Bella POV

I cant believe I cant remember three years, I must have had a big accident to have lost that much memory, maybe it was something stupid like usual and I fell down the stairs or something, I hope it wasn't something embarrassing like tripping on something and my head landing on a plant pot or something.

The people I'm are all amazing, how could I have ever been so lucky to have friends like this, moving to Forks must have been the best decision of my life.

Emmett is really funny and after getting over the fear of him looking like he was going to kill me or bully me like how I was in Arizona because of his size, he's like a big teddy bear.

Rosalie is beautiful, I almost thought that she would have been one of those girls who think themselves so high and mighty but she isn't, she's really caring and nice, a lot like Angela they're both a lot alike, almost like sisters. Jasper is a little quiet but when he does talk he is genuine and nice, Alice is very hyper but fun all the same, when she talks its hard not to smile. Evan and Carlie are really nice too, the couples in this group are all just so perfect for one another its un-true.

Then there's Edward, my lord he is like a Greek god, he perfection, his body well no complaints so far, he's so handsome and funny and sweet and is amazing to talk to, he seems so genuinely interested when I talk to him and his conversations are really interesting too. I think I like him more than a friend, I wonder if I felt like this before my accident, I would have been a fool not to, but I bet he already has a girlfriend, there's no way he doesn't.

Right now we're in mine and Edwards shared room with the others and Emmett decided on after finishing our homework to play a game of truth or dare.

"Now Rose, what's your favourite evening meal?" asks Alice, I make sure to listen to all of these kind of truths because it tells me about everyone, I feel terrible that I don't know any of them any more, but at least this way I know and am learning.

"Chicken Tikka Masala" she says smiling, almost in a day-dreaming expression,

"Man what I would give to have that rather than this place's food" she says, from this we laugh in agreement.

"Ok my turn" she says, then spinning the bottle and it then points to me,

"Ok Bella, Truth or Dare?" she asks me, and me being me, I choose the obvious,

"Truth" I say,

"What's your favourite colour?" she asks, smirking possibly because she already knows but maybe wants others to know who don't already, they explained to me that Evan and Carlie only joined our group recently and they didn't know any of us very well.

"Purple" I say, from this she smiles and nods, then I get hold of the bottle and spin it, and it then lands on Ben, I smile at this,

"Ben, truth or dare?" I ask, he grins at this,

"Truth" he says, to be honest most of us have only said truth, hardly any of us have chosen dare, but probably because we cant really do anything in this place.

"Where did you take Angela for your first date together?" I ask, he smiles at this and when he looks to Angela she too is smiling,

"I took her to see 'Dear John' and then afterwards we went for dinner at a Chinese restaurant after I found out that her favourite kind of food is Chinese, and then after that we took a walk on the beach" he says, I grin from this, that is so romantic.

There's a lot of "awwws" from all of us after he's finished and we all laugh as the two begin to blush.

"Ok guys, its late we need to get back to our own dorms" says Jasper, we all look to the clock on the wall and nod in agreement as seeing that its ten.

We all say our goodbyes and then me and Edward are left alone,

"Do you want to take a shower? I was going to have one but if you'd like you can go first?" says Edward I smile at this, knowing that I would really love to have a shower,

"Thank you" I say after nodding, then I get a hold of my bathroom things and pyjamas and a towel, though it did take a little effort as I don't remember where I put my stuff, then went into the bathroom, locking the door behind me, not that I don't think Edward would try looking but its a force of habit, especially with what happened to James still fresh in my memory.

Edward POV

This is amazing, spending time with Bella is so refreshing, especially from when hanging out with Lauren and Jessica, my god most of the time I wanted to just shout at her to get a life, what with her moaning and complaining about her life and always trying to get money from me, but I never conceded to her wishes, never gave her money or anything, I almost killed her when I saw her once wearing my mothers necklace when I saw her going into my parents room, she was lucky I didn't get the cops on her.

