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Eyes Like Yours
Chapter Fourteen - Finally
BPOV
As soon as I got home from the hospital, I put Sammy straight back to bed, and then tried to get a few hours shut eye for myself. It was four am already and I knew that as soon as first light peeped into my house, I wouldn't be able to sleep for much longer.
I promised Rose that I would visit again as soon as I had finished my errands for the day. I had the day off but for the next two days I would be busy with some functions. I reminded myself that I would have to call Sue and see if she could watch Sammy. If not, I'd just put him into day-care.
So, after running my errands, Sammy and I headed to the hospital; making the promised visit to Rosalie and baby Violet. The whole time we were there, Rose whinged. Her pillows were too hard. Her bed was too lumpy. Her room smelled too much like disinfectant. Her water had floaties. She'd started whining about the food, but I managed to put an end to it quickly when I pulled out a small cooler with sandwiches and fresh fruit.
She pointed a perfectly manicured finger at me. "You know me too well. I love you," she smiled.
I shrugged, pretending it was nothing. "I just didn't want to sit here and listen to your nagging voice," I said as seriously as I could while picking at my nail.
Rosalie just laughed. "You're a terrible liar Bella, and even worse at trying to be nasty," she said. "You need lessons in being bitchy. And only lessons from the best. I'm going to teach you; as soon as I get out of this hole," she winked.
"Oh, I am so lucky," I mocked my thanks before erupting into giggles.
I spent another half hour at the hospital before heading off towards the grocery store to pick up a few supplies for my father. I had the privilege of running into Ms Thing while I was there. Her birth certificate stated that her name was Lauren Mallory. But because she thought she was gods gift to the world, a select few of us called Ms Thing. Or ass face. Take your pick. I know; that's immature. But she brings it all on her self.
So there I was, standing in the middle of the grocery store, trying my damned hardest to stop Sammy wriggling around in the trolley, while listening to Lauren blather on about unimportant crap. On top of her list was Tyler Crowley. She went on and on about how he was so hot, and that he had finally realised that she was the one for him. And then she started on the sex and how great he was in the sack. I wanted to laugh in her face and tell her to shut the fuck up. I also wanted to add that Tyler wasn't that great at sex. I did know after all.
Eww. I hated thinking about that feral night. I still don't know why I really did it. Maybe I was just bored. Its been six months, and yet I still gag at just the thought of it. I like to pretend that it never happened.
I let Lauren go on for another couple of minutes, before I finally told her I was busy and had to go. I let out a sigh of relief when I was finally left in peace.
"That's a crazy lady," I leant down and hushed in Sammy's face.
He giggled his gorgeous baby laugh. "Crazy lady," he gurgled.
I rushed through the rest of the shopping. I just wanted to get home and relax. It was then that I realised I hadn't thought of Edward all day.
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EPOV
I couldn't sleep when I got home from the hospital. I just ended up sitting around for most of the day. I went for a short swim in my indoor pool; thanking god that it was heated. I payed a quick visit to the hospital again and then went home and napped for a couple hours in the afternoon. When I awoke later on I knew I couldn't put it off any longer.
I needed to go and see Bella.
And my son.
I was extremely nervous by the time I pulled up into her driveway. I even sat in my car for a few extra minutes just to calm myself down a bit. To be honest, I was scared shitless. I'd never felt so scared in my life. This wasn't just your usual drama; this drama involved a kid. My life was never going to be the same again. But I was ready to let that happen. I knew I had to be.
I rapt on the front door a few times, and moments later, Bella appeared. Her face was blank, and I couldn't read how she was feeling. I didn't know if she was glad that I was there, or if she wanted to me to leave. But then her face seemed to register something. It looked a little like surprise. She obviously wasn't expecting me.
"I think I should come in," I said to her.
"Yeah," she nodded and stepped away from the door; leaving me room to slip in. She closed the door behind us, and led me through to the lounge area. "I'll make some coffee," she attempted a smile at me.
Sammy was in the room; perched up on a tiny pull-out couch. It had sesame street characters printed all over it. His eyes were locked on the TV screen; watching said show. But as Bella and I passed him, he looked up giving his mother the cheekiest grin. It reminded me of Alice, and the grin that she used to get everything she wanted. Looks like he'd picked up some family traits.
