Author's Note: I know it's been months and months, but at least I left you with some smut right, anyways I do have a valid excuse, in my defense, for not updating. Sort of... I was having major computer problems. First my desktop crashed, then when I saved money up for a laptop my software turns out not genuine, then when I go back to exchange for a different computer my Microsoft Office Suit is "Unlicensed," So I finally got around to downloading open office, and now I'm using that. Anyways enough of that, and on to the world of this fan fic. There's so many faithful readers and I feel like I've gotten out of the habit of telling you really how much I appreciate each an every one who has followed, reviewed and/or favorite this story. Your opinions mean so much to me, really I can not thank everyone who's done this enough. Okay well on to the story, Never let your imagination die, CrazyMary01
Chapter Thirteen Kendall's P.O.V
I woke up next to James on a naked mattress, and I feel slightly confused, but within seconds I remember the events from last night, and a smile spreads across my face. I look up to see James' sleeping face, and I smile. He's mine, all mine. I think this over and over as I take in the multiple hickies covering my lovers body. We had done it more than once last night. I lost count on how many but eventually we had worn ourselves out to the point I could no longer walk.
I stretched, and winced. My anal cavity was definitely feeling the multiple rounds. I hear a laugh and I look up to see James staring at me with a smile.
"Somebody a little sore?" He asks amused. I just nod and snuggle into his chest suddenly feeling cuddly. I shushed him, and I felt his arms wrap around me. Although the room was bare and we didn't even have blankets I have never felt more peaceful, then now laying in my James' arms.
"We'll have to get going soon." James whispers in my hair. I look up at him confused wondering why on earth we would have to leave, when suddenly it donned on me we were still in apartment 2J, and that my mother could be home, and may wake up at any minute. I reluctantly pull out of James' embrace and I begin looking around various places in the room to find my clothes. James smiles, amused, as I get dressed.
"What's so funny?" I ask smiling back.
"Just thinking about how sexy you look without the clothes. I have to say I prefer it over the plaid shirts you always wear." I glare at him playfully.
"Get dressed horn dog." I push my hair down when suddenly there's a knock on the door.
"Just a second guys," James pulled himself up into a sitting position.
"It's not the guys," a quiet voice says. My eyes shot up and my heart aches because surely this can't be true. She can't sound so quiet and tender, at last not anymore. The door slowly creeps open and she appears. James quickly ducks behind the bed, hiding his naked form. His eyes scan the room. I didn't have to ask what he was looking for, I simply just threw his discarded jeans on the bed. I turn my gaze away from my embarrassed blushing adorable boyfriend, and back to my mother.
"How have you been?" She asked quietly not meeting my gaze. I want to scream, and kick and cry. I want to be the child I was in day care, that screamed when mommy left. Only this time it wasn't because I didn't want her to leave. It was just simply because she left me. She left me when I needed her the most.
"Shitty," I answer with venom in my tone. She almost cringes. "Absolutely fucking shitty, but what's that matter to you." I see tears form in her eyes.
"I was only doing what's best for you. And as I can see as Carlos and Logan told me you and James are normal now." I gritted my teeth, so that's what this is about. As Gustavo would say, time to break her spirits.
"Yeah we are normal. We had amazing hot gay sex right there on that mattress, multiple times in fact." Her faced turned to disgust as her eyes scanned the mattress with the suddenly, all-to-apparent sex stains. Though the look further angered me, it also took half of the courage I had suddenly built
up. I turned to my boyfriend, tears filling my eyes. "James," my voice is ten times weaker. "Get your shirt. We're leaving." He nods in understanding, I know that he's not only nodding in agreement of our departure from 2J. He's nodding with me because we both know, it's back to square one. It was back
to crying myself to sleep in his arms, back to the little fake smiles, back to the harsh reality of Kendall Knight.
James' P.O.V
I saw the forbidden tears fill my lovers eyes, and I wanted to scream. At first I thought she was coming around and I just almost expected an apology. However since I'm sorry weren't the words that came out of her mouth I was ready to blow. I wanted to shove this in her face, and that's exactly what I did. I gathered my blonde beauty in my arms and I kissed him, I kissed him hard. I kissed him so hard my head spun. The kiss was rough, and dirty. And Kendall seemed to enjoy it as he kissed me back hungrily. I pulled him closer to me by his hips and slowly slid my hands down to his perfect ass and that's when I head the gag from his mother's mouth. I pulled away and turned to the bitch.
"Sorry was there something you wanted can't you see I'm about to fuck your beautiful son senseless." I watched with amusement as Kendall's eyes gaped open in shock.
