Ningai ken Megami Chapter 14: Waking call, an oh my goddess! fanfic

Hi this is Benji Himura I am starting a new fanfic. I don't own Ah megami-sama/Oh my goddess! I also don't own the characters of that story or the plot; taking out the changes that I will make. And some anime or manga characters might show up in the story I also don't own then. I own Benji Himura and others characters that will show up in the story. It might be violence and sex in the story so if you are underage of seventeen are warned the content might be too improper to your age. Read by your own will and risk. In anyway enjoy the story.

Signed: Benji Himura

This story events happens after the events of the OVAs of Ah! Megami-sama/Oh! My goddess! Alterations will be made on the original plot of the manga, anime or movie depending of what I decide to use on the story. The main character is my original character Benji Himura who will interact with one goddess of the series. Now it follows the story, I hope that everyone enjoy this story.

"Text" Talked sentences.

'Text' Thoughts.

-Text- Sounds effects.

(Text) Talked sentences in a foreign language, as English when everyone else speaks Japanese.

: Text: Messages show in an electronic screen or written.

Text: something being recalled, flashbacks, scenes being replayed.

Text: a detail found in a location, scene, person, recording and images that originally wasn't there.

Chapter thirteen: Waking call

Benji's apartment January seventh 1:56 PM; living room

Benji stretches popping his back loudly while letting out a sigh of pleasure. "Well that is it, I am done for the day." He said resting his back against the sofa. "I still don't believe that you managed to beat me to accept this." Cin said sited on the sofa, exactly behind where Benji is sited, his head his between her legs and he is looking at her face with a smile.

"I told you that you wouldn't last against my army in Shinning Forces." Benji said in a lightly teasing tone. "Just accept your defeat and that I will rest for the rest of the day and night." "It isn't fair." Cin complained leaning forward now with her face hovering over Benji's, her black hair falling in a spiked casket around them. "How I would know that you leveled them so much?"

"I redo missions a lot." Benji said pulling Cin's head down and kissing her forehead lightly. "Just relax, I am studying no stop for two weeks I need a break to relax and cool off my head." Cin blushes and stays in silence, moving her forehead to touch his enjoying the closeness.

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January twentieth 2:34 PM; somewhere in the woods outside Nekomi

"You know Peorth I am still amazed in how you convinced Cin to give me a break in studying for one week." Benji commented to the goddess while she fixes the newly destroyed targets. "I just told her that if you didn't learn how to use your energy well you would die soon." Peorth replied casually. "This isn't a lie, eventually it could happen if you do something wrong."

"So you bended the information and altered the truth, I can live with a half truth like that." Benji said sitting on a rock. "I am still amazed with the control that you have on it and in the fact that you never told me that you incinerated that assassin sorceress before I healed your eyesight." Peorth said turning to him.

"It wasn't all that hard since I did perform it before and I since it wasn't related to Heaven or Hell I figured that it wasn't worth to mention." Benji replied casually. "And you were still digesting my life as an assassin." "Still it isn't enjoyable to be informed of that by mail." Peorth commented with a frown. "God I must be the laughingstock of Heaven for not knowing that."

"I have a feeling that you aren't." Benji replied with a smile. "You said yourself that they didn't know my exact address until you told them." "Another thing that makes me wonder about your past." Peorth said walking to him and pointing to his necklace. "Average humans even assassins as you don't have access to powerful magical items like that necklace of yours."

"I don't know how I got this one too so it is useless to ask me about it." Benji replied shrugging. "But is quite handy since I was ambushed by that sorceress when I left the apartment with out it." "Well from what I understood that pendant creates a three hundred meters zone around you where mystical locators, localization spells and items fail to work properly or even locate you." Peorth explained in a serious tone. "Even Yggdrasil is unable to track your exact location, it can easily locate the locating void but it can't narrow your exact location even with me standing besides you."

