What up bros! Its AnonymousFanDude! Now I have been meaning to say this for about three chapters now. SHOUTOUT TO DAUNTLESSGIRLPRIOREATON FOR HELPING ME WITH SOME IDEAS FOR THIS FIC. It has really helped thanks and sorry it took so long for me to say that. Anywayz i hope you all enjoy this chapyer and im writing this on my phone again so please just bare with me okay? Thanks. Enjoy! Again...

I wake up to christinas alarm. She doesn't move at all though. Lazy bones. I rolly eyes thwn smile. I quickly run to hwr her kitchen and grab a bowl and fill it up with water from the sink. I go back to the bedroom. I sneak up on Christina and pourthe water all over her head. She wakes with a jolt and screams. I run for my life.

I run out into her backyard and hide in the bushes. She runs right past me and i let out a sigh of relief. Then she grabd me from behind and throws me into the pool. I scream. While she laughs I grab onto her foot and pull her in. She screams when she reaches the water.

We both kind of just swim around for yen minutes until we realized we have school. We jump out thr pool, shower, get dressed, brush our hair and do our makeup. Then we start walking to school. Or in our case, running.

We make it there just in time for the bell. I have math first. Woopie. Mind the sarcasm.

Classes are a bit of a blur. I was sleeping for most of them. I think i have a problem.

When the bell goes for lunch i am the first to leave. Though my legs are half asleep anf i trip in the hallway. Some people laugh but I don't care. I just wanna see my friends they weren't in any of my classes.

I make it to our table and only wait five minutes before everyone arrives with there lunches.

"Tris, aren't you gonna eat anything?" Shauna asks.

I shake my head. "I haven't been very hungry lately," I say. She nods and starts eating her hotdog. (Yes. I just did that.)

Chris, who is sitting directly across from me, stops eating and looks over my shoulder, hatred in her eyes. I turn around to see a smiling Peter. "Hey, Tris," he says.

"Go away," I say.

"Wow, you don't gotta be mean."

"Of course I do," I say. "Everyone is mean to a retarded face." I smile.

He doesn't say anything. He stares into my eyes for a moment before smashing his lips to mine. I sit there, too shocked to move. I stare at the corner of the room, eyes wide. I don't shut my eyes anf I certainly don't kiss back. He pulls away after what I think is a minute or two and stares into my eyes.

I lool around the room an d all eyes are on me. Everyone waits for me to react. I know how to react but just can't seem to do it. I get it after a good ten seconds. I get up, bitch slap Peter and ru.n, tears streaking my cheeks. Everyone laughs at me as I leave. I keep running. I can hear people following me. My guess is the gang.

I keep running until I get to, not Christinas house, but my own. My father's at work so no one's home. I open the front door, I don't shut it. I run upstairs and to the bathroom. I lock the door anf look into the mirror.

I'm sick of this. I'm sick of everyone. I'm sick of being fragile. I'm sick of being worthless. Useless.

I'm sick of being broken.

I grab my blade from the draw. My friends start banging on the door. "Tris! Open up! We're here for you! Just please talk to us! Don't do anything stupid! Please." It's a mixture of different voices. I swipe the blade across my arm and scream out in pain. This only makes my friend bang harder.

I do ot again and again and again. Then it occurs to me. No one is here to stop me. I can end everythong right here. Ri, right now. I can end friendships, love, life. But I can also end the pain, sorrow and hurt.

I bring the bloodied blade up to my throat. "One," I say aloud. "Two." Tears form in my eyes. I am about to say three and do it but I am interrupted.

"Stop." A voice. Calebs voice.

Oh yes! That just happened! Mind blowing! Pain throwing! Lawn mowing!

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