Author's Note: Well, I don't know if any of you are still sticking with this one, but I promise to make it a little better. I have some plans for this story. This chapter gets a little lusty at the end as Donna and Harvey say good bye temporarily. Please read and review if still sticking with me. Thank you - Carebearmaxi
Everything I Own - Chapter 14
"Harvey, I wish I could go. I can't. I can go to work but someone needs to be here for Kenzie. Since we don't know how long the trip will be, I can't leave her in Gordon's care interminably," Donna said holding hands with her husband at the foot of their bed later that night after Scottie had called letting her know of what was happening with her side of the investigation.
Harvey lowered his head. He really did not want Donna to stay in the states while he routed through Europe looking for their daughter. He knew, in his heart, that their other two children needed one of them to be here with them. Especially Mackenzie, who being the youngest, still had lots of activities and schoolwork to be completed. The other issue that she broke her foot in dance class did not help.
"I know, Donna. I just want you to be there when we find her. She's going to need you," Harvey said tracing circles over Donna's knuckles with his thumb as her hand lay in his. He embraced her and squeezed her tight. It was not that he was afraid being alone without her in Italy, but they had been a "team" for so long that he just wanted her to be with him.
"She needs her father, too. Maybe right now more than me since he can be the fierce Papa Bear Mandy needs right now." Donna held Harvey tight. He was leaving in the morning and she wanted him to know how much they all had faith in him to bring Mandy home to them.
"Papa Bear? That's what Scottie called me one night when we were talking about children," Harvey said releasing Donna and looking into her dark green eyes.
"Whose children were you discussing and how long ago was this?" Donna ever vigilant about Harvey's former relationship with the petite brunette wondered sometimes if the spark was right would they fall back in bed together. Donna who knew her husband's issues with loyalty and fidelity better than anyone else always wondered if he were really tested could he stay on the straight and narrow. Harvey and Scottie were still physically attractive specimens in their early 60's and Harvey's libido never slowed down and she was pretty sure if Donna had been out of the picture Scottie would have been the first woman Harvey would turn to for consolation. Maybe this worry was Donna's somewhat latent insecurity about having to deal with Scottie on an almost daily basis again. She was not sure and she certainly did not want to begin a fight which would end with Harvey storming out of their home jaw clenched and hooded eyes.
Harvey kissed his wife on the forehead and strode to his drawers to begin packing.
"Oh, Rachel wanted me to thank you again for being the special prosecutor on Jamie's case. They will rest a lot easier knowing that the kid will be behind bars and getting help," Donna said watching Harvey open one drawer after another and throwing the items in his suitcase.
"There was no need to thank me like I said yesterday. I am just glad it was swift and just. Besides Jamie's is our goddaughter I would not have done less had it been one of our children."
"Harvey, say goodnight to the kids and say goodbye since you will have left by the time they get up for school."
"I will do that." Harvey said racing around looking for some item he wished to pack with him. He left their bedroom and then returned with the small white plush teddy bear that was a Christmas present to Amanda when she was a baby and sick in the hospital with pneumonia.
Donna just smiled when she saw that. At one time Harvey had told her that he was more sentimental than she thought, however, Donna thought he was just being facetious. Over the two decades they had been married, Donna knew that Harvey had been telling the truth. Still she decided to tease him about it to lighten up the ominous feeling laying between them.
"You're going to fight Charles Forstman with Amanda's teddy bear?"
"Yes, he's really a Gremlin. Give him a little water at night and he turns into a man eating polar bear," Harvey said smiling at Donna and holding the bear before putting it in his suitcase.
"Don't let Scottie see that. She may think you brought her a present."
Harvey came and took Donna in his arms again.
"Say, if I say goodbye to the kids right now, do I get my going away present?" He kissed her deeply.
"Only if I get mine first," Donna said blowing in his ear sending shivers down his spine.
He chuckled softly and swiftly left the room to say goodnight to their kids.
His first child he took leave of was Mackenzie. Since she returned from the hospital earlier that day with her foot in a cast, she had decided to reside in her bedroom. Harvey stood in the doorway and looked at her for just a moment. Again the resemblance between she and Donna was uncanny. She may not have gotten any physical genes from him at all. She was still his child, though, and he did love her just as much as the other two.
Mackenzie spotted him in the doorway.
"Dad."
"Kenzie, how are we doing?" Harvey said as walked over from the door and sat on her bed. He patted her cast as he asked.
"I heard that mom isn't going with you to Europe so you can find Mandy. I told her it was ok that I can take of myself and Gordon doesn't have to watch me like I'm a baby. I don't want you to go alone. I'm afraid something will happen to you without mom there."
Harvey smirked at his youngest child and said, "I'm a big boy, Kenzie. Mom doesn't have to protect me. Usually it's the other way around, don't you think?"
