."
"Well I had to lighten the mood somehow."
"Yeah well...I should probably go. I told Santana I'd come back." I say sanding up. She gets up and hugs me and says
"Don't be a stranger." I smile and say
"I won't. I'll talk to you soon." I pull back from the hug and she walks out of the room. I go to get a few things and then make my way back to Santana's… I mean my apartment. Just the thought of that brings a smile to my face.
I'm finally in my last month and I still don't know they sex of the twins. They are being incredibly stubborn and its driving me insane. Santana and I just decided to buy girl and boy things and just take back whatever we may not need.
Things have been really great these last few weeks. When I moved everyone helped and luckily there was no hostility between Rachel and Santana. Everything has been an incredibly smooth transition. I've been very relaxed and Santana has been here for everything
Right now Santana and I are having one of our many discussions over names. I'm sitting on the couch and she lying down with her head in my lap.
"What about Amanda?" she says
"No. Knew a girl named Amanda who got teased about her name."
"How do you make fun of Amanda?"
"A man duh."
"Ha. Kids are asses. What about Brandon?"
"I like that but…its so common." I say while twirling a piece of her hair in between my fingers.
"Well I'm out. Your turn."
"Okay…um how about…Carlos?"
"I like Carlos. You want a Spanish name?" she asks looking up at me
"Yeah. They have a Spanish mother so…why not?" I say and she smiles
"Okay. What about Ashley or Anthony?"
"I thought you liked Carlos?"
"I do but it doesn't have to our final name." she says turning to kiss my stomach. I smile and sigh contentedly.
We sat there watching TV and just being content to be with each other until
"Uh…Santana?"
"Yeah babe." She says turning to look at me
"My water just broke."
A/N: I hope that was good enough after this long wait. And again i am sorry. So this story is coming to an end. It may have a few more chapters. So i hope everyone is enjoying the story. As always feedback is welcome so please review and let me know what you think. Thanks for reading