Dear John- Taylor Swift
WARNING! EDWARD IS DARK! THIS IS NOT A HAPPY STORY. BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. See I just read New Moon, and now I'm pissed at Edward. So writing this helps! :D But No worries, Bella isn't going to get over Edward, so it's still technically EdxB
Summary/Info- Rating:T, Angst, Not really many pairings. No happy endings... Edward cheats on Bella, she reflects on it. AU/AH/OOC
Bella's POV-
I looked over to my clock, wishing it would go faster. The nights were long without him...
I paced around my room, praying it won't fall through again like in my nightmares. Forever falling.
My mom accused me of losing my mind when I first got together with him. I swore I was fine, but I guess I was blinded by love, huh?
My relationship with him was always very confusing. I guess he was a bit bipolar. Think of it this way, he's the artist and I'm the canvas. Somedays he'll paint me a beautiful blue sky, then let me sit for a few days, content. Then he goes back and adds thunderclouds and rain.
I lived in a chess game, and every time I try to fight back, he would say it wasn't fair. He changes the rules constantly, leaving me confused and hurt.
I wondered which version of him I would get on the phone each night, but now, I'm not picking up anymore.
I think I understand everything now that he's gone, I think I was too young to be messed with. I guess him and the girl in the florl dress should just go find another naive girl to screw with, cause I'm done. I cried so much for him, and my tears end up flooding me.
Well, maybe it was my fault not realizing that me were over before me even started. Curse my blind optimism.
Well, maybe it him and his sick need to give love and take it away. If there even was love...
I have a long list of traitors of people who told me I shouldn't be with him, and now I understand. I added my name, they were all right.
I now regret ignoring them when they said to end our relationship.
I see it all now that he's gone. Don't you think seventeen is too young to be, played by his dark twisted games when I loved him? I should've known.
Well, you can't really blame the entire thing on me. He was an expert at apologies, and keeping lies blurry, so I never knew when he was lying, or when he really meant his sorries.
He was never impressed by me, whenever. He would just nod, a half smile then walk away. That hurt.
All those girls he broke, now with tired, lifeless eyes, just like me.
Because he burned them out. All those times he tried doing that to me, but I guess I took his matches before that happened, right?
Well, the girl who cried the whole way home wrote him a letter.
Dear Edward,
Don't you think seventeen was too young to be messed with, by you and the girl in the dress, I cried the whole way home. Congragulations!
Bye, The girl who regrets us.
I should've known.
I should've known...
Well that was drabble. teehee.
Bye! See ya soon, R+R!