Sorry ladies, work once again got in the way of me posting yesterday.
APOV
"I'll see you tomorrow, I love you," Christian says, before he walks out the front door of Kate's house.
"I love you too, Christian"
"Laters, Baby!" He kisses me.
Kate and I watch as the guy's get into Christian Audi and drive away. I can't believe it's almost midnight. I swear if it wasn't for thinking that my dad and Mr. K coming home Christian and Elliot would have slept over. As soon as the car is no longer in site Kate closes the door and starts with the questions.
"Ok soooooo, I'm really tired. I'll see you in the morning Kate" I fake a yawn and start to walk up the stairs to the guestroom.
"Not so fast Missy" Shit! I thought I could get away with not answering any of her questions. "I know what you and Christian did in my guestroom. I want details, and I want them now"
"Now? Really Kate. It's late and I'm tired. We both need sleep"
"Oh no you don't" She starts. "We have stayed up countless of house before. Now I'm sure you can spare an hour or two to tell me what happened"
"Fine you want details I'll give you details" Kate takes my hand and we go upstairs to her bedroom. The two of us sit on her bed. "Ok now spill"
"It was magical Kate. I've never felt anything like that before. At first it hurt a little but then it got better. He held me close to him told me he loved him. He was gentle too"
"Is he big? Elliot is huge" Like I needed to know that.
"If you must know yes, he's big. Oh god Kate, I was so scared that it wasn't going to fit. I swear Kate it felt like we we're made for each other"
"Did he make you cum?"
"Yes" I blush.
"Oh Ana, I'm so happy for you"
"Thanks Kate" We both lay on her bed looking up to the ceiling. Soon my eyes become heavy and I start to drift off into a blissful slumber dreaming once again of Christian.
The next morning I'm being woken up by Kate. Doesn't this girl ever sleep?
"Leave me alone Kate. It's still early"
"Ana it's far from early, its past 1"
"So I need my sleep. Now please go away" I pull the covers over my face and try to go back to sleep.
"Are you sure you want to go back to sleep? Because if you do you won't get to see your surprise that's down stairs" Well that caught my attention.
I remove the covers from my face and look at Kate. She has a beaming smile displayed on her face. I waste no time at all and jump out of bed and run into the bathroom to freshen up.
Finished, I walk downstairs and into the kitchen. She wasn't kidding that there was a surprise for me. Christian is sitting at the kitchen table with my dad, while Elliot is sitting next to Mr. K. They four of them seem to be enjoying their conversation with each other.
"Morning" I said.
"Morning Annie. Did you sleep well?"
"Yeah, I did. How about you? What time did you guys come back last night?"
"We got back late" Both Mr. K and my dad chuckle.
"So what are your plans for today dad?"
"It's funny that you should ask that. Christian and Elliot asked us if we could take them fishing" I look at Christian and give him a confused look.
"I didn't know you were a fishermen Christian"
"I'm not but your dad agreed to show me the ropes" He smiles.
"Oh ok" I say surprised. "Well you guys have a good time. Kate and I can bring you guy's dinner later on the docks. We could have a picnic or something"
"That would be great Annie. Michael and I need to run over to our house and get a few things. We should be back in an hour or so"
"Alright. I'm going to go and jump into the shower then while you're gone" I walk out the kitchen and head back upstairs.
In the guest bathroom I begin to take off my clothes. Turning the water on I wait for it to heat up. As I'm waiting I look in the mirror and take a hard look at myself. I don't look different now that I'm not a virgin, but I feel different. Shrugging my shoulder I open the glass door to the shower and get in.
I let the warm water cascade over my head. I'm not sure how long I stood there, but after a while I grabbed the shampoo and started to wash my hair. I must have been daydreaming because the next thing I knew someone else was in the shower with me helping me wash my hair. When I felt the extra pair of hands I jumped about ten feet and almost fell face first into the tiled wall.
I steadied myself quickly and turned around to find that it is Christian.
"Christian!" I breathed heavily. "What are you doing here?"
"What does it look like I'm doing? I'm washing my baby's hair"
"But my dad?"
