Jacob stood over me with the weirdest expression. He looked like his mind was somewhere else. My arm supported me by a tree as I aimed for the ground. Another gag prevented me from talking. I dug my nails into the tree scraping off the bark. Jacob put his hand on my shoulder. Sue Clearwater walked towards us.
"Dear… are you ok?" She asked.
"She's been sick for a few days," Jacob answered for me.
I wasn't capable of talking at the moment. I started throwing up only spit then dry heaving. My legs started to feel weak and I almost lost my balance. "The smoke... it's making me sick," I managed to say. Jacob picked me up in his arms and ran home. I couldn't even complain to him that shaky movement was making me feel worst. I just held my eyes shut with my head buried in his chest. The scent of smoke was also on his body, but I could distinguish his natural scent which made me feel a little better. He opened all of the locks with one hand and carried me into the house.
"I have to get out of these clothes," I murmured.
"Huh?" he said confused.
"The smell of the smoke… I have to wash it off of me."
Jacob took off my shoes and socks, then the rest of my clothes letting them fall to the living room floor. He quickly carried me upstairs to the bathroom. He sat me down on the toilet as he took off his shorts and threw them down the steps. Even in my nauseated state, I couldn't help but to faintly chuckle.
"If someone comes in… they're going to think that we're having sex," I said weakly.
Jacob slightly smirked but still looked worried.
"I'm taking you to see Carlisle myself. This is crazy."
"Ok," I said faintly.
Jacob helped me in the shower and helped lather my body and washed my hair.
"Renesmee you really can't play with your health. How long have I been asking you to see your grandfather? Do I have to kidnap you myself?"
He started to lather his hair to wash the scent out. "No," I said faintly. "I guess I was just hoping that I would get better on my own?"
"Well now you see that you're not… so you can't procrastinate anymore," Jacob said sternly.
I started to feel a little better from the clean scent of the shampoo. I wrapped my arms around him and pressed my face against his muscular chest. He held me for a while and kissed me on top of my soaked hair.
"Do you feel any better?" he softly asked.
"Yeah… a little. Washing the scent off me helped."
"That's good. I have to get you dressed so I can take you to Carlisle."
Jacob helped me dry off. I brushed my teeth and he walked me to his bedroom. I sat on his bed naked and laid down hugging a pillow. Jacob got a brown T-shirt from his dresser and sat me up to put it over my head. He put on a pair of boxers then got a small bottle of water from his mini fridge in his den down the hall.
"Here… sip this slowly. I'm going to put the clothes in the washing machine. I'll be right back."
I took a few sips then held my head in my hands. This is crazy. I feel like crap. I thought of the comment that Jared made. I couldn't be pregnant… could I? I mean… we never had sex. Well he never… came in me so… I don't think it's possible? Leah didn't join us because she knew that the fire would make her sick. Even when I had the flu… I threw up only because I didn't feel good. It had less to do with different scents.
Jacob came back up stairs. He looked so worried. He sat down beside me and put our cell phones on the night stand next to my roses. "You want me to call Carlisle for you?" he asked. My head was still spinning about the possibility of me being pregnant. I didn't even respond to him even though I knew those were the words that he said.
"Nessie."
"Huh?"
"You want me to call your grandfather?"
"Um… I'll call him."
I reached for my cell and started to press his contact. I froze then looked up wearily at Jacob.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"I was just thinking about… what Jared said."
"Oh… about you being pregnant?"
"Yeah. You don't think that… I."
Jacob looked at the floor then slowly looked up at me. "I don't know?" He took me in his arms and cradled me. I thought of my mothers' comments when she gave me the condoms and asked for me to be careful. She said that she didn't want me having morning sickness on my honeymoon. I thought of the baby that I imagined the night I left Leah's. How clearly I saw its face… its tan skin and dimples. I started to slightly smile. My face was buried into Jacob's neck… so he didn't see me. My eyes started to tear. I didn't want to get my hopes up high just in case I wasn't. I inhaled. His scent smelled so good. It calmed my nerves down some. I kissed Jacob's neck. It seems like it brought him back from daydreaming.
"If I wasn't as careful as I thought I was… it's possible. I mean…"
"Well I guess we will find out soon. But… I really am tired Jake. All I want to do is go to sleep."
"Nessie."
"Please Jacob. I'll ask grandpa to see me in the morning," I pleaded.
He sighed out of frustration.
