After the service was the confession hour. I couldn't confess to anything and Mello noticed as I didn't line up. I gulped "was I doing something wrong?" my head asked. Mello then went in he looked relaxed I knew I looked the opposite. I had got a text from Misa right after the service that she sent the I found Kira tape. I was feeling like a bomb would be going off and I was the only one besides my friends.
I then left the house and sat on a tree. I wanted to scream out as I could feel an invisible timer starting to run. They were on the clock and they had no idea of the danger. Matt who wouldn't live to be twenty and , Mello wouldn't live to drink legally in the united states. It was enough to make me choke. Matt all shot up for going against a mad man, and Mello a heart attack thinking no one loved him.
I knew I was falling more when he was relaxed he looked happy. He deserved better than the fate that had been laid out before his feet. I wanted to change the fate but how? If I told him I would be thought of as crazy and if I told him that I knew things I wasn't told he'd hate me forever. I then slid out my other note book. More names were on it. I knew his name would be incompletely written on some notebook. I didn't want to think more about that or I'd suffocate.
I had my first test in class tomorrow. I breezed though everything but the algebra. That one I had to think on but this was a biology test. I was sure Mello would get pissed if I shown like Matt that it was a breeze. Maybe I could skip studying for this subject since science was my strong suit. I could tell him it was just my strong point. I let my brain review the biology facts till I was relaxed I said them out loud not noticing Matt coming down saying "I came here to get away from biology not to listen to it" I laughed at the unintentional joke.
"what you around too many girls for it to listen to you and stay down?" It took him a second and then he turned as red as his hair.
"god your crass for a lady. That's something Mello would say" I laughed at his words and indignation
"you gotta admit you walked right into that one"
"that I did" He said sitting down.
"by the way I had two older male guy best friends I picked up their humor" I then put away one of my notebooks only for the other to fall on his head.
"HEY!" he said and picked it up. He then started reading it. We were good friends really and I was done with one of the songs. He laughed. "you got it bad for him he'll need to cool down how about you have him teach you more fighting he seems to feel better" I blushed remembering out last one I had been keeping my body in shape by practicing for a while. However the memory helped chase away my fear of his future. I was going to change it.
We stayed there silent till I started humming wild fire before I saw a blond wild fire going at Matt in a rage. "MATT You were supposed to study with me!" he yelled in a rage. Matt didn't look up from his game as he flipped him the bird.
"no thank you, you are not my type" said Mello as a comeback he switched from you wish to ones like that. "maybe if you grew boobs I'd consider it" he said making me fall one the tree and landing on my back. I was not expecting him to say he was straight right in front of me. Tomorrow was going to be interesting.