Chapter 26
"Are you going to get off me yet?"
"No." I replied happily.
"Oh Merlin, did Ally tell you?" She asked.
"Yup and I've resisted a whooole day to hug you so you should be proud of me." I said, slightly muffled from her vibrant red hair in my face.
"Very proud of you, not so much Alice, she didn't even last a day." Rose muttered, giving up and hugging me back. I let go and walked side-by-side her down to the Great Hall where we were meeting the other girls for Christmas shopping and to buy dresses for the ball.
"Don't blame Ally it just slipped out when I asked if she wanted to be a part of my plan." I told her. She nodded.
"Ok fine but are you really that proud of me, finally admitting... you know what?" She asked, confused.
"Yeah! No one else will admit it, except Molly but y'know what happened there so... I tend not to count that one. So I love you now, and people I love get compliments, which is really just an excuse to tell you that your hair is really beautiful." I told her smiling kindly. She blushed slightly and looked at the floor.
"Really? I don't really like it. I have lived with it for thirteen years and lived around it." She finished laughing. i joined in.
"Well, I haven't and i can tell you that you don't normally see such vibrant reds in the muggle world, and it being curly just tops it! It's so curly!" I exclaimed, holding up a bunch of it to show my point.
"That's from mum, the one on the first frog card you got." She said.
"That must be where you get your beauty from too then." I complimented. She blushed more.
"Too kind Lils, it's gonna bite you in the ass one day." She warned pointlessly.
"I can't see that happening- Ooh there's my twin, i need to speak to her, i'll see you later yeah?" I asked, hugging her quickly and walking forwards to Lily who was walking with Al. "You owe me two compliments too!" I shouted to Rose, catching Al and Lily's attention. Rose just laughed and went to join her friends. "You!" I shouted, pointing to Lily. "Heeey Twin, I need to talk to you." I said when i caught up with them, putting an arm around Lily's shoulders.
"Hey Twin." She replied. Al sighed, looked heavenward and muttered something unintelligible. "What was that Al?" Lily asked, grinning.
"You aren't twins, where did that name come from?" He asked. I gasped loudly.
"How could you say such a thing? Yes we are, we both have, b-e-a-utiful hair, stunning eyes, both inherited from our fathers and the same physique, small but curvy." I told him tapping him on the nose and winking.
"I'm going to find my friends." He muttered.
"Oh come on Al don't be a kill joy!" I shouted after him. He waved a hand telling me to go away which I laughed at.
"He's hormonal, ignore him." She said making me laugh. "You wanted to ask me something Lily?" She asked. "Sorry Lilli." She corrected sarcastically. I wiggled my eyebrows and we entered the area we were going to meet our friends.
"Who is taking you to the ball?" I asked grabbing her hand and pulling her to a stop. She didn't reply. "Come on! Tell me!"
"Ok, but not now." She said, I gave her a questioning look and she answered hastily. "James is coming over."
"Say no more. Tell me later in the common room." I whispered quickly to which she nodded and scurried off. James hugged me from behind and kissed my neck.
"Hey sweetie." I said greeting him and turning around in his arms. He smiled at me and said 'Hi' back. "I'll miss you today." I said laying my forehead against his and closing my eyes. "It's been a while since we've been away from each other hasn't it?" I asked laughing slightly. He nodded.
"What do you want for Christmas?" He asked suddenly.
"I dunno, why? You didn't ask last year."
"Yeah but now your my girlfriend so it's different!" He moaned. I grinned.
"Get me some earrings, get me fake pearl drops, make sure their dangly but not fussy." I told him. "Then i won't have to buy them." I added grinning.
"Why fake?" He asked.
"Because real ones are extremely expensive and they look exactly them same, it's for my outfit to the Ball." I told him.
"Oh yeah about that we are going together aren't we?" He asked. I grinned and untangled myself from him.
"No, whatever gave you that thought?" I asked walking away. "You can't go with someone who hasn't asked you." I hinted. He sighed, rolling his eyes.
"I didn't think I needed to."
"Only joking James, but next time, ask." I advised kissing him on the nose and walking away over to Penny and Molly.
"Gonna go now you've walked at about one mile per hour, said goodbye to your boyfriend and talked to all his siblings?" Penny asked sarcastically. I smiled happily at her.
"Sure let's go!" I replied linking arms with them and walking down the never-ending path to Hogsmede.