"They already left to go to your house" He smirked.
"Oh" He leans forward and kisses me. This kiss feels urgent, as if his life depends on it. Christian pulls me closer to him. His erection grows between us. His hands start to roam my body. I can't help but to moan when his hands find my ass and he starts to squeeze.
"Baby?" He says.
"Yeah?" I say while panting.
"Wrap your legs around my waist" I do as I'm told. He presses my back into the tiled wall. He holds tightly onto me with his left hand while his right snakes its way between us and goes right for my folds. His fingers slip inside me. I arch my back enjoying the sensation. His fingers don't stay inside me very long because before I knew it he takes his fingers out and put them into his mouth and sucks on them. I don't know why this is such a turn on to me.
"You taste so sweet" I don't know what it was, but I crashed my mouth to his. I could taste my own juices on his tongue, and I'm loving it.
"Fuck me, Christian" I beg him. There is no time wasted. He fills me with his erection. In this position I can feel every inch of him. He doesn't move though. He's just standing there inside me. I need him I need him to move. Now! I start grinding my hips back and forth.
He stills me. "No baby, don't move. I want you to just feel it. Do you feel what you do to me? Do you feel how hard I am for you? Do you feel how I fit perfectly inside you?"
"Yes. I feel you Christian.
"No baby, I want you to feel me feel every inch of me, can you feel it baby, it's all for you"
"Yes Christian, yes I feel you, please Christian I want you"
"So inpatient" He smirks. "We have the rest of our lives baby" My climax starts building stronger at his words. I can't believe this is even happening. He isn't even moving.
"Please Christian" I beg. I need friction. Christian smiles a devilish grin at me then begins to move his hips. I can feel the throbbing of his erection against my walls. It's just enough to send me over the edge.
"Oh fuck, Christian" I call out his name as my orgasm explodes.
"Christ, Ana. You're squeezing my dick so hard. Oh FUCK!" He screams. He's knee's go weak. With my legs and arms still wrapped around him we slowly slide down the tiled wall of the shower.
I'm lying on top of him. The water is beating on my back. We stay like this for a good five minutes looking into each other's eyes, stealing a kiss every few seconds. When the water starts to turn cold Christian lifts me off of him and stands. I was shocked to see that he was wearing a condom. Something I didn't even think about. When did he even put it on? Before or after he got into the shower?
Getting out of the shower, Christian grabs a pair of towels and put one of them around me. When he ties the one around his waist the two of us go into the guestroom. Sitting on the bed he dries my hair. This feels nice. No one has ever done anything like this for me before. Once he is finished I turn around and do the same to him. My eyes instantly go to his chest. There are 8 to 9 tiny little circular scars spread out over his chest.
"Are these from when you were little?" I run my fingers over the scars. His chest muscles tighten. I wonder if he would let me kiss each one of them.
"Yes"
"I'm sorry Christian"
"Don't be sorry Ana. It's not your fault. We better get dressed your dad will be back soon and I don't think it would be a good idea for him to find us like this" He smiles.
I shake my head and say, "Ok" Though what I really want to say is please fuck me again. Sometimes I wonder what the hell has gotten into me. Oh wait. I know. Christian Grey. That's what has gotten into me.
We go into Kate's bedroom because I need to borrow some of her clothes. It's nice to have a friend who is the same size as you. I pick out a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. Nothing fancy, just simple. I know Christian is watching me like a hawk. I can feel his eyes trying to burn a whole through the towel I'm wearing.
I let the towel drop to the floor. "Oops!" Before I could even blink Christian was right behind me pulling my back into his front. I can feel his erection growing on my ass.
"Anastasia, did you do that on purpose?"
"I don't know what you're talking about" I giggle.
"If I didn't know any better I would say you're trying to seduce me"
"I wouldn't dream of it Mr. Grey" I turn around biting my lip. Christian lets out a growl from deep within his throat.
He closes his eyes trying to resist temptation and says, "We need to get dressed" He turns and walks out. Dammit! I throw the clothes I picked out and got dressed. I don't even bother going back to the guestroom for Christian because I know it would be pointless trying to get him to fuck me again since my dad will be back any minute. I joined Elliot and Kate in the kitchen.
