Reita opened his eyes to find himself in unfamiliar bedroom. When he raised up, he groaned as he felt pain shoot through his body. He rubbed his aching head as he slowly got stepped out of bed, but then his knees gave out and he fell onto the floor. He forced himself to his feet and slowly limped out to the hallway. He limped a few feet to the bathroom and closed the door before looking at himself in the mirror. There was a rectangle line bruise from the corner of his lips to his ears from the gag, his lips were busted, hand prints were around his neck, hickies and scratch marks covered his torso. He turned around and looking over his shoulder, saw the same on his back. His left ass cheek had a light, but big bruise on it and his thighs were covered in dried up blood and semen. He tried to rub his entrance, but flinched from the stinging sensation. He turned back around and stared at himself in the mirror.
~~Yesterday~~
Tora kept squeezing the blonde's ass as the kissed, but finally pulled away and smiled.
"Have you ever tried bondage?" Tora asked.
"No. Does it hurt?"Reita asked.
"Only if you want it to."
"I want it to. Make it painful."
Tora's eye got wide. "I-I would have never thought that you were a masochist."
"I love pain during sex. It feels amazing."
"Then let's get going." Tora said grabbing the blonde's hand. He lead him out of the building and into his car. When they got to an apartment complex, they got out and Tora led Reita up to his door.
"Before we go in, you need to know I have a roommate." Tora said.
"I don't care."
The guitarist smiled and opened the door for him, but then they were welcomed with loud moans. Tora looked confused as he closed the door and walked past Reita to the first door in the hallway. He opened it and saw Shou riding Hiroto.
"The...Hell? Get out!" Shou yelled as he threw a pillow at the door. Tora slammed it shut and his body filled with anger. He turned and grabbed Reita's arm and dragged him to the bedroom at the end of the hall. He slammed the door, threw the blonde onto the bed, and started undressing himself. Reita quickly got rid of his clothing and sat up, but Tora pushed him down.
"You said you wanted it painful." He whispered with an evil smile. His eyes were full of anger and hatred and it scared the blonde a little, but he agreed to this. He wanted to feel some pain other than the pain of Miyavi throwing him away. Tora bit down Reita's neck, making him yelp. He raised up and opened the drawer to his nightstand and pulled out leather shackles. He raised the blonde's arms and put the shackles on, then hooked them to the railing of his bed. He tightened them until Reita whimpered from the pain, then he flipped the blonde over and grabbed a gag out. It was a red ball with black, leather straps. He shoved it into Reita's mouth, then made it as tight as possible, then he blind folded him and pulled the blonde hair.
"Is that painful?" Tora whispered. Reita shook his head 'yes'. "Good. Now on your knees."
His hips raised up as he got on his knees, his chest was still on the mattress and his arms were hanging above his head. Tora slapped the round ass hard making Reita moan. The guitarist grabbed the other's cock and started pumping it. The bassist began breathing fast from the excitement building up inside him. Tora climbed under him and kissed the limp cock, making it twitch. Reita shivered and moaned as he felt the mouth swallow him whole. He wanted thrust so badly, but Tora was the one in control, not him. The guitarist smiled when he felt the blonde getting harder with every stroke he made. When he found him fully erect, Tora pulled off and placed the metal cock ring on him. Reita moaned as he felt the cold, tight object go on him. The brunette got to his feet and slapped the round ass again. He grabbed a small vibrator out and placed it the blonde's entrance. He shoved it in making Reita through his head back and moan at the foreign object. The guitarist grinned when he turned the remote on high and Reita let out a pleasurable moan. The blonde shook as the vibrator was pushed right on his prostate.
"Oh, yes! Hiroto!" Shou shouted.
Tora clenched his teeth as he dug his nails into Reita's ass. He got on the bed behind the other, closed his eyes as he began jacking himself off and when he got hard, he slipped the condom on. He placed his cock at the blonde's entrance and waited. The second he heard Shou moan, he thrusted into Reita, making him moan and shake.
"Shut up!" Tora yelled as he slapped Reita's ass again. He timed his thrust to make it sound like he was making Shou moan. Reita stayed quiet, wishing that this was Miyavi inside him.
"Fuck Shou!" Tora cried out as he got faster. He started slapping Reita's ass, then grabbed his blonde hair and pulled his head back. Reita began moaning, he couldn't help it, the guitarist kept hitting his prostate.
"You like this, don't you whore?" Tora shouted before biting on the blonde's neck.
Reita moaned as Tora pulled out and then flipped him onto his back and slammed back in. He squeezed the blonde's neck and dug his nails into it. Tears escaped The bassists eyes, but was soaked up by the blindfold and he started to whimper. Tora slapped the blonde's face, but after a few more thrusts, he yelled out Shou's name as he came. He sat there and caught his breath before letting go of Reita's neck to let him breath. Then he started playing with the blonde's cock until his back arched up and he shook all over trying to cum. Tora threw the condom away before he started jacking himself off as he stared down at Reita twitching cock, the veins popping out, and it was swollen. He slipped on a second condom and positioned himself behind Reita again.
