Chapter 14

Both guys took me in and I went through a myriad of tests, scans, and examinations. We were led to what must have been the doctor's office. Ranger sat down and pulled me into his lap. I heard Bobby sit next to us. The door opened and closed.

A soft voice said, "Ms. Plum, I'm Dr. Welsley. I have reviewed your test results and I have good news. You have healed well and only have a small bit of scarring and the concussion was not in an area that would have adverse effects to your eyesight. I can't see any physical reason for your extended blindness. I need to ask you a personal question. Did you suffer any emotional trauma close to the time of the accident?"

I couldn't speak. As a matter of fact I became nauseous. Ranger pushed my head down between my knees and rubbed my back.

"Dr. Welsley, it was not an accident. A stalker placed a bomb on her car. The explosion launched her in the air and knocked her out and the day before she had experienced a severe emotional shock."

"I see. I'm sorry. I think what you are experiencing Ms. Plum is what we call 'Conversion Disorder' or hysterical or emotional blindness. Although it's the result of trauma or injury, it's a condition in which psychological stress is manifested in a physical manner. It is usually temporary."

"So you're basically saying I went nuts and made myself blind?"

"I wouldn't put it that way. Your concussion and injuries were the reason for the initial blindness."

"Dr. Welsley, what treatments are recommended for this condition?" Bobby asked.

"Counseling or psychotherapy, medication like anti-anxiety drugs or sedatives or hypnosis may help. Studies have shown that another emotional event or shock can trigger the brain's optic nerve."

"I don't need the drugs doctor. I don't want to live sedated."

"I'm thinking that counseling may be in your best interest. A positive outlook can be quite powerful. Now that you know that there is no permanent physical damage, that should help with recovery."

Ranger said, "Thank you Dr. Welsley for seeing us on such short notice. We very much appreciate that."

When we got in the car, I felt Ranger's anguish beside me. I reached for him and touched his face. "This is not your fault. I do trust you and I know now without a doubt that you would never hurt me. Please don't blame yourself. This was really good news right?" He took my hand.

"Yes Babe, it was definitely good news."

Bobby said, "Steph we have a very good psychotherapist that we use. In our line of work we get shell-shocked often. That's what happened to you."

"You up for some comfort food Babe?"

"Yes I am. Bobby what's your favorite splurge?"

"When in Philly, cheesesteak and fries baby."

"Take us there, Ranger."

Bobby and I were surprised when Ranger ordered a cheesesteak and soiled his temple with us. Half way through my sandwich Bobby said, "Damn baby girl!"

"Wha…oh...sorry. Just tastes so good. I can't see it but the smell and taste is off the hook dude. Mmm...so scrumptious, so savory, so delectable, so tasty..."

"You have cheese and grease running down your chin and if you lick that thing one more time and lick your lips…dammit girl! Excuse me, I'll be back in a few minutes."

"Babe, you just brought my boy to his knees." Then he licked the cheese off my chin and kissed me. I giggled.

"So he's…?"

"Yeah. He needed to rub one out. This meal gave me an idea that just might help you. There is someone I need to talk to first."

"Oh, okay."

Bobby came back a calmer guy. "You say this is worse when she's eating dessert? Give me a fucking warning so I can vacate the room next time. She could bring down a whole battalion in one meal."

"Bob, I think it was worse because her other senses are heightened. She mentioned before that she gets sensory overloaded, overwhelmed. I have an idea and I'll talk to you about it."

We finished our meal and headed back to Trenton.

Ranger got me comfortable in the apartment with a book and my headphones and went to the control room for a while. After a couple hours I felt him back in the bedroom even before he leaned down and kissed me.

I took off my headphones.

"I want to talk to you about something Babe." He sat down on the bed and held my hand.

"Please hear me out completely and then you can ask me anything you want. First, do you really trust me?"

"Okay and yes I really trust you and I love you."

"Thank you for that. I trust and love you. Your heightened senses during our lunch today gave me an idea, which might help you with this type of blindness. The doctor mentioned that another surprise or shock could trigger your sight back. I have an idea for the trigger and it has to do with BDSM."

"Whoa…"

"Wait Babe. Hear me out. The experience is all about the heightened senses. The use of the blindfold, the restraints, and focusing senses for the ultimate sexual experience. For someone whose never experienced it before, it is quite shocking and would be extremely exciting. I would like to try one night, have one serious play with you to see what the result might be. This is something that is out of the ordinary and doesn't really fit the real Dom/sub lifestyle but it may help. I talked to Bobby and Elvira about it because I don't want to make a mistake and hurt you further emotionally. They both agree though that a light play session might work."

"A night at Elvira's B&B and you discussed this with Bobby? Geez, it's one thing talking to Bobby about regular sex, but too much with the kinky sex. What are you going to do to me? Is it going to hurt? Those rooms look like torture chambers."

"Babe, I'm not going to hurt you. That's where the trust comes in. Were you afraid of me when I spanked your ass that one night?"