"Have a good shower Ana?" Kate smirked while asking.
"The best" Just then we heard a car pull up and the doors opening and closing. Christian runs down the stairs and into the kitchen.
The front door opens and my dad calls out for the guys to join them. Christian gives me a quick kiss on the lips and says, "Laters baby" Elliot does the same with Kate. Kate and I watch as our boyfriends walk out the front door and joined our dads.
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The week has gone by rather quickly. Today is the day of the Coping together gala. Kate and I spent the night at the Greys. Of course neither of us was allowed to sleep in the same beds as our boyfriends. Luckily enough Mia's bedroom was just down the hall from theirs.
In the middle of the night I woke up to the sounds of screaming. At first I thought maybe it was just a dream I was having a very vivid dream. I closed my eyes and tried to fall back asleep, but I heard it again followed by the sounds of crying. I got up from the air mattress I was sleeping on and went to the door. I looked back making sure Mia and Kate we're both still sleeping, and they we're.
In the hallway I listened for more screams or the sounds of crying. There was nothing. Just as I was about to shrug my shoulders and head back into Mia's room I heard it again. The sounds lead me right to Christian's bedroom door.
I slowly opened the door and peeked inside. Christian was sound asleep on his bed tossing and turning between his sheets. I'm not too sure on what to do but I go over to the side of the bed and try to wake him.
"Christian" I say softly. It doesn't help; he is still violently tossing in his bed, gripping the sheets with his hands. "Christian, please wake up. You're having a nightmare" My hands grab his fists. His eyes shot open, and he's gasping for air.
Christian sat up and pulled the sheets off of him. He was covered in sweat. I could hear the bounding of his heartbeat in his chest.
"Christian?" I whisper. Slowly he turns his face towards me. It takes him a moment to realize it's me.
"Ana?" I nod my head. "Oh god Ana. I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry for scaring you like that"
"It's ok Christian. I was more worried about you than scared," I tell him. "Do you want to talk about it?"
"Talk about what?"
"Your nightmare. Sometimes it helps talking about them. Makes them go away"
"I've had this nightmare for so long, I don't think any amount of talking will make it ever go away"
"You know what helps me sometimes when I have a nightmare?"
"What?"
"Food. Food always makes everything better," I giggle.
"In that case I have everything I need right here to eat" His hand cups my sex and gives it a little squeeze. He sure got over his nightmare real quick.
"Christian! Your mother is downstairs. What would she think of me if she came in here right now with my pants around my ankles?"
"Alright, alright. Let's go downstairs and get something to eat. Later your mine" As soon as the word 'Mine' came out of his mouth a shiver went down my spine.
Walking into the kitchen Grace is in front of the stove cooking pancakes and drinking coffee. Carrick is sitting at the table reading the morning paper, and drinking his coffee as well.
"Good morning you two" She smiles. "Ana, did you sleep well? I know how Mia can be when she has sleep overs"
"Nope" I say, popping the P. "Mia didn't keep me up"
"Good. Please make yourself at home and have some breakfast we have a very busy day ahead of us. The glam squad will be here in a few hours, and were getting out pictures taken as well before the event starts"
"Ok cool. Do you know if my dad brought my dress?"
"Yes, your dad stopped by early this morning with your dress and your shoes"
"Great" I take a plate off the warming rack and place two pancakes on it, along with a few pieces of bacon and hand it to Christian. I take another plate and fill it just like I did with Christian and take a seat next to him and begin to eat.
"Thank you baby" He whispers in my ear. I kiss him on the cheek and continue eating.
The morning goes by in a blur. There are dozens of people running around the house like it's a looney bin and their patients. Mia was the first one to get her hair and makeup done. She looks so grown up; you would have never guessed she's a year younger than me.
Next up was Kate. She looked like a natural while getting her hair and makeup done. She had no problem-ordering people around to get her things like food or soda. I think it's funnier than shit watching adults take orders from a 15 year old.
