Well, thank you very much for the reviews, I told two people the name of Renesmee's daughter, so yeah. I need advice…in the other story that im writing, what should Bella's daughters name be? Whoever reviews, with the best name, I will use that name, and credit you in my story. So review and give your suggestion (: hope you like this! Oh and I've been diagnosed with a very bad case of the flu, so 1. I feel like total shit. And 2. It will give me much more time to write, seeing as I cant go back t school for over 8 days. (:
I was peacefully sleeping, dreaming about how my family would turn out. Jacob, my daghter and I, happily living here in Forks, with the rest of my family.
I felt big, warm arms wrap around my ever growing torso, and smiled to myself in the dark.
Jacob chuckled softly. "Sorry honey, I didn't mean to wake you." He whispered in my ear.
"No, don't worry about it. I'm not really that tired anymore, I mean its what…" I reached over to my cell phone to check the time. It was a little after 10 in the morning. "Maybe a little after 10. How long have you been awake?" I asked turning to face him.
"Let's see, probably since eight. Buuuuuut, I have a surprise for you so get that beautiful ass up, and make your way to the dining room before I throw you in the bed and have a repeat of your birthday." Jacob joked with me, and smacked my ass playfully.
I smirked at him, and he was dazed for a moment. "Is that a threat or a promise" I narrowed my eyes seductively.
Jake put his hands on my waist and came closer to me, eliminating the space that was between us. He gently pressed his lips to my forehead. "Honey, as tempting as that sounds, theres someone in the living room to see you." He mumbled againts my face.
I kissed his chest, making my way to his lips. "Who?"
Jacob wrapped his arms tighter around me, pulling me closer to his warm body. "Oh, ya know… Just some old friends." He kissed me lips once and pulled back to look at me.
"Jacob, that better not be something bad.. like Nahuel or some other freak." I glared at him, and took a step back , raising my eye brows at him.
"No, no its not him I promise! Do you really think I would bring that asshole back here after he tried to kiss you…I swear ill get that little fucker one day." He whispered the last part, but because of my hearing, I could tell exactly what he had said. "Anyways, just come on,"
He put his hand over my eyes, and led me out to where I believe was the hallway. We walked a couple more steps, down some stairs, and through im guessing another hallway.
"Ta da." He revealed what he has been keeping a secret.
Well, all I could tell that was different, was that I was at home, at Carlisle and Esme's house. There was a picture of my belly on the coffee table, but that cant possibly be what he was- Oh. OH. That is what he brought in. A filthy bitch. A.K.A. Rosalie. She was sitting perfectly erect on the couch, with her head down, eyes glued to floor. Good, hopefully they would fall out so I could rip them to shreds.
I turned around to try and leave but Jacob put his arm out to block the doorway. I tried to push against his forearms, but doing that was starting a battle I had already lost.
I huffed. "Jake, please move your arm. I need to go away so I don't puke." I put my hand up to my mouth to show my self.
"Oh, honey is it the morning sickness?" He took his hand that wasn't blocking my escape, and pushed the hair from my eyes.
"No, not at all, I just seen something horrible and disgusting so I think I might puke. She.. well it is sitting over there on the couch." I pointed to where Rosalie was seated.
Rose grimaced, and dry sobbed. Was I being too hard on her? Nah, she deserved it.
"Renesmee, please… just talk to her." Jacob whispered, and took my hand, leading me to sit down in the cair across from the tyrant.
"Well seeing as there is no possible way that you are going to let me leave, why not say a few words to the person who brought my whole world crashing down." I snapped sarcastially.
I took a seat in Carlisle's leather recliner, and cranked it back a few notches. "So…" I looked at Rosalie. "What the hell would you like to say now? How ugly I am? How I ruined your eternity by being born? How you hate me so much that you wouldn't care if I got hit by a truck? Oh, please tell me when I get somewhere close to how much you honestly despise me Rosalie" I hissed, trying to keep my cool.
Rosalie looked up at me, and I didn't see the beautiful creature she used to be. What I was a broekn down woman, who looked like she had just gone to hell and back in one night. Rosalie's hair wasn't prefectly combed to the side, and slightly curled. Her make-up didn't look like an artist painted it carefully on her face…to make it simple, she looked like shit.
