Chapter 14 Cry and Scream

The rest was like in a dream. In a freaking nightmare. I found myself walking down the street, on the way home. I was totally messed up and could hardly see or recognize anything around.

I woke up of somebody hitting me in my face. There was a group of three standing in front of me in half a circle. Fucking street gang shit.

"Hey, are you fucking deaf? Turn out your pockets, I said!" one of them hissed at me and pulled me by my shirt.

I don't know how it happened. The rest was like as if I was watching myself from above. All the lights and sounds mixed in one and I felt as if floating around, observing my body, how it was spinning and swirling and kicking and punching and hitting and …

When I 'got back', I saw all three guys lying unconscious on the ground, bleeding. Then one of them moved. I lifted his head by his hair and smashed it hard against the asphalt.

It was a strange feeling, when I heard his nose crack.

Next thing I knew I slipped my hand into his pocket, then into each of their pockets, and picked out whatever was in there, their cellphones, Ids, some small cash, even keys. Then I spat at them and started moving home.

I felt somewhat better. I didn't kill them, and I wondered if it was the same thing Itachi felt when he was doing such to me…and to her…

When I got home I tossed everything from my hands on the sofa and headed directly to shower, keeping all my clothes on, even my boots.

I switched on the water and sat on the floor, back against the wall, feeling sour rusty metal-tasting cold water banging over my neck and head.

I was not afraid to be heard and I cried in full voice, tearing my skin everywhere I could reach, ripping at my hair, punching myself in my face, in my guts... I don't remember I ever cried like that. Not even when my parents died and got buried.

I was howling my lungs out until my throat was so sore I couldn't make a sound and only hoarse moans, now already laying on the dirty floor, sobbing and swallowing mouthfuls of this strange water and I didn't care.

On some stage I even considered cutting my veins to ribbons. You ask why? I wouldn't know. It was just too painful to live further. I didn't want to live anymore.

I laid like that for some time, then took off all my clothes, washed off my body and turned off the valve. Tripping and sliding against the walls on the way, I somehow made it into my bedroom. I searched with my hands in complete darkness until I felt cold metal of the bed posts. Naked and shaking I crept onto my bed and stared at the mattress with empty eyes until I fell asleep.

I slept the day and the night, then I woke up, ate what I had left from last time and went back to bed.

When I woke up the day after that I knew how to live further. There was just an empty hole now, instead of the pain, and I knew exactly how to fill it up.

I picked up the phone, one of those from the sofa, and dialed the number. I booked for myself a plane ticket. One way. Three days from today. It would be one day before Itachi's birthday. One day before my brother's birthday. I wanted to give him my last present. He would never see me again after that.

When that was done I started cleaning my home. And that was enormous job. I did it for two days straight. I scrubbed the floors, walls, threw away the crap papers and other junk. Then I went shopping and it took a lot of effort, time and... No nerves. I was doing it all gladly, thinking of my brother all the time.

I chose a music center and a cd-set of Vivaldi concerts that my brother liked and ordered it delivered to my studio within short. I asked for some advice and listen attentively to the recommendations of an event-planning agency. This would be the last time I would see my beloved brother.

I took my time deciding on a new watch for myself and some other accessories I would wear when meeting Itachi. A bought some hi-fi stereo and some unique furnishings along with some more essential stuff. Then I ordered a gourmet dinner from a fashionable a-la carte restaurant where my brother liked to dine. I bought endless amounts of flowers in bunches, mainly dark red roses, my brother's favorites. I decorated my home in black and red, just like Itachi liked it.

Then I packed my clothes into single small traveling case and took it to the airport together with some cash, documents and tickets. I left it all in a storage safe box, in the airport.

I came back home, showered and changed, then opened a bottle of Don Perignon and poured a glass for myself. That was it. I was ready.

I retrieved the paper I had brought from my brother's room, took a cellphone that still had a charger and dialed the number. A female voice answered on the other side.

"Moshi-moshi?"

I smirked and leaned back in the sofa.

"Hey, Mina-san. It's Sasuke, Itachi's brother. How are you?"

( I wish you were dead you fucking whore.)

She didn't expect me calling but found herself quickly and answered politely. I could picture the bitch smiling when she was talking to me.

"O, Sasuke-kun. It's very fine with me, thank you. Is everything alright?"

"I'm happy to hear that! Yes, absolutely. Everything is perfect. You know Itachi has a birthday coming up? I wanted to make a surprise for him. Would you like to help me with that?"

She hesitated. Then answered

"I'm sorry, Sasuke-kun. I would love to, but I'm full up with work. I'm not even sure I can make it to celebrate Itachi's birthday".

