Helloooow! I'm supaah dupaah sorry I didn't update :( Schoowel! -.- So just to start, I got some freaking awesome reviews and feedback! Hands down for you guys, You're the best! So I'll just comment on them ;D
HTRobsessed: You're like the second version of me! Lawll ;D I do have Facebook and Twitter! Just go to my profile, all the links are there :) Just... Don't be shocked when you see how young I am...
I listened to your fav song! It's A-M-A-Z-I-N-G AMAZING! It really does remind you of Zevie!
Your style reminds me of my little sis :D The only things she'll agree to wear are skinny jeans, tights and t-shirts :P She's 3... Did I mention she picks her own clothes? I wanted to become a fashion designer... But then I got into writing so I let that dream drop O.O
Smileyface2508: Lol! I used to do that, but then puberty hit me and I started getting into the whole Grunge/Scene kinda theme :P
I listened to a few of your fav songs (I already knew the others :P) and I loved "When she cries" by Britt Nicole! It was so beautiful it almost made me cry :') It suits Stevie so perfectly in this story, I wish you would've told me the song sooner! I'm definetly gonna find a way to put this song in the story ;)
Don't worry, it actually weren't that much songs :) I have so many Fav songs that I can't even remember some :P I'll try to make this a good chapter, cause I'm kinda tired and all... Again, Schoowel!
ZevieFan: You liked him for 7 YEARS?! That's insane! He must be the one! You should totally get together with him! I did see Max and Lulu's U-stream! So incredibly cute! I kept fangirling and that says a LOT! I don't fangirl!
zevieobsession: I'm Hurrying! I'm Hurrying! So glad you love the story :)
On with the story :)
- Stevie's POV -
I stroll down the park with a smile on my face. I keep thinking about Zander. Even dough everyone's asking for an autograph or a picture or such, It doesn't bother me at all. After everyone has got what they needed, I walk around the corner seeing It's empty. No single person is there... except for one. I notice a girl, maybe 17 years old, sitting against the wall. She's hugging her knees and just stares in front of her as if she's in a trance. Suddenly she hugs her knees tightly and buries her head in her knees. I slowly walk up to the girl. "Hi... a-are you okay?", I ask. The girl looks up at me. Her eyes are red and puffy. She had long flat hair going just above her chest. Surprisingly, Her hair was pastel purple and it was going lighter on the tips and Her hair was cut into scene bangs. She was wearing black over sized T-shirt with a skeleton head in the middle. She had on an over sized acid washed jean jacket and black skinny jeans topping it of with a pair of dark red Dr. Martens. "Y-yeah... What makes you think I'm not?", She puts on a weak smile.
"Well you're sitting here all by yourself, Crying...", I state sitting down next to her. "What's wrong?", I ask. "Everything!", The girl laughs bitterly. She reminds me of me when I was her age. "What do you mean?", I ask. "Everythings going wrong...", She cries. She takes a deep breath. "When I was 6 years old, I lost my mom. My 2 brothers had already gone to college... My dad didn't know what to do, so he started drinking...", She starts. My heart skips a beat when she tells me this. "He abused me for 5 years untill I called 911...", She adds. The same thing... "I was so lost I started using drugs, alcohol, You name it... I was a cutter ever ever since I was 10 but I stopped at the age of 15 when I went to rehab... I have to go see a stupid therapist but it's not helping!", She adds. "I know how you feel...", I whisper. "How? You're Stevie Baskara! You're living the dream!", She states. "Believe it or not... but I went trough the same thing you went trough! The one thing I learned is that you have to stay strong, no matter what! Yes, you may have some break downs, But that won't help you...", I explain. "Thanks... But you had money... I don't... I can barely afford to pay the rent... I'm over the rent paying dead-line and the owner wants to kick me out...", The girl explains. "What's your name?", I ask. "Chris...", The girl explains. "It's short for Christina...", Chris explains. "Well, what if you come live with me for a couple of months until you can afford to pay rent?", I offer. "You'd really wanna do that?", She asks in disbelief.
After Chris and I talked some more, I found out that when she turned 16 she returned to high school to see her friends again. She wasn't happy dough. She fell into a deep depression that lasted for 10 months. When she cried, everyone would see her but never help her. She'd always cover up her scars with a long sleeved shirt or a hoodie She wondered. Does anyone hear her cry? After 30 minuets of talking about our lives we drive to my place. "Nice place you got here...", Chris compliments. "Thanks!", I smile. I unlock the door and lead her inside. I show her her room and show her around the house. "So now that you know the house, you can unpack and fresh yourself up!", I smile. Chris smiles back at me. I was about to walk to the kitchen untill she stops me. "Stevie?". "Yeah?", I turn around. "Thank you...", She gives me a weak smile and I can see she's trying to hold back her tears. "Come here!", I smile as she quickly walks over to me and buries her head in my shoulder. "It just hurts so much...", The pastel haired girl sobs. "I know! I know...", I rub her back. We stay like this for a few minuets until she goes to her room. I smile to myself. Nobody may have done this for me... But I'll do it for someone else...