"Im sorry." She whispered. Her voice broke, and I could tell she had been dry sobbing. After she said her few words, she looked back down to the floor.
"Ohhh, is that so, huh?" I asked sarcastically. "Well let me see here, what could you possibly be sorry for?" I furrowed my face, to look like I was thinking. I put my finger on the air and gasped. "Oh that's right! You honestly made me cry for hours, and made me feel like I should have never been born! Is that what youre sorry for? Or is it that I thought that you loved me, and were my best friend, only to find out that you hated me and wished I would die? Take you're pick!" I snapped at her. I probably wouldn't be so much of a bitch if it werent for these damn mood swings.
Rosalie looked up at me, and then back to the floor, yet again. "I didn't mean it." She barely whispered. It was more of a breath that had a shape. "All of it, I was just angry. Renesmee, when you were born, I was ecstatic. You're right, you being a baby was something I loved about you, but you don't understand, you are my best friend, and if I could write out how unbelievably sorry I am, you would have a novel. I'm so sorry Nessie, please…. Please give me one more chance."
I started clapping, and stood up painfully. "Oh that was beautiful, maybe later, you could tell me more lies!"
"Renesmee! Im not lying, why don't you believe me?" Her voice broke.
I sat back down, and relaxed a bit. "Only for the reason that my whole life I thought you were the one person that I could trust… the one person other than Jacob that I could go to when I was crying. Rosalie I thought you actually cared, and maybe even thought of me as your friend, but you know what? After hearing what you have to say about me, I know now. I know how much you wish I would just disappear, or maybe even go to Italy to have a chat with the Volturi, but heres the thing. You hurt me so badly." I felt the tears well up in my eyes, and I began to cry. "You broke me Rosalie; You hurt me in places that nobody ever could, and I just cant forgive you for that right now. Maybe in fifty years, when you can stand to be around me, we can talk…. But right now I am hungry, and I need a shower. Goodbye."
I got up, and waited for Jacob to follow. He did, and grabbed my hand, walking me to our bedroom.
"Well honey, at least you got to tell her how you felt." He said, wrapping me in his arms.
"But it… didn't even change!.... I still….hate…her and yet I…love her…bitch!" I sniffled.
I sobbed into his shirt, leaving a wet, tear stained puddle in my path. We sat there for a couple minutes, Jacob just holding me and rubbing circles in my back. I stopped crying, and Jake wiped my tears away, kissing my lips tenderly.
"Baby, calm down. Everything Is going to be fine, I promise you." He ran his thumb along the skin on my palm. "Just take deep breaths, and relax. I don't want my babies being stressed."
"Babies?" I asked, giving him a confused look. "Jake, im only having one baby."
"Well yeah honey. You, and my little girl." He put his hands on my stomach, just moving them over my belly button. Jake bent down, and kissed my abdomen.
"Are you mad?" I asked.
"Mad? Ness, why would I possibly be mad?" He looked puzzled, a very common look for Jacob. "Mad because you didn't make up with Blondie? Ness, I couldn't care less, I just know how much she really means to you."
"No Jacob, not because of Rosalie." I sighed and sat down on the bed, making sure not to bend the wrong way. "Our baby is a little girl, and since she is your direct offspring, I don't think she will be able to phase, so I was just wondering… if you were mad about that…." I looked at the ground.
Jacob put his arm around my waist, and a finger under my chin, pulling my face so that I was looking at him. "Renesmee Carlie Cullen, don't even think for one second that I am anywhere near mad about this. I love you with all my heart, and our daughter is going to have me wrapped around her little fingers. I could never even be disappointed that she is a girl, that just means that im going to have to kick some boys ass one day. Honey, im ecstatic that we are having this baby girl. Okay?" He kissed my cheek.
I nodded, and my beautiful daughter started to kick from inside me. I laughed, and put Jacob's hands on the sides of my belly. "She's a strong little girl Jake." I laughed more.
"That reminds me, I want to do something later, but I'll bet your hungry, so what does my love want?"
