SAMS POV
I'm 6 months pregnant now and I'm looking in the mirror. My bump is so round! I bet she will be really cute, just like her (hopefully) dad Tom, ah Tom. God I wish he was here to hold me. Hugging me from behind and rubbing my bump. But he isn't. And it's all my fault!
If I hadn't had the affair with Ian, he wouldn't have been jealous of what I had now and he wouldn't have tried to shoot me and the bullet that hit Tom wouldn't exist! But I can't change the past. God I want to, but I can't.
I need him here with me. I'm so stressed! If this baby is Ian's, I can't keep it! Too many memories! If she's Ian's, I will have to put her in care. Tom wouldn't want that – he knows what it is like but I also know he wouldn't want to bring up a baby that isn't his. I will find it hard to part with my baby too. I have spent almost 9 months looking after her, she is mine. But if she isn't Tom's then I can't keep her. Like I said before, too many memories.
I am now praying for the two most important and precious things in my life – my fit, sexy, amazing boyfriend and that my baby girl will be his baby. I just hope…
THANKS TO SADIE (TAM4EVER) AND JESS ( ) FOR HELPING ME TO WRITE THIS CHAPTER.
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KT XX