I go to the kitchen to take some food when my phone suddenly rings. I pick up the phone.
Phone Call: Zander/ Stevie
Hello?
Hey gorgeous!
Zander... A smile appears on my face.
It's so nice to hear your voice...
I giggle.
So, How're you doing?
I'm doing great! I met this girl at the park that experienced the same thing as me and now she's my roommate!
That's unusual!
I know... But it felt right...
That's because it is!
Chris comes down in something more comfortable. She was now wearing a pair of sweatpants, the same over sized shirt and her hair was in a messy bun but her bangs were still falling out. "Who are you talking to?", She asks. "Oh just my boyfriend!", I explain.
Just your boyfriend?! I chuckle at Zander's sudden outburst.
My super wonderful loving boyfriend who is the cutest I have ever met! You happy now?
Very!
I chuckle.
Hey! Jacob told me to tell you that you're playing at the 'Anti-Bullying' convention next saturday. We can bring 2 guests. I'll bring Kevin and Nelson.
That's awesome! I'll bring Kacey and- I glance at Chris who's taking a soda out of the fridge. an idea pops into my head. "Hey Chris! Wanna join me and some other at the 'Anti-Bullying' Convention next Saturday?", I ask. She shrugs. "Sure!". That wen't easy.
I'll bring Kacey and Chris!
Great! Call you later! Bye! Love you!
Love you too! Bye...
Zander hangs up. I look over at Chris who is smiling at her phone. "What are you smiling about?", I ask amusingly. "Oh, It's just Keith... He's my best friend...", She explains. "Smiling at a text of your best friend. First sign of a crush...", I joke. "What?! I- I don't have a- What are you- What?! Pfff...", Chris defends nervously. "Denying you have a crush on your best friend. 2nd sign of a crush...", I joke again. "How can I deny I have a crush on Keith if I don't have a crush on Keith?!", Chris groans. "Denying a Denial of your crush. 3rd Sign of a crush...", This is getting really funny. "Okay! Know your just being mean! I'm going upstairs!", Chris starts walking away. "Walking away from the truth about your crush! 4th sign of a crush! You love him!", I shout behind her. "I DON'T HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM!", She shouts. I just laugh. She comes back down. "Okay... maybe a little crush...", She admits and runs back upstairs. I playfully shake my head.
- Time Skip -
It's Saturday! The day of the convestion. I was gonna sing 4 songs.
1. Who You Are
2. Bad Day
3. Battle Scars
and 4 is a surprise. It's a new song I've been working on and no one really knows I'm gonna play this song. Not even Zander and Jacob! "And now! To start this convention! Ladies and Gentlemen! Stevie Baskara!", The man announces. I walk up on stage as everyone cheers. There were over a million people and the stage was huge! "Hi everyone! I'm honourd to be performing up here! Hope you all have a fun time!", I shout and everyone cheers as I start strumming my guitar. I start singing Who You Are. After Who You Are I sing Bad Day. Then Battle Scars. Everyone seems to be having a good time. And now! The song you have all been waiting for!. "This is a song I've been working on a while now... recently I met a girl who went trough the same horibble childhood I've been trough... So this song isn't just based on me... But also on the wonderful Christina Carson!", I cheer and so those everyone else. I look at Chris and I can see her smiling while a tear falls down her face. "This is for you Chris...", I smile and start strumming my guitar. The band doesn't know the song and they're all confused. (A/N: Smileyface2508! This is the song! I found a way to put it in the story and I'm super duper happy! This song's called 'When she cries' by Britt Nicole! ^-^)
Little girl terrified
She'd leave her room if only bruises would heal
A home is no place to hide
Her heart is breaking from the pain that she feels
Everyday's the same
She fights, to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray
She'll be just fine, 'cause I know, He hears when she cries
Today she's turning sixteen
Everyone singing, but she can't seem to smile
They never get past arms length
How could they act like everything is alright?
Pulling down her long sleeves
To cover all the memories that scars leave
She says, "maybe making me bleed
will be the answer that could wash the slate clean"
Everyday's the same
She fights, to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray
She'll be just fine, 'cause I know, He hears when she cries
This is the dark before the dawn
The storm before the peace
Don't be afraid 'cause seasons change and
God is watching over you
He hears you
Everyday's the same
She fights, to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray
She'll be just fine, 'cause I know He hears her when she cries
Everyday's the same
She fights, to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray
She'll be just fine, 'cause I know He hears her when she cries
She'll be just fine, 'cause I know He hears her when she cries
Everyone cheers and some even break out in tears, including Chris. She runs up on stage and hugs me tightly.
"I'll always be there for you...", I whisper. "I'll always be there for you too!", She sobs in my shoulder.
I Know! I Know! Not a lot of Zevie... I'm sorry but I just needed some new people :P I just wanted to thank Smileyface2508 again for that wonderful song! And of course all of you others who are reading this story! I love you guys so much!
Question: What was your first kiss like?
Mine was... Oh wait! I never had mine :P Whoops! Forgot ;)
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