"Please Jake. You can knock me over the head and drag me there like a cave man. I just want to lie down."
"Ok… first thing in the morning," he agreed reluctantly.
I texed my grandfather to call me when he had some privacy. I didn't want my father to overhear the conversation. I could just picture my father freaking out. I didn't want him rushing here when I didn't even know what was wrong with me. What if I am pregnant? Not a conversation that I want to have with him since he threatened Jacob about my virginity. To my knowledge... I'm still a virgin. We never went through with it because it hurt too much. I'm pretty sure that I'm nauseous from Fred's side effects. That's when it all started. I felt perfectly fine right before. My phone rang and I answered it on the first ring.
"Hi grandpa."
"What's wrong Renesmee?"
"Oh… I…. I" My mind was going blank. "Um... I'm not feeling that well. I was wondering if you could see me… tomorrow?"
"Ok… tell me what's wrong. What are your symptoms?"
"Well… as you know... I was practicing my abilities with Fred and passed out."
"Yes… I heard. I would suggest that you don't do that again."
"I know... I don't plan too. But I've felt sick ever since. I've been nauseous.
"Oh."
"Could I come see you at the hospital tomorrow morning?"
"Yes. I'm so sorry that you don't feel well. Make sure you don't get dehydrated by not drinking enough water. Do you have any Mylanta there?"
"Yes we have Pepto."
"Ok. I'll run some test on you when you get to the hospital. I should be there around 8am. I'm not working my entire shift because the Denali clan is coming over."
"Oh… I thought only Tanya was coming?"
"No… the rest of them decided to join her."
"Ok. It would be nice to see everyone."
My phone beeped. I looked at it and saw that Leah was calling.
"Ok... well I'll call you once we get there."
"Ok dear. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Ok. Love you."
"Me too."
I had a feeling that my father would come over tonight if he read my grandfather's mind. Even if he did… I had a legitimate reason to see my grandfather. I want to find out why I'm so sick. I clicked over to Leah.
"Hey Leah."
"Are you alright? Seth told me that you got sick."
"Um yeah. I just don't feel that well right now. I'm going to sleep soon. I'll call you tomorrow morning."
"Ok sweetie. I hope you feel better."
"Thanks."
I really didn't feel like talking too long, because I felt nauseous. Jacob took his cell phone and texed someone. I lay down on the bed and closed my eyes.
"I just told Billy that I'm taking you to see Carlisle first thing tomorrow morning."
"Oh."
I quickly sprung back up.
"What is it?" Jacob asked alarmed.
"I should take some medicine before I go to bed. I have a bottle of Pepto in my suitcase."
"I'll get it for you."
Jake walked over to my suitcase and unzipped it. He pulled the bottle out and read the label. I stood up from the bed.
"I told you I would get it," he said as he walked back over to me.
"I have to brush my teeth after I take it. It's really nasty."
I took the bottle and took a few sips on my way to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth twice and washed my mouth out with mouth wash.
Jacob showed up at the door. He looked like a worried old man. I smiled and walked over to him. I stood on the tip of my toes to kiss him. At first I was softly kissing his lips. Then I got excited and stuck my tongue in his mouth. My nausea died down some but I still felt a little weird. It didn't stop my hormones from yearning for his touch. Jacob responded to me and started rubbing my back. I was still tired but I didn't need much energy to kiss him. I could kiss him until I fell asleep for all I cared. Jacob lifted me in his arms and I wrapped my legs around him. He walked me down the hall way with me still clinched to his massive body. I don't know if I felt well enough to do anything... but just having him pressed so close to me felt so good. Jacob laid me down on the bed and softly kissed my shoulder. His phone buzzed and he hesitantly pulled away from me to read his text. It was probably his father.
"Billy is spending the night over Quil's tonight. He said that he hopes you feel better."
"Oh," I said faintly.
We had the place all to ourselves tonight. I wish I felt up to the things I was thinking of. Jacob gazed in my eyes. He looked so sexy even without trying. We softly kissed each other as he held me in his arms. I realized that I would be just as satisfied with just having him hold me.
After a few minutes, I was getting hot from his body heat and started to sweat a little. I imagine it's going to be difficult sleeping next to Jake in the summer; unless we have the air on full blast. It's like sleeping next to a heater. I sat up and took his T-shirt off me.
"Are you hot or trying to seduce me?" He asked playfully.
"I'm a little hot."
"Oh… sorry. I can put the fan on."
"Ok," I smiled.