I sat at the kitchen bench, and while Bella made our hot drinks, I watched Sammy as he directed his attention back to the TV.
"This is the best time of the day," Bella smiled as she placed my coffee in front of me. "You wont hear a peep out of him when the TV's on," she took a sip of her own drink.
I was pleased to hear little tid bits like this. I needed to hear the small things like this. It would help me know him better. And hopefully quicker.
"I wanted to apologize for taking off the other day," I looked Bella in the eye. I wanted her to know I was being serious about this. "It was the last thing I expected and I just freaked out. I really am sorry. I never meant to upset you," I explained.
"Its okay," Bella nodded at me. "I understand that you needed a couple days to sort out your feelings and think about it all".
I had to laugh at that. "Honestly, I didn't really do much thinking. I spent most of the time crocked out of my brains," I told her.
I spotted a smile peeking out. "Did you fall down?" she asked.
"Probably".
"Did you vomit on yourself?"
"Most definitely".
"Good," she giggled. "That's what you get for drowning your problems in booze".
"I know that now," I sighed.
The smile soon fell from her lips, and I knew it was time to get serious.
"So Edward, why are you here? I need to know before I start getting my hopes up for my baby," she started. "All I want is what's best for him".
"I'm here, because its where I need to be," I began. "He's my son. And I'm going to be a father for him. I could never turn him away Bella. I'm ready to do this," I told her.
And I meant every word I said.
They'd never be able to get rid of me now.
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BPOV
I cant explain how happy I am right now.
Edward is here. And he's just told me that he wants to be there for Sammy. My son finally had his father in his life. It was all id ever asked for and wanted.
"You have no idea how happy I am to hear you say that," I smiled at him as I jumped up. "Do you want to talk to him?" I couldn't contain the excitement inside me.
"He can talk?" Edward asked me.
I laughed as I walked into the lounge room and picked Sammy up. "He cant carry a proper conversation yet, but he can talk," I sat down at the couch and indicated for Edward to sit down next to us.
I knew I was acting a little out of character and a little crazy. But I was just so damn happy.
"Hey Sammy, look who's here," I smiled down at my son; rubbing his cherub cheek. "It's your daddy," I said as I looked at Edward and grinned.
I didn't know if Sammy would really understand it all yet, but I hoped they would form a bond quickly.
"Hey buddy," Edward grinned as he took Sam's small hand in his large one and shook it. "He's beautiful, you know?" he added.
"I know," I nodded. He didn't need to tell me.
"How did you do it? How did you do this all by yourself?" he asked.
I shrugged. "I don't know. It was hard at first. All I could ever think about was that my child was going to grow up without a father. It got me down a bit you know," I answered. "But from the beginning and from the moment I had learned of his existence, I had loved him fiercely. My life suddenly had a real purpose and meaning. I had something to look forward to. I think that's what got me through," I was honest.
"You did good," he place his hand on top of mine and gave it a squeeze. "I'm here now, and I promise that I'll try my hardest to be a good father for him".
"Thank you," I squeezed his hand back.
Finally.
Things were finally going right.
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I asked Edward to stay for dinner. I called up and ordered a pizza and then the three of us hopped into the car and went for a drive to pick it up. I got Edward to stay in the car with Sammy while I ran into the pizza place to pick up our order.
I'd just stepped outside with our hot food, when I heard a deep voice call out to me. I knew that voice. I winced.
Jacob Black.
I spun around and glared at him. "What do you want? Are you following me now?" I snapped.
He laughed at me. "Oh come on Bella. Don't be silly. I just wanted to say hello to my good friend," he smiled.
Once upon a time I used to think that smile was friendly. But now I knew better.
"We're not friends Jacob. I don't think we ever were," I started walking away.
"You still owe me Bella," Jacob called out to me.
"Leave me alone," I hissed. "Just go away and leave me alone".
I didn't look back. I jumped into my car and slammed the door. I didn't look at Edward, but I could tell he was staring at me.
"You know Jacob Black?" he finally asked me as we were on our way home.
"Kind of," I shrugged. "His father is really good friends with Charlie," and that was all the explanation I gave him.
I didn't need him worrying.
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A/N : Eh the arrival of Jacob!!!! Hmm!!!