"Still it can record my life." Benji commented a little annoyed with the lack of privacy. "The system does that but it immediately secures the data and prevents that anyone can watch what you do unless it is given a really good reason and many forms explaining the need." Peorth said defending the system. "And you still haven't explained me that sword that you keep carrying around."

"As I said before Vassala is my sword." Benji replied. "There isn't anything else to know about it other than that and the fact that I am using my rewards to boost it." "You seem too familiar with it." Peorth said stubbornly continuing the subject. "It is a sword." Benji replied. "It is a tool to cut when swung around, it isn't something that is hard to not get familiar with."

Peorth sighs with the lack of proper answer from Benji, she can tell that there is more about that sword than what he tells her and the lack of knowledge makes her unease. "Anyway let's continue the training we have only three more days to get you fully used to your spirit energy." Peorth stated in a serious tone. "Okay." Benji replied standing up.

Benji draws his weapons and points them at a group of unfamiliar goddesses ready to kill them if they try anything. "Benji stop!" Peorth exclaims. "Look I don't know what is going on but hurting goddesses won't help, we are in Heaven to be more precise in one of the gateways to the human's world."

A tall goddess walks towards Peorth and Benji; she has long black hair and is wearing a brown colored uniform. "The date of your scheduled appointment was anticipated." She says in a plain tone to Peorth. "However this is very disturbing and outside the procedure."

"Benji was trying to protect me!" Peorth exclaims defending Benji. "I was suddenly surrounded by light and he thought that was a threat to me." The goddess stares at Benji for few moments. "Disarm your provisory avatar and he can move with you as long he doesn't stray around." She says in a displeased tone.

Another goddess this one wearing a light blue robe walks to them holding a box. "Benji please leave your weapons in the box." Peorth says to Benji in Japanese. "If you do so you can walk to where I go." Benji nods unpleased and ejects the magazines of his pistols inside the box before removing the bullets in the chambers and placing the pistols inside.

Peorth watches in silence while he places the weapons there. "Shoes too." The other goddess says. "Anything other than his clothes that he can use as weapons must be left there." Peorth passes the demands to Benji that annoyed obeys. "Your belt too." Peorth said undoing his belt and pulling it from his waist before placing in the box.

"Satisfied?" Benji asks to the goddess with his annoyance clear on his voice. "No." the goddess replies plainly. "I would prefer that you weren't even here." "Look you said that my appointment was anticipated so take me to the medical area." Peorth said preventing a fight.

The other goddess snorts and leads the way. "Benji you behave, it is already a serious issue the fact that you are here." Peorth says to him in a soft tone. "No one is going to do anything since it was caused by the lack of notice on this advancing of my meeting." "I just don't get good vibes from that one." Benji replied keeping his eyes on the other goddess. Peorth stays in silence not wanting to continue a conversation that might be compromising for him.

Benji idly looks around while following the two goddesses, he can easily notice that he is not only the center of attention of all the goddesses around but that he can only see goddesses there. Benji can't hear or understand what the goddesses are gossiping but is clear that is about him by their giggling and pointing at his direction.

Peorth hears halfheartedly the other goddess complaining at the intruding of Benji on the transportation. When arriving on the medical center the brown clad goddess walks away, few minutes later a much more friendly goddess wearing a drafty heavenly version of a lab coat walks out of a room.

"Hi, I am Chiyu." She says in a friendly tone, with a comforting smile on her lips. "You must be Peorth." "Yes I am." Peorth replied. "I am sorry for the sudden change of our appointment." Chiyu said in an apologetic tone. "It is all right I am wondering if there is something wrong with me." Peorth replied seriously. "But I can't just leave Benji alone here."

Chiyu looks at Benji. "I think that I can arrange an escort for your friend." She said in a casual tone. "It would be a waste for him to come here and not visit." "But that wouldn't be wrong?" Peorth asked seriously. "Not if I get the proper clearance and he stays with the escort." Chiyu answered. "And our appointment might take a while so it would be boring for him to wait here."

