"Goodnight beautiful" Tony said and gave her a kiss on her forehead.

Suddenly her heart monitor played crazy and Tony called the nurses. Ziva woke up and blood was coming out of her mouth.

"Tony" she said.

"I am here Ziva. I am here" he said and held her hand.

When the doctors entered the room they knew what to do.

"We have to bring her into surgery" the doctor said and they took Zivas bed out of the room. Tony followed them, still holding her hand.

"Tony"

"I know Zi I know" he said. Then the doctor said "Sorry sir but you can't go in there"

"At lo levad" Tony said to Ziva and gave her a kiss on her forehead before he couldn't see her and the doctors anymore. He called Gibbs and told him what happened. A few minutes later Gibbs, Rivka and the rest of the team was there.

About two hours later Ziva was in her room again but in a coma. A few stitches in her body had opened up they told the team.

By Ziva

I was in the house where I was born. Why I am in Israel? I can remember that I fell asleep in Tony's arms and I woke up because something happened but why am I here now.

Everybody else was here: Gibbs, Tony, Abby, McGee, Vance, Ducky, Palmer, Jenny, Ari, Tali and Eli. Tali came to me and started to talk with me.

"What are you thinking Ziva?" she said.

"Why am I here Tali? Am I dead?" I asked her.

"No you aren't but you are here because they want to show you that you made the right decisions in your life"

"What so you mean with that?" I asked her.

"Just look" she said.

"We are at the day when I died. If you would have been there sooner you would be the one who died. And if you would have come a day earlier we wouldn't have been there right? But then Ari would have. He wouldn't just have killed Kate. I would have been in America with you by your side and he would have shot me and he would have blamed Gibbs and his team. He would have told you that they wanted revenge because they said that he killed Kate what he did but he would have said that that you are going to kill Gibbs and the team. You would have done that and then you would have died in the prison. You did the right thing when you killed Ari" she said.

Suddenly Tali was away and Jen stood next to me.

"Ziva" she said.

I smiled and hugged her.

"Do you know that Tony did the right thing?" she said.

"I didn't blame him for not listening. He blamed himself for your death" I said.

"I know I saw it" she said.

"But let us go back. If you and Tony would have been there with Mike and me it would have ended I can't even say it you have to see it by yourself. Ok you and Tony came before the shooters came.

You two entered the building and we talked. Mike went out to bring us some water. Then the shooters entered the building. You protected me. Took the bullets for me. And you shot one of them.

You are injured and you couldn't move. I shot another one. Tony was so shocked that he ran to you. A bullet hit him in the head. You are saved but you have to sit in a wheelchair because you couldn't move anymore.

You quitted and don't want to see anyone of us because you blame yourself for Tonys death. You thought that it was your fault because you forces him to come with you to see how I am.

You are always at home didn't eat for days and you drink a lot. One day Abby comes to see how you are and to bring you something to eat. And she would see how you shoot yourself. How you end it with a simple headshot.

She got crazy after that always had nightmares and nobody could help her. A year later I die. It was because I have cancer and Gibbs couldn't stand that he would quit too"

Then Ari came and told me "If you wouldn't have killed me everything would be different. Gibbs would have killed me with a knife and you would bring my body back home. You wouldn't have joined NCIS. Abba would have sent you to Somalia earlier but you would be saved by Mossad. You weren't yourself anymore and NCIS would have caught you. Blamed you for murdering a marine. But you would have died in the interrogation and you know why? Because nobody helped you through Somalia and you are underweight and didn't eat for days when you are there. Nobody looked at your wounds and you would have died because of them. "He said and walked away.

Then Tony came to me. He hugged me and gave me a kiss. "Hey honey" he said. I smiled and said "Hey"

"You know what have happened if we got together after we were undercover?"

"Yes" I said.

"Your father would have taken you away. We couldn't get you back then and he would have forced you to marry Rifkin. And he would have killed me if I wouldn't have killed him." Tony hugged me again and took me with him.

There was sitting a little girl who looked like me but had Tony's eyes. "Do you see her?" he asked me and I nodded. "She would have been our little girl if we would have been together back then. You realized it when you had been back in Israel. I knew it. But you told your father that it would have been Rifkin's. When she got older he saw that she looked a lot like me. And your father found out that she called me daddy. And he, he let Rifkin kill her. Our little one. You found it out and it killed you" he said. He hugged me again and went away.

By the others

Tony sat on the chair next to Ziva and had her hand in his. Rivka sat on the opposite of the bed and held her other hand. The others stood next to them. Everybody asked their selves when Ziva would wake up.

Rivka asked herself when her last living child would wake up.

Gibbs asked himself when his daughter would wake up.

Ducky asked himself when his granddaughter would wake up.

Tim and Abby asked themselves when their sister would wake up.

Tony asked himself when the love of his life would wake up.

I had the meeting with my boss today. We met at a little diner. I entered the building and saw him already waiting. I told him everything again. That there had been two federal agents and that I shot one of them but they shot all of our men. That I couldn't get the target. And that I don't know if the federal agent I shot is still living.

We knew that the risk would be too high to try it again now. We knew that she is being protected better now. Then I remembered something. The federal agent I shot is the daughter of Eli David. So I told my boss that we could go into the hospital and kill her. Then the director of Mossad would come to take her body with him.

By boss told me that this was a good idea. We planned everything. It has to be at night and it has to be fast. So we decided to poison her. But what should I do with that DiNozzo guy? He would probably will be there so I needed to get rid of him before I could kill Ziva David. But how should I do that?

I have to make a plan. I was glad to finally get rid of him. I always hated him. I hated to see him every day when he still worked here in Baltimore with me. When I had to see that stupid grin every day. Now I could finally kill him. That's good. That's really good.

By Eli David

It was late at night when I got a phone call from my old friend Leon.

"Shalom Leon" I said.

"Shalom Eli" he said.

"What do you need?" I asked him.

"It's about Ziva. She was shot and is in a coma now. We don't know if she will make it. I thought that you want to know it" Leon said.

I couldn't believe what he was saying. My last living child could be dead soon? I know that she hated me and probably don't want to see me but I have to go to here and see her. What if she is going to die? I talked with Hadar and we took a plane to fly to America. I wanted to see my child.