I thought about that seriously. Some foods that I used to adore, made me gag just thinking about them. In the same awkwardness, foods I used to loathe before my pregnancy, I loved. I just couldn't get enough raisins. They are so cute, with their little wrinky shape, and the nice purple color. Its quite sad how they have to shrivel up, baking in the sun just so I could eat them. Oh my gosh… what kind of person am i?! I am hurting all the raisins.
I began to cry again, and Jacob brushed the hair out of my eyes, kissing my forehead again. "Ness? What's wrong sweety, why are you crying?" He cooed to me.
"I..I.. " I took a deep breath. "Im killing the rasins." I whispered.
Jacob burst into hysterics, and took my hand. "Ness…Ness, Honey, …. Raisins arent alive. They.. don't hurt, .. and cant..die" he said between laughs.
Of course I knew that.. what had gotten into me? "Well I'm glad I amuse you." I scoffed., and turned my body so I wasn't facing him, crossing my arms in front of my chest as if I were five years old.
"Awuh, Ness, don't be like that. Baby, im sorry, I was out of line. Forgive me?" I could never stay mad at Jacob. And I mean come on… he followed rule number one of 'My girlfriend is pregnant'; 'Always say you're sorry, no matter what.'
I refaced him, and kissed his lips, biting the bottom one. I pulled away slowly so that I was inches away from his face. "Forgiven." I whispered.
Jake stood up, running his fingers through his hair. Oh Lord did he look sexy when he did that.
"So I take it you want raisins?" He asked, heading towards the door.
"Yes!" I yelled immediately. "And shrimp. Oh yeah, shrimp definitely." I licked my lips, and Jake was already on his way down the stairs.
I slowly walked over to my dresser, and pulled out a pair of underwear, a pink tank top, some stretchy velour sweats, and a newly baught bra, courtesy of Alice. I went to the bathroom, turning the shower on, and grabbing a towel. I hopped in, and just let the hot water rinse over my body. It was relaxing to my aching muscles, and helped me unwind from this mornings argument. Next, I lathered my body with body wash, and lastly I put in shampoo and then conditioner.
In getting out of the shower, I found Jacob sitting on the bed, with a bowl of Rasins and a plate full of shrimp covered in old bay. I dropped my towel, and got dressed, with some assistance from Jake. We watched a little television, and I ate my delicious, yet not too nutricious meal.
"Ness" Jake asked, during a commercial.
"Yes?" I asked, looking at him.
He took my hands. "I love you." He stated simply.
I smiled. "I love you too. You know that."
"Yeah its just, im worried." He said softly.
I sat up straight, and pushed my shrimp to the side. "Jake, what are you worried about?"
"You. Ness, I know that Carlisle said that the birth should go normally, and regularly, but what… what if something happens? What if something goes wrong, and they need to do surgery. How do I know you will be okay? And that the bay will be alright?" He took a breath. "I cant lose you Ness… I just cant."
I pulled him in for a hug, and began kissing him passionately. I forced him to sprawl out on the bed, and I was hovering above him, never once breaking the kiss. My hands were in his hair, and his were on my waist, holding me up, gently. I felt him smile beneath my lips, so I decided it was a good time to answer his worry.
"Jake, I am going to be one hundred percent okay. Our baby will be okay. Carlisle told me that if anything at all starts to go wrong, he will preform a C-section. And that is quite normal; nothing will go wrong, Kamdyn and I will be perfect, and once this is over, we all will be a family."
Jake smiled at me.
"What" I asked.
He just smiled wider, and chuckled softly. "Nothing Ness."
"No really, what?" I pressed.
"You said Kamdyn… did you name her?" He asked.
Yes, I did name her, but with everything going on, I never got to ask Jacob what he thought of the name. "Oh, yeah. Kamdyn. Do you like it? I mean if you don't, its okay, we can call her something else. Its just that her birth is coming on pretty fast, and my baby needs a name. I like it, but like I said if you don't then-"
Jake put his finger to my lips, and silenced me, mid-ramble. "I love it. It's perfect, Kamdyn Black. Absolutely beautiful. But what about a middle name?"
"I didn't think of one yet, any ideas?"
"No, but we still have a couple days left."
I yawned. "Yeah, Hey babe, im tired. Do you mind if I take a nap?"