"You know I would appreciate Japanese." Benji commented from his seat in the waiting room, the goddesses didn't noticed Benji trying to wait for the appointment pass but finding that the magazines are written in Aesir makes hard for him to just wait there. "We are trying to get you an escort so you can walk around with out being stopped." Chiyu said in a friendly tone. "I am sure that you would enjoy some sightseeing while Peorth is having her check ups."

"That would be pleasing." Benji replied in the same tone. "I would also appreciate some shoes since that lady in the portal made me leave mine there, the floor is a touch too chilly for my taste, normally I wouldn't mind but the AC is a bit chilly too." "I will arrange that too." Chiyu replied chuckling.

"You are sure that you are okay with that Benji?" Peorth asks in a worried tone. "Well considering the sights around here I am fine with it." Benji replied following a nurse walking by with a rather short uniform. "Please keep that inside your pants." Peorth said in an annoyed tone. "I am not pleased with the number of women that do back on Earth I don't want to discover that you did goddesses here too."

"As more interesting as it would be please do not have relations with goddesses while you are on the visit." Chiyu said in a serious tone. "The escort is a bit too impressionable." "I will try but I won't make promises you goddesses have spells and I am just human." Benji replied. "Fair enough." Chiyu said with a smile.

After few minutes a light brown haired goddess wearing robes similar to stewardess clothes walks inside the room. "I am Nil." She says in a cheerful tone. "I am a goddess second class, first category, restricted license." "Nil you will be escorting this young man around for the next few hours." Chiyu said in a casual tone. "He is from the human world so take him around in unrestricted areas."

"Hai." Nil replied in a cheerful manner. "Before the tour please take him to one of the nearby stores so he can acquire a pair of shoes and whatever piece of clothing that he needs." Chiyu added. "Hai." Nil replied writing down on a small notepad. "We will call you when we are done here so have fun." Chiyu said to Benji. "Don't worry she is in good hands."

Peorth nods to Benji. "I guess that I will take the offer." Benji replied. "Well Nil I am Benji; let's start the tour so they can proceed with their appointment." "Hai!" Nil replied before they walk out of the room. "See you later." Benji says to the goddesses. "See you later." Peorth replied. "Now we can move to our appointment." Chiyu said to Peorth with a smile. "So let's move to my office and we can start." Peorth nods and does as told.

"Okay Peorth I need you to strip and remove your limiting jewels." Chiyu said in a clinical tone. "When done summon your angel." "Okay." Peorth replied doing so. Gorgeous Rose looks around in her usual vine covered self. "Well in a visual inspection both of you seem to be fine." Chiyu says to the goddess. "Our first exam is an oral inspection. Sit on that stall and say ahhh…"

"Ahhh…" Peorth obeyed Chiyu looks on the other goddess mouth with the help of a tongue retractor and a flashlight. "All normal on you now on you." Chiyu says to the angel, Gorgeous Rose does the same as Peorth and gets the same line. "Now I will hear your heart beat." Chiyu informs pulling a stethoscope from her coat.

In another part of Heaven Benji is idly hearing the speech from Nil, she is a nice goddess with a relaxing aura around her making her a perfect tour guide, while he was enjoying the tour Benji wasn't able to relax there, he was being stared by all the goddesses that he passes by some of them eying him with hunger and lust.

Peorth explained to Benji his new condition and while it was something great to the ego he wasn't exactly happy with that fact. Nil continues to explain how Heaven wouldn't be heavenly with out a very, very large mall.

Peorth sighs tiredly after two long hours of being examined, tested, probed and poked by Chiyu, even Gorgeous Rose is annoyed with the tiresome examination that even scanned every inch of their codes. With the clearance from the doctor Gorgeous Rose returns to Peorth to rest.

