No, exam time is not over. I kinda...skipped my exam, so I need to take a retest. Instead of taking the exam, I blew my time off by shopping with my mom. I'm terrible, I know, though I'm posting! LOVE ME! T^T
Ciel was still in the process of getting better. It was hard for her. She was having trouble regaining her strength. Sebastian had anticipated this, though hoped it did not happen. He did not want Elizabeth in the family for this long, though it happened as it did. Sebastian prepared for the worst. Ciel was ready to announce her gender to the world, though could not. She did not want to disgrace her family, but the girl felt overwhelmed with keeping the secret.
It had only been a few weeks since the baby's birth. Ciel was still resting to gain her strength. Of course this was hard on her body. The child was small, but so was Ciel. Of course, the fact that her gender being hidden away with clothes that did not match her figure made her body that much more unwilling to bear children. This made the pregnancy difficult on her and the baby, especially that it was a demon pregnancy.
Sebastian felt incredibly guilty. Not only had he killed a woman and two infants, though he almost killed a teenager and another infant. He wondered why he even bothered to find love anymore. He should have never even kissed Ciel that first time.
"Sebastian? Is something wrong?" Ciel asked. She was sitting up in bed, feeling better than she had done before. Ever since everyone had come to visit and left, Ciel had felt weaker and weaker. She was in bed more, and trying to regain her strength. This was the best she had gotten.
"Yes, Ciel," Sebastian smiled. "I was just thinking about our first kiss," Sebastian said.
"First kiss? That was when I was fifteen, right?" Ciel asked.
"Yes," Sebastian chuckled. "You were always so stressed,"
"Young master, you have an appointment with Miss Nina to get yourself sized. You are in need of new outfits, especially if you are planning on arriving to the ball that Lord Barmuew is holding," Sebastian explained.
Ciel sat at her desk. Her face was in a large pout, and it was apparent she was unhappy.
"Do I have to? Can't you just cancel it or something? I am very busy," Ciel growled.
"I am sorry, young master; but Miss Nina is a very busy woman as well. She has requests from all over London and she only took this date because she adores you as a customer. I believe she loves you even more than Lady Elizabeth. Though, what's not to love? You have a grumpy attitude and are a sloppy dresser," Sebastian chuckled.
"Don't joke around like that right now, Demon," Ciel glared.
"The grumpy attitude is in affect," Sebastian smirked.
"Shut up! You waste of space!" Ciel glared.
"Why are you always so harsh?" Sebastian asked.
Ciel had stood from her desk and walked to stand in front of the demon. Sebastian dipped down to see her face to face.
"I don't know how to be any other way!" Ciel growled.
"You could be if you just wanted to be," Sebastian sighed.
"I can't!" Ciel shouted out as loud as her voice would let her.
Sebastian and Ciel hadn't realized their faces were so close together. Their lips began to touch, and before they knew it, their argument had led them to a moment that they would eventually tell their daughter when she reached the age to where she could understand and remember.
"I remember that," Ciel smiled.
"Of course you do," Sebastian smirked. "How could you not? I am one hell of a lover," the butler chuckled.
"Shut up," Ciel said playfully. "Is Elizabeth with Cecilia?" Ciel asked.
"Of course. I would never leave my daughter knowing she was unattended. I am a good father, you know," Sebastian said.
"I know," Ciel said.
"Now, let's see. You need to walk today," Sebastian said with a light smile.
"Walk?" Ciel asked.
"Yes. You will need to eventually, and since you can sit in bed, it is time to walk," Sebastian explained.
He held his hands out to help her stand. Once she did, Sebastian helped her walk. She had been in so much pain, it was very hard for her to walk. She could hardly stand up, though once she did, she felt like she was on top of the world.
Sebastian was glad that she had gotten this far. This meant he was one step closer to his plan. His plan to make Elizabeth leave their happy family. He would be even more joyful once she was gone.
Ciel walked around the room with Sebastian's help. He was very glad he could help her, and smiled when she was able to do it by herself. Albeit it wasn't that long, though it was still something. Sebastian was in bliss when she could walk all around the room by herself.
Ciel was back in bed before the hour was up.
"Can I see Cecilia?" Ciel asked quietly.
"Of course, I will get her for you," Sebastian smiled. He walked out of the room, and into the nursery. He saw Elizabeth occupied the rocking chair, and was rocking Cecilia to sleep.
Sebastian wished he could attack her, or at least growl. Though, then Ciel would not be happy. Sebastian took the infant from Elizabeth, and took her to see Ciel. Of course, Ciel had fallen asleep by then.
Sebastian had predicted it, though sat in the chair next to her bed, and watched his small daughter. She looked so helpless and dependent. He wanted to watch her forever. Of course, he knew he would have to give up his daughter and let her be her own person eventually.
He then did wonder if demon women could have children. He assumed that they could, considering his mother was a demon. Though, what if his father had him with another woman and his fathers wife just happened to be a demon.
This was something that intrigued Sebastian. He should have known the answer since he was a demon himself, though no one had ever told him. No one had even told him about being fertile. He had to figure that one out on his own. With...
Cecilia..
Sebastian was not a happy man before Ciel. His life had been shattered by the loss of his one and only love. Then, Ciel contacted him into a contract. When the butler saw him, he had instantly thought of her to be a boy.
Her looks would have proved her to be a male anyway. Though, he soon found out when they had retreated to the ruins of the mansion.
"Are you sure you would like to form this contract with me? If you do, you will never be able to go into heaven," Sebastian said.
"Did I stutter? I want to form this contract!" Ciel shouted.
"You are willing to give your soul to me?" Sebastian asked. He was quite shocked about a young man with so much anger.
"You want my soul? You're welcome to it,"
Of course, bath time came around was quite a shock to Sebastian.
"You're female?" Sebastian asked.
"..Yes.." Ciel said, just above a whisper.
"And you didn't think to tell me anything different before?" Sebastian asked.
"Will that void the contract?" Ciel asked.
"No, it will not. I just like to know the gender of who I am serving," Sebastian said. "And their story."
"I...I want to hear yours first," Ciel said.
"I don't have a story," Sebastian glared. Unfortunately, he did. He just did not wish to share such a story with this child. Or any child for that matter. Not even an adult.
"Alright...well..I was born to a mother and father..who loved me very much.." Ciel said. Sebastian sensed some doubt in the girls last words.
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