~~Back to the Present.~~
Reita shivered as he remembered last night. Tora fucked him in so many positions, he kept the vibrator and even added a second one. He didn't let the blonde cum until he was completely done. Reita held his hurting cock, rubbed his sore ass, and squeezed his eyes to get rid of his headache. He sighed as he used the bathroom, then he walked back to the room and searched for his clothes. After he changed he walked out to find Shou flipping through the channels and Tora was cooking in the kitchen. The singer heard footsteps and gasped when he looked over at Reita.
"Oh, my god, are you ok?" He jumped to his feet and rubbed the blonde's cheek. Tora walked in, but he couldn't look Reita in the face.
"You can take a bath if you want." The guitarist mumbled. "You're probably hungry, so I'm making some breakfast."
Reita shook his head. He looked at the time and sighed. "No. I'll be late for practice."
"So." Shou spoke up. "Go wash up and I'll help put on some make up."
The blond was too tired to fight back, so he called Kai and told him that he would be late, then got in the shower. Shou gave him a rag, soaps, a towel, and took his clothes to wash them. The singer walked out and glared at Tora.
"How could you do that to your friend?" Shou asked.
"I was just pissed and he wanted it."
"So. You still shouldn't have been so rough with him." The singer sighed.
"You shouldn't have slept with Hiroto." Tora snapped back.
"This is a physical relationship, remember? I can fuck who ever I want."
The singer gave a smile and left the room. Tora grabbed a cup and threw it into the wall. Reita got out, Shou covered all his bruises, which almost his whole body, with makeup to hide the bruises. He waited for his clothes to get done, then Shou gave him a ride to practice.
~~Studio~~
Kai sat in his chair spinning his drumstick, Ruki was working on a CD cover, and Aoi was massaging Uruha's back.
"Sorry." Reita said limping in. Kai smiled at his friend, but he knew something was up, the blonde's skin was a different shade.
"Are you wearing makeup?"Uruha asked.
"Uh…n-no."
"You're bad liar." Kai sad. "What happened?"
"Seriously guys, I'm ok!" Reita shouted. "I'm tired of you guys asking me."
"Then tell us the truth!" Ruki yelled. The blonde flinched, but looked away.
Kai sighed. "Leave him alone and let's get started."
Everyone got their instruments out and they started. Miyavi walked past the studio and made sure to stay hidden, but watched them. He watched the bassist play, but he saw that the passion was gone from his eyes.
'Had I hurt him that much?' Miyavi thought. 'He'll get better in time, Kai will make sure of it. He's better off without me hurting him physically and mentally. I hope that Tora takes care of him and makes him happy again.'
The singer smiled and snuck off to leave the band alone.
~~Week Later~~
Kai finally called break for today, so he and Ruki went out for lunch, Reita plopped down on the couch to try to get some sleep.
"Hey Rei?" Uruha had kneeled beside the couch.
"Hmm?"
"I'll be moving my stuff out tomorrow."
The blonde turned on his side and smiled at his friend. "I'm happy for you."
Uruha smiled as he hugged his friend. "I thought you would be mad."
"I could never be mad at you. Would you like me to help you?"
"You don't have to. I bet Miyavi would like to have you around as much as possible before we start our tour."
That name hurt Reita's heart, but he couldn't let Uruha see it. "Yeah. Well, I'll help you out tomorrow."
"Thank you." The honey blonde pulled away and walked out to join Aoi. Reita laid back down and closed his eyes to get some sleep.
Kai got some coffee as Ruki got some tea and they sat down at a table.
"I'm going to talk to Miyavi after practice. To see what's up with Reita." Kai said.
Ruki smiled. "Could we please stop talking about him?"
Kai looked down. "Sorry I didn't mean to make you mad. I'm just worried."
"I am too, but if he isn't willing to help himself, then how can we help him?"
The drummer sighed and smiled at the blonde. They sat there, chatting about many things from Ruki wanting to get a dog, to the tour schedule. Kai looked at his watch and sighed.
"We need to be heading up."
"Aww. I don't want to." Ruki whined.
"I know, but we have to."
The singer sighed, but tangled his fingers with Kai's and they started walking back. When they were almost there, Kai saw Reita walking down another hallway.
"I wonder where he's going?" He mumbled.
"What did you say?"
"Ah, nothing. Go ahead, I'll be there in a minute."
"K." Ruki whimpered and he headed back. Kai walked down the hall and followed Reita to a back door. When he opened it, he saw the blonde walking up some steps and out another door. Kai ran up the steps and opened it to find that it lead out to one of the roofs of the building. He looked around and saw Reita taking a long drag from a cigarette.
"What the hell?" Kai shouted, making Reita jump.
"Uh…Kai, w-what are you doing here?"
