Here's chapter 13. So guys at the end there's a scene that I didn't exactly want to write so I didn't and just wrote subtext, hope you guys get the point. This chapter is kind of short, and I know I've updated three times today but when I write I like to post.

When we got home the first thing Mary wanted to do was talk. I wanted it to be just me and her but she had made it clear Sam had to be there to, Sam was all for it. They took us to our room and had Cas go with Meg to the park and study, which meant they wanted him out of the house encase I exploded.

In our room me and Sam sat on the top bunk while Mary and John sat on Cas's bed. Time to figure out what all the secrets where for.

"So we met with your father.. and well we talked somethings over," Mary began.

"What kind of things," Sam asked.

"We've been thinking about it for a time and, well we'd like to adopt you," John said hesitantly.

You know that feeling when your flouting, like at any second you'll fall. That's how I feel now.

"Dean.. what do you think," Mary asked carefully.

I gulped, I didn't know what I wanted.

"So you'd be are real mom and dad," Sam asked excitedly. "See Dean, I told you we weren't to old."

I just blinked.

"There's more," John added. "Its an open adoption, which means you'll have frequent contact with your... birth father," He said slowly.

And I'm falling. I'm falling and I can't stop.

"No," Was all I could say.

"Dean you have no choice, unless you let us adopt you, you'd have to live with your father full time," Mary tried to explain, all I heard was my dad was going to take me away.

"You promised!," I exclaimed.

"Dean, I swear if there was another way we'd take it," She assured me.

I didn't want him back, I didn't. The plan was grow up. get a job and then file custody for Sam, not dad. He wasn't in the plan.

"We want him to spend some time with you guys and lay down some ground rules, we move slowly on your terms," Mary explained. MY terms where I wanted no part in this. But I knew Sam would want to see him, there was no way Sam would be with him alone.

"When do we meet him," I asked.

"We made some boundaries and until you and Sam are comfortable it will just be short visits to the park, or he'll visit you on your lunch break at school. Then when your more comfortable he could hang out here at you can go to his house. All supervised of course," Yeah that was likely.

"Can I still call you guys mom and dad," Sam asked quietly.

Hope filled there faces. If anyone was going to be our parents it should be them not him.

"Yeah Sam, we will be your parents as soon as we sign the papers," She smiled.

"Cas to," He added. She nodded.

"When," I pushed.

"Tomorrow were going to the park, if you want Dean you can meet him first," She offered. I nodded, I didn't want to but I needed to see before Sam did, so I can make sure he doesn't get hurt.

"Alright," I sighed. This wasn't fair not even a bit. I wanted a drink, so bad.

Everyone was asleep at last, I crawled out of bed and checked on Sam, making sure he was still asleep. Then I crawled out the window and climbed down the tree next to it.

I knew where I was going, I was going to make things right, I needed to talk to someone besides Sam and Cas.

The walk to Danny's house was a lonely one, I wrapped my jacket tighter around myself as a big gust of wind went by.

I made it into her yard and spotted her upstairs window. Any normal guy would just call. I picked a few small rocks and pelted them at her window until I saw her light come on, now I just hold my breath and hope its her.

She opened it, her red hair tied up in a pony tail, she was dressed in normal sleep clothes.

"Dean! What are you doing here," She whisper yelled.

"I need to talk to you, alright I know I screwed up but can we just talk," I begged. She thought a moment before answering.

"Meet me in the barn."

It was a lot warmer in the barn, so warm I was able to shed my jacket and not freeze. I sat down in the hay and waited, hoping she didn't just set me up. I waited until she climbed the ladder into the loft and sat down beside me.

"What do you want to talk about," She asked quietly.

"I'm sorry OK. I'm sorry I kept that from you and I'm sorry I showed up drunk," I apologized.

"Yeah you should. But I forgive you," She said quietly.

Suddenly I didn't want to talk to her about my dad, I just wanted to be here with her.

I looked at her, she was beautiful. Red hair pulled up into a pony tail, it glowed when the moon hit it. She was so pretty I couldn't stop myself when I leaned in to kiss her. Then I stopped.

All my life I've been pushed and moved around and left. Now I had John and Mary and Sam and Cas, and Danny every one I loved. Loved.

I loved her, maybe I'm just kidding myself, I'm only fifteen almost sixteen. I had no idea what I was doing but I know I want to be with her forever.

"I love you," The words just slipped out. Her eyes widened and for a moment I thought I'd made a mistake, until she kissed me. Again and again and again.

Yep well I hope you guys figured out the ending, I was at war with myself between not wanting to write it, but It still being important to the story. Trust me I know he's to young, and he'll figure that out on his own.