He shook his head. "Of course not Ness. You need your rest. Plus, it gives me a little time to check up on the pack. Take your nap, and when you wake up, I'll be right here by your side okay?"
I gave him a peck on the cheek as he tucked me into bed, pulling a blacket over me. "Sounds great." I yawned again. "Love you Jake." I told him
"I love you to Ness. Get some rest." He turned out the light, and let my door open just a crack.
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"Alice, NO! She's sleeping! You cant just go wake her…" There was a grunt "Up! ALICE!" My mom shreiked.
There were muffled steps, and pounding noises coming from right outside my room, and from the sounds of it, it was as if people were on the stairs. If I werent so tired, I would get up and see what was going on, but seeing as I am a pregnant woman, I. Need. Sleep.
There were more banging sounds, and even some whimpers. "But Bella! THERE. IS. A. CUTE. OUTFIT. AND SHE. NEEDS IT! Come on, she wont mind, she can sleep later! There is no need to be lazy!" That was Alice, and she sounded like she was struggling. There was another grunt, and then a big bang.
"Ah!!!!!!!" There was mom again. "Alice! You pushed me down the stairs! Why the hell would you do that?!"
Alice must have climbed the stairs a couple steps. Abruptly there was silence. Alice screamed a high pitched squeal. "BELLA! YOU SCRATCHED MY NEW GUCCI BOOTS! OH YOU ARE SO GOING TO BE SORRY WHEN IM DONE WITH YOU! UP TO MY BATHROOM RIGHT NOW." She demanded.
Alice must have done something to mom because I could hear mom start to growl. "No way in HELL that I would letting you do my hair for the next two months!" I heard my mom scream yet again and punch the wall. "Alice! You bit my ear!"
"Well that's what you get for scratching my boot! They were my favorite pair, and now I cant ever wear them again!" Alice roared back "Not that I planned to, but now we cant even give them to the good-will. Good Job Bella!"
Mom scoffed. "Oh please, you have two pairs just like it! Go wear those!" She fired back.
Both woman began to scream like banshees, so I decided sleep time for Renesmee was over. I groggily got up, and went to my door, afraid of what I would be waiting for me in the hallway. Slowly I turned the knob, and peeked out. Mom had Alice pinned down with both arms, and Alice was trying to kick free. Daddy and Uncle Jasper were watching from the bathrom across my room, with satisfied smiles on their faces. Oh snap! Alice just slapped mom in the cheek. Wow… Mom just came back and messed up Alice's make-up…. Things were going to get ugly, and ugly fast. Alice pulled Mom's hair and Mom ripped Alice's brand new top. Alice finished the fight by kicking her into the wall and running into Jasper's arms.
My jaw dropped and no sound came out. Both girls primped their selves, and smiled warmly at me.
"What …. just…. Happened?" I whispered. "I was trying to sleep!"
Mom glared at Alice, who stuck her tongue out in return. "Well Alice over here insisted on waking you up so that you could go get a new dress from Jessica McClintock because you just had to have it. And I, being your mother, and knowing how tired you can be when you are pregnant told her no and to let you sleep. Obviously she didn't listen!" She spat.
Alice huffed, and fixed her hair. "Nessie, the dress is gor-ge-ous, you would hav eloved it, but I don't even know which magazine for Nordstrom it was in thanks to your mother ripping all 27 of them up! Can you believe that she did that? Renesmee, she even ripped up the Chanel page. WHO DOES THAT?!" She turned to mom to stare at her. "Anyways, want to go shopping?"
I silently turned around, and shut my door, aonly to have it opened up again by my mom.
"Hey sweety, I heard about the baby's name. It's beautiful. I wanted to talk to you though, so can you sit down?"
"Look Mom, if this is about Rosalie, I don't care what you have to say. And If not, then sure." I took a seat on my bed, motioning for her to do the same.
"Okay…well then number one on my list can be crossed out. Alice is having a baby shower tomorrow for you, so im just going to warn you. Oh! Jake told me to tell you that he will be home a little later tonight, because he is running patrol up near Canada."