Ten minutes later we were in Madam Nadina's Fancy Dress Shop, looking through dresses with only a few other girls from Hogwarts in there. We had all decided on main colours and were looking in different sections, occasionally bringing out a dress to show each other. I had decided on blue or light blue, Molly had decided on gold or yellow and Penny had decided on white.
"Oooooh!" Penny said lifting a dress out of the rack; it was a long white silk one.
"No." I said bluntly. She pouted but put it back on the rack.
"What about this?" She asked. It was white again, with a low v-neck and went up to her knees, it was alright but not worthy for a ball, which is what i told her.
"This one?" Molly asked, picking up a yellow dress that was a v-neck and had a bow at the front.
"Try it and see." I told her. She came out five minutes later, me and Penny yet to find a dress. Me and Penny both 'Urm' ed and Molly nodded in understanding going to take it off. Penny gasped loudly.
"Oh my. I love it!" She squealed pulling it out to show me. It certainly was nice; it was a short white dress that went half way up her thigh. It had many layers of fabric resulting in it being a slight triangle. The fabric had waves at the bottom, lined with red and dark pink thread. It was a sweetheart neckline with a red band going all around the dress, just under where her boobs would be.
"Me too! Try it on!" I demanded as Molly came out. She squealed when she saw it too and went back to finding a dress. I didn't see any dresses while Penny was trying her dress on.
"Urgh I give up! I'll help you and go back!" I moaned walking over to Molly and seeing one straight away. "This one is nice!" I told her lifting it up and shaking it enthusiastically.
"It's not really my sty-"
"Trust me, I know you'll like it one you've seen it on yourself!" She huffed.
"I suppose there's no harm, and you usually are right."
"I'm going to remember you said that for later!" I shouted after her. Penny came out; well I assume she did anyway from Molly's squeals. She came out running over to me and twirling around. It was beautiful. It was similar to Penny's; this one too had a sweetheart neckline and had a deeper shade of gold running around the dress in a band just under her boobs. The top part was glittery gold, the bottom didn't go as far out as Penny's but the material was the same but with less layers and it suited her perfectly, highlighting her big boobs and making her legs looks a thousand miles long.
"It's perfect!" She gushed happily. "I'm getting it; I don't care what you think!" She squealed running off. I didn't even say anything! I went back to my rack in search for another dress, which I wanted to be short like the other two's was. And that was when Molly came out. It was similar to Penny's dress; this one too had a sweetheart neckline and had a deeper shade of gold running around the dress in a band just under her boobs. The top part was glittery gold, the bottom didn't go as far out as Penny's but the material was the same but with less layers and it suited her perfectly, highlighting her big boobs and making
"Ahh your right! I do love it! I love you, I'm getting it!" She said quickly running away just like Penny did. And that was when I saw my dress - finally. It was the last on one my rack, how cliché and it looked quite similar to the other two's but I hardly cared. It was light blue, obviously, with a sweetheart neckline that was lined with glittery blue. The bottom was the same as the other two, but sort of in-between. I went to try it on and it looked great, making my legs look fab. I showed the other two and they loved it too so we al brought our dresses and we still had half an hour before we had to meet the others so we went to Honeydukes where I brought chocolate for James family who I wasn't so close to such as Lily, Rose, Al and Louis. The cousins I had only talked to briefly didn't get anything and the ones I was close to; James, Molly, Fred and Dom would get something else like Penny and Alice. We decided to go early as they would be there in only five minutes. We got a table and dragged another one up to it and waited. They only took two minutes and sat down.
"Hey James, Dom, Dana, Amy, Fred and Albus!" I greeted nodding my head as I said their name, ruffling Albus' hair; I know he loves it… even if he's glaring at me.
"Stop doing that!" Al moaned angrily.
"Merlin Al are you on your period?" James asked, laughing.
"Don't be mean!" I scolded hitting him around the head.
"Merlin woman stop!" James said. I raised both my eyebrows slowly.
"Woman?" I asked. James had the decency to look sheepish.
"Wuss." Fred commented so I turned to him. "Wow who said that? It was like a ghost!" He said unconvincingly.
I was part of a very big feminists family thus why the tradition started of the Greek Goddesses and why me and my family say Goddess rather than God. It's rather peculiar I know but… what can you do. We stayed there for an our or two before walking up to the castle in threes. When we got back to the castle and the common room I looked for Lily but couldn't find her so just sat down with the others in the common room. James had his arm around me and i was leaning into him. Penny had gotten used to sitting on Fred's lap so that's what she was doing it and they looked adorable.