"Yes I'd like you two fags out of my apartment,"
"Your apartment? Last time I checked it wasn't your name on the lease, in fact your name isn't even in the contract at the studio that allows us this apartment. So I say we can come and go as we fucking please." I pulled Kendall's lips back to mine though this time he was a little less responsive to my kiss than before. Maybe it was because he was still in shock from me basically telling his mom to fuck off. I felt his hands run through my hair and suddenly the kiss becomes sweeter. I begin to lose myself and I forget where we are. All that's in the room is Kendall.
There's no bare walls, and more importantly Kendall's mother has disappeared. I pull away, but only to meet his eyes. I turn my head and see Kendall's mom standing there with her mouth on the floor. I am now satisfied, I scoop my blonde beauty up bridal style, and I walk out of 2J with not so much as a glance at the bitch with her mouth ajar on the way out.
Kendall's P.O.V
I giggle as James kicks open the door of our apartment.
"You didn't have to carry me all the way up here you know," I tell him. He looks down and smiles at me.
"Doesn't mean I didn't want to carry you," he lays me on the couch and his lips find mine. I happily return his kiss. I run my hands through his hair and I pull him closer to me. His tongue swipes across my bottom lip wanting to enter into my mouth. Which I allowed without much of a fight. His tongue clashed with mine and the wet appendage licked against the roof of my mouth, and before I knew what was happening, a hard covered bulge was thrusting down against mine.
Things were getting crazy. And everything was going a little too fast. I push him back slightly and look him dead in the eye.
"Jamie," I say timidly.
"Yes baby?" He replies touching my hand to his face, he turns his head slightly and kisses my palm and my heart beat spikes. This moment, though it's so small feels so sweet, and I intend to keep it that way.
"Make love to me." He laughs.
" I intended too." He leans down to kiss me again but I stop him.
"No Jamie I mean make love to me." His eyebrows push together in confusion. "I don't want anything rough or curse words being thrown out, I want it to be slow and sweet." I blushed knowing these next words would sound cheesy. "I want you to be inside of me, and I want emotion to wrap around us. I want all those clichéd" James' lips are suddenly glued to mine.
"I get what you mean sweetie." He says stroking my cheek. My blush deepens but James' gaze only softens as he runs his hand down my chest to rest on my hips. He slowly leans in and kisses me, and I melt. I don't think ever has there been a kiss me and James shared that has been this sweet. Slowly he maneuvers himself so he is laying fully on top of me. He does this without once breaking our lips.
I wrap my legs around his waist, and I hear a little moan slip from his throat. I open my mouth hoping his tongue will clash with mine and I get my wish. They clash together in a familiar yet, somehow sweeter, dance. There is no fight for dominance. Our tongues are working together and it makes the situation more erratic than it was before. I thrust my hips up and his hands wrap around my back pulling my lower half closer to his own. We grind against each other, and soon we're moaning into each others mouth. James pulls back and my head begins to spin. He takes off my shirt and moves his lips down my neck.
"You're so beautiful baby." He whispers in my ear. I run my fingers through his hair as he kisses on my neck, looking for a place to mark me. I once again begin to grind against him as the little flicks of his tongue begin to become too much for my, unattended throbbing erection, to bear. James moans as his name falls from my lips and slowly he detaches his lips from my neck. He sits up and I waste no time reaching for the hem of his shirt pulling it up and over his head. I run my hands over the defined abs and the hard chest that I loved so much, and he moans when I come in contact with the waist line of his jeans. I venture a little lower, right above the place I knew he was longing my hand to be.
"Baby if you want this to be slow, don't tease me." he growls, he took my hand and placed it over the tent in his jeans. He leans over and makes a trail of kisses from my neck to my ear. "Do you feel that?" He whispers. The sound of his voice makes me moan. I pant and nod as he sucks on my ear lobe.
"God you're so hard," I gasp feeling my own need twitch.
"All for you," He whispered I move my hand from his erection to the button on his pants. The metal circle is popped with ease, and my breath hitches in my throat as I slowly lower the zipper knowing my lover has no underwear underneath. I moan as James' erection springs out of his pants. I flip us over so that I'm now on top and ever so slowly I remove James' jeans the rest of the way.
I grasp him firmly in my hand, and his head falls back and he moans.
"Oh Kendall mm baby, just like that." I kiss his neck all over in search of a special spot to make my mark. When it is found I bite down hard. Mine I think, all mine. James thrusts up into my hand as I fist his length faster. Suddenly we are once again flipped. James pops the button on my jeans and pulls them down my legs. He licks his lips at the sight of the tent in my boxers, and then he leans down and mouths my erection.
