Disclaimer: I do not own Loveless or any of its characters so don't sue me.
Rating: K+
Warnings: None
Title: Hate
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There were so many things Ritsuka hated. The list was so long that he often lost count of all the things that he hated.
Ritsuka hated his false smile. How it would be plastered across his face whenever anyone asked him how he was doing. Then no matter what the real answer was that same fake smile would brush across his face and he would tell them he was just fine, often lying through his teeth.
Ritsuka hated how he treated his friend. He would often ignore that loopy idiot outright. True friends were valuable and rare so they deserved better than that.
Ritsuka hated the silence. How he could stand there forever with out uttering a single word to anyone. Somehow talking to other people had become completely unnecessary to him.
Ritsuka hated the perfection. His words, actions, and very demeanor were so carefully measured and played out. A real person showed there faults to the world but some how he usually kept those to himself.
Ritsuka hated his lies the most. They seemed to come out of his mouth endlessly. He lied so much that he couldn't always tell where the lies began and the truth started, if there was any truth there in the first place.
Yes, Ritsuka truly hated himself.