When it was Grace's turn it didn't take long at all. I guess that's what happens when you have natural beauty like hers. I admire Grace a great deal. She is such a loving woman.
By 6 o'clock it was my turn. I have no clue how they're going to get anything done on me. The event starts in less than an hour. From what I can tell, they are leaving my hair down and giving me a bunch of curls. Just like Grace they go light with the makeup, but give me a shadowy look around my eyes. 30 minutes later and I was finished. I went into Mia's room and quickly changed into my dress.
Putting on my shoes there was a soft knock on the door. "Come in" The door opened slowly. It was Christian dressed in his black suit with a gray tie that matches my dress. His eyes travel from my head to my toes. Christian beautiful gray eyes sparkle with delight.
"May I help you?" I ask.
"Yes, you may"
"What do you need help with?" His tie looks good. His shoes don't need lacing.
"You could do me the honor of wearing this" From the inside of his suit he pulls out a rectangular box. Holding the box in front of me, he opens it.
"Christian" I gasp. It's a teardrop diamond necklace. It's absolutely beautiful. "It's beautiful Christian, I can't accept this"
"Yes you can, and I want you to wear it tonight" He moves to the back of me. I move my hair to the side and Christian puts it on.
"Perfect" He whispers to me.
"I have nothing to give you in return Christian"
"You already gave me something" I'm puzzled. What did I give me? "You gave me the key to your hear Ana" He reaches under his dress shirt and pulls out the little key I have him months ago while he was in the hospital.
"I don't know what to say"
"Say yes. The next time I give you a piece of jewelry I want you to say yes, because it'll be going on your finger not your neck" Tear form in my eyes. He wants to marry me.
"Just say yes. The next time I give you a piece of jewelry say yes, and when I do it'll go on your finger not your neck" I can feel the tears in my eyes, he is, he is telling me that he is going to marry me one day
"I love you Christian"
"And I you Anastasia" He kisses me softly on my lips, being very careful not to ruin my lipstick. "Come on, it's time to get our pictures taken" He extends his arm for me to take.
Reaching the bottom of the stairs all eyes are on us. I mean everyone, even the staff stops in their tracks to look at us. Christian wraps his arm around my waist pulling me closer to him.
"They're all staring at us Christian"
"Not me baby, you. You're too beautiful not to stare at" I blush.
Well all stood at the bottom of the grand staircase and had our pictures taken. Grace made sure that Christian and I had our own pictures taken together as a couple, as well as Elliot and Kate.
At 7 o'clock the grandfather clock chimed. It was time to go outside and get this show on the road. Guest had already started to arrive and pile into the large tent outside. I was in complete awe of my surroundings. While linens on every table, fine china, engraved sliver wear, twinkling lights hanging from the top of the tent making it look like stars, a large dance floor, a small band in one corner, and a DJ in the other.
Christian stayed by my side for most of the evening only leaving me to use the restroom, or to get us a drink. The food was delicious, and after the main course was served it was time for a little dancing.
"May I have this dance?" Christian asked.
"Of course" He smiled his mega-watt smile at me.
Christian and I danced for what felt like hours. We held each other close, and never broke eye contact with each other. We were in our own little bubble. It felt like a dream half of the time. I could spend every waking hour with Christian and never get tired of him. He is my true love.
During the night Christian managed to sneak the two of us a glass of champagne. He said we need to enjoy the little things in life, no matter how old we are. What Christian failed to mention is how quickly alcohol goes right through you. I excused myself and headed off to the direction of the ladies room.
Before leaving the ladies room I did a once over of myself in the mirror, making sure my dress was caught in my panties, and checking to see if my makeup was running down my face from sweating. Nope I was good to go. Stepping out of the lavish port-a-potty a hand grabbed my arm and dragged me over to the side. It was none other than the bitch troll herself. What is the world is she doing here?
"Lovely to see you again Anastasia"
"I wish I could say the same, but I'd be lying. What are you doing here Mrs. Lincoln?"
"You don't seem happy to see me, and here I thought the two of us were going to be the best of friends"
"You and I friends, Ha. That's laughable. You're kidding right"
"Why of course, my dear, sweet, Anastasia" She lightly taps my cheek with her hand. I try to back away but she grabs me by my shoulder.