I really wanted to stay in his arms all night. Jacob got up and turned the air conditioner on fan then got back in bed. He reached over to hug me and his arm grazed my breast. I noticed it hurt more than it should have. I snuggled up to him and he started massaging my back. The way his hands moved up and down my back made me feel so much better. I let out a soft moan. I closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep.
The next morning I woke up automatically around 6:40. The sound of the rain hitting the windows probably helped me awake. I was still tired, but wanted to get dressed so I could meet my grandfather at the hospital. Jacob groaned and he stretched and opened his eyes.
"Good morning Honey. Did you sleep ok?" He asked.
"Yes."
"How do you feel?"
He leaned on his pillow supporting his head with his hand and held my hand with his free arm.
"Um… I still feel a little weird."
"Hmm… could you explain how you feel now?"
I took a mental inventory of all of my bodily functions and muscles.
"Well actually… I feel like my period is coming on."
"Oh… I haven't sensed that."
"Me neither."
I usually can smell the exact hour my period is about to come on. I guess since Jacob's senses are accelerated... he can too. "Do you still feel nauseous?" Just hearing the word… my body reacted to it. My mouth started watering.
"Funny you should ask that." I ran out of the bed and dashed to his bedroom's bathroom. Jacob followed behind me. This was starting to feel like déjà vu. "My poor baby," Jacob said with worry in his voice. I gagged a few more times. I really didn't have anything in my stomach but spit. I got up and splashed some cold water on my face.
"Do you seem ok now?"
"I guess so."
I went to wash my mouth out with mouth wash. My tooth brush was in the other bathroom. Tears started to form in my eyes. After I spit the mouthwash out Jacob put his hands on my shoulders. I didn't want to turn around just yet because I didn't want him to see me cry. I had my head tilted so he couldn't see my eyes in the mirror. I was getting really scared because I didn't know what was going on. Am I pregnant or just sick? I sniffled; which was a dead giveaway that I was crying. He turned me around to face him. "Baby… everything is going to be ok." I stayed looking at the floor. He lifted my head with his hands. "Renesmee… I'm scared too. But I know that Carlisle will make sure that you're ok." He leaned down and kissed me, then lifted me up onto the sink counter. He continued kissing me for a few more seconds.
"Let's get ready to go so we can see Carlisle… ok," Jacob said.
"Ok… I love you."
"Well you know I love you if I can kiss you after you throw up."
I went to go punch him in his arm and he blocked it.
"I'm just kidding honey," he said smiling.
We quickly washed up and got dressed. I ate a piece of toast with peppermint tea and we headed to Forks.
It still was raining really hard. I was glad that we could find a parking space in the covered part of the garage. We didn't even have to take our umbrellas; we could walk directly to the elevators that lead to the hospital's main floor. I could feel the tension in his arm as I held him. I called my grandfather on his cell and told him that we were in the building. He told me to meet him near the gift shop. The hospital smelled like disinfectant and it was making my stomach turn.
"What's wrong?" Jacob asked.
"The smell."
I leaned into him smelling the side of his body. I knew it looked weird, but it made me feel so much better. Someone walked by us and made a strange face. I couldn't really care about my appearance at this moment. I probably looked like a psychiatry patient.
We reached the gift shop. I noticed a giant balloon in the window in the shape of a baby with 'It's a boy!' on its diaper. I glanced up at Jacob. He gently smirked.
"I'm thirsty," I said.
"Ok, let's get you something."
We walked into the gift shop. I grabbed a Mountain Dew out of the fridge. Jacob leaned down to my ear.
"I wouldn't drink that if I were you. Just in case... ya know."
I groaned. This is my favorite soda.
"Oh... ok."
"Here… drink this." He handed me a bottle of carrot orange juice.
"Seriously?"
"Jeeze… be a little bit more corporative will ya. Plus that's nothing but sugar and dye."
We both walked to the counter. Jacob paid for my disgusting juice that would probably make me throw up from the taste. I've never tasted it before. I hope it doesn't make me sick.
"Renesmee," my grandfather called from the store entrance.
"Hi Uncle Carlisle."
I have to keep the lie alive that I'm his nice that recently moved in with him. He came in the store and gave me a hug.
"Hi Jacob."
"Hi Carlisle."
"I haven't seen you that much recently," Grandpa Carlisle said.
"Yeah… I'm at the main house when you're at work."