"That's not what mom says. She says you are own worst enemy."
"Well, mom is right in some ways. I assure you, sweetie, no one's getting me. I'm the big, scary Harvey Specter, remember?" Harvey said puffing himself up and scooting a little closer to Mackenzie so he could hug her.
"You're not big and scary, daddy," Mackenzie said holding Harvey's neck tightly. Mackenzie loved her father so much. She loved everybody very much. To Kenzie just like Amanda, the sun set and rose in her father's being. So she was very sorry to see him go even temporarily but she had faith in him just like everyone did to find her sister and bring her home.
"Well, that's our secret," Harvey said releasing Mackenzie and kissing her on the forehead. "Do you want me to sign your cast?"
"Sure. It would be an honor. You're the first one."
Harvey took a pen from inside his suit jacket. He had not had the chance to remove it since he had come home.
He signed Kenzie's cast: May you get all the "breaks" in life you deserve. I love you, Daddy.
"I like your play on words, dad. Did mom teach you that?"
"Do you think mom teaches me everything?" Harvey said looking at his daughter as if she was doubting him.
Mackenzie noted the sarcastic expression on her father's face and said, "No, of course not. I love you, daddy. Have a safe trip and bring Mandy home."
Harvey hugged Mackenzie tight once again and said, "Yep that's the plan. Love you and goodnight."
Harvey found his son in his room sitting at his desk examining a new bass.
"How many guitars does one guy need? What about a sax? I know where I can get one real cheap."
"I hope you don't mean my cousin's because Regina needs it for the band she's playing in."
"I forgot she got that new gig. Gordon, could you turn around? I want to talk with you."
Harvey sat on his son's bed and Gordon turned around. Harvey looked at himself at 18 although Harvey had never been permitted to grow his hair as long as Gordon wore his. Then again, Harvey was never a musician with a certain "look" to maintain.
"Gordon, I'm leaving in a few hours for Europe to help get your sister back. I just wanted to tell you goodbye and to take care of your mother and sister for me."
"Dad, I know. I will. I'm sorry Mom feels she can't go with you. I told her that I don't have many more games to play and the band isn't rehearsing this month due to some personal stuff at Harry's house."
"His mom and dad talking divorce again?" Harvey asked having overheard one or two of his son's conversations with his friend.
"Yes. It's not pleasant. That's why Harry spends so much time over here."
"I understand. Believe me."
"Anyhow, I just wanted to say that your mom will be going into the office for me as normal. So, I'm not sure how long the day might be before she gets home. You will need to drive Kenzie to school and get her back again. You've seen her boot, but the doctor told her not to walk on it before or after school unless absolutely necessary like when she has to use the bathroom. Also she will need help taking a bath. Just help her put the plastic bag on her cast and help get into the tub..."
"Dad, isn't Kenzie going to be a little embarrassed around her big brother for that? Don't you think that should be something mom should do?"
"Yes, but what if she isn't here? You know sometimes she works until nine o'clock. Oh well, I wouldn't worry about it. You're probably right. Just be protective of our girls, ok?"
Gordon got up from his chair and put his arms around his dad's neck who rose to meet his son's height and man hugged him back. It was only then that Harvey felt how great his paternal responsibilty was. Once a man who never wanted to delve into his emotions now twenty years later a man who was dreading leaving his family like a shepherd leaving the herd alone looking for that lost sheep belonging to the family. Harvey loved deeply, very deeply and he wanted to make certain that his son realized this.
"I love you, Gordo."
"Love you, too, dad. Thank you for Jamie and bring Mandy home." Gordon had said into the warmth of his father's shoulder.
After Harvey said his goodnights to his children, he went back to his bedroom to finally make love to his wife. He did not see Donna when he went back in there, so he escaped to the bathroom to shed his clothes and take a shower to wipe away the grime of the day and busy himself to be with his wife before he took the trip alone to Europe.
He removed his tie and shirt and began to examine his face and physique in the bathroom mirror. He did not think he looked too bad for his age. He certainly was a little heavier than he had been in his forties and his face was little more lined. His hair was a little more grayer and white around the framing his head but on top it still looked blonde. While examining his face in the mirror, two arms slinked around him from behind and just over his shoulder he caught a glimpse of his beautiful wife who at 61 was still able to command mens' attentions. Her red hair which he forbade her never to cut was still lush and red as ever except around the frame of her face behind her ear where no one could see unless her hair was tied up. Her lines around her eyes were a little more pronounced but nothing to detract from her beauty. Her body, though not as slim, was more voluptuous in those places Harvey liked best. He could feel she was unclothed behind him and her breasts were pressed into his back.
"Hey, sailor, are you just into port?" Donna asked him playfully.
Harvey turned around and laid his arms crossed around her at her hips which were nude like the rest of her.