Chiyu looks at Peorth holding a chart. "After the exams we concluded that none of you are infected with a bug, virus or any other kind of harmful code or program." Chiyu said in a matter of fact tone. "Then what is causing to Gorgeous Rose to act as she is acting and what is making me act as I am acting?" Peorth asks seriously, yet still naked in front of the other goddess.

"You." Chiyu answered seriously. "Me?!" Peorth asks confused. "Exactly, from the tests we discovered that Gorgeous Rose is only reflecting one half of your emotions." Chiyu answered. "As you know Gorgeous Rose is the 'other you', until her exposure to Benji she acted normally because no one treated her as a unique being, that fact as well your very negative reactions to his profession caused to a new algorithm to be created in your bond with her." "I do not understand what it has to do with our actions." Peorth commented seriously.

"Resuming everything you are in conflict with your emotions and reasons, that conflict caused to your other you to become more independent and slightly rebellious as her own feelings are locked in her affection towards him and your own affection towards him." Chiyu explained calmly. "She is reflecting your heart purest feelings and dismissing all your fears, doubts, suspicions, hesitations, worries and confusion that are created by your reason. You know with your head that he is dangerous and his actions would make him evil to any goddess, but you also know with your heart that he has reasons for his actions and that he isn't evil."

"My own doubts are causing all this?" Peorth said in disbelieve. "Even when you tried to say to yourself that everything was all right deep inside your mind you still thinks of him as someone that should go to Hell and that you shouldn't have made a pact with him to fulfill your mission." Chiyu continued. "Gorgeous Rose is a separate entity even being the other you, she has her own feelings and they conflict with yours. That conflict hurts her, it hurts her entire being because she honestly loves him as much as she loves you and that love and suffering is causing her to be harsh with you when you think or speak ill of him, she is enduring that suffering in silence for you too and whenever you think or speak ill of him that hurts her even more."

Peorth stays in silence hearing what she is causing to her other self. "I am giving her pain…my own feelings are hurting her?" she asks meekly. "Sadly yes. No one, not even Gorgeous Rose blains you for that, you are very confused with everything you learned too much too fast and much of that was something that you never had contact with before." Chiyu answered in a comforting tone. "Until you solve that turmoil on your feelings, actually if you resolve that everything will be as before taking out that she will be more independent of you and much more reliable than before."

"And if I can't resolve what I feel about everything or that I discover that I can't love him because everything that he did?" Peorth asks crying. "Then the only option would remove all the memory from Gorgeous Rose from the point where she began to grow feelings for him." Chiyu answered in a somber tone. Peorth gasps in shock with the solution.

"That would destroy her! She wouldn't be Gorgeous Rose anymore!" Peorth exclaimed in horror. "It wouldn't be any different than killing her in cold blood!" "She would be the same Gorgeous Rose that she was before that point of your lives." Chiyu replied. "But she wouldn't the Gorgeous Rose that Benji so affectionately calls Rosa and that is cheering for him while he studies. She would be formatted to her last know coding from before being affected by her feelings."

Peorth stays in silence horrified with the so called solution, for the goddess wouldn't be any different than raping and killing Gorgeous Rose, and all because she couldn't accept with the same ease and lack of prejudice that Benji was and still is an trained assassin. "Listen I am not telling that is the only solution." Chiyu said seriously. "You asked me what we could do if you was unable to accept his life, formatting her is much better than allowing her to live in pain because of her feelings, it would be the most merciful thing to do, with out those memories she wouldn't even remember her feelings towards him much less all the pain that she is in."

Somewhere under layers of memories, feelings, divine powers and doubts Gorgeous Rose is sited in a sofa in a copy of Benji's apartment, hugging her knees close against her body crying silently while hearing everything that Peorth is hearing, knowing that with just one order from Peorth she could be forced to lose everything that she holds as precious as Peorth.

Now dressed Peorth is sited in the waiting room, Chiyu needed to leave to report on her condition. Peorth is torn by the weight of the facts that she just learned that was her own fault that she was acting as she is and now Peorth can feel the sheer sadness, fear and despair of Gorgeous Rose. Peorth closes her eyes and allows herself to reach Gorgeous Rose.