I cursed mentally. Of course you will celebrate his birthday, you fucking lying bitch, I thought. Fuck. My plan fully depended on her helping me. And I couldn't really blame the bitch for refusing. The only time we met was when I got home after my 'renting a flat adventure' and I said to her a couple of not so pretty words. Surely, she had a ready opinion about state of my mind. Tch. Whore.

However I had no time thinking about it now, I had to come up with a new strategy, urgently.

"Hey, Mina-san, I know we got off on the wrong foot the first time and I'd love to correct that. You know, I'm leaving Japan tonight, in 8 hours. This would be the last time we meet and I wanted to give my last present to Itachi and you...-"

I was speaking it all very honestly and It wasn't even acting. It was the truth.

"...I know how much he loves you." I added and waited for her response, holding my breath in.

She was silent for a short while. Then I heard her sigh. Of course she would help.

(If it meant getting rid of fucked-up and sick me for good, she would help).

We decided the time and she would come to my studio in two hours, as soon she finished her shift at whatever place she was working.

I put the phone down and tissue touched my upper lip. Two hours from now. Two hours.

Everything could go wrong. But. I had nothing left to try. I did not want to try anything more. That was all I had been living for up to now. It was all that was worth me living after that.

I kanpaiied with the bottle of champagne and closed my eyes, made a clunk.

I had candles lit up everywhere, rose petals scattered on the floor. Vivaldi playing on the background. I had attended everything to the tiniest detail. My clothing was black and red.

It was the last time I would see my brother. The last time. I wanted him to remember every single detail of this night.

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When the doorbell rang I jumped several centimeters up in the air, then rose up from the sofa and went to open the door, feeling absolutely calm and relaxed all of a sudden.

"Konbanwa, Mina-san", I welcomed my brother's girl in. She bowed to me and entered, leaving her beautiful accurate open toe shoes in the corridor.

I offered her guest slippers and gestured her to come in.

When she sat in the sofa I had a chance of looking at her properly. She was a nice looking girl, a couple of years older than me. Long hair, dark eyes. Slim and elegant. She suited Itachi well. I was glad for both of them from the bottom of my heart.

Mina was wearing a long black skirt and a high-collar blue satin blouse, with traditional blooming sakura branches as a pattern. Her hair was done up high and I noticed well-camouflaged and toned bites and bruises on her neck left by my brother.

I smirked. She noticed it and probably she thought I was smiling to her, so she smiled back at me.

I decided not to embarrass her any more with my silence and glaring.

"Can I offer you anything to drink, Mina-san? Champagne?"

She arched her brow and I saw a worried expression on her face, so I hurried to correct possible misunderstanding.

"Itachi is going to join us soon. I'm leaving shortly, so it won't take long. We could kanpaii before he comes, just for acquaintance. I really wish you both happiness".

I looked at her sincerely. She smiled back at me.

"Of course. Why not." She answered.

I got up and filled up our glasses, first hers, then mine. I smiled kindly when stretching my arm with her drink. She was smiling back to me. We kanpaiied.

She made a clunk.

"This is a very tasty Champagne" she said. I smirked and hit her instantly across her face.

She screamed and fell on the floor. I made one more clunk. She was on all fours now, holding her hand to her cheek. When her glass hit the concrete it shuttered to bits. The drink splashed and made a small irregularly-shaped puddle.

I stepped over it not to cut my feet on the glass splinters and approached her. She tried to get up but the kick of my foot in her stomach sent her flying into the wall. She started coughing and then screaming. I saw first blood over her lip.

I drank up my glass and put it back on the table. She was creeping up against the wall, shaking and embracing her stomach. I came to her in fast steps, grabbed her by her hair and dragged her into the bedroom.

She was crying and tried to scratch and hit me but I didn't feel anything.

I cast her on my bed, onto the new satin black sheets of my bed, face in the mattress. Then I unzipped, took my soft cock out. She turned around and tried to escape. I hit her again, then walked around the bed and took her by her chin and made her look at me.

"Mina-san. Listen. I will beat you now. Then I will rape you. Then I will beat you again. If you want to be alive when I'm done, be a good girl." She started screaming even more and fighting hysterically. I didn't even listen, was she agreeing or begging me. Tch. Like I care.

I ripped her clothes off, making sure I did it the most painful way possible, with that I hit her, in the stomach, in her kidneys, in her ribs.

When she went silent and laid like a soft useless rag I handcuffed her arms to the bed posts. Then I went back into the living room and drank some Champagne from the bottle. I took a strawberry and enjoyed it. I took one for her as well.

She was still unconscious when I returned, so I poured some Champagne over her head, she woke up and started vowing again and trying to break free. I stood in front of her, eating my strawberry. I put a berry to her lips.

