"Is it, Is it really?" Random quote again.

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But mostly to Jessica as promised ;)

Chapter 14

Leah's POV

I was woken by the bright sun shining in my eyes. GOD I'M BLIND.

I sat myself up against a tree and remembered last night.

I did get home I just left again when I saw my mum, Charlie and Billy playing scrabble. Such a liar saying she needed to get them to forks.

forks my arse. If forks meant her bed then maybe.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket and switched it on.

12 MISSED CALLS!

flashed across the screen, another pop-up came up saying I had 10 new messages and 3 voicemails.

I opened the first message, a little curious as to what it said.

Lee , will you answer your phone.. jake x

Pfttt Softening me up with kisses. Deleted.

WTF leah where are you?

Gahh bless seth with his capital Can't use it against me I tought it him. such a rebel.

I scanned through the rest of the messages mostly from Jake and seth and the odd couple from my mum.

I played my voicemail.

"leah I really need to talk to you, just call or text me back or go home seth is really worried, just trust my descision."

I played it over and over again recognising the sadness and dissapointment in his voice, the last time I heard that was when he had spoke about bella before she was changed, and before I knew it tears were falling down my face again.

when I finally stopped I realised who I wanted to talk to. Alice...

No I wasn't going to ruin her holiday with my sad ranting texts.

I began to walk through the woods. and finally saw the glistening sea, and the sand that took me out just a little further than where we were yesterday.

The sky was thunderous and dark like my mood, and little raindrops began to fall on my overheated skin, reminding me so much of tears.

I headed off in the direction of my house, taking a few shortcuts, passing through peoples gardens and ignoring the peoples shouts.

Jared and paul saw me and waved, but I ignored them just continuing to my house.

"stroppy cow!" I heard Paul shout behind me. I answered him by shoving one finger up, and headed into my house.

As soon as I opened the door, Seth, and Jake came rushing out. Seth came running up to me and pulled me into a brotherly hug. I caught Jake's eye and he just looked at me in ,...shock?

I pulled myself away from Seth and continued up the stairs, noticing Embry and Quil sat in the Kitchen looking out of place.

When I got upstairs and into my bedroom, I walked over to my mirror.

No wonder Jake looked shocked. The girl in the mirror was almost unrecognisable.

Yeah, she had my eyes and nose, but her face held a new emotion and tearstains ran down her face. Mud clung to her hair and face and her eyes shined with glistening tears. I hadn't looked like this before not even with Sam.

I ran into my bathroom and pulled my clothes off, turning the shower on and stepped in. the cold water soothed me and I stood under it for a couple of minutes letting it cool my body, before washing my hair, with my strawberry shampoo and getting out.

I wrapped myself in a big fluffy towel and stepped into my room, pulling on some short shorts and a big hoody.

I put my hair up in a ponytail and grabbed my little slipper boots.

And grabbed my phone, Dialing the number I wanted.

Before I knew it The phone was ringing and then someone answered.

"Alice. Are you there?" Well that was silly who else was going to answer her phone.

"errr Yep!" She sounded cheery and I felt guilty about having to ruin her mood with my soppy moaning.

"I need too talk too you...about J-jake."

"Oh... Oh my god! Are you at his house, do you need help." Her voice became high and concerned with a little bit of teasing on it.

"No, I'm at mine and he's downstairs." I Spat out him with forced hatred, which was kind off obvious.

"Oh, did you have an arguement?" Her voice was full concern now and I could sense that If she could she would be hear with a shoulder to cry on.

"No, well... I-I Got... rejected." I whispered the last word as if it was unspeakable, and someone was lurking outside the door waiting for me to say it.

"OHMIGOWD! are you owkay?" I heard the distant sound of the t.v in the background as she waited silently and patiently for me to answer. Was that The flintstones, no wait they changed the channel.

"No I can't go downstairs and I'm hungry." I felt my bottom lip jut out as I said this and I guessed that I looked like a stubborn child that didn't get their own way.

"well I could pop down to the store and pick up some chocolate and stuff. I'm thinking you need depression food." In the background I heard the clattering as she put stuff into the trolley she was obviously already at the shop.

"I'M NOT DEPRESSED!" I was shocked at my own anger, I tried to calm down. "He said it was because I was drunk." I felt tears spring to my eyes and my voice suddenly became emotional.

"Oh honey i'll be there as quick as you can say depression!"

"It's owkay you have a plane to catch." I secretly wanted her to brush of the idea of not coming and running over as quick as she can, which is preety quick. But inside I knew I should be shushing her off to the airport.

"ahh its to late I already got the stuff." I felt myself smiling it tooke her about a minute bless her.

"Okay Okay..." there was no point arguing with her, she would just get Jasper to put me in a mellow mood if I kicked off, and I was secretly chuffed.

"Alright, I'll be there in a moment." She Squeled rather excitedly then hung up, whatever she had planned I wasn't involved.

Before I knew it tears were falling down my cheeks again, uncontrollably.

I had never felt like this before, not even with Sam, yeah I cried but those were tears of anger that were made worse with my 'effin and blindin'.

nope I had cried once in front of Jake and thats when he stole my cookies when we were seven, I got him back though, I punched him. I still remember Billy's Face as he chuckled in his chair.

I tidied my room up best I could, which meant throwing dirty clothes under the bed, and throwing everything else in my wardrobe. As soon as I finished I heard the door downstairs and rushed down to get it.

I won't be writing what happens when Alice gets here

If you want to see check out Falling from the sky.

Who has done what happened between them.

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