We all walked to his office and we sat down on his chairs. I admired all of the awards he had on his walls. Little did the hospital know... my grandfather has been a doctor for close to three hundred years. Jacob was bouncing his leg out of nervousness biting his bottom lip. He looked more nervous than me.
"So you say you haven't been feeling well for a few days?" my grandfather asked.
"Yeah. I started feeling sick the night I was practicing my abilities with Fred. I started throwing up later that night at Jacob's. The nausea comes and goes away."
"Well let me take your temperature then I'll take a swab of your mouth."
My grandfather looked over me. He checked my eyes, ears, mouth. He told me that my temperature was higher than usual and looked a little worried.
"I just want to check your blood to analyze farther."
"Oh… ok."
He took a needle out and drew some blood. I flinched a bit. Jacob's eyes squinted as if he was feeling my pain. My grandfather had to press harder than he would a normal human to pierce through my skin. My skin is more durable than human flesh. As soon as he took the needle out… it started to heal. He didn't have to press anything on it or give me a band aid like I would see on TV.
"What do you think is wrong with me?" I asked curiously.
"I'm not sure. I have to run some test. I would give you some antibiotics, but I have to rule out a few more things."
"Ok."
"I'll be a few minutes. Do you guys mind waiting here?"
"No, we don't mind," I said.
My grandfather left his office and I grabbed a magazine and blindly flipped through it. I was nervous and didn't know what to do with my hands. Jacob held out his hand for me to take. I smiled and held his hand. He pulled on my hand for me to join him. I got up and sat on his lap and rested my head on his shoulder.
"Jacob… I just want to feel better," I projected.
"I know Honey."
I stayed in his lap for around twenty minutes. He rubbed my back and I started to doze off. A few minutes later I woke up because Jacob moved his leg.
"Are you ok?" I asked.
"Yeah I'm fine."
I knew he would never tell me if his leg was falling asleep. He would let me sit on him for days if he thought that he was comforting me. I stood up to give him a break and walked over to the window. Everything looked grey and dreary. I was really starting to miss the sun. Jacob stood up and stretched and walked over to me. He stood at my side and wrapped his arm around my waist.
"I hope I feel better by the honey moon. I don't think we could have that much fun if I feel like I have to puke each hour."
"Don't worry about that Nessie."
"What if I'm sick during the wedding vows? That would be so embarrassing. Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband… blaaaeekk … spalt. All the guest cringe."
Jacob smirked.
"It's not funny Jake."
"No… but I have seen that on America's funniest home videos."
Jacob hugged me lifting me a few inches from the ground. It stretched my spine and I heard a few cracks. It actually helped my back feel more relaxed.
My grandfather came back in his office. He had an odd look to him. I got scared thinking he found some type of disease.
"Sorry it took so long. I was called away for a brief moment but I got some of the results back."
"Oh."
He glanced back and forth between Jacob and me. "Well you don't have a virus," he said bleakly. My eyes widen. "Well what's wrong?" I asked. He took a deep breath and my heartbeat sped up. I didn't like the suspense.
"Renesmee, I checked your HCG levels in your blood… and they were high."
"Well… what does that mean?" I asked.
"It means… that you're pregnant."
"Wha… what? Really? I don't understand. I'm still technically a virgin... and he never really… well we stopped and didn't go all the way through with it."
I looked at Jacob. His eyes were glazed. I looked back at my grandfather. He looked like he wanted to say something difficult. "Guys, I don't want to sound too clinical... but did you and Jacob ever try to have sex? Has he ever penetrated you or ejaculated near you?" I slightly cringed because my grandfather was asking me about sex with Jacob; even though he sounded like a doctor and not my grandfather when he asked. I thought about the night in Jacob's truck three days ago. The enlightened expression on my face probably showed my grandfather the possibly of why my test showed that I was pregnant.
"I… I..." I couldn't finish my thought. I was still stunned. Jacob was completely still. "Well… kinda; three days ago," I admitted. I looked at my grandfather ashamed and embarrassed.
"You most likely got pregnant from pre-ejaculation if you say you never went through with it," he said uncomfortably.
I held my head. Jacob finally broke free of his trance and reached out to hug me.
"Renesmee… everything will be ok dear. I will have to monitor your pregnancy closely to make sure we're on top of everything. There's a small chance that you may have an accelerated pregnancy," my grandfather stated.
"What?" I asked faintly.
I felt Jacob's body tense up.