Peorth was unable to hold her tears when seeing her angel curled in a tight ball sited in a memory of Benji's sofa wearing the outfit that Benji gave to her when she decided to stay in a human form. The goddess knew why the angel was like that.

Peorth gently embraces Gorgeous Rose. "I am sorry." Peorth says in a sorrowful voice with tears running down her cheeks. "I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry!" Gorgeous Rose stays in silence while Peorth continues to apologize crying.

After long minutes like that Peorth hugs the angel even tighter against herself. "I brought you so much pain…" she whispers tearfully. "Why you didn't tell me that I was making you suffer?" "And tell you what?" Gorgeous Rose replied softly but with her voice filled with sadness. "That you distrust about Benji was hurting me because I love him? That deep down you can't accept that Benji isn't evil even thought he kills, that much of what you learned wasn't right?"

Peorth stays in silence unable to reply. "I can endure the pain." Gorgeous Rose says sobbing. "I can wait until you understand that the notion of absolute good and evil is wrong, that someone with a good heart can do evil things for a cause that he believes that is right. You know that Benji isn't evil or bad, but he does kill others humans, you know that he is kind and gentle, that he cares about his loved ones."

"I know that." Peorth whispered softly. "I know that he is a good person." "But you can't accept that he kills." Gorgeous Rose replied. "Your mind is refusing to accept it and now you will take away my heart…" "Of course not!" Peorth exclaimed. "I won't do anything like that!"

"I know that even for a short while you thought that it could be the best for me." Gorgeous Rose whispered. "If you wasn't able to accept or even came to hate Benji, you thought that it would end my suffering." "I won't deny that a small part of me thought that, but I won't ever do something like that!" Peorth replied. "Even if I can't accept Benji as he is. I wouldn't violate you."

"I know that lately I am not being myself. I know that there are times that all that I seem to do is to hurt you and him, but I am trying to accept everything it is too much in a very short while." Peorth continued. "I loved Benji after our pact; I honestly thought that I could love him from the depths of my heart and accept everything from him."

"Not enough to reciprocate what he does to you." Gorgeous Rose whispered sadly. "It was everything too fast; too sudden I was and still am too confused about everything." Peorth said in an honest tone. "My world was turn upside down so many times in a short while that I don't even know which side is up and which side is down. My heart is confused…"

"No it is not." Gorgeous Rose replied seriously. "My suffering is the proof that your heart is set but your reason isn't. I am the mirror of your heart, your feelings are the same as mine but you are blocking mine and yours from flowing even when you are joined with him."

"I just don't know what to do." Peorth replied sobbing. "Benji is an assassin with a kill account over the thousands, he sleeps with other women, and he doesn't share his past with me or even tells me when he has problems. He doesn't trust on me."

"He does and you know it." Gorgeous Rose said in a serious tone. "He trusts on you and is doing since the beginning, if he doesn't share his past and pains with Eleana that is the closest thing that he as of a mother why he would share it with you when you two only know each other for few weeks? You don't share your pains with him either, you don't trust on him even thought he trusts on you."

"I trust on him." Peorth defended herself. "You don't, at least not as you did. You are afraid of him; I won't deny that he can be scary." Gorgeous Rose continued. "But he never hurt us, unless you did something really bad as trying to kill Cin and that was the only time that he hit us."

"I know…" Peorth whispered crying even more. "But all that I cause him is pain…" "You don't. Benji said himself that he is your sword and shield, you should have faith on him." Gorgeous Rose said hugging Peorth. "He said that would protect you."