"No, you were playing. That was fun."

"How was it for you? How did it make you feel when I was holding you down?"

"It was hot!"

"And it was exciting?"

"Hell yeah!"

"How would you feel about putting yourself totally in my control and trusting me to take you somewhere exciting you have never been?"

"I guess I could do that."

"You will have to be positive. This is all consensual even down to a contract and rules stated before we enter into play. When I am Dom, I am in control for your safety and your pleasure. You can't talk to me unless I ask you to, you have to answer me with respect and you have to do everything I say when I tell you to. No argument, no questions during the play period. What do you say to this?"

"Um…shit Ranger can you give me a little taste or something? Maybe a test drive? How am I really supposed to understand this?"

I felt him get off of the bed. "Stand up Stephanie." Whoa...his voice just changed and he sounds serious. I stood up next to the bed.

"I want you to slowly strip down to your panties now."

"Okay."

"Do not speak unless I ask you a question and you will answer, yes sir. Do you understand?"

"Uh…yes..sir."

"Good. Now do as I told you to do."

I pulled my shirt off and my bra and then my jeans and dropped them on the bed.

"Get down on your knees Stephanie." I did.

"Sit back on your heels, knees apart, head down, hands on your thighs." I did and he adjusted me with his bare foot slightly.

"This is the submissive pose. This is the pose you will assume at the beginning of each play session. Do you understand?"

"Yes sir."

"Good."

"Stand up."

"Take your panties off." I slowly pulled them off and dropped them. Just his commanding voice was making me hot.

"Crawl to the middle of the bed and stay on your hands and knees." I scrambled over the bed and stopped. I was breathing hard now. I felt a rustle and clothing drop behind me. Oh mother of all that's twisted, what is he going to do?

I jumped when I felt his arousal at my backside. He lay over my back and I felt his arms on both sides of me. He didn't touch me. Then he moved and I felt his whiskers down my backside. Oh shit I was gushing and oh no! "No butt…"

"Quiet Stephanie! You will not speak until spoken to." I was shaking and I felt more than just the liquid running down my thighs. Heat was radiating outwards from my core and slowly spreading.

Then soft words, "On your back Stephanie." I slowly rolled over.

I felt him straddle me. Oh holy hell, this was sexy and Alfonso was resting between my breasts. The heat turned into almost painful need. Then he leaned down and his long silky tresses brushed my face and I breathed him in. That wonderful scent that was only his and it filled me with love and want for my Man. The Master of my heart. I knew I would do anything for him. He moved and yet the silky tresses continued to move slowly down my body and woke up every nerve and sinew and I began to tingle. My back was arching and my thighs were shaking. Oh please, this was torture. I was trying to be a good sub to him but, I'm a newbie and I'm weak. It's all I can do not to grovel and beg.

"Stephanie, put your legs up and pull your knees apart. I can see your need and I won't prolong your agony." I did it and it was hard to hold my shaking knees. I felt his long silky hair against my thighs and it left them quivering. Then he moved and slammed into me hard. I screamed and shattered and then nothing.

I woke up feeling warm water enveloping me and gentle hands touching me with soft words in my ear. "Carlos?"

"Yes Babe?"

"What happened?"

"Le petite mort, little death babe. It was a transcendental spiritual release of your life force, so to speak. It's caused by the release of oxytocin in the brain after orgasm."

"It was wonderful. Are you back?"

"Yes and I know. You did so good Babe. I'm so proud of you."

He washed me and kissed me and then lifted me and carried me to bed. He gently covered me and wrapped his arms around me.

"Go to sleep Babe. You are mine and we're going to be more than fine. I love you."

"You passed this test drive too. You're a pretty good driver."

"Thanks, that's the point."

I'm sitting in Elvira's office and I want to bolt more than anything. I want to run into the night and not turn back. Except I can't see. I'm scared and I'm overwhelmed. The contract and the shit in it freaked me out already. I don't think I can do this.

"Darling girl, we have to finish this contract. You are such a lucky girl to have a Dom that loves you so much. He is willing to change his lifestyle for you. "You trust him?"

"Yes."

"Then we will set the hard limits and be done. What are you absolutely not willing to do?"

"Only one thing I can think. No butt stuff."

"You trust and love your Dom yet you would deny him your whole body? You have no idea what pleasures he can give you. You would be advised to leave even this open. He will not hurt you dear girl. You have so much pleasure to gain and so little to lose. Submit to him. This man who loves you so."

"Okay. I don't know how to stop this or how to go on. I'm lost. Just do whatever to me." I felt so afraid and defeated. How could I run if I didn't know where to run? She placed a pen into my hand and led it to a paper. I marked an x and tears began flowing.

"Lose your fear, let your senses take over and embrace the gift that your lover, Carlos is about to bestow on you. You won't be sorry dear Stephanie." She touched my face and wiped a tear away.

TBC

You tarts wanted it. So here you go. Actually fits into the story well and your going to love the very last chap!