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Chapter 14: Bipolar
Kendall sighed as he walked down to the door. Carlos and Logan were out of the house on a small road trip thing. He had the house all to himself. He heard an insistent knocking. He opened the door and came face to face with James.
"James," Kendall said shocked to see the brunette.
"Is Logan home?" James asked.
"No he and Carlos are having a weekend to themselves," Kendall said.
"Oh right," James said nodding his head. "Can I talk to you?" he asked. Kendall nodded his head and stepped aside. James walked into the house. Kendall led him down the hall to the living room. James turned to Kendall.
"I want to thank you again for helping the boys yesterday," James said.
"It was no big deal really," Kendall said waving his hand.
"It was, you did better than I expected you to with them," James said. Kendall nodded his head biting his tongue. He had had years of practice in his old life getting Jake and Adam to get along. He then remembered something very important from his old life.
"James," Kendall said.
"What?" James asked.
"This is about Adam and it's a shot in the dark but do you think he might me bipolar?" Kendall asked. James opened his mouth but closed it quickly.
"I don't know," James admitted, "I've never thought about it," he said.
"I mean I am just asking, I don't know him that well, but he seemed extremely pissed at Jake. I mean he did break his nose and then he seemed to apologize easily," Kendall said.
"I've never really thought about it," James said.
"Well it's something to think about," Kendall said.
"It would make sense, I mean he does go to extremes a lot. One minute he's mad and the next he's happy. He's hard to read like you and I always swore you were a bit bipolar," James said.
"It something to think about," Kendall said.
"I will," James said. "I just really want to thank you for saving me the fight with getting them to apologize to one another," he said.
"It was no problem," Kendall said smiling.
"It's like you were really their father," James said.
"Yeah, doesn't show that I've only really gotten to know them these last two months," Kendall said. James nodded his head and looked at Kendall. Kendall felt the urge to kiss James once again. Kendall fought it. He needed to get James to make the first move.
"So," Kendall said. James stepped up to him and looked at him. Kendall sighed and threw caution to the wind. He pressed his lips to James' lips. James moaned at the contact. Kendall grabbed James' hips and pulled him to him.
Kendall pushed James over to the couch. He pushed James down on the couch and climbed on top of him. James's hands fisted into Kendall's shirt as he pulled the blonde close as humanly possible. Kendall moved his lips from James' lips to his tan neck.
"Ken," James gasped. He threw his head back as he moaned. Kendall grinned against James' neck as he worked the brunette's shirt open. James gasped once more as Kendall attached his lips to James' nipple while he tweaked the other. Kendall kissed his way down James washboard abs. He would have these much longer and they would damn near impossible to get back after the twins were born. Kendall placed a tender kiss to James' stomach.
Kendall continue lower until he reached the waistband of James' jeans. He slowly undid James' belt and opened his jeans. James breath hitched as Kendall slowly pulled his jeans own to expose his cock.
"Get on with it," James gasped. Kendall smirked and licked a line down James' cock. James whined and bucked his hips up towards Kendall's mouth. Kendall grinned and took James in his mouth. James cried out and bucked his hips up. Kendall grabbed James' hips and held them down as he bobbed his head up and down. James whined as Kendall slowly bobbed his head. Kendall was torturing James and he knew it too.
"Damn it Kendall just fuck me," James growled. Kendall pulled off James with a pop and brought his fingers to James' mouth. James took the fingers in his mouth and got them nice and wet. Kendall pulled them back once he deemed them ready and looked James in the eyes.
"You ready?" he asked as he place his fingers at James twitching hole. James glared at Kendall.
"I said just fuck me," James growled. Kendall shoved a finger into the brunette. James moaned and arched his back. Kendall worked James open and added another finger. James was moaning and Kendall couldn't take it anymore. He wanted to be inside James. Kendall pulled his fingers out and spit into his hand. He lubed his cock up and brought it to James' hole. "Do it," James gasped when Kendall hesitated.