"Eat. It's gonna start now", I pressed it into her mouth. She turned her head and spat it out. I hit her across the face. And she cried again.

"Please, Why are you doing this?" she pleaded while I was getting myself ready behind her, jerking my member up. I didn't feel horny. But it had to be done. For Itachi. I spat on my hand and continued. It didn't help. Then I remembered something.

"Mina, you will have to help me here. Come on, here is a lollipop for you" I pressed my soft member to her lips.

Before she reacted I changed my mind and instead punched her hard in her face. Her mouth and nose were bleeding properly now.

"Now we are talking", I said to her, seeing my cock waking up to life without her direct assistance.

Now it was the time for the show. I took several steps back and switched on the button on the specially- for- that purchased camera on auto record. My brother could make millions of gorgeous pictures for himself afterward. He would have something to remember about me.

I checked that the lightning and the angle was proper, I zoomed on her and returned back to my position behind her. She was crucified on my bed, legs and arms stretched. Everything was perfect.

I did it same as my brother. I put a rubber on and started thrusting into her.

"Scream for me" I ordered to her as I hit her in her back. She arched and screamed. It was not a fake scream and it turned me on. I continued thrusting faster and deeper.

"Scream more, bitch" I said and hit her again. I couldn't hear if she was screaming or not. Suddenly it became all like one sound, one light. I thought I couldn't even feel my body anymore. But I kept on moving.

Then this 'spacing' disappeared and I came back to earth, back into my body. I could hear her weep and vow, I could feel my thighs aching of all the hard work. Like that day with Akira.

Suddenly I got an idea. I pulled out and laid next to her on the bed, my member was pulsing and I was panting heavily and sweating. I turned her head facing me.

"Hey, Mina. Look at me…-" she looked. One of her eyes was swollen, her lip was torn and nose deformed, there was blood all over her face. She looked at me with her eyes full of fear, hatred and I don't know what more. I smiled to her

"…Listen, does my brother fuck you in your ass?" I asked her.

She spat me in my face and cried louder. I brushed my index finger of her cheek, spreading her blood down then I stuck three fingers in her mouth and tore her lip more.

"I asked you, bitch. Does my brother fuck you in your ass?" I repeated my question gently and smiling. She couldn't answer but she nodded.

"Good" I said and returned back to my place. It was hard to keep my erection up.

When I stretched her ass hole with both hands she howled so loud it hurt my ears.

"Come on Mina. This can't hurt you. My brother is bigger than that. And you love how Itachi fucks you". With these words I got in and started moving.

It didn't take long for me to climax. This was a new sensation for me. And I liked the way she was crying and arching. Like under Itachi.

When I pulled out, I took the rubber off and brought it close to her face.

"Here, bitch. For you." I poured the contents of the condom over her face. She spat and turned her head violently, still crying and screaming.

"Oi shut up, already. Shut the fuck up!" she got quiet.

"You want to live, bitch?" I asked her seriously. She nodded.

"Okay. Then all you have to do is call Itachi and tell him everything I did to you now". She looked at me shocked, her lips were shaking and teeth chattering. She nodded again.

"Can you fucking speak?" I hit her across her face again and she shrieked and said

"Yes".

I walked up to the camera, and smiled widely into the objective. Then I said.

"You see, brother, how much I love you? You fucking see it? It will your best birthday present ever. And you will never forget it. Or me." I giggled.

Then I walked out to the living room to get the phone. I dialed itachi's cellphone number and stuck the pipe to her ear.

"Moshi- moshi", I heard my brother's voice on the opposite side.

She didn't say anything first glaring at me scared and I had to kick her slightly.

"Itachi..Itachi.."

"Mina?"

"Itachi"

"Mina where are you? What's wrong? "

No it didn't go the way I wanted. I brought the pipe to my mouth, away from her.

"Hello, brother" I said to him, smiling and sipping at the champagne from the bottle.

"S-sasuke?" my brother's voice was confused.

"Sasuke. Is Mina with you?"

That was amusing. I sat on top of her back, bouncing slightly, risking to break her spine.

"Yes, Itachi. Your whore is here. I had a little fun with her"

Itachi was quiet. I almost could hear his heartbeat and he chocked out in the most scared voice I ever heard my brother speak.

"Sasuke, where is she? Where the fuck is she?"

I took a clunk then placed the bottle on the floor. I slapped the bitch in her face once more before answering, giving my brother the pre-pleasure of the game. I knew he liked to hear her scream.

Then I spoke to him again

"Where else, brother? At home, of course"

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N/A: Next chapter is the last one. I am bowing low to everybody who has been with me for so long and commented and read, and re-read, and commented again. Thank you, Guyz. I really appreciate your support and attention to my work.

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