"Bella?" the voice said again coming up that stairs toward the bathroom. SHIT!
I couldn't think if someone were to find me here, whoever it was would send me to the crazy house so fast. "Bella?" the voice said again right outside the door. I had an idea!! I got a paper towel and mopped up the puddles of blood on the sink. I then jumped behind the shower curtain and said… "Hey Rose it's open come in, I'm just getting out of the shower."
"Thanks, Alice said that you weren't feeling to well. Do you mind if we talk?" she said with a small smile.
"Of course." I said what could Rose have to talk to me about…
"I'll wait down stairs." She said closing the door behind her. I heard her foot steps going down the stairs. I run out of the bathroom and towards my room. I change out of my bloody clothing into my pj's. To cover the cuts I wore arm warmers. I walked down the stairs not knowing what to expect to come…
"Bella, I heard what happened; I just wanted to say I'm really sorry." Rose said sincerely.
"Sorry for which?" I said while gridding my teeth.
"Charlie, why what else happened?" Rose said shocked.
"Edward dumped, and cheated on me with Tanya." I said sadly. Rose look soooo pissed. Like she would rip his throat out. She directed her gaze down and a tiny, knowing, sorry smile appeared on the corner of her lips.
"Bella, did I ever tell you the story of before I met Emmett?" Rose said looking far away remembering some life I was unaware of.
"No you haven't." I said my curiosity beginning to burn.
"Well before I meet Emmett I was in love with my ex-boyfriend Royce. He was wonderful. Until on day he got drunk and raped me and then after the rape he would beat me daily to remind me not to tell anyone. And to cope with the beatings I would do this to make myself feel better…" Rose said. She stopped for a short second and before I could ask what she was doing; she pulled her pants to about mid thigh. Their on her thigh were billions, way more I have ever done, cuts all over her thigh. In some areas it looked like it might spell something. I could only imagine what kind of pain she went through to make herself have all of these. I could feel my own cuts burn for some reason. It's like I could understand her pain with my own.
"Do you still do it?" I whispered. Just knowing someone else was like me made life more bearable for some reason.
"No, I found that by doing it I was just hurting myself more. Even after I got out of my relationship with him it still caused me pain to even think about it. Even after Emmett and I got together I did it for awhile. My brain kept telling me 'it's going to be just like Royce. He'll rape you too.' I would just be in tears everyday waiting till Emmett got tired of me. And everyday I would end up in the bathroom at some point hoping no one shows up at the wrong moment." She said and then looked up at me. Oh, OH! She knows what I was doing… I'm just like her. Or I am the old her.
"That's one of the reasons I was so mean to you on the first day. You reminded me of the old me and I didn't like it just knowing another soul is going through what I did. Even if I caused you even more pain by me being a bitch to you, just praying you would take me as a wake up call. But you and I both know that it would have never happened like that, you would have ended up in the bathroom, just like I was crying those silent tears so no ones would hear you." Rose said with tears glistening in the corner of her eye waiting to escape. I could feel the tears going down my checks too.
"How did you stop?" I asked wanting to know so maybe, maybe I could one day stop too.
"Well, I didn't stop on my own free will. Emmett caught me in the bathroom one day and made me explain the whole thing. I showed him all my scars and could explain each and every one. I told him my story waiting for him to run away screaming because it was too much. But he never did he helped me; I saw a physiologist and decided that I could do this. My life could be good, instead of a cluster fuck like I always thought it was." She said smiling to herself. I could only imagine Emmett's reaction to finding his dream girl in the bathroom crying while putting a knife to her thigh.
"How did you know?" I said really I didn't get how she knew sure she said I reminded her of her old self but that's no solid evidence.
"Well I wasn't positive until tonight. You left the bloody knife on the counter. And your hand has some blood on it." She said staring at my arm warmers.