"What?" Penny asked cautiously.
"You look adorable." I cooed smiling happily. They both sighed at the same time and gave me a look.
"Give it up Lilli." Fred said.
"Na-ah, not until you prove you're a horrible match like you say you are." I challenged.
"We argue all the time?" Fred offered.
"You only fight to relive the sexual tension." I told them matter-of-factly.
"True, I can feel the tension coming off you, it makes me horny I don't know how you can stand it." James commented conversationally. I hmm'ed in agreement.
"Ok well... what's the time?" She asked. I looked at my watch.
"Six. Don't change the conversation." I said.
"Fine, give us 'til dinner and we will give you a list of reasons to why we do not belong together." She said grabbing Fred's hand and pulling him to a different corner stealing some first years' parchment.
"Any other pair is free to do the same." I said to the group, no-one moved. "Ha! That means you know you belong together." And then everyone stood up and walked away. I pouted sadly.
"Don't worry Lils, they're all in denial." James said, holding back laughter. "I want to help." He muttered. I grinned brightly and stood up pointing a finger at him.
"HA I KNEW YOU WOULD COMMIT SOON!" I cheered happily. I ignored him when he rolled his eyes sitting down and counting down the hour until dinner when the would give their lists.
"Crap." I said an hour later. "Terrible excuses." And these were them
Give Up – Penny and Fred.
We argue
Give up we don't like each other
We don't look right together; I mean come on Ginger and Blonde- as if.
We are too similar
We're too different
Give up Lilli seriously; we're not looking for a relationship, especially with each other.
Loooove you.
Don't wanna be together- Albus and Amy.
We're too young to be thinking of love.
You can't pair us or we'll be an alliterating couple.
We're too different.
We like different things.
Come on this is pretty convincing isn't it?
As if- Dom and Dana.
We can make our own minds up about our love lives, no offence.
…- Scorp and Rose.
We are from different houses, the two that hate each other.
My sister hates you all. – Scorp.
She's too pretty for me – Scorp.
He's too kind for me – Rose.
As if Rose, you're too kind for me. –Scorp.
"Ok, like I said all terrible, except you two." I said pointing at Scorp and Rose. "Yours was more of a reason why you should be together. It's so adorable!" I cooed while they both blushed. "Fred, Fred, Fred… no words can describe yours. 'Were too similar' then 'were too different.' That's why you suit each other because you like the same things and hate the right things so you can have a healthy relationship, you're not supposed to get on completely or you would have nothing to argue about! You both are looking for a relationship, you moan about it all the time I'm not an idiot, goddess." I finished throwing their letter back at them with a disproving look. They ignored me and looked at each other, wondering, from my little speech. "Dom and Dana, I'm not making your minds up, I'm helping because I know you two are both too shy to take it into your own hands." I said throwing their 'list' back at them. "Alliteraters, first point is acceptable but not good. You both like the same things, don't lie, second point is just… no words, and how… how is that a reason? Ok I'm finished and none of you have convinced me, the only point was from the Alliteraters, so lets give them a clap. 'Too young for love' is what it was and now it's time for tea so lets goooo!" The ball was in a weeks time and everything was sorted, me and the girls had decided to wear ballet shoes with our dresses because we were going to be dancing on the stage and heels were not a good idea, our dresses were ballerina like… sort of and it matched each of our dresses. I was yet to see Amy and Dana's dress on them but they both showed me them off and they looked stunning, especially Dana, it was sleek and sexy, like her personality and Amy's was beautiful, a sort of princess dress, also like her personality. Alice's was a peacock style dress that also looked amazing and a lot more carefree than she normally is and I couldn't wait to see it on her. I also found out Lily was going with that first year I pulled out of her friends, Thomas Finnegan, who was apparently delighted to go with her. We were all counting down the days until the ball, all my MMLD pairs were going with each other, and Molly decided to go solo and have some fun, which I congratulated her on. Everything was going according to plan so all we had to do was wait…
-oooo-
"You look beautiful." He whispered, his voice echoing slightly around the Entrance Hall.
"You don't look too bad yourself, Potter." I teased back smiling happily at him as he enveloped me in a hug.
