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1. We've been dating for awhile now
Logan and I have
And it's been great
We haven't done anything
Really crazy yet though
We've only gone on dates
To the movies, dinner, etc.
And that's been enough for me
But I'm starting to think it's not enough
For Logan
2. Logan had been a little distant
Not about being with me
Just with the things we'd do
He was always trying
To jump my bones
Whenever we'd kiss
He's put his hands in my pants
I'd tell him no
And he would get mad
If wanted an orgasm that bad
He could just go to the bathroom
Whip it out and settle it with his hand
Instead of trying to get me to do things
3. And it was weird for Logan
Since he was usually shy
Minus sex
I wish he'd stop being a pig
And start acting like a good boyfriend
What was the point of us having sex already anyway?
I wasn't going to be someone who'll just give excess
4. I was in the pool
Swimming laps to stay in shape
Josh was on a run and would join me soon
Josh was an exercise nut!
And it'd be good to spend time with my little brother
I haven't in awhile cause the band was really taking off
Josh came to the pool and jumped in
We swam laps together and we got out
Josh loved lying in the sun
So we did that and talked about regular things
Books, shows, the band, his show, etc.
Then Logan came down
5. "Carlos!"
He sat on my chair
And put his hand on my leg
"Hey Logie"
"So everyone's going out tonight
And I was thinking that we could hangout
At the apartment"
"Well I'm going to hang with Josh
Since we have the day off"
"Oh…. I see"
"You sound disappointed "
"Well I just wanted it to be the two of us"
"Oh I'm sorry"
"There's nothing to be sorry for"
"Logan can we talk"
"Sure"
"Okay come with me"