"I would like to have a word with you Anastasia. It seems that you and I share someone in common"
"Grace?" I said, and she laughed in my face.
"No, no" She shakes her head and laughed some more. "Christian of course. You silly girl"
"And what may I ask that you and I have in common with Christian"
"We both fucked him of course" Vile began to build in my throat. My face paled and my eyes widen. "Judging by the look on your face he didn't tell you about us" I know Christian had told me he was with an older woman but he didn't tell me it was her. I don't feel so good right now.
"He….I….You….Oh god"
"What's the matter sweetheart, you don't feel well?" I hold on to the side of the lavish port-a-potty, taking deep breaths trying not to vomit.
"You'll never be enough for him little girl. You'll never give him what he needs" And is if right on cue Christian comes running over to us like a bat out of hell. The look on his face looks as if he's ready to kill someone.
"What the fuck are you doing here Elena? DAD!" Christian screams out for his father.
"You better watch your tone with me Christian, or you'll end up back in the hospital" What! What did she just say?
"GET THE FUCK OUT" He screamed at her. She didn't seem bothered by it. She just stood there with her head held high proud of herself.
"I'm not going anywhere. You want to know why Christian? Because you miss it. You miss it all, the whips, the cuffs, fucking me until we both nearly pass out from exhaustion"
"No!"
"You can't stand there and tell me you don't miss the lifestyle Christian. How it gives you pleasure, how it gives us both pleasure" She smirks.
"What are you talking about? What lifestyle? Christian what is she talking about?" I ask looking at Christian.
"Christian didn't tell you? That's surprising considering he wanted you as his Submissive"
"Submissive? As in Dominate and Submissive? BDSM?"
"Oh she is smart isn't she Christian"
"I'm warning you Elena. Get the fuck out. She doesn't need to know anything about that"
"Oh but she does Christian. Because one day your true colors are going to show, and BAM. What will you do then?" Elena turns to face me again. "Just remember what I said little girl. You'll never be enough for him. You'll never be able to give him what he needs. Vanilla will only suffice him long enough before he starts craving what he really needs. In the end, dear child, he'll leave you, leaving you with a broken heart"
"So help me Elena. I swear, I'll kill you"
"Oh Christian, you and I both know your threats are worthless. I'm leaving anyways. It was good seeing you again Anastasia. I'm sure I'll be hearing from you Christian sooner or later. Hopefully sooner than the later" She waves goodbye before walking away like she owned the place. She gets into her car and drives away.
"Ana I-"I put my hand up.
"Is it true? Did you want me as your sex slave?"
"Ana…..Please. I love you, only you. I want to be with you for the rest of our lives"
"Answer the questions Christian. Did you want me as your submissive? Yes or no?"
"There was a time where I had thought about it, but I don't want that. Not anymore"
"So you did then. Were you ever going to say anything to me?"
"I can explain. I know you have a lot of questions and I want to answer them all I swear. Why don't we wait until the morning after breakfast?"
"Why so I'll have something in my stomach to throw up?" I start to walk away. I can't look at him. He wanted me to be his sex slave. Tie me up, whip me, and beat me. I was almost to the front door of the house when a pair of hands grabbed my arm and forced me to turn around.
"Ana please"
"No"
"Ana?"
"Christian she's right. I'm never going to be good enough for you. I won't be able to give you what you want, what you need. I'll only end up getting hurt and I don't want that"
"Ana don't do this" I close the distance between us. I look Christian in the eyes and tell him that I love him before giving him one last kiss. "Goodbye Christian"
He doesn't say anything. He doesn't chase after me as I walk down the long driveway. I turn my head as I'm walking and watch Christian slowly sink to his knees and begin to cry. His shoulders are shaking. He pounds at the pavement with his fists.
I can't take the pain anymore. I take off my shoes and start to run the rest of the way down the driveway. I waited until I was a few houses away before I took out my phone and called my dad to pick me up.
I know, I know. Don't hate me.