I was finally ready to make my decision. I was going to talk to Remus that day after DADA. The morning classes that day dragged on. During DADA, I was so nervous about what I was going to say to Remus and how he was going to react. The class finally ended and everyone packed up their things and rushed out of the room to lunch.
"Elle, come on. I'll walk you to lunch." Draco said.
"I'll meet you there. I have to ask Lupin something."
Draco looked at me strangely.
"Ok Elle, see ya." Pansy said as she dragged Draco away.
Once everyone was gone, I walked up to Remus. He smiled and shut the classroom door. He pulled me into a passionate kiss. His hands cupped my ass. He slipped a hand up my skirt. His hand started to rub my clit over my underwear. I moaned. Remus moved my underwear to the side and slid a finger inside me. I moaned again. Remus used his other hand to unzip his pants and release his already hard dick. He inserted it in my pussy and I gasped. He began thursting into me. Remus then opened my shirt and scooped my breasts out. He brought his mouth to my right breast and began sucking.
"I missed you love."
I didn't respond. He thrusted a few more times and we both came. Remus set me back down.
"What's wrong, love?" He looked at me concerned.
"I can't do this anymore. I'm sorry. It's just not going to work out with us."
He sighed.
"What do you mean?" He looked at me
"I can't let you risk your job. And I need some time to myself to figure things out."
"Ok. Is this what you really want?"
I nodded. I couldn't look at his face. He put his hand under my chin and lifted my face to look at him. I saw a tear on his face.
"I love you. I probably always will. Hopefully someday you'll come back to me." He looked at me.
I nodded, turned, and walked out of the room. I knew I couldn't go to lunch crying so I ran to the bathroom to wash my face.
Finally, I made it to lunch late. When I walked in, I noticed Severus was looking at me with a concerned look on his face. I smiled weakly at him and sat down.
"You ok, sweetie?" Pansy asked me.
"Yea, I guess."
"What happened?" Draco asked.
"It's girl issues." Pansy responded and Draco left us alone.
"Did you do it?" I nodded.
"How did he take it?"
"Not well. He was crying. I was crying. I couldn't even look at him."
"But it's all for the best right? I mean you can now be with Snape right?"
"Yea." I smiled. "I just felt terrible breaking Lupin's heart like that you know?"
She nodded. Severus walked over to our table.
"Miss Green, I need to have a word with you. Please come to my office after lunch."