"You said this could have happened three days ago? On humans the test doesn't show positive until around six or seven days. I guess your body is accelerated some; but not enough for you to worry. The levels were the same that a human's would be at six days," he stated.
"Well that's twice as fast," I said in a shaky voice.
"Even if the baby develops fast, we know now what to do before the situation would get critical," he said trying to reassure me.
Jacob looked nervous. My grandfather looked at him with caring eyes.
"Jacob, you shouldn't worry. I will give Renesmee and the baby the best care that I possibly can."
"Twice as fast," Jacob whispered.
"I don't know for sure without doing weekly test on her. But her levels suggest a rate around 50%. If I were to take a guess, the fetus could develop in four and a half months."
"I was worried about that possibility… because of her rapid development," Jacob said.
I sighed deeply. The smell of the hospital filled my nose and I realized that breathing deeply here was a bad idea. My stomach started to turn again. I buried my head in Jacob's chest.
"I'm so nauseous," I murmured in his chest. I inhaled and it eased the feeling in my stomach.
"Crackers and ginger ale may help with your nausea. Try to stay away from caffeine. I would test to see if blood will make you sick. Since the baby may be more shape shifter and human… blood might make you sick now."
"Ok," I said faintly.
My grandfather reached in a mini fridge and handed me a bottle of water.
"Your father told me that you were concerned about getting pregnant and giving birth. Let me reassure you that I will take every precaution so that you will have a healthy pregnancy and delivery."
"I feel like I have to sit down," I said.
Jacob let me go so I could sit in the chair. My father may be disappointed in me because he's so traditional. This may affect the way he respects Jacob. It would be nice if I could hide this until after the honeymoon.
"Grandpa, could you please don't tell my dad just yet. He would be so disappointed that I didn't wait until I was married," I pleaded.
"It would be pretty hard to keep my thoughts from your father. My mind is naturally an open book to him. I've never kept anything from him before. I can't make any promises guys."
"We may have to tell your family Nessie. You don't want them worrying thinking that you're ill," Jacob said.
"If it would help… I'll be there when you tell your father. Everyone else should handle the news pretty well," my grandfather said.
"Yes, I may need you doc for medical purposes," Jacob said light heartedly.
"We should have gotten married on the night we got engaged like I suggested," I said.
"You were planning of getting married that soon?" my grandfather asked.
"Yes… but we thought of the family being disappointed by not being at our actual wedding."
"Oh," he said empathetically.
A page over the loud speaker called for Dr. Cullen. My grandfather looked worried as if he didn't want to leave us.
"I have to go dear. Are you going to be ok?" He asked.
I stood up quickly. Jacob reached for me and supported most of my weight.
"Um… I'll be fine."
"I'll drop off some prenatal vitamins and medicine for nausea today. The second I can get away I'll call you."
"Ok."
My grandfather kissed my forehead and hugged me.
"Everything will be ok Renesmee. Don't let your thoughts burden you. You guys are getting married in a few days. Don't stress yourself out. Stress can be harmful to a fetus."
Oh great. Now I have to worry about not worrying. I stood on my toes and kissed his cheek.
"Thank you Carlisle," Jacob said.
"Jacob... are you ok?" he asked concerned.
"Yeah… I'm just a bit… taken back."
My grandfather hugged him and patted him on his back. He gently smiled at him then sighed.
"You guys are going to make us great grandparents. I am happy for the both of you. Congratulations. Don't let the fact that you're not married yet complicate anything for you. You are married in your hearts. No one will critically judge you.
"Have you met my father?" I said.
"Edward loves you more than life. He will not judge you. All he cares about is your happiness."
"That may be true… but he was pretty set on me waiting until I was married. And I think he would be angry… or look at Jacob in a different way. He even threatened him on the day I moved in."
"That's just him being a father. Edward is not going to hurt you Jacob," my grandfather said reassuringly.
Jacob grabbed my juice and my grandfather walked us out of his office. He gently smiled at us but still looked a little worried. Another page went over the loud speaker asking for him.
"I have to go dear. Jacob, please take good care of my grand… Renesmee."
"Ok sir."
"See you as soon as I can."
"Ok."
He kissed my cheek and smiled at me.
"I love you," I said.
"I love you too. I'll see you in a few hours."
I shut the door behind us as my grandfather went down the busy hall way. He didn't get farther than a few feet until a group of nurses asked him an urgent question with a tablet for him to sign.