Kendall pushed into James. James cried out in pain and pleasure. Kendall pushed in and stilled. He looked down at James. James growled and flipped them over so he was on top of Kendall, Kendall's cock never once slipping out. James then started to rock his hips. Kendall moaned and grabbed James' hips. James then lifted himself up and slammed down onto Kendall.
"James," Kendall moaned.
"You were taking too long," James moaned. He started to bounce faster on Kendall's cock. Kendall grabbed James' hips tighter and started to thrust up into the brunette. The two were moaning and groaning. Kendall felt the familiar feeling in his stomach. He was close and he knew James was as well. Kendall reached down and grabbed James' cock and pumped it a few times
"Come for me Jamie," Kendall said huskily. James groaned and let go. He came covering Kendall's fist and his stomach with ropes of his come. Kendall groaned as James clenched around him and a few more thrusts later he came.
The two laid there on the couch coming down from their orgasms. Kendall wrapped his arms around James on instinct. James shifted and Kendall pulled out of the brunette but they laid there still not wanting to move.
"Jamie," Kendall said looking up at the brunette.
"Yeah," James replied breathlessly.
"They're mine aren't they?" Kendall asked looking at James' stomach. He brought his hand down to touch it.
"More than likely," James said.
"James," Kendall said.
"I'm marrying Jett," James said looking away from Kendall.
"Do you honestly love him?" Kendall asked.
"I don't know," James admitted looking away from Kendall. He got up and grabbed his underwear from the floor.
"James forget him, I love you more than he ever could," Kendall said standing up and taking James' face in his hands.
"You had your chance with me and you blew it," James said looking away from Kendall. He finished getting dressed. Kendall grabbed his own underwear and slipped them on with his jeans by passing his shirt.
"James I love you and you just have to kiss me and everything will get better," Kendall said.
"A kiss won't solve anything," James said grabbing Kendall's hand and pulling them from his face. He pushed Kendall back and looked away from him.
"James," Kendall said standing up. James turned to Kendall and grabbed him and kissed him. Nothing happened like Kendall thought it would.
"See? Everything is still the way it was a kiss changes nothing," James said, "I never should've come here," he said starting for the door.
"James wait," Kendall said.
"You're living in the past Kendall. You need to move on, I have," James said. Kendall stood there as he watched James leave him.
Kendall had been so sure a kiss would solve everything. It had seemed so easy in theory, but James was right a kiss didn't solve everything. Kendall knew he had to find a way to get his old life back. He had been wrong with that and there had to be another way.
-All Over Again-
Logan watched Carlos standing at the window of their hotel. They had a nice view of the bay, but Logan was enjoying a different view. Carlos was in nothing but a pair of tight black boxer briefs. Logan licked his lips as he looked at the Latino. They had decided to drive up to San Francisco for the weekend. They had gotten a hotel room and last night they had fun just going around the city having fun. Carlos was like a kid in a candy story really.
"The view here is great," Carlos said smiling.
"Yes it is," Logan said lowly as he licked his lips. He couldn't help it Carlos was just so sexy. Carlos turned around and arched an eyebrow at Logan.
"Oh no," Carlos said once he saw the bulge under the blankets covering Logan's lower half.
"Come on I know the only danger you have now is popping your stitches," Logan said, "the baby should be fine," he said. Carlos walked over to the bed.
"I'm a little tired, we were out late last night," Carlos said.
"Then come lay down and let the doctor take care of you," Logan said wiggling his eyebrows.
"The doctor?" Carlos asked as he crawled onto the bed. Logan nodded his head as he sat up. He met Carlos halfway and kissed him. Logan moved them so Carlos was underneath him. "Pop my stitches and I will murder you," Carlos warned.
"I'll be careful," Logan said. He pressed a kiss to the Latino's lips. Carlos moaned into the kiss and brought his hands up to Logan's face. Logan grinned into the kiss knowing he had gotten his way.
-All Over Again-
Carlos giggled as Logan grabbed his hand while he drove. They were on their way home from their mini vacation. He was telling Logan a story from when he was shooting his movie. Logan was always happy to listen to Carlos. Logan smiled at his lover. He was always so happy. Logan loved that about Carlos.