I hated when Jake was away for more than a couple of hours. I always worried about him when he did patrol. "Alright. Hey, uhm, I was meaning to ask you, Jake and I were talking about who I wanted in the room when Kamdyn was born. We came up with Carlisle of course because he's the doctor, Jasper so he can calm me down, Daddy, Esme, Alice, Emmett, and you if you wanted. But everyone has to be by my head, because I am not having everyone in my family seeing my jay while something is coming out of it. That's just gross." I made a disgusted face, and mom smiled.
"Sure honey, ill be in there, but..i think you are forgeting someone." She said kindly.
"No im not, I have everyine in there that truly means something to me. Who else could I possibly want?" I mumbled sarcastically.
She just sighed, and patted me leg. "In time, you will forgive her. I know you will Renesmee, you are a good person."
"So if I don't forgive her I'm a bad person?"
She got up and walked to my door. "No, of course not, but I know deep down you want to have your best friend back." Mom smiled at me, and walked out, leaving me to my thoughts.
If she thinks that I am going to listen to her advice, just because she tried to make me guilty, she is off her rocker. There is no way that I am forgiving Rosalie, let alone letting her in the room when my daughter is born. Although it would be nice to have my best friend there…. No. No, Renesmee, don't back down now. You have worked too hard to not care.
I sprawled out on my bed and put my hands on my stomach, cradeling my daughter. I gently rubbed on my skin, and around my belly button. I didn't have any stretch marks, and for that I was grateful. Unlike my mother's pregnany with me, Kamdyn didn't leave a trail of bruises and scars, let alone breaking my bones. As far as I could tell, she was gentle. Every time I got in a hot tub or water bed, she went wild. Kick after kick, hic-cups, and rolling around. I think it has something to do with the water..
"Hi Kamdyn… It's your mommy. I love you so much little girl, and I cant wait to see your beautiful face. Your grandma, and grandpa and great uncles and aunt will be there for you to. And of course me and your Daddy. Your Daddy is amazing. We don't need Rosalie now do we?" I asked my baby, not expecting anything. It's not like she can just pop out and talk.
Kamdyn kicked, and I felt it under my left hand. Wa-? Nah, it was just a kick, nothing to do with Rosalie.
I decided I had spent enough of my day sulking over Rosalie. I am pregnant, and there were tons of things I always wanted to do while I was pregnant so I might as well start. It was at thtat moment that I realised that I couldn't get up. Wow, I knew I was big….but I never took into consideration that I could be large enough not to be able to sit up on my own.
"Uhm.. Daddy? Can you come help me? I cant get up!" I yelled, knowing that even if I whispered, he would have heard me.
Within a second, my dad was by my side helping me sit up, making sure to hold me in the right spots. When I was finally standing on two feet, I looked up at him. He was smirking at me.
"What?" I asked.
"You're cute when you are helpless. It reminds me from when you were little and I came to get you out of bed every morning." He replied. Why did he always have to bring back times from when I was little, and make me feel bad about growing up?
"You did that? Every morning?"
He smiled again, and took my hand, helping me down the stairs. "Yeah. You always used to say that you wanted me to help you in the mornings. Not your mother, or even Jacob. I loved that part" He chuckled. "It was one of the things that you wanted me to do instead of Jake."
"Awuh, well thank you for heping me every morning then. And Daddy?" I asked, looking at him again. We stopped walking, and sat down in cinema room.
"Yes Renesmee?"
"You do know that I wont be far away right?I'll always be with you and the family, even if Jake and I have a baby or get married in the future. I'm always yours…you know that right?" I sat down in the chair marked 'Renesmee'.
Daddy was crouched in front of the movie library, and turned back to look at me. "I know that Nessie." He smiled.
"Ooh I want to watch Flicka!" I told him, when he tried to pull out Juno.
He gave me a puzzled look. "Renesmee you havent watched that movie since you were 12. Are you sure?"
"Daddy shut up and put the movie in." I smirked at him and he popped in the DVD, and took a seat next to me.
Daddy and I havent had a movie day since I turned 12, let alone watching Flicka. Im not sure, but I could have sworn I seen him smile when I chose this movie. Maybe it was because he always told me I was like the girl in the movie, or maybe it was because he always had said that the father and daughter reminds him of us. Either way, I was enjoying our movie. Daddy, me, and Kamdyn.
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