"I think you look a far sight better than I do." He argued.
"If you say so." I said grinning. He laughed, kissing my cheek.
"And of course, Penny and Molly you both look amazing!" He complimented, they both rolled their eyes, Penny taking Fred's arm and Molly holding hands with Ally, them deciding together… as friends though.
"I can hear the stories now," I exclaimed, drawing the group's eyes to me. "Cheated girls find solace in one another in a lesbian experience to remember." I told them grinning, Alice and Molly laughed but didn't let go.
"They can think what they want." Molly told me laughing and opening the doors. And my, my did they have some stories… but that's for later. When we go to the makeshift stage, which we did easily as we were ten minutes early to set everything up, I pouted sadly at James.
"See you then, I'll save you… ten dances, and if I don't comply… well, the punishment is you're to decide." I told him winking and poking him lightly in the chest. He grinned and captured my finger in his hand, brining it up for him to kiss.
"See you later, love." He replied waving and walking off. The stage was only about ten inches off the floor, with a left and a right wing, which had deep purple, velvet curtains, it was a typical stage with a wooden floor and instruments all along the edge including a drum set, two guitars, a violin, a piano and a six-set keyboard and of course one microphone at the front, with three more backstage in the right wing. I gasped at it, it was amazing. I ran up the couple of stairs at the side, leading to the stage and span around a few times in the middle laughing to myself.
"Lils?" I heard Penny ask.
"This has honestly been my dream for… well Goddess knows how long… being on stage, even if it is at school, I'm sure its about how far I'm gonna get to the real stage, performing my own songs…" I tailed of sadly. I suddenly perked up and went to check backstage, leaving Penny behind, watching me run away.
-oooo-
Everyone was pretty much on time, but even if they weren't, we had a schedule. Amy was due to sing five songs, not all at once but through the night. Neville, the week before had changed the curfew for the first and second years allowing them to stay up until eleven, he was mostly taking over Headmaster duties which no one, except me from our meetings knew why. Minnie was growing ill and was taking more and more time off, Neville assured me it wasn't serious and she would be back on her feet in time, but I had my doubts. Everyone who entered gasped at the hall, which was also decorated in elaborate decorations, including twelve giant Christmas trees with those little pixies that gave out light also lots of the wizarding world's mistletoe, holly and other festive plants and leafs. It looked beautiful. The rest of the group waited backstage as I walked out on stage to the front. I moved the microphone stand so it rested near my lips and smiled at the crowd. I tapped the microphone to get the Hall's attention; everyone was silent and looked up at me.
"Hello everyone and welcome to the – these microphones are weird." I said, interrupting myself looking at it weirdly. I sighed and shook my head. "The Christmas Ball!" Everyone whooped and cheered and I waited til it was silent before starting again. "We'll be singing a number of songs throughout the evening until ten then at which point, like it said on the poster, ten until midnight you lot will be singing songs in… not a karaoke because we've already heard the songs but… make up your own word there isn't one. Anyway, you can dedicate your songs, that's always fun, and there are some we haven't heard already but yeah. Ooh also you can ask us to sing songs I forgot about that… ok now that I have talked you through the three minutes until we were due to start… lets start! First a song from Muggle, Christina Perri performed by me and Ally. Two guesses who this is for." I finished sarcastically, picking up the microphone and dragging it off stage. "Oh yeah it's slow so find your dates." I added quickly, moving over to the violin and bringing it forwards, towards the piano where Ally would be playing I gave her a quick smile before she pressed down a chord on the piano and the song started.
A: No I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
and don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most – I put the violin to my chin and started playing-
I learned to live, half-alive
and now you want me one more time
and who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
Both: I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I've learned to live, half-alive
Now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
A: Dear, it took so long
Just to feel alright
Remember how to put back
The light in my eyes
I wish I had missed
The first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back you don't get to get me back
– She shook the head violently, tears threatening to fall-
Both: Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
A: You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
She finished, slouching back in her seat and blowing out her breath loudly, smiling at the applause. I went backstage after putting the violin back.
"You two are up." I muttered as I walked past. They both ran on stage energetically as the music to 'Beautiful Liars' started. I questioned their songs choice but decided that if they wanted to sing it, why not. Though I did find it quite funny. "Ally wait up!" I shouted as she started to walk quickly to the back of the wing. She stopped but didn't turn around. "I forgot to tell you something." I told her. She sniffled.