I held Jacob's hand. He hugged me and I inhaled him to help me feel better. "This place reeks can we get outta here."
We stated walking towards the elevators. A few nurses looked at Jacob and blushed. They thought that we were too far away for us to hear them. No human ears could from the distance that we were. I heard one talking about him. She was saying how gorgeous he was. A male nurse joined their conversation. He commented on Jacob's height and said that he would climb his totem pole any day. I assumed he was gay. While another one commented on how she would change her faith for him. She said that she would worship nature too if she could have sex with him. She actually said a more vulgar word though. Jacob chucked. Our backs were to them now.
"It looks like you have a few admirers… both sexes at that," I whispered.
"They can look all they want. I belong to you."
He bent down and passionately kissed me. I heard one of them curse. It was the first time that Jacob kissed me in a public area. With the exception of the beach which was not heavily populated at the time.
"Damn she's lucky," one of the nurses said.
"Well at least she's cute. I would have been twice as mad if she wasn't," another said.
Jacob continued kissing me. I was getting light headed. I didn't even care that we had an audience. "I'm so happy," I projected. "Me too," he whispered. He let go of me and I felt really flustered. I could feel the nurse's eyes piercing at me. One of them whispered bitch. How cruel… they don't even know me.
"Don't worry about them Honey… that's just jealousy," Jacob said softly.
"I'm alright. It's just weird that they would call me a hurtful name for no reason."
"Oh... they have a reason. They want what you have."
"Morning sickness," I said sarcastically.
Jacob chuckled and kissed me on my forehead.
"Well hopefully you will feel better once Carlisle drops off the medicine."
"From what Leah told me, her medicine didn't help her nausea at all because of her already heightened senses. I'm pretty sure my vampire senses will contribute in canceling out the medication with me," I whispered.
We stood at the elevator door for a few seconds until we realized that no one ever pushed the button for it to come. We both shook our heads. Jacob pushed the button with his knuckle. The elevator door opened and we stepped in. We were by ourselves so it wouldn't look odd if I smelled him. I leaned into his body and deeply inhaled.
"You smell extremely good to me right now."
"Thanks?"
"Other than masking the scent of the hospital… it just makes me feel better."
"Really? Different than before you got pregnant."
I had to think about it for a second because I loved the smell of him even more when I fell in love with him. I even craved it. But now that I'm pregnant… it's kinda indescribable.
"Well… it's hard to explain. I loved the way you smell. All of my life… it was like a comfort scent. I knew you were near and got excited to see you... or knew that I was safe when I was around you. After I fell in love with you… it triggered something else in me. I can't really put it into words. It was just a stronger feeling. Now that I'm… pregnant… it …"
The elevator door opened at our floor. I was still gazing in his eyes trying to figure out how to make him understand. The door started to shut and Jacob held his arm out. He took my hand and we walked out of the elevator still looking at each other. We stood in front of the doors. A few cars drove by slowly over a speed bump. The shocks creaked; the second car louder than the first. I glanced over to look at the car then looked back at Jacob.
"I don't know what it is? Maybe my hormones changing have something to do with how your scent affects me? It's like a blending of a comforting hug with the notion that you are my man… mixed with the feeling that I'm protected… merged with the fact that my body is subservient for you to please you."
Jacob smiled.
"I told ya it was hard to explain."
"I think I got it," he said amazed.
I leaned into him to inhale. "Yeah… that's it," I said. He lifted my chin to kiss me, and then we walked to his truck.
We got in his truck. I put my seat belt on and Jacob kissed my hand. "I can't believe it," I said. I was still in awe that I was pregnant. Even though I was told… I haven't had a chance to mentally grasp it. "I think it's amazing though… we're going to have a baby," Jacob said smiling. I looked down at my stomach and imagined what it would look like if I were nine months pregnant... if I can make it to nine months. From what my grandfather said… it could be less than five months? I was at full development in only a few weeks. I nearly sucked every bit of life and energy from my mother. Not to mention breaking her bones on the day that I was born. If I had a clue of what I was doing… I would have stayed perfectly still. I hope I'm able to have a normal pregnancy.
Jacob reached over and touched my stomach. I looked down at his hand as he caressed me. I actually had a life growing inside of me. My eyes started to tear from happiness. Jacob leaned in and kissed me passionately.
"Wow… we're having a baby," he breathed in my ear.
"I know... it's still surreal to me. Jake, you're going to be a father."
