Chapter 13- If I Fall-------(A.N.) Just so no one is confused….the italics in this chapter are Sky's thoughts. Ok?

What the HELL was I thinking?

"So Bloom. What's wrong with Sky?" asked Brandon, mid flight.

I'm an effin idiot to think that Bloom would like me! She's so beautiful…she lead me on, man.

"I don't know." Said Bloom through the tears in her eyes. She could cry here because the wind would be too loud for Brandon to notice and he couldn't turn around.

Uh I can still feel the sting of her slap. It feels like fire…man after I saved her too! Look at how she treats me…

"Bloom, you were the last one with him. You have to know!"

I'm such a fool. What do I do now? I can't do anything without her. I need her.

"Brandon, please stop!"

DAMN I almost hit that tree! I need to pay more attention to where the hell I'm driving.

"Bloom, come on! What did you do?"

But how can I? All I can think about is waking up holding Bloom this morning. It was wonderful. She's so amazing

"Brandon! If I did anything…it was for his own good."

Oh I have to pay attention. I know there's a cliff around here somewhere…

"Did you see him? He acted like Riven back there! Worse than Riven!"

Her hair smells so good! Her skin is always warm like the fire inside her…Man, I'm so in love with her

"Please—leave me alone."

But she doesn't love me. Why did I break off my engagement for a girl who I wasn't even sure loves me back…

"Bloom—"

Oh right, Brandon told me she loves me. Obviously he was wrong.

"He kissed me ok?" she began, as he turned off the bike and turned around to look at her with awe. "He kissed me. He kissed me so I slapped him." She said as tears covered her face and ruined her mascara. She got off the bike. "He kissed me so I slapped him and stepped on his foot with my heel." She fell to the ground. Maybe she really does like Riven…no so not true…I'll have to ask her what the— "He kissed me and I love him. And I hurt him. I hurt him, Brandon! But he's with Diaspro. As much as I hate her, I could never do that to someone. I love him, Brandon! What do I do? He'll never look at me again—" She could not talk anymore. So, she just sat for a moment, filled with anxiety.

… What the—AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!