"What?" She asked, her voice sounding choked.
"You should've thought about the lyrics and imagined Harry singing them to Voldemort." I told her grinning. She turned around.
"Harry who?"
"Harry Potter, who else?" I asked. She looked amused.
"Oh so you're on first names with him now are you?" She asked, laughing. I tilted my head up and looked down at her jokingly.
"Why yes I am, me and Hazza are close companions." At that she burst out laughing.
"Hazza?" She managed to choke out. I grinned.
"It just came to me." I told her smiling. "You really do need to get over him, Molly has." I told her. She instantly sobered up and started walking to the steps leading to the floor. I followed her to the drinks table and listened to her as I poured myself some pumpkin juice.
"She's not as over him as you seem to think you know." She told me in a muted whisper. "You don't see her in Ancient Runes… they still sit next to each other you know, the teacher wouldn't let her move. Every lesson he pleads for her to forgive him. It's horrible to watch, I would say I'm a lot better off than she is. I only get upset when it's brought up she's always upset, but I can see why, she did like him a lot and was defiantly nearing loving him." She told me quietly.
"Does she love him?" I asked after I finished my drink. She stayed silent until we got back up on the stage.
"No, I don't think she does but I can imagine soon she will crumble, your not always around and he takes advantage of that, every moment you or James or Fred etc aren't around her pounces on her, he even tried blaming it on her once but that didn't help." She told me to my shock.
"What? How?" I asked. Concern clear on my face.
"He told her that if she wasn't such a lousy kiss he wouldn't've had to cheat, he also said that if she paid more attention to him. You know… there were a lot of lousy reasons but she wasn't –isn't that stupid… well I hope, I can see she can- oh crap," She said hurrying to finis as the song ended. "I can see she's starting to forgive him because he- he-isn't-talking-to-me-or-Bindle." She whispered quickly so I could only just understand her. She smiled as they came backstage.
"What's up guys?" Penny asked, seeing my face. I forced a smile.
"Nothing." I said, walking on stage to perform my half exaggerated half complete truth song. The others followed me, Penny and Molly going to the guitars while Ally went to the drums at the back. I tried to not let my thoughts worry me as the music started; I put on a sly grin and started to sing.
L: Ah, ah ah
you're so good to me baby, baby – I pointed to the crowd-
I wanna lock you up in my closet when no one's around
-Bounced on the balls of my feet-
I wanna put your hand in my pocket because you're allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound
–I blew a kiss to the audience-
I wanna stay this way forever I'll say it loud
Now you're in, and you can't get out – I shook my head-
[Chorus]
You make me so hot – I pointed to myself-
Make me wanna drop
It's so ridiculous-I shook my head-
I can barely stop – I pointed to myself-
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream – I clutched the air-
You're so fabulous – I pointed to the crowd-
You're so good to me baby, baby
-I put my hands on my hips and swayed the to the music-
You're so good to me baby, baby
I can make you feel all better, just take it in – I pointed to myself-
And I can show you all the places you've never been – I shook my finger-
And I can make you say everything that you've never said
-I scanned the crowd with my hands-
And I will let you do anything again and again
Now you're in, and you can't get out – is hook my head, grinning-
[Chorus]
Kiss me gently
Always I know
Hold me, love me –I hugged myself and swayed to the music-
Don't ever go
Ooh, yeah yeah
[Chorus X2]
I finished with a grin and made my way off stage for Penny to sing a song by Beyonce. I went to find James.
"Guess who?" I sung, covering his eyes and grinning.
"Hey love." He replied turning round and pecking me on the cheek.
"Merlin you two are so gross…" Fred exclaimed. "And cheesy." He commented as an afterthought.
"Nice song." James said smirking, ignoring Fred who rolled his eyes and went off to find "Better company" than us "two lovebirds" as he phrased.
"I know wasn't it?" I asked smugly.
"Who was it about?" He asked, grinning and throwing an arm around my shoulder. I pretended to think.
"Hmmm…. I don't know." I teased grinning.
"Meany, you know you love me." He grinned.
"I do love you, more than you do me."
"Not possible." He commented before pulling me into a deep snog.