"Litos, we have to be quiet when we get home though, it's late and Kendall might be sleeping," Logan said as his giggles got louder.
"I know," Carlos said.
"This was a fun weekend though," Logan said squeezing Carlos' hand lightly. Carlos nodded his head eagerly.
"It was so good just to get away," Carlos said.
"I know, you were right," Logan said. They pulled into the driveway and saw the living room lights still on. Logan looked over at Carlos.
"Kendall might still be up," Carlos said.
"Or he fell asleep in front of the TV," Logan said. Carlos nodded his head. They got out of the car with Logan grabbing both of their bags. He didn't want Carlos to strain himself. They both headed into the house. They made their way to the living room. They found Kendall laying couch asleep. They both looked at one another.
"Should we wake him?" Carlos asked.
"Probably," Logan said, "otherwise he'll be complaining tomorrow about a sore back," he said. Carlos walked over to the blonde and shook his shoulder.
"Kendall," Carlos said. Kendall swatted at his hand.
"Kendall wake up," Logan said louder. Kendall opened his eyes and looked at the two.
"Oh hey guys," Kendall said sitting up. He rubbed his eyes. "What time is it?" he asked looking to the clock.
"Almost midnight," Carlos said.
"How was you're weekend?" Kendall asked as he stood up and stretched.
"Fun," Carlos said, "we explored the city and had a nice hotel with a great view of the bay. It was just great," he said.
"It was," Logan said nodding his head in agreement.
"Well that's good, you two deserved it," Kendall said.
"How are Jake and Adam?" Logan asked, "have you talked to them since the incident?" he asked.
"No, but when I left there were getting along. You'd never have known Adam broke Jake's nose," Kendall said.
"What are you getting at?" Logan asked.
"Do you think Adam could be bipolar?" Kendall asked looking at Logan.
"I don't know, he could be," Logan said thinking about it.
"What do you mean bipolar?" Carlos asked.
"Well Adam seems to go from angry to happy and back just fast from what I've seen," Kendall said, "I was just thinking what if he had bipolar or something like that. I mean from what Jake told me they were great that morning before Adam broke his nose and then he was mad not that long after he left Jake," he said.
"It's a big possibility that I think about it," Logan said, "I mean most kids don't get diagnose because parents don't want to believe there is something wrong with their kids and it's usually caught in teens," he said.
"I was talking to James yesterday about it," Kendall said, "he said he never thought of it. I think he was too busy worrying about when Adam was gonna explode to think of why he was like that," he said.
"I have a friend who could help," Logan said.
"You'll have to talk to James, I have no say in the matter," Kendall said looking down at the floor. "Well it's late, I'm gonna go to bed," he said.
"Ok, night Kendall," Logan said. Carlos waved to the blonde as he walked away. Once they heard his bedroom door shut Carlos looked at Logan.
"Do you think Adam's bipolar?" Carlos asked.
"It kind of makes sense," Logan said, "it might just be mild too," he said.
"I never thought of that," Carlos said.
"I know I mean the boys always fought but bipolar never crossed my mind, until now and it kind of makes sense," Logan said. Carlos nodded his head. "Come on let's just go to bed," he said. Carlos nodded his head once more and they both headed up to their room.
-All Over Again-
Kendall yawned as he made his way down to the kitchen. He heard laughter and it was annoyingly early in the morning. He was wondering why Logan and Carlos were being so loud. The he heard a third voice and another laugh. Kendall's eyes widened as he walked into the kitchen. There sitting at the kitchen table were his mother and sister.
"Mom, Katie," he said smiling at the two women.
"Kendall," Jennifer said smiling at her son. Kendall walked over to her and gave her a hug.
"What are you doing here?" Kendall asked.
"Well we're in town for the wedding," Katie said.
"Yes and Logan was telling us you and James patched things up and you're talking to the boys," Jennifer said.
"Yeah," Kendall said nodding his head.
