A/N: I know it's been forever. I'm really sorry. I've finally got things worked out on my end, so it's just a matter of writing everything. Thank you so much for being so incredibly patient! I'm uploading both Ch. 12 and 13 cause they're both so short. Sorry about that.
THANKS:
Samara04: I'm super sorry it's taken this long to get another chapter out. I'd just like to thank you for your continued support. Thanks for not giving up on this story! Don't worry, your English is great! :]
ellie141516: This story is no where near it's end, so I'm just going to continue until I get there. But they will eventually get to know how the other feels.
shadylady21: I'll definitely finish it. It'll just take me awhile. As usual. ;]
bbybty9: LOL. He'll never learn until it's too late. Yes, I am. Jude will find out eventually.
GracieLacey: I'll try to update faster. -_-
K: Thank you! I'll try to update sooner rather than later.
Guest: I am! I won't!
Disclaimer: I got nothing.
R&R or R&L please.
THANKS MUCHO!
ROCK 'N' ROLL SINGER: The Uncensored Confessions
Chapter Twelve
"Excuse The Absence"
Miss me?
I know, I know. This is long overdue. Sorry about that. The process of this album so far has just about kicked our asses. We're about one song away from being done. So close yet so far.
But I wanted to drop in because things are about to get insane and a lot more…real.
I'm a little nervous. I didn't think this project could get anymore awkward, but it has. I'd say I don't know why, but you know I'd be lying. I know what I said in the last interview, but I don't know if Tommy confessed to it. So we've spent the last two months tip-toeing around each other. There's this big elephant in the room and it's kind of sad in a way. We're both adults, yet neither one of us want to give in and say anything. I guess we're just prideful people.
Can you blame us?
Anyway, one of the main reasons I'm here is because this little project Tommy and I are doing is about to get larger than life.
My birthday is in two days and seeing that I'm part of Darius' world again that means a big birthday extravaganza. It's also free press because he's announcing our little project to the world and to seal my coffin, he's also decided that Tommy is going to be my date.
I'm conflicted on a lot of things, mainly the whole Tommy being my date thing considering there's that chance that we'll kill each other before people get to sing Happy Birthday to me. But really it's the announcement that we're working together.
We've been stuck in this little bubble for the past few months and now the whole world is gonna know. I know it hasn't been exactly comfortable, but there has been some underlying comfort. That we didn't have to share with other people. It was just ours.
Eww, am I getting all sentimental in regards to working with…Tommy, of all people?!
Gross, Jude.
Get it together.
It's not him, guys. It's the idea of him. Or something like that.
Whatever.
Anyway, I hope you guys will be supportive of this venture and if you're not, you're welcome to drink lots and lots of Grey Goose with me. I think that's the only way I'll survive the shit storm that's about to come.
Happy fucking birthday to me.