He unbuckled my seat belt and continued kissing me. He slid his hand up my thigh and started touching me through my jeans. He unzipped my pants and grabbed me through my panties. I let out a loud moan. He eagerly kissed and caressed my body. I was still a little nauseous, but I didn't care. His scent was attacking me like a 1st infantry. I tried my best to not think about how I felt. I was trying to use that whole mind over matter idiom. Jacobs touch was so passionate. The more I moaned his name, the faster he moved his fingers. I couldn't take much more without screaming. After a few minutes, the windows were completely steamed. I'm pretty sure if anyone walked by the truck they would be able to hear me moan. I swore we were going to get in trouble if someone reported us. I held my breath as I came. I exhaled when I realized that wasn't helping me that much. I started trembling and moaning. I tried to catch my breath. The way Jacob looked at me made me think he wasn't done yet.
"Renesmee, I want to make love to you so bad. I don't want to wait for our wedding night. I don't think I possibly can."
"Ok," I said breathlessly.
I didn't see the point of suffering a few more days when I wanted him so bad. I was already knocked up and going to be viewed as sexually active anyway… once my family hears that I'm pregnant.
He kissed me again and zipped up my jeans. I moved a few hairs away from my forehead with my arm. I was sweating and my top was sticking to me. I didn't even have the strength to put my seatbelt back on. My strength just leaves my body after I have an orgasm. I feel helpless… and I'm supposed to be able to throw a car. I can't even drive a car when I feel like this.
Jacob rolled the windows down to clear them and put on the defroster to clear the windshield.
"How do you feel… do you feel like you have to throw up?" he asked.
"No, I'm fine... I just feel so weak."
Jacob looked alarmed.
"No Jake... this is how I feel each time. I guess the human side of me takes over… because I hardly have the strength to do anything. I feel drugged."
He gently smiled at me.
"A human could probably beat me in arm wrestling right now."
"Well, let me help you with your seat belt."
I chuckled. "Thanks."
Jacob drove slowly down to the exit. The speed bumps weren't that bad. He paid for his parking. It was raining really hard. Jacob put on his radio. Michael Buble' was on. This type of music makes me tired. I was already drained. In only a few minutes I dozed off.
We got home in about forty minutes. The rain never let up. I woke up when Jacob kissed me.
"We're home sleepy head."
"Oh... ok."
Jacob got out of the car and opened a black large umbrella. He walked over to me and helped me out of the truck. Once inside, I took off my jacket and started to walk towards the stairs.
"Do you want me to get you something?" he asked.
"Um... can I have a bagel?"
"Sure… I'll be upstairs shortly."
I walked upstairs and went to the bathroom. I freshened up and changed my underwear. I figured my grandfather would be here shortly, so I decided to put on sweat pants and a T-shirt. Jacob came upstairs with the bagel and a glass or apple juice.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome."
My cell phone rang. It was my grandfather.
"Hi grandpa."
"Hello Renesmee. How do you feel?"
"Ok... I guess?"
"I have your prenatal pills and nausea medication. I'm leaving the hospital now. I will be there shortly."
"Ok."
"Bye."
"We might as well go down stairs to wait for my grandfather," I suggested.
"Ok."
I got my IPad because there were some things I wanted to look up. I put the bagel in my mouth and picked up my glass of juice and headed down stairs. Jacob chuckled and followed me. We got comfortable on the sofa Jacob started flipping through the channels. I turned on my IPad on and selected the browser.
"What are you looking up?" Jacob asked.
"Pre-ejaculation."
"Wha…"
"There's not that many ways I could have gotten pregnant. You didn't come in me… you came on me. If this pre-ejaculation got me pregnant… it was when you were inside me. I don't know much about this. My mother didn't go into this detail when she discussed sex with me."
I read the first official looking website about it.
"Oh… there could be 1,000 sperm present if the man ejaculated earlier. Come to think of it, you had to change your shorts that day because of that."
Wow… I didn't have a chance. That many huh? This must have slipped my mother's mind when she explained conception to me. No wonder there's so many teen pregnancies; they probably have no clue.
"I can't say that I'm sorry that I knocked you up," he softly said.
I smirked at him.
"Just be prepared for when my father freaks out."
"Well nothing can rattle my nerves now. We're in love, you're going to be my wife in a few days… and you're having my baby. I couldn't be happier. Bring on Edward... I can handle it."
"Oh... my alpha wolf. I hope your bite is as big as your bark."