Colors

Edward took me too the darkest part of the forest. The walk or run took about three minutes even though we were about 2 miles away. He was now pondering how he was going to teach me how to find my prey. It was going to be hard since I couldn't smell. I could hear tons of foot steps though of paws crunching the leaves underneath of them. Also when I closed my eyes I could see colors. Edward kept looking at me like I was crazy.

I totally didn't understand him. But I didn't even know myself. He kept thinking over how this was going to work. As he thought I closed my eyes and tried to figure out what exactly it was I was seeing.

When closed, color slowly entered my vision. The ground was colored in an earth brown and the surrounding were colored in a millions of greens. What was awkward was the different colors that trailed into multiple directions. There was a small trail of reddish brown, that looked like an ant color. Then there was a light brown which looked like a deer. There was a deep brown, almost black that was very large. It looked like a bear, the indents in the ground proved it. I chose to follow the light brown color.

It followed around the trees but I could see to where it ended. A small doe stood a few miles away, unaware of my presence. Instincts took over and soon the deer was under me, not moving. My teeth went into the deer without force. Its warm blood filled my mouth. I could hear Edward thinking not faraway, but I could pay attention to him.

When the animal was suck dry a small burning in my throat began.

"I'm still thirsty?" I questioned bewildered.

"Yeah, you want something more."

"More?"

"Your body wants human blood, but your mind cant tell the difference because you cant smell. If you could smell, you would attack the campers that are about 25 miles from here. But since you cant smell their scent, you aren't going to follow it. It makes it a lot easier."

"I can see their color."

"What?"

"Their color. It's a deep red, like blood. It's a beautiful color but it probably isn't as affective as the scent. I guess that's my loss."

"That's amazing."

"You think?"

"Yeah."

"Well where does this leave us?"

"I'm not quiet sure. This is new to me too. Carlisle didn't tell me much. We can do what ever you want I suppose." their was a small hint in his voice.

You can still hear them…cant you?

"Yeah. Their like pounding drums that aren't taking a break. This is by far the worst pain I've ever felt from them."

"You can always do something about it."

My eyes widened and a glazed at him. He wasn't really implying that I kill my parents.

"Why not? Isn't that what they did for you? Left you for dead."

"It was different Edward."

"No. It wasn't. They wanted you dead."

"My parents didn't love me."

"I know that."

"So, my death didn't mean anything. If they loved me and killed me, then they would have something on their conscience, but they didn't. I cant get back at them when they didn't care. It's like killing an ant. You don't care you are killing it. You just are for fun. I never wanted to hurt my parents. Sure I wanted them to get caught and get taken away, but I never wished death on them. I never hoped something horrible would happen and I would never be able to see them again."

"You don't want to hurt them."

"I'm not going to stoop to their level. They'll die over time. Then I wont hear them anymore. Everything will be said and done." I turned my head and smiled at him. Then I closed my eye and took in his color. He was an amber and it shimmered. "I think I can live with this. I see now why everyone think your breathtakingly gorgeous."

He chuckled. "You haven't fallen for me yet?"

"That, I will never do Edward."

We went back home and Carlisle greeted us. Days passed quickly. We went to school and I quickly found people ignoring me more than before. But that was mostly the girls. All the boys seemed to follow me around.

It was annoying.

I must have looked different to them then I did to myself. When I looked at myself in the mirror I saw everything. My skin wasn't as nice as Edward's. It had a grayish blur to it, which wouldn't be seen by the human eye. The skin around my eyes was dark than the rest, which gave a black eye look to them.

On sunny days, that were very seldom, we didn't go to school. We went out into the forest and would relax. The sun warmed our cold skin and made us glow. It was quite funny.

Edward and I kept to ourselves. We moved around so people wouldn't notice how we never changed. After being with him and Carlisle for a few years, Carlisle saved someone else. Her name was Esme and she had recently lost her child. She'd jump off a cliff for her lose, but some how Carlisle saved her. She loved us very much. She looked at us as her children. She didn't have to hard of a time with the animal eating.

Then there was Rosalie. Edward did not like that at all.

"Edward." I said calmly as he paced in front of me.

"What was he thinking?!"

Edward continued to pace back and forth. I sighed. He was totally blowing things out of proportion.

"I am not!"

"Edward he was only doing it for you and you know that."

"She's from an upscale family! People are going to notice!"

"So what if they do. If they think to much about it we'll just move."

"He had no right."

"You are so selfish! He only did it for you Edward. He wants you to have someone like Esme."

"I don't want someone like Esme. I'm perfectly fine with what I have."

"What if you didn't have me."

He stopped pacing and gave me a cold hard look.

"I'm serious. He didn't have to change me because it would expose you. But he did and why did he do that? Hmmmm?"

He mumbled.

"What was that?"

"Because I asked him to."

"Seeeeee."

"It was different."

"Edward."

"Fine."

I felt bad for Rosalie. Edward didn't really talk to her much and soon enough I found out why. The closer I got to Rosalie the more I could hear her thoughts. They were all about herself. It was horrible. I this and I that and on occasion, the she's not prettier than I. It was hard to be around her. So me and Edward would relax without her. It was just easier that way.

She didn't mind being away from me though. She disliked me because when ever she was around me peoples attention would be on us. Not just her.

Our relationship was sour.

okay i know not the best. so ive had magor writers block and this is just like a middle piece...filler...if you wanna call it that.

but i will have a better chapter up after this. just to let you know. lol sorry if it burns your eyes.

and this is a need Disclaimer:I do not own the Cullens, I only own Julia and her little adventures ;