"Well that's good," Jennifer said, "so how are the boys," she asked.
"They're fine," Kendall said.
"Tell her what they did," Logan said.
"Oh, they got into a fight at school which ended with them going to the ER, Jake with a broken nose and Adam a broken thumb," Kendall said looking over at Logan.
"Oh my god, I knew they fought but I didn't think it got that bad," Katie said.
"What happened," Jennifer asked.
"Jake did something that upset Adam and it pushed him over the edge and he started yelling and then he kind of sucker punched Jake," Kendall said.
"They both got suspended for fighting," Logan said.
"Yeah and James is getting Adam tested for possibly having bipolar or something," Kendall said.
"Bipolar would make sense," Jennifer said.
"Dad?" Kendall asked. Jennifer nodded her head. "So it would also explain my mood swings too?" he asked. Jennifer nodded her head.
"Study shows that if one or both parents have bipolar the kid is more likely to get it," Logan said. Kendall nodded his head knowing that from his other life. The doctor had told him and James that when Adam had been diagnosed when he was thirteen.
-All Over Again-
Adam was sitting in his bedroom. James had talked to him the other day about something called bipolar. Adam had heard of it, but never thought he had it. He knew some people who had it and he was not like them. Adam would go to the appointment though and see what the doctor said. He wanted to know more about it.
There was a knock at his door. Adam sighed and sat up.
"It's open," Adam called. The door opened and Damien walked into the room.
"I come bearing gifts," Damien said holding up the books in his hands. Adam groaned as he realized it was the work he had missed over the last few days.
"How'd you get him to let you come up here," Adam asked.
"I told him I really needed to talk to you," Damien said.
"What you don't want to talk to Jake? Did you give him his homework already?" Adam asked.
"Not yet it's here," Damien said pointing to the bag on his shoulder. "I really wanted to talk to you," he said.
"About what I'm not the one you're sucking face with all the time," Adam said trying not to sound too bitter. He didn't want Damien knowing about his crush. It would go away over time and things would get back to normal hopefully.
"I know, but you're my best friend and I haven't been being fair to you it's just my relationship with Jake is new and I don't mean to ignore you," Damien said walking over Adam's desk and setting his home work down. He then to the bed and sitting down next to Adam.
"Ok," Adam said not sure what to say.
"I really am sorry and after you're ungrounded we should hang out," Damien said, "just you and me like old times," he said.
"I can't, I've got a date with Cooper," Adam said smiling. Cooper had texted him before he gotten his phone taken away saying they were still on.
"Copper? You're really going to go on a date with him? I thought that was all for show to piss Jake off," Damien said.
"Part of it was, but he likes me and I think I could like him if I give him a chance," Adam said.
"Please, he's a slut," Damien said.
"He is not, you're just trying to get me to hang out with you," Adam said laughing
"Ok fine, but we haven't hung out in awhile," Damien said.
"Well if you could pull yourself away from Jake we'd be able to," Adam said, "beside when I get off grounding so does Jake and he'll want to spend time with you," he said.
"I know, but we really should hang out," Damien said.
"We will eventually," Adam said nudging Damien with his shoulder. Damien bumped him back. Adam laughed.
"So after Jake and I go on our date and you and Cooper go out you and I should do something," Damien said.
"Totally," Adam said turning to look at Damien. They're eyes locked. Before Adam knew what was happening Damien's lips were on his. Adam's eyes slipped shut as he moved his lips with Damien's before he realized this was Damien and he was dating Jake. Adam pushed him back. "You're dating Jake," he said quietly.
"I-I should go," Damien said. He stood up and left the room quickly Adam sat there for a moment thinking about what had just happened. He wasn't sure what had happened. He had kissed Damien.
No Damien had kissed him. Damien had made the first move not him. Adam had not made the first move. What did it mean? Did Damien like him? What about Jake?
Adam groaned as he fell back on to his bed. He hated this so much right now. It was all so confusing. That was why Adam wanted to go on the date with Cooper. It would help him get over Damien.
