Chapter 14: Trouble

Hidan was feeling good. Very, very good. In fact, he was pretty darn sure nothing in the world could possibly bring him down at this particular moment.

He had just had one of the best blood baths of his life. He'd killed tons, and mercilessly at that. His gun was out of ammo, he was covered in blood, and his smile was stretching from ear to ear.

Besides the fact that he had gotten out of having to have sex with Kakuzu again. Only a few hours ago, he was so desperate that his will had finally collapsed and he was about to break the promise he made to himself to not break the promise he and his partner had made not to screw up their relationship.

Hidan had needed a release, and with the battle, he had gotten one. Of course now Hidan should be worrying about what he will do next time but Hidan never really thought that far ahead. Hidan even felt good because of the bemused face Kakuzu had shown him when he had refused him sex only moments ago. It made him feel... in control. And he did like to feel in control. Then again, there was a part of him that really, really enjoyed the feeling of being controlledby someone else. But he just pushed that part of him to the back of his mind and decided to focus on the stuff that really mattered to him. Like... religion.

Just because he couldn't do the main thing he was required to do for his Lord Jashin, didn't mean he was going to give up on the religion as a whole. He would just work around his little problem. He decided he would go and do the thing that was second in importance under sex in Jashinism; gambling.

And he knew the perfect place to go and win a ton of easy cash. He just hoped the old bat wasn't holding a grudge because of all her people him and his teammates had recently murdered. Technically, she couldn't gold a grudge, since they had attacked them first! He chose to try his luck. If he made it into Kononhagakure, it would prove he would have good luck all night long. And that was a chance he was willing to take.

"I'm going to Konohagakure! Anybody wanna come with?" Hidan yells into the wreckage that was the Akatsuki hideout.

Wide blue eyes filled with surprise and bored black eyes look back at him. Kakuzu doesn't even bother to look up from his calculations.

"What's wrong with you, un!?" Deidara yells. "We were just attacked and all of us are beat up. The headquarters are destroyed thanks to those stupid Kononha. Not to mention Danna is hurt, yeah! And you want to go and hang out with the people who did all this?" He is breathing deeply as he finishes yelling, "Well have a nice time all alone, un!"

Itachi turns away solemnly. Hidan just shrugs and walks toward the door. As he is about to grasp the handle a boot hits his head. Hard.

He turns around while cursing and glaring at the panting blond with narrowed eyes.

"You're still going to go after all that!?" Deidara yells.

Hidan raises an eyebrow at the blond facing him angrily.

"Why wouldn't I?" He asks and places a hand on his hip.

"You are so selfish, un! You don't give a damn about anyone but yourself! Just go die, I don't really think anyone would miss you yeah!" Deidara screams then stomps away and slams his and Sasori's bedroom door.

Kakuzu finally glances up from his papers to see Hidan's reaction. Hidan's face is surprised for a moment but then it slowly spreads into a wide, unashamed smile. Kakuzu's eyes narrow. He watches Hidan turn and walk out the door without a word.

Once outside, Hidan begins walking toward Konohagakure while thinking about what his fellow teammate just said to him.

Selfish? He muses to himself. Ha ha! That's so true! I really do only care about myself. And I mean, why should I care about anyone but me? Who else matters? I'm the only one who's important...

He stops walking for a moment and scowls. If that's true then... I think I been actin' a little weird lately. Out of character...

He thinks about the subject he had been trying to avoid for as long as it had come up. Why he acted different about anything that had to do with Kakuzu. It unsettled him.

I've been doing things differently even since we fucked. It's like i've been tip-toeing around him, trying not to upset the balance. And... his eyes widen. I've been thinking about him... more than even myself!

He sits down on a bench nearby.

But that doesn't make sense. And it doesn't fit my character at all! I don't give a damn about anyone but myself! Isn't that what Deidara said? And he was right! Wasn't he? I don't even know anymore...

"What the hell!?" He yells. "If I only care about myself, then I should have been saying, 'screw Kakuzu, I want to have sex, so I'm just gonna do it, who cares if it's awkward for him if I want it!' But, now i've only been doing what I think he wants..."

Hidan is silent for a moment then he stands up and clenches his fists.

"That's fucking bullshit! I get the short end of the damn stick when I start fucking caring about people besides myself! Well I'm done! It's back to 100% Hidan time now!" He turns back toward Akatsuki headquarters and stares. "And I'm gonna start by getting fucked in the ass by my good for nothing parter!"

He smiles and practically runs down the street while letting the feeling of realization sink into his skin.

I'm finally gonna have sex! Oh Jashin, please let this go perfectly! If anything bad happens I'm gonna pop a cap in somebody's ass!

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