"Actually, I have to set sail early tomorrow, but I think I have time for a little treat," Harvey spoke lowly and then kissed her opening her lips with his and exchanging their tongues which to Harvey had never tasted sweeter.
Donna helped him undress completely and she followed him into the shower for which had not been turned on.
"Uh-huh, not there sailor," Donna admonished him with a wag of her finger and a wink.
She led him out the back door to their spacious fenced in backyard to the jacuzzi which sat in its own gazebo at the far right of the yard. It was a chilly April night, so Donna put on her coat and handed Harvey his. It was dark, so no one would see that the Specters were going to take a late night soak in their jacuzzi.
Once they were sitting in the pulsating waters, Donna asked Harvey if he wanted the jets or just wanted calm warm water. He did not care either way, so Donna left the jets on and then decided to excite themselves crouched up against one and let the pulsating water pound on her clit.
"Mmmm, oh my, come feel this," she whispered seductively to Harvey who came up behind her and could feel the pulsating water coming from behind. He took his one hand and teased his wife's clit and then slid two fingers up into her as he moaned into her ear.
"Donna..." He kissed her ear and then while stroking her up and down in and out with his one hand he kissed her neck open mouthed and held her tight.
Oh my God, Harvey, you still got it thought Donna. She turned around fighting the quickening orgasm because she did not want it to end yet.
"Fuck me, Harvey. Right here," Donna said.
"Why, Mrs. Specter, you still know how to talk dirty to me," Harvey said with a smart mouth and instead of his hand stroking her clit in and out he entered her swiftly from behind to which they both gasped. Harvey had to take a minute and lean his head against his wife's back and breathe. He felt incredibly huge in her like this and he slowly teased her by coming out of her and returning to her wet folds slowly with increasing rhythm. The water splashing about them and the warm jets of water helping their rhythm.
Donna felt like she was crashing on the rocks of the shore. She quickly turned around and sat one of the benches and guided her husband back to her.
"Harvey..." Donna said in excitement and bit her lip as Harvey increased his rhythm again. He suckled her breast which he held just above the water. She hung on his neck and moved her hips to meet his shaft. He finally grabbed her bottom and leaned her against the side of pool and slammed into her. He was thinking how it had been so long since they had done something like this and how much he never wanted her to let him go.
"I'm cumming, Donna..." he said between breaths as he smirked and his wife held him tightly.
"I know, baby, just let it go. Oh...fuck me!" Donna said as she came and then Harvey a minute later as he had felt his wife engulf him. They stayed together for a few minutes and then when each had felt feeling come back into their legs they sat back on the bench where Harvey felt the need to stroke his wife's breast every now and then and she in return would stroke him hoping to make him erect once again.
"How long have we had this thing?" Harvey asked.
"About three years. You thought it would be good for Gordon to soak his pitching arm in it and Mackenzie her aching sore feet from dancing," Donna said.
"We've never done it in here, have we?" Harvey asked with a proud grin on his face.
"Well, that may be that we never actually had the luxury of time to do it in here," Donna said. "So I thought since I may not see you for a while that we should make love in a different place. So Sailor was it worth it?"
"You're goddamn right! I'm go glad you thought of this, Mrs. Specter," Harvey said releasing her and shivering from the sudden cold air hitting his body.
"Where are you going?" Donna asked.
"Come here and find out," Harvey invited holding his hand out to Donna to help her out of the jacuzzi. He swiftly picked her up in his arms and carried her back into their living room with only their towels covering them.
They lay before the fire in the fireplace ascertaining that both children were asleep.
Donna lay on her side in front of Harvey and Harvey lay behind her running a finger down his wife's soft lightly freckled skin.
Suddenly Donna said,"I guess we'll have to get the Jacuzzi cleaned in light of what just happened in there."
"Sure. You make that appointment first thing after I leave because I want more of that when I get home." Harvey kissed her letting it be known he was not finished for the night.
Other than the scintillating kiss Harvey gave her something else gave Donna the feeling they were not finished for the night. She took the sheet that covered her and cowering under it she climbed on top of Harvey so the sheet covered the both of them. She then dipped her head down and started to lick Harvey's penis until it was very, very hard. She encouraged him to feel her once again and then she climbed on top of Harvey's hips and the sheet fell away. All Harvey could see was his flame haired wife on top of him riding him as the firelight highlighted one side of her. He could see and would remember her messed hair, the sleepy seductive expression in her eye, her erect breast and busy hands as she leaned into him enveloping his stalk into her secret garden. He took his hands and held her hips down so she covered him completely. They rode together until Harvey spilled his seed one more time into and all over his wife. Then she did something she had not done in a long time.
She scooped his essence from herself and began to lick her fingers hungrily and said: "There's the going away present I was looking for."