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So this is it...
It all started with a random drabble and here we are now.
I never though if I continued it, it would get where it is now...I never imagine I'd get reviews or people adding them to their favourites and whatnot...
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So, I hope you enjoy the last chapter and don't kill because of it...I love you all and happy reading...probably not but yeah ;)
"He didn't do anything, it was my fault!" Jeff stormed into the principal's office, the secretary walking right behind him.
"Sorry professor, he just stormed in," she tried to excuse Jeff's behavior.
"It's okay, Molly," the old man reassured the red-head. "I was going to call you anyway Jeffrey, please take a seat." He pointed to a chair between Nick and Kayla.
Nick was looking at his hands on his lap, while Kayla was looking terrified at Jeff. "No, I'll stand!" He walked behind Nick, grabbing the back of the chair.
Professor Johnes was used to Jeff's behavior in the past years, so he just ignored the boy and continued. "I presume you know why you're here," he started.
"Damn, I know. Kayla is being a bitch and spreading nasty rumors that I'm screwing the teacher!" The rumors were true but Jeff was too pissed at the blonde girl to even care. She couldn't just say that and jeopardize both of them.
"Jeffrey, watch your language!" the old man adverted. "And this time is just not a rumor, like last year with your French teacher."
"Of course it's not, it's a bloody lie!" He threw his hands in the air, his voice raising.
"Stop Jeff, it's not worth it!" Nick finally spoke, is voice low and chocked. "He knows…"
"What? Are you going to let them take your job because of one rumor? Because I won't." He practically screamed at the brunet. Nick looked up, his eyes full of anger, hurt and resentment. Jeff had to swallow the lump on his throat as he saw the brunet's eyes.
"Jeffrey, please look at this." The principal raised his arm, a cell phone in his hand.
Jeff angrily took it, a knot forming again in his throat when he saw the picture.
Kayla probably snapped the photo when the two of them were too involved in the kiss to notice her.
"You bitch!" Jeff voice was low and threatening, like a growl and the girl winced back in her chair, away from Jeff. "How could you!"
"Jeff!" Mr. Johnes called the blonde when he saw the look he was giving the girl. "Kayla had the right and obligation to show this to me. We can't have this kind of behavior inside these walls!"
Jeff looked at the old man, his mouth slightly open. "You can't have this but you can have a bunch of jocks betting the shit out of a young kid?" Jeff asked, anger boiling in his blood.
Mr. Johnes shook his head. "This is not about that, Jeffrey; don't try to avoid the question here!"
Jeff threw his hands in the air. "Suspend me, give Kayla a fucking award and a lecture to Nicholas!" Jeff started to shoot ideas.
Nicholas sat on his chair, his hands intertwined on his lap as he heard the blond vent out. He couldn't help but to feel it was his fault. If he hadn't slept with Jeff, this wouldn't have happened and he would just keep going with an innocent flirting relation with the blonde and keep his job. But no, he wanted more and now he was getting fired because of it.
"You are getting suspended Jeff, 5 days this time." The principal warned Jeff. "But I'm afraid that Mr. Duval is getting fired!" He looked apologetically at Nick, but the brunet wasn't even looking up.
Shit, Jeff thought. He had ruined everything, not only for him but for Nick. "I'm so sorry, Nick!" he choked out, placing a hand in Nick's shoulder, but it was shot way by the brunet. He quickly put his hand back to his leather jacket pocket, hurt.
"Can I go?" Nick suddenly got up. "Please?" he almost begged, his words indecisive. Mr. Johnes nodded quietly and Nick stormed out of the office, being followed immediately by Jeff.
Jeff was able to grab the brunet's arm in the middle of the hall. When Nick turned to him his eyes were watery and he choked out a sob. "No, Jeff!" he asked, jerking his arm from the blonde's grip. "Stop!"
"What! Nick I was just trying to…"
"Fuck you; you said it was going to be okay! That no one would find out!" he interrupted Jeff, the hurt in his eyes being replaced by pure rage. "I was right, I shouldn't have never got near you. You can't just fucking hurt yourself instead of others? That was worthless…You are worthless! Don't you dare follow me!" Nick hissed before turning his back on the blond, who was looking at him, astonished.
"That's what happens when you turn into a disgusting human being!" Kayla called as she walked by Jeff, who stood in the middle of the hallway, not capable of moving. "Guess you are assessing the sins you've committed. 5 days of suspension isn't enough. You should just leave! Forever!" She left the building, her words echoing in Jeff's mind.
