Section 6 - The Unapproved Action, part 1 (Mike)
I pointed at where we probably were, probably somewhere in the middle of West Virginia, with the roads similar to where we are on the map, I made the prediction that we are South of Charleston. I wish we were farther... it's not safe. Kenny and Jane could still be hunting us down, but what do I know? I am just trying to keep everyone safe...
"Okay, so as we agreed on some time ago we want to be pretty south, near Texas. Right now, it's around the middle of summer, so we have about 2-4 months to get there, if we don't want to suffer in the cold. So, we have to at least make it to Mississippi by that time, but it's kind of a smaller chance. Unless we were to walk towards our destination everyday, then we'll probably make it South-Tennesse. So, is the plan up for work, or are we planning on something else...?"
Blake let go of Arvo, and sat up. "Actually... there is something I need to say about that..." We all looked to her, on the edge of our seats automatically. She continues, "When you guys met me... I was never aiming to go South, I wanted to go West, too Arizona. I believe I have some friends there. Me and Arvo have been talking about it, and he wants to join me. I don't know if you guys want to change plans as well, but if you dont, it's fine. I am pretty sure a 14 year old and a 16 year old can survive."
Oh hell no, I am not allowing that shit. We worked our asses off to save them, espically Arvo, I saved him from being beaten to death by Kenny. This is NOT how he is re-paying me.
"Uh, hell no! We (Me and Bonnie) worked our asses off to save you guys! Blake, when we found you by the creek, barely able to move, we took you. As stubborn as I was, I decided to take care of you. You better have some kind of way to repay me, because I did not take you under my wing for nothing."
I can see Blake's face is getting angered, and her face grew red. "Too hell with that! You didn't HAVE too save me, if I knew I had to deal with this bullshit, I would have rather fucking died!"
I get up, and say, "You know what... maybe you deserve it." I can feel my veins pumping... I am not letting them do this stupid shit. I am done.
"I regret saving both of you, I would have just run off with Bonnie, but it's too late for that shit now. Even of taken Clem. She asked to come with us, but when YOU shot her, I knew that would've alerted the rest of the crew. And I had to leave her behind..."
At this point, everyone was up, with angry pressure all over the room. Then, alot of yelling happened. I was too tired that night, so I decided to just stop, and I was done. "... I'm done. Go ahead, leave. I don't give a damn... but you better hope you don't find us. You'll regret it."
I got up, and I went to my room, and slammed the door. After that, I don't know if I just fell asleep, or stayed up. I was too stressed and I was already dealing with guilt. That guilt, would build up to intense regret later on... and I knew it all too well.