Twilight:
The Sun and the Moon
By
Skylight96
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Summary: Trust is nothing but a fragile belief that can easily been broken… but can be strong as steel that support life…
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight but Éclair Farron.
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Chapter 13:
A fool for Love
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The sound of the door turned echoed inside the silence house as Jacob walked through the wooden door and looked up to the dark house in confused…
Why is the house so dark?
"Éclair?" called out the shifter for his imprint, switching the light on as he searched mildly for a glimpse of her red hair and walked into the living room where she used to greet him, "Éclair?" but was greeted by nothing but silence within the small house.
With a frown on his face, he walked towards her room and opened the wooden in hope of finding her again inside her sanctuary, "Éclair?" once he called out to her as he took a peek of her empty room before a sick feeling hit the pit of his stomach and glanced around her room for any sign of the red haired beauty…
Nothing…
A paper caught his dark brown eyes at the nightstand beside her bed and began to pick it up as he read…
Dear Jacob,
If you reading this, it means I already left Forks hours ago…
First of all, I'm sorry… I can't do this anymore, Jake. I'm tired… I'm tired of trying to understand you. You're not the Jake I knew anymore. Ever since you meet with Bella again, you become more and more distant towards us. I knew I'm being selfish about it and I swear I've tried to understand how much she meant for you… and how much you meant for her… but as time passed, I can't handle it. I can't hold this feeling of jealousy and pain that always swimming inside my heart for you… it as if I wasn't exists anymore to your eyes. All you could ever see was Bella while I'm a shadow of her… I often wondered whether you truly love me… or was it the imprint talking. And now I know, I'll never be the first within your heart as your love for her never vanishes even with the ties between us. So, now I give up Jake… I give up you to her… I'm sorry… I'm so sorry… I love you so much that it's hurt… I wish all the happiness in the world…
Sincerely;
Éclair…
The shaken knee of him finally give out as he fallen down onto the cold wooden floor breathlessly, frozen by the words within the piece of paper as tears started to form behind his eyes lids and slowly slide down through his tan cheeks…
No…
-crumpling the paper, he instantly on his feet and opened the door of her closets to find it empty which causes his heart to beaten fast for the thought of her leaving him before turning away, running towards the front door as he mildly search of her…
"ÉCLAIR!"
The silence around him began to eat him as he glanced around the house anxious for any tell-sign of the vampire…
Don't…
"ÉCLAIR!"
-running and running through the darkness of the night with his dark eyes glancing around the shadow as he called out for her…
"ÉCLAIR!"
"JAKE!"
The shifter turned to the sound of his name and was greeted by the young pup running towards him tiredly with concern and fear swimming within his young gaze. Jacob stopped and caught the boy by his shoulder as he support him to take his breath, saying "Seth, where's Éclair?!"
"I-I don't know… one minute I meet her in the clearing and next she just vanished! I don't know where she went to!"
Gritting his teeth in annoyance and despair, he turned away and instantly phased as he running through the forest in hope of catching her familiar scent before the rain washed it away…
Please…
-turning to his left as he speed down the dirt trail…
Please don't leave me…
Stopping by the edge of a mountain cliff, he howled in agony throughout the night, praying to the god above to give back his imprint before crumpled down to earth as he slowly shifted back with tears streaming down his face in sorrow, hugging his body as he screamed to the full moon…
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On the other side of the world, a pair of azure blue eyes snapped opened as she turned her attention around her before an old woman beside her looked at the young beautiful lady concernedly, saying "You alright, dear?"
The owner of the beautiful azure eyes blinked and slowly plastered a fake smile on her rosy lips to ease the human concerned for her well-being by saying "Yeah… I'm fine"
"Alright then…"
Turning away, she lifted up her gaze to the full moon outside of the window of the aeroplane and watched the star shined brightly beside it with a tint of sadness flashed inside the blue orbs for the sight, parting her perfect lips as a soft whisper escaped from her mouth…
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Jacob…
The man instantly lifted his head up to the skies, hearing the sound of her soft voice through the wind touched his hot burning skin and watched the dark blue skies slowly darken by the dark clouds, hiding the full moon from his sight…
The sound of snapping twig caught his attention as he turned to meet Seth within his wolf form gazing at him sadly…
Are you alright?...
-was the unmistakable words echoed inside the boy head as Jacob turned away to hung his head down towards the ground, feeling nothing but emptiness with his soul as tears fallen down to the land and closed his eyes tiredly with his hand fisting by his side…
"It's all my fault…"
Opening his eyes as he lifted up to the solemn skies, feeling the coldness of the breeze as a tint of the raindrop sliding down his cheek, followed by the other as the tears of the heaven wetting the land as if it was crying alongside with him for his loneliness…
"…she left me. Just like Bella used to …" he murmured, gazing at the heaven sadly with his lifeless orbs as he ignored the wetness streaming down his cheek and soul, "I'm a fool. I'm too caught up with Bella until I forget about her… about us…" breathed the man as he closed his eyes regretfully, "Just seeing her again make me forget of everything I ever had and now… I lose everything I ever need…The happiness I once have, I let it go for the old ones. A love that couldn't never be mine as I forget the love she held for me…"
"…Trust is nothing but a fragile that can easily been broken but can be strong as steel that support life. That's was her words to me but I broke it. Shattering it into dust and now, look what I did to it… I lose her. I lose the happiness that had been always there's before my eyes…" opening his eyes once more as he hung his head down to the ground, "I guess they were right, 'One never knows true happiness if they never felt a true sadness in life'…"
A hand could been feel by the shifter as the young boy placed his comfort onto his shoulder, giving him a light squeeze, saying "but that what make happiness taste so sweet…" murmured Seth as he meet his lifeless gaze, "I know, she'll be back Jake… just give her sometime and she'll be your… plus she's your soul mate right? One can never escaped destiny binding you to her… She'll be back"
I promise…
Feeling a sob cracked inside his throat, he nodded as he whimpered desperately to suppress the sob and cried down to his knee, hugging his body as his tears mixing the rain with the cold night breeze blew against his burning skin soothingly…
Please come back to me…
"…Éclair…"
I love you… I really do…
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"After 300 years of my rebirth, I never have seen such a love. A love between immortal enemies was uncommon yet was beautiful at the same time… I'll pray to the Lord for them"
*Carlisle Cullen*
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