Peorth stays in silence hugging the angel tightly. "How you can nurture your feelings when you know everything that I know about him?" she asks in a soft tone. "Because knowing that Benji killed many before we met him doesn't change how I feel towards him because I fell in love for him after he killed, knowing that or not doesn't change that he is kind, loving, warm and especial he is still the same Benji that I love." Gorgeous Rose answered with an honest, serious and loving tone. "I fell in love for a kind warrior that killed many in battle with out showing mercy to them, but that is his battle self outside the battle he is kind and loving."

"I see…" Peorth whispered with a smile. "I must be really stupid for not understanding that…Benji is still Benji even after I discovered that he was an assassin he didn't change, I did… now I am able to understand it…"

Peorth gentle kisses Gorgeous Rose. "You changed too." She whispered with a smile. "And now I am able to accept your changes too, you are my other self, as independent, smart, cool and confident as I am. I won't deny that you solved this crisis by yourself, even suffering from my feelings."

Gorgeous Rose smiled to Peorth. "Now I want you to send me the pain that you suffered whenever I am unable to accept something like this." Peorth continued. "Let's call it as a waking call." "I really don't want to make you feel pain." Gorgeous Rose said in a soft tone. "If I am unable to accept something and causes you pain then I should feel it too." Peorth replied with a smile. "So I will be able to understand how you feel."

Benji sighs inwardly while Peorth chews him out. "I don't believe on you! I leave you alone for six hours and you rampage around with a bunch of crazy Valkyries!" Peorth barks at Benji that is in the middle of a group of dirty Valkyries Kiria included, actually the reason of the scolding.

"Come on we were only having some fun." Kiria said defending Benji. "It was only a harmless sparring." "He was tossing energy attacks out on you and so you were at him!" Peorth replied angrily. "I must say that he was doing quite well." Kiria commented. "We barely could land a hit on him. Sleazy bastard."

"And they began." Benji added. "I just played along and avoided those axes." "No reason to cause this much damage!" Peorth yelled pointing at the destroyed hall. "We can fix that in two minutes." One of the Valkyries commented. "Destruction isn't the only thing that we do."

Peorth takes a deep breath, Benji decides to stop the argument by disarming Peorth, naming he kissed her. Stunned with the action Peorth doesn't do anything while Benji tosses her on his shoulder and drags Nil away. "While it was fun I don't want to see you gals any time soon since it means that I am dead." Benji said to the Valkyries. "Not always." Kiria shouted back while Benji moves away.

In another hall Peorth makes Benji release her. "What the hell you was thinking?!" Peorth asks angrily. "You were making a scene there." Benji replied calmly. "As kissing me wouldn't make it." Peorth replied blushing. "It made you stop yelling." Benji commented. "So you are done with the appointment?"

Peorth blushes more nodding her answer. "Then let's go back to earth, I don't really like here. I have the feeling that everyone is staring at me." Benji said seriously. "Considering your situation is normal, but you are right let's return we still have to finish your training." Peorth commented. "Nil mind in showing us the way to the nearest portal?" "Not at all." Nil replied with a smile.

January twenty seventh 4:45 PM; Eleana's house

Cin is in the living room with Karen and Eleana. "They are late." Cin muttered munching a cookie. "They are still due." Eleana replied with a smile. "And you heard Peorth he needs to train or he might die so few days not studying won't hurt." The sound of a familiar engine fills the air. "Well they are a little early." Eleana commented seeing Cin running out of the room, Karen smiles at her friend's actions and follow her in a more normal pace, Eleana does the same.

They see Benji and Peorth walking out from the parking area. "What happened to you two?!" Eleana exclaimed seeing the state of the duo. Benji's and Peorth's clothes are dirty and torn. "We trained a bit too much." Peorth said chuckling. "And somehow our clothes were destroyed. But the training was really good, we made the most of our time and he won't be in danger of blowing himself anymore."

"At least that." Cin said grabbing Benji's hand and dragging him to the apartment. "You are going to take a bath now so I can hug you with out getting dirty." "Hai, hai." Benji replied casually allowing the little girl to drag him.

End of the chapter thirteen:

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