The bell suddenly rang, the halls quickly filling up with students.
Jeff finally took a deep breath, realizing what just happened. Nick called him worthless. Kayla didn't want him here. No one liked him.
He ran through the sea of people into the nearest bathroom. Thankfully no one was inside. Jeff locked the door before running to the sink, grabbing it tightly by the sides.
He looked up at his reflection. His eyes were red and ready to burst in tears at any moment. His hair was falling awkwardly in his forehead and his lip ring was just starting to annoy him.
He grabbed a fistful of hair, tight enough to hurt but not enough to actually pull it out of his head, and started walking in circles, repeating what they had said, under his breath.
"Worthless. Disgusting. Worthless. Can't have that behavior here. WORTHLESS!" he screamed in anger, slamming his fists against one of the stall's door, making it swing back and hit the opposite wall.
He looked again at his reflection, taking his lip ring, hurting himself in the way, and throwing it at the mirror, making it crack slightly.
His lip started to bleed but he ignored it, finally sliding down a wall and sitting in the cold, dirty floor. He pulled his knees to his chest, burying his head in them before he broke down and started to cry out disgusting, hurt sobs, crying until he didn't had any more strength or tears to shed.
Nick entered the library. Blaine had told him that Jeff had spent the morning there, missing every class he had.
He felt so bad with himself after he left the school the former day, the way he treated Jeff. He just couldn't leave without saying sorry to the blond.
He looked around the bookshelves, finding Jeff in a table in the back, staring at the center of the wooden, round table.
His eyes were red behind his glasses, like staring into the table was starting to physically hurt him. He was dressed with an old grey hoodie, the hood of it covering his bright blond hair.
Nick sat in front of him and Jeff's eyes moved to him. "Go away." he simply said; his voice a little above a whisper.
"I'm sorry about what I said yesterday," Nick mumbled, twisting his hands on top of the table.
"Go away, please," Jeff stated again, emphasizing the last word.
"I was angry and I can't think straight when that happens!"
"Get the fuck out!" Jeff groaned, looking at the brunet threateningly, his blood shot eyes giving him a murderous look.
Nick was overwhelmed for a second before shaking his head. "No Jeff, you are going to listen to what I have to say!"
Jeff stared at him, looking for a crack in the brunette's expression, before he leaned back on his chair. Nothing the brunet could say would change what happened yesterday.
Nick took the blond's position as a "keep going" before he took a long, deep breath. "I'm incredibly sorry about what happened yesterday. I shouldn't have blamed you, when it was my entire fault. I brought this to myself and you didn't have anything to do with him." He looked at Jeff who was still impassively looking at him. "After I thought a lot about it, I know that it was worth it. You are worth it. You're this wonderful human being behind all those masks and attitudes, and that's the Jeff I like."
Jeff started biting his lower lip, thinking about what the brunet had said. So, Nick wasn't mad at him for losing his job?
Nick sighed, he knew the blond wasn't going to talk to him, but he had to say everything he wanted before leaving. "I talked to Professor Johnes and he agreed in not suspending you. As for me, I have to back away a bit. I can't handle this…" he gestured around him. "Now. Please, just, just finish school and forget about me. Just keep going with your life and forget what happened between us. Please!" It broke his heart in pieces what he had just said, but he would get over it, Jeff would get over it and both of them would be fine! He looked at Jeff. His expression had softened but he was still looking blankly at him. He sighed and got up. "Goodbye Jeffrey. Sorry for everything." He glanced at the blond one more time before leaving the library.
"I want you here…" Jeff whispered when Nick was nowhere in sight. Did he just let the guy he likes walk away from him?
Yes he did.
And how did he felt? Even more like crap than before.
He wanted to get up and catch the brunet, telling him how stupid he had been and beg him to stay, get on his knees and cry even. So why wasn't he doing that?
He would get hurt. Nick would really see how awfully broken and damaged Jeff really was and he'd walk away, just like everyone else. He couldn't get hurt. He had been one time with his parents. He wouldn't let it happen twice.
He got up and wiped the tears that were ready to fall. He had to stop this pity party. He walked away from the library and walked to his motorbike, putting the helmet on and headed to the dance studio he'd frequented in the last weeks, there was only one way to vent out and it was dancing.
THE END!
That's it, the end of this long ass fic...I hope you guys enjoyed it and I hope you stick around for the epilogue I'll post in a few days :D
I love you guys and it would be awesome to have some feedback since it's the last chapter :P
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