My hands fly to his hair because wow, that feels amazing He puts his hand over the tent and palms me. At some point my boxers fly off and he strokes me as he kisses up to my chest. He stops at my nipples, and swirls his tongue around one, the right one I believe. I'm too lost in my immense pleasure to know for certain. He sucks it into his mouth and I moan. He licks across my chest to the neglected nub and repeats his actions. I feel a coil in my stomach, and with no warning I shoot my seed into James hand.
He smiles at me, and meets my eyes as he takes his hand and brings it to his mouth, where he then sucks my seamen off his finger tips. The sight makes me twitch and James feels it. He kisses down my body to my semi-hard penis and kisses the tip before swirling his god-like tongue and engulfing half my length my hips thrust up as he sucks, and he stills them by holding them down with his hands. His lips slid up and down my shaft before I am engulfed again. He begins to bob his head taking me deeper each time his lips slide down. He only let me hit the back of his throat once, because after that he is sucking my balls into his mouth one at a time. I moan as he spreads my legs further apart and proceeds to lick the patch of skin between my entrance and balls. But he doesn't stop there. He proceeds to lick further down, Dipping his tongue into the tight ring of muscle.
"James," I moan."Please baby I need you." He crawls back over me and lifts three fingers to my mouth. I don't even need him to ask I willingly except the digits into my wet cave and suck wildly. He moans.
"Mm god Kendall, I want you to lube my cock to mm your mouth feels so good." I moan the image of sucking James further turning me on. He removes his fingers, and slides them down to my entrance. He pushes one finger in and it's not enough. I beg for more, and without hesitation he is pushing another in. He scissors his fingers to loosen my once again tight hole and I moan loving the immense pleasure it gave me.
I lose track of my brain and remove his fingers, before flipping him on to his back and sucking the tip of his cock into my mouth. James groans from the unexpected heat around his erection and I eel his fingers run through my hair. He thrusts up into my mouth and I take his full nine inches balls deep into my mouth without choking.
"Fuck baby," he says "don't you have a gag reflex." I smile around his cock as I suck harder and work my tongue around making sure his cock is slick. I pull off his cock with a pop, and then crawl so that I am hovering over him. I look down to see his smiling face. And suddenly James is picking me up, and carrying me off the bedroom. He lays me gently on the bed before crawling over my body. I wrap my legs around his waist, and am pleased when our erections rub together. I feel his cock at my entrance, and he gives me a look. It is a look of wonder, and I know exactly what he wants to figure out, was this what I wanted. I nodded my head and laid my palm on his soft cheek. He holds it there and kisses my wrist before meeting my eyes again. He smiles at me and I instantly smile back.
"I love you," He whispers softly. My eyes swell with happy tears.
"I love you too." He lines his cock up with my entrance, and he pushes in and my head falls back into the pillow, because the feeling of him in me feels better than anything I can describe. He pauses when he has pushed in as far as he can go. He kisses my lips and and he wraps his arms around my lower back pulling me closer to his body. My hands wraparound his back and rests on his shoulder blades, and give him a nod.
He pulls out halfway and pushes back in. The tip of his cock brushes my prostrate, and I growl. It makes James moan loud.
"You sound so cute when you do that." I was going to respond but suddenly he is moving at a fast past and hitting my prostate with every thrust. I moan feeling an indescribable pleasure rushes over my body as James leaned down to kiss me. My nails scratch down his back as his thrusts get harder. We moan into each others mouth as our bodies work together in sync. I am lost in a world of pleasure, and before I know it there's a coil in my stomach I try to warn James. But too my surprise he already senses it.
"Just let go baby," he whispered in my ear, "Cum with me." With a final scream of pleasure, I am splattering cum on his abes and I feel James cum inside of me. He groans into my neck as he lightly thrusts into my body as we carry out our climax to its maximum. He kisses my sweaty neck breathing hard, and I am running my fingers through his hair, breathing in the same state. I kiss his forehead, and hold him closer. When he finds the strength, he gently pulls out and rolls off of my body, and then he wraps me in his arms and holds me to his chest. I snuggle into the warmth and smile when he pulls the blankets over our naked forms. I didn't know what else was going to be thrown into my life, but as long as I can have these moments with the love of my life I will work through them all.
Author's note: I hope that makes up for the months with no update. Just a few little notes I was going to make this chapter have important meaning on where I was taking this story next but when I realized how long it was getting and how progressing from hot sex to the next part would seem awkward and random, I feel it's be better to put it in the next chapter, but that brings good news, it shouldn't be too long before I update, Never let your imagination die, CrazyMary01