-All Over Again-
Jake was sitting in his room looking at the ceiling. He hated being grounded. There was a knock at his door. He stood up and walked over to his door and opened it. He smiled when he saw Damien standing there.
"How'd you get past the warden?" Jake asked.
"Every inmate is allowed at least one conjugal visit," Damien teased. Jake laughed at that. "I brought you're homework," Damien said holding up his bag. Jake stepped aside for Damien and let him in his room. He left the door open not wanting to get into more trouble than he was already in.
"So, how's house arrest?" Damien asked.
"Horrible, he's got us cleaning the house. I'm doing the attic right now while Adam's doing the basement," Jake said taking his homework from Damien. He leaned in and pecked him on the lips in thanks.
"I take it he doesn't want you two working together," Damien asked.
"He broke my nose," Jake said pointing to the metal brace on his nose. "I mean I have to go to the wedding like this and get pictures taken like this," he said.
"God you're so vain," Damien teased.
"I am not, this is not how I want to remember pops wedding though," Jake said.
"It won't be that bad," Damien said.
"Oh it will me. The pictures will be there to remind me of this," Jake said.
"Don't you think you're over reacting a bit?" Damien asked.
"Probably," Jake sighed.
"You'll be able to take it off in no time chill. I mean soon you'll only really need to tape it," Damien said. Jake nodded his head.
"As much as I don't want you to I think you should go before I get in trouble for keeping you here too long," Jake said. Damien nodded his head.
"Bye Jake," Damien said.
"Bye Day," Jake said. Damien turned and left. Jake walked over to his bed and desk and sat down.
"Jake."
"Yeah pops," Jake said turning to face James.
"I just got off the phone with the doctor and he said by Friday you should only really have to tape you're nose. I made an appointment so he can take it off and check your nose and show you what to do yourself," James said.
"Really?" Jake asked, "in time for the wedding really?" he asked.
"Yeah," James said nodding his head.
"At least I won't be photographed with this big thing on," Jake said pointing to the metal brace. James smiled and nodded his head.
-All Over Again-
Adam was sitting on a small black leather couch with James beside him and a doctor in front of him. He was seeing Dr. Henderson to see if he was bipolar or not. He didn't want to be here. This man didn't really comfort him. He didn't like him at all.
"So, Adam," Dr. Henderson said.
"Yes," Adam said.
"Do you understand what bipolar is?" Dr. Henderson asked. Adam shook his head. He didn't really understand much of what James had told him over the last few days. Dr. Henderson went on to explain it was a mood disorder as well as a mental illness that if treated Adam could have a normal life. He told him what he would have to do and the meds he would have to take if he did have bipolar.
Then they spent the next hour with Dr. Henderson asking Adam questions about his moods and small things. Adam answered them as best he could but he didn't like that Dr. Henderson was writing everything down. This man just bugged him.
After they were let go James and Adam walked out to the car with instructions for Adam to keep a journal of his moods.
"I don't get it," Adam said.
"How will this help find out if I have bipolar or not?" Adam asked.
"Bipolar is a mood disorder. It means you go from extreme bouts of happiness to anger and you do tend to get angry a lot I just want to make sure you don't have it. I mean you did break Jake's nose. If you had hit him the right way…" James trailed off.
"I know pops," Adam said.
"You've got one hell of a right hook where did you learn that," James asked changing the subject.
"I don't know," Adam said. They walked out to the car where Jake and Jett were waiting for them. Jake was no longer wearing the metal brace on his nose just a strip of tape.
"I see you got the brace off," Adam said.
"Yep, it's healing good," Jake said, "the brea wasn't as bad as he thought it was," he said.
"Well, that's good," James said.
"So now we have to go home and get ready for the rehearsal dinner tonight?" Jake asked.
"Yep," James said, "you two will head home while Jett and I head over to the restaurant and make sure things are ready for tonight," he said. Jake nodded and he and Adam walked over to his car.
Ok who saw that coming with Adam? I had that planned for awhile now, but I was trying not to be obvious about it. Anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter. And as always please review and make me smile.
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