"A tit for a tat." I mumbled. I pulled down both arm warmers to show my cuts. She stared for a moment and walked over slowly. She sat down next to my and hugged me, at that moment I broke down into sobs finally letting my secret go. Someone knows. I feel like a new person. I can't wait to tell Edward! Oh no. That bitch. My tears slowed thinking of Tanya. I stood up and started walking towards the door; I pulled up my arm warmers. "You coming?" I yelled back at Rosalie.
"Where are we going?" She asked worried.
"We are going to have a little chat with Tanya, and her manwhore Edward." I said calmly while getting into Rose's car.
We drove in silence until we got into the drive way. Rose turned to me looked me in the eyes and said "Careful, she bites." She said while shuttering.
"Oh, Tanya I would like to have a word with you!" I sung while coming into the house.
"Ugg I knew I smelled bitch." She yelled from upstairs.
"Come on down here child, my fist wants to have a word with your face!" I yelled again. "HEY WHORE GET YOUR SLUTTLY ASS DOWN HERE BEFORE I HAVE TO COME UP THERE AND GRAP YOU BY YOUR FAKE BLONDE DYE-JOB HAIR!" This made Tanya PISSED!! She almost ran down the stairs towards me.
"WHAT DID YOU SAY?!?!" She yelled in my face. Then she did the thing that set me off. SHE SPIT ON ME!!!
"TAKE THA BITCH!" Tanya yelled in my face. SO I grabbed her by her hair and pulled her down to the ground and started to pound her face. I could feel her nose crack under pressure. I could feel her blood coating my fist. That's when my brain made the click in my head. FUCK! This is might get me jail time. Oh well, already going might as well finish what I started. I wind my fist all the way back and With all the speed I can get I punch into ground? I definitely broke my fist. I look up to see Tanya with a vase. She throws the vase to the ground and picks up one of the shards. She starts to run at me and I am in a corner trapped. Crap. This is going to S.U.C.K! I get ready for the glass to impact somewhere on my body to hear Rosalie cry out in pain. She jumped in front of the glass. For me. Knowing that bitch just hurt my best friend pissed me off so much. I run at her and bitch slap the hell out of her face. Fuck. Jail time really worth beating the shit out of Tanya? HELL YES! I walk over to her to say this.
"If you ever touch me or any of my friends again I WILL make sure that my voice will be the last thing you hear. Got it bitch?" I questioned. She looked up at me and said this.
"I can not wait to see you get taken off in the back of a cop car bitch." She sneered at me.
"Acually, I believe I have a stab victim because of you and I can testify that you were waiting for Bella and tried to stab her and Rosalie being the hero jumped in front. We also have the Text-messages that you sent to Bella so that also counts as a motive. Wanting me to be to yourself!" Edward finished proudly.
"Fix my face and I will not tell a soul!" Tanya cried out after a minute.
Wait Tanya sent that not Edward so this could have all been avoided if SHE AND THE PHONE AND AND AND HE OMG!
"YOU LITTLE BITCH! YOU ARE THE REASON MY LIFE SUCKED YOU LYING CUNT!" I screamed at her. I was running towards her again when a pair of strong arms wrapped around me.
"I. WILL. DEAL WITH HER LATER." Edward said in my ear to me. Man if I could get my hands on her. What is actually in my hands? I look down to see a large and I mean LARGE chunk of her hair in my palm! I started laughing so hard tears came out of my eyes.
"What the hell is going on here?" Carlisle yelled as he came through the door to see his daughter with a stab wound. Tanya with a broken nose and a chunk of hair gone, Edward restraining a evil laughing me, with said chunk of hair in my hands. Oh crap.
HEYY U GUYS LIKE I THINK MAYBE I GOT A LITTLE CARRIED AWAY. Oh well, Tanya had it coming! I want to say BYEIES I'm OFF TO BOSTON!!!!! Let me know if you want Tanya to die in the operating room trying to fix her face!!! YAY!
Love your favorite author~~~~~ME!