Bella is so...good, she great to talk to, I can actually want to talk back and listen to her words, and she is so beautiful, she doesnt coat herself with make-up like those other girls in school she is pure natural, being herself, I just love everything about her, even her clumsiness I find is so cute, especially since I get the pleasure of catching her when she falls and getting to see her beautiful blush.

I swear I almost kissed her earlier when we went to get the kids when she tripped and I caught her by instinct, and for a few seconds we had our eyes on the others, and I almost kissed her, but with great restraint I stopped myself knowing that it was far too soon and I don't even know if she even likes me that way, I'd love to know if she did, god even the knowledge of her just liking me would be enough.

Lying on my bed I cant help but smile, I want to make her happy. But whenever I think about doing this I cant help but have the image of her being thrown onto the mirror.

I cant...I have to tell her the truth. I get my phone and text the group to tell them what I'm going to do, god help me I hope she doesnt throw a fit.

I get up and go to the dresser where we hid the broken mirror and put it to face towards my bed. I hope this works ok.

I hear the bathroom door unlock and see Bella come out in her pyjamas. I stand up straight and face her, she looks at me and smiles,

"Are you ok Edward?" she asks, I exhale from this,

"You might want to sit down Bella" I say, from this she looks at me wearily and sits down on her bed.

"Bella I don't want to lie to you anymore, I need to tell you the truth and I hope to god that at the end of it all you can find it in yourself to forgive me" I say, from this she slowly nods at me to go on.

"Ok, it all started when you first came to Forks and when you came to school. I couldn't stop thinking about you when I first saw you, you were – and still are so beautiful, it was untrue, I couldn't believe it, I just wanted to be with you, to know everything about you. After a week I finally got the courage to ask you. But...you rejected me" I say, looking at her,

"Because of what happened with James" she says, looking down, looks like she's remembering.

"After that happened I went to shit, I took drugs, I drank, I went with women, and I got the gang to bully you...I hate what I did to you all those years, looking back I hate the memories of the pain and misery I put on you. I was a complete asshole. And then...yesterday happened" I say, then looking at her now I see her with tears in her eyes, then she looks at me with confusion and pain, no not that look again.

"You threw me! You threw me against the...that mirror! How could you do that to me?" she cries, I stay where I am but put my hand up to the sides of my head,

"I swear on my life I never meant to hurt you, I was drunk, high – none of these could ever excuse me from what I did to you. But I just had all those feelings of rejection and pain flowing through me that I snapped, my god I never ever meant to hurt you Bella – never but I got out of hand I know that now. Please I am so sorry, I would do anything to make it up to you Bella – anything you name it" I say, feeling tears in my eyes, desperate for her to forgive me.

For minutes that felt like hours she finally looks up at me and exhales loudly.

"Stay how you have been these couple of days, if that is your true self, if not I want you to tell me now because otherwise I don't want anything to do with you, if your the kind of person I have had to put up with for the past three years, you may have begun to enjoy it after all that time" she says, I shake my head at this,

"No I didn't, I may have seemed it but I was always drunk and on drugs, but I...looking back at it I hated it, I didn't like casing you pain, but in some twisted way it was the only way to be near you or be a part of your life. I am so sorry, but please believe me when I say that this is who I really am, and I feel so much better, and being with you is amazing, I just...want to be your friend" I say, she looks at me with a thoughtful expression on, then finally she nods,

"I'll trust you, but if it starts again, from you or any of the others of the group – who I hope are truly who I have seen today and yesterday – then I am going to leave this place forever, move back to Arizona with my mum, and that will be the end of it" she says, I nod,

"What you see of everyone is who they really are, they'll probably tell you later, but they hated how they treated you, and I swear I will never hurt you again" I say, she nods at this.

"Lets get some sleep, we can talk more tomorrow" she says quietly, then gets into bed. I nod at this and after going into the bathroom to get ready and then turning the lights off.

At least she doesn't want to kill me, but I'll need to plead with her tomorrow to not tell anyone what I did to her.

That will have to wait for tomorrow.