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The Unpredictable

It has been a week since the "almost sex". I can not believe this happened! I wanted that more then anything in the world, but he got in my head! UGH I HATE HIM! It wasn't suppose to be like this. Edward and I were suppose to have a romantic night together. Be together. But no, I had to go crazy and flip out. It killed me to hear his voice so... pained. I can still hear his calming voice. I can still feel him holding me. I wanted to have sex with him so much. But I know I screwed up any chance of that happening again. Knowing Edward, he would never put me through that unless I was really ready. I was ready. I still am.

"Hey, Bella." I heard a high pitched voice. Alice. I loved her to death, but not now. No shopping.

"Alice, not now. Please," I begged her.

"What?" her face looked confused, "I wanted to walk you to school. Thats all," she put her arm around me. Ugh, school. I feel like I haven't been there in forever. "Are you okay?"

"Yea." I didn't want to go back. I wanted to stay home and have Edward hold me all day. But I had to go to school. Great. I suddenly realized what school meant. Mike. No one outside the Cullen's and my family knew about the rape. What was I going to do?

Alice had the same look of concern on her face, "Bella, what is it? Tell me."

"Mike," I croaked.

"Oh. OH! EDWARD!!"

"No! Alice, its just that he is at school, and nobody out of your family, or mine, knows about this. I'm scared. What if it happens again?" I was on the verge of tears. It can't happen again.

"Oh, Bella. We will not let it happen. I promise. If it ever happened again Emmett would kill Mike. He thinks of you as part of the family. Like his sister," Alice put her hands on my shoulders.

"I know Alice, but-" I was cut off my the screaming of my name.

"BELLA! BELLA!" It was Edward.

"Alice, now look what you did."

"Sorry," she said meekly.

Edward was a worrywart. He wanted me safe. I know that, but he over does it sometimes. "Edward, I am fine. Alice just flipped out over something." I shot her a look.

She put her head down.

"Okay," he said with a sigh and a kiss. I could tell he was worried. He doesn't kiss me the same as he did before the sex thing. I miss it.

"Edward, really I am okay. Your with me." I smiled at the last part. He was with me. He will be with me forever. I put on my best fake smile, "Okay, lets get to school."

We went to the car hand in hand, Edward and I. I didn't want to be away from him. Alice sat in the back while I sat up front with Edward. His hand was stroking my leg, making me groan a little. Once he heard it, he pulled his hand away. I didn't want him to stop! Why did he stop!? It made me confused. I had to tell him that I was okay. It was a little to soon, but he didn't have to pull away every time I groaned. We pulled up to the school. Just looking at it gave me the same memories as before. The ones of being pushed up against the lockers if something was not right. Or being punched in the stomach for not dressing right. It make me shiver a little. Edward turned to me and put his hands on my face. He looked at me with loving eyes and kissed me. Still, not the same way as before. "Ready?" he whispered on my lips.

I just nodded. Was I ready? I didn't want him to hear my voice. For I feared it would show my lie. I got out of the car, and looked around to see if I could find Mike. I was turning my head in different directions to see if he was behind me or next to me. It scared me that I might see him again. For all I know he could try to take me away again. With that thought I ran to Edward and griped his jacket.

"Bella?" His face looked concerned. "Are you sure your ready for this? I can take you home now."

What was I to say? Yes, Edward take me home now. I don't want to be here. I'd rather be at home with you all day. It scares me that I might come face to face with that boy again. Take me home now!! He would never let me out again! "No. I am fine. Really."

"Thats what you said before." I knew he was talking about the sex thing again. Why can't he get over it!? It was really making me mad.

"Look, Edward, I sorry I ruined the perfect night. I really thought I was ready for it, but it was too soon. I still want to be with you, but I need time. What happened in the wear house is still in my head. I can't get it out. All I am asking is that you give me that much. I am sorry and if you can't forgive me then forget that it happened!" I stormed off. I was mad that he did not understand what was going on. He could be so self-centered sometimes. I didn't care that something could happen. I needed to get away. I didn't look back to see if Edward was following me. Instead I went straight to my class. I didn't care about Mike in that moment. I just went to class.

When it was over I went to the lunchroom and found Alice sitting at the lunch table. I looked around for Edward, but I couldn't find him. I went to the table and sat next to Alice. "Hey, were is Edward? I have to apologize."

Her eyes went big. I followed her gaze. It was Edward and Jessica. Jessica was the slut in the school. I new she wanted Edward since the moment he came to this school, and she hated me for being with him. They were arm in arm. Edward looked liked he... liked it? I was confused and mad. I went storming into the girls room. I started to cry. I don't know why, but I did.

Life is unpredictable.

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