Cleaning out my closet

BPOV

"Where am I?" Fear was pounding in my heart. The last thing I remembered was falling to the ground and pain filling my body. Jasper fell next to me and there was a look of horror on his face.

I felt a hand touching mine and for a stupid second, I hoped that it was Edward. I had a strange memory of him telling me that he loved me.

Charlie was sitting on the bed next to me.

"Bella, you are in the hospital sweetheart. I need you to calm down and relax. The Doctor will be in to see you in a few minutes."

I tried to slow my breathing and calm myself down but then the image of Jasper filled my head again.

"What happened to Jazz? Did he make it? Oh, God! He is dead because of me."

Carlisle moved from his spot in the corner and sat on the other side of the bed.

"He is fine Bella. They should be releasing him in the next day or two. Two flesh wounds according to Jasper."

I relaxed back against the bed able to breathe again before the next horrible thought took over.

"What about Edward? Did James kill him? He was bleeding and in so much pain."

Carlisle and Charlie exchanged glances over my head and both of them grimaced before nodding.

"He made it out alive Bella." Charlie was holding my hand tightly now.

"Bella, the Doctor's didn't think you would make it. Edward spent the last three days begging you to wake up and talk to him. In the end, he couldn't take watching another person he loved die."

"What is going Carlisle? Where is Edward?"

"He went Rogue last night Bella. He has turned off all communication."

Carlisle looked at me and my gruff boss had tears in his eyes.

"Edward is on a suicide mission to kill James. He went on his own which means he doesn't plan on coming back. He is avenging you."

I felt a mix of fear and confusion.

"He hates me. Why would he end his life for me?"

"Bella, you didn't see all the looks of love that we did. Edward started falling for you months ago. He just didn't know how to handle his feelings. He locks everyone out in order to protect himself."

I heard a creak from the corner of the room and Alice stood up from the chair she was sitting in.

"He finally found someone he cared about. You should have seen the look on his face when he saw that video Bella. Edward loves you. Going after James is the only thing he feels that he can do now. He doesn't want to live without you."

I stared at her now wanting to believe the words I was hearing. Edward did care about me and know he was going to get himself killed.

I needed to get out of here and help him. He needed to see that I was alive. I started pulling at my IV line but Alice and Charlie managed to hold me down.

"You can't go after him now Bella. Rest and get better. Leave finding him to us."

I glared at Alice. The pain that was now ripping through my side told me that she was right.

"Fine". I huffed at her. "But you need to go and find him. He needs to know I am alive. He needs to come back to me so we can keep fighting together."

Alice smiled at me before running out the room.

Yes, I am back! With a final story plan