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We both went to bed that night and I woke up around 9:00. Brooke wanted me to watch 8 month old daughter Cassie for the day while she went to another doctor appointment. I was at her house at 11:00 and walked in the door.

"," I said as I saw her in the kitchen with Cassie on her hip.

"Hey, thanks so much for watching her today," she said and handed Cassie over to me.

"It's no problem," I said taking Cassie into my arms.

"Well, she should be good on food and sleeping until I get back but you guys can do whatever you want today," she said tickling Cassie.

"Okay sounds good, good luck at your appointment," I said and gave her a hug before she gave Cassie a kiss and left. I put Cassie in her stroller and we headed out the door on a walk around Tree hill. I met Landon about 6 months ago at my studio. He came in with a demo and I got him a CD and now we've been dating for 6 months. I decided to stay in Tree Hill because all my friends were their and I didn't want to leave again. Lucas and I still talk but there is still awkwardness between us. I think he is still waiting for me to realize I love him, which I still do but I can't take a risk again. I've taking to many for a 23 year old and I'm scared to get hurt again. Everyone knows that we will end up together but it still is taking longer then I expected. He hasn't seen anyone since me and him broke up and I want to tell him I want another shot but I'm with Landon who is an amazing guy and loving and our life is not complicated. I think we're just happy, but sometimes happiness isn't the key, you have to love him and I do but not like Lucas and he knows that. Heck we fight over Lucas all the time; that's the only complicated part. We head back to the house when we both run into Lucas.

"Hey," he says.

"Hi," I reply as he picks up Cassie from the stroller.

"You got Cassie for the day?" he asks me.

"Yeah, Brooke has an appointment and I told her that I would take her," I told him.

"How are you doing and the studio," He asks as he raises Cassie in the air and she starts laughing.

"Both are good. I did mail you a check for rent yesterday, so you should be getting it," I told him.

"You know you can stop by the gym and give it to me," he says as he puts Cassie back in the stroller.

"I know," I say looking down.

"Are you coming to our first game tonight?" he asks.

"I think so yeah," I told him.

"Landon coming too?"

"No he has a flight to catch for a tour this month," I told him.

"Oh I see, big rock star huh," he said and shifted his weight from one foot to the other.

"Getting there," I told him.

"Well, I'll be seeing ya," he says and turns around and heads back into the school. Those five words got me every time he said them. They were our words and he knew it and he knew it got to me.

"Cassie when you grow older make sure you don't make the same mistakes I have," I told the little girl who was smiling at me. We got back to Brooke and Brooke got home around 3. I went to the studio. Landon was at my desk on the phone and I came in and sat on his lap.

"Yes, we will call you to set up an appointment for next week, I look forward to seeing you," he said before he hung up.

"How was the band?" I asked as I lightly kissed him.

"Good, we recorded a song it is burning to the CD as we speak," he said.

"Cool. I don't want you to go," I said leaning my forehead against him.

"Then come with me," he said.

"You know I can't thee is way too much to do here," I said and got up.

"I don't want to go either, I mean I do I just don't want to leave you," he said and wrapped his arms around me and pulled me in for a kiss.

"I'm going to be late for my flight," he said and pulled away.

"Don't forget about me when you become a star," I said and gave him one last kiss before he grabbed his suitcase and left. I went over to Haley's that night for supper with her, since Nathan and Jaime were already at the gym.

"So how is everything?" she asked.

"Good, RBR is really taking off, I'm really excited." I said.

"I'm glad you deserve it," she said.

"So where is Landon?" she ask as she brings her plate to the sink.

"He is on a plane to New York right now for the start of his tour," I told her.

"Well that's cool, I have a feeling he is going to be famous," she said and I handed her my plate.

"Yeah. I ran into Lucas today outside the high school," I told her as I hopped on the counter.

"Uh oh," she said.

"No, it was ok, he just said that, I'll be seeing ya thing," I told her.

"You mean your guys thing," she said.

"Yeah," I laughed.

"Wait why were you at the high school?" she asked curiously.

"I had Cassie and we went for a walk," I said guilty.

"Brooke's house is not close to the high school," she pointed out.

"We went for a long walk," I said blushing.

"Right," she laughed. "Do you still have feelings for Lucas?" she asked.

"Haley I always will." I said.

"Peyton everyone knows what he did was uncalled for but you have to forgive him sometime," she informed me.

"I know but Landon is a great guy and I love him and I miss Lucas and I don't know anymore," I told her frustrated. She came over to me and said, "I'm going to tell you what I told Lucas, follow your heart don't keep hiding it. If you love Jake good, if it's Julian good, if it's Lucas great just stop hiding your heart because you have too much to live for." I hugged her and a tear fell down my face.

"Come on lets go see our guys in those sexy suits," she said and I laughed as I hopped off the counter and into her car.