"What am I doing?" Kai said walking closer. "What are you doing? You promised that you would stop and here you are still smoking. What the hell is wrong with you?"
Reita laughed. "You know, you're the second person to ask me that."He walked past the drummer and patted his back. "Come on, we're going to be late."
Kai glared at him and quickly went after him, but Reita made it to the door before he could stop the blonde.
"What is wrong?" Kai asked. "I've been waiting for you to come to me, but I won't anymore. You need to tell me and I'll help you. I'll help you stop smoking."
"Just leave me alone Kai." Reita said walking on to the steps.
Kai got in front of him. "No! You're going to tell me!"
"I said leave me alone!" Reita yelled and not even thinking, he pushed the drummer. His eyes got wide and everything slowed down as he watched his friend roll down the steps and slam into the door. Reita's breathing hitched.
"Kai!"
~~At The Hospital.~~
Aoi paced around the room, Uruha held an unstable Ruki, Miyavi had came to make sure his friend was ok and Reita leaned against the wall avoiding all eye contact. The way Miyavi and Reita avoided each other made Aoi and Uruha know that something had happened between them, but they didn't want to discuss it now. They had been there all day and the sun was going down when the doctor finally walked out to talk to them.
"Well, he doesn't have any broken bones or head injuries, but he does have a sprained ankle. His left shoulder and wrist were dislocated, but wearing a sling for a few days will heal it. He's awake now if you guys want to see him."
"Thank you." Uruha said. Ruki jumped to his feet and they all started walking back, but then Ruki stopped and turned around. He glared up at Reita. Out of now where, he punched the bassist.
"Who do you think you are? Don't you dare go near him you noseless freak!"
"Ruki!" Aoi shouted, but the singer ignored him.
"This is all your fault! Leave! Get out of here!"
Reita eyes teared up, but he shook his head and walked away. Miyavi stood there with wide eyes, he couldn't believe the way they treated him. He sighed and continued to follow them to Kai's room, where they found the drummer looking out the window.
"Yutaka!" Ruki shouted as he ran to his lover. He sat on the bed and pulled the drummer into a kiss.
Kai kissed back and smiled as he pulled away. "Hey, I'm ok."
"But—"
"I'm. Fine." Kai said slowly. He looked around and his smiled disappeared. "Where's Rei?"
They were all surprised when he asked that.
"Ruki yelled at him and made him leave right before came in here." Uruha spat out, clearly mad at their singer.
"Oh, Ruki." The drummer sighed. "He didn't mean to. It was accident. You didn't have to yell at him, besides, he's not feeling well."
"What's wrong with him?" Miyavi asked. They all looked at him in shock.
"We were hoping you could tell us." Uruha said.
"Why would I know?"
"What?" Kai shouted. "How could you say that?"
"Has he not told you?" Miyavi asked and looked at their confused faces. "We broke up."
"Eh?" They all shouted, even Ruki was surprised.
"Yeah, last week I ended it."
"Oh, man." Kai mumbled. "I knew something was up, but I never would have thought that it was that."
"I saw him smoking." Miyavi said. "I saw him smoking and I slapped him. I said sorry, but I think I lost him long before that. I didn't want to hurt him again so I told him it was over and he didn't say a word as he left. The next day I wanted to apologize, but I saw him making out with Tora."
"Tora?"Uruha and Aoi shouted.
"Yeah, him. It made me sad. I felt so used and I just left. I haven't seen or talk to him since."
They all got quiet. Ruki felt like shit for punching the bassist, Uruha also felt like shit because he was moving away from his hurt friend, Aoi felt like shit for taking Uruha away from Reita when he needed a friend, and Kai felt like shit because he couldn't help the blonde.
"What are we going to do?" Ruki asked.
"We'll figure something out." The drummer whispered. "Will you help Miyavi?"
The soloist sighed. "I don't think that's a good idea."
"Well, try," Aoi spoke up. "if it doesn't work out, oh well. At least you tried."
Miyavi shook his head.
~~At Tora's~~
Tora was chilling, watching tv alone since Shou had a date. The guitarist was pissed and grumbling to himself.
"Damn him for choosing someone other than me. He knows I'm the best he's ever had. I can't believe he left me all alone. I can't stand thinking his with someone other than me!"
When someone started knocking on the door, he got more pissed because no one called to say that they were coming. He got up and opened the door, but before he could say anything, Reita had shoved his tongue into the guitarist's mouth. He pushed the blonde away.
"Fuck me." Reita begged. "Fuck me hard. Make it painful. Give me the pain I deserve."
"Whoa, whoa, Rei? What's wrong?"
"I know it was a one night stand, but I need it again. Please fuck me hard."
Tora gave a slight smile as he pulled the blonde and closed the door.
'I guess I won't be so lonely tonight after all and who else to take my anger out on other than this pain craving blonde?'
Tora threw Reita on the bed. "I'm really pissed off right now. Remember, you asked for it."
"I know." The blonde whispered closing his eyes.