The night went on like that mostly; us lot singing songs, me going down to talk to James and the rest of the gang, then going back for another song. I gave James my ten dances and on the tenth dance which was slow, he was cheekily whispering what he would've done to me as a 'punishment' if I hadn't complied with my promise, making me blush furiously and call him a 'dirty bastard' to which he laughed at and carried on. The clock magically chimed as the last song was sung by Al at ten and I went up to the stage to announce the first singers. We had sung a whole load of songs including David Guetta and Sia, Beyonce, Christina Agularia, Girls Aloud, the Saturdays, Taylor Swift and a majority of others. Amy sung a song from Xtina Agularia, Pretty Reckless, Gabriella Climi and Alexis Jordan, getting quite a reaction from her fans. The first song was a love song from a Hufflepuff dedicated to a Ravenclaw girl a year older than him which was a disaster because the girl didn't even know who the boy was, the second was boring, just a song then the third surprised me.
"Next is—James? Oh my god, 'James and the boys'." I said with an amused expression.
"Don't make fun." James said walking up the stage. "And go away." He said, I grinned and nodded, walking of stage, saying hi to 'he boys', Fred, Dom, Al and Scorp. James was grinning the whole time.
"Ok well this is dedicated to my girlfriend, who I love," Many girls 'Aww'ed at that I just rolled my eyes. He staged whispered into the microphone; "The others are for the ones they love, they're just in denial." James laughed and dodged the punches thrown his way. "I specifically chose this song because Lilli hates it," I groaned, knowing what he was talking about and out my head in my hands.
"Oh god." I moaned.
"See," James started looking at me. "She already knows what song!" He said happily. I chuckled weakly into my hands. "I do have to admit though; it is a really bad song." He admitted. "But catchy!" He said happily again. James was in the middle, Fred and Dom on his left and right then Al and Scorp, in a straight line along the front of the stage, no one moved except James who bounced along to the music and anyone who didn't know him would've thought he was drunk.
Fred: You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough
James: Everyone else in the room can see it – he scanned the room with his hands-
Everyone else but you –he pointed at the crowd, still bouncing-
All: Baby you light up my world like nobody else – James pointed to the ceiling-
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
–he flicked his own hair with his hands making me giggle-
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
you don't know
–The others got into the songs and pointed to the crowd making James grin-
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately –They clutched the air-
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe – James shook his head-
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful
Dom: So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't why
You're being shy –he pointed to the crowd-
And turn away when I look into your eyes
James: Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you –he mimicked the drums with his hands-
All: Baby you light up my world like nobody else
–They did the same actions as James did-
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
James: Baby you light up my world like nobody else
–He sung looking at me in the eyes making me grin happily at him and blush-
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell –he shook his head-
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful –he grinned and tore his attention away from me-
All: Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful
(One Direction – What makes you beautiful)
He grinned at the crowd and bowed before walking of the stage to me.
"Hmm... I wonder why you insist such crappy music upon my ears all the time." I said walking towards him. I stopped and he walked forwards.
"I think it got the point across." He told me, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. I leant into his hand and smiled.
"I know I'm beautiful." I joked.
"You don't know how much though." He told me seriously. I blushed and felt tears come to my eyes. He bent down and kissed me lightly.
"And you say you're not cheesy." I said smiling as the light simmered in my eyes. He laughed.
"I never said I wasn't I said you were too." He corrected tapping me on the nose before putting him arms loosely around my waist. I put my hands on his chest and we started swaying tot the music happily, not realising we were the only ones dancing while everyone watched us.
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"I can't believe you left me after that!" I seethed angrily to James who didn't look bothered.
"Look Liliana I'm sorry but-"
"Don't say you're sorry! If you were sorry you would've come over and said you were rather than ignoring me for the rest of the summer!" I whispered angrily, hoping no one was listening in.
"Look, Liliana, it was a mistake, we're not together anymore and it never should've happened but I am a teenage boy and when you ask if I want to have sex with you I'm hardly gonna say no!" He defended himself. I scoffed.
"I know were not together anymore, it's not my fault, remember James?" I asked. He instantly glared at me walking towards the door and putting his hand on handle.
"I know it was my fault we broke up but what happened in the summer was yours, I honestly don't care I lost my virginity to you, I planned to when I was younger not much has changed but at least not I'm not the only virgin in the group." He whispered pulling the door open angrily and storming out.
"I planned to loose it to the one I love… well at least I love him still." I muttered to myself, letting the tears fall and not stopping them. I felt upset and sad but mostly violated like a big part of me had been taken away…ripped out of my chest.
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