'Sam Evans! Stop right there!' I demanded, running through the shopping centre, trailing behind him. 'We are not arguing this way!'
'Ellie, I'm not arguing with you' he halted and I bumped into him.
'We obviously are Sam. We're both shouted and disagreeing on things which I think, if I'm right, means we are in an argument!' I spat back at him, pushing his torso back.
'Yes but what are we arguing about?!' he was right, this fight was my fault. After we lost Nationals, my confidence plummeted. Everything got a lot worse for me even though I promised Sam I wouldn't do anything. I lowered my head, ashamed. 'That's what I thought' he scoffed, walking away. Tears fell down my face, my hair covering my face so nobody noticed.
'Ellie! What are you plans for the summer?' Kurt startled me as he and Blaine left the Lima Bean. I sniffed and looked up to face him. 'What's wrong?' His soft hands wiped away my tears and lifted my head up. Shrugging my shoulders, the two friends pulled me into a warm hug. 'It's okay. Come on, let's get you a hot chocolate and we can talk about it'
Final Glee Club meeting of the year and I didn't want to be there. Everyone seemed so cheerful whereas I just sat in the corner. Glee club had helped me a lot this year. It had bought me and Sam closer together but drove us apart aswell. During the year, I had gained more friends but mainly I had got a second family. We were still a family, as familys had fights and break ups. Kurt had helped me in the times I needed him, just as much as Sam did. Each member of the New Directions had aided me in something. Even Santana.
Sam hadn't approached me since yesterdays confrontation. I wanted him to just hold me, I wanted to apologise for everything that I'd done.
'Sam' I muttered walking towards him. Mr Shue interupted me and held up a small trophey.
'This is what 12th place feels like!' he cheered. Everyone else in the room joined in. 'Last glee club of the year. I hope to see all of you in September. Don't get into trouble' he aimed it at Puck. 'Everyone have a good summer'
'Sam, I need to apologise' he looked at me, anger filling most of his face and only a glint in his eye was sympathy. 'I'm sorry for trying to change myself when I didn't have to. No wonder you don't want to speak to me. I feel ashamed of myself and what I've become, I've finally realised that you loved me the way I was and those 12 hours you didn't speak to me made me thing really deep and hard about it. I'm happy with my body, I now know I don't have to change to suit anyone' I stated what I had to say and began to leave his presence. Someones arms wrapped themselves around my waist, stopping me from going.
'I'm so proud of you. I have been waiting and waiting for you to admit that you are perfect the way you are. I love you so much right now. I hated fighting with you yesterday , it killed me but I'm glad we are all fine now' he spun me round and kissed me before I could do anything else.
'Now lets spend summer together' I giggled.
'Ellie, please sit down' Sam ordered me onto my kitchen table. It was the beginning of the holidays and we were spending the day at mine in the sun.
'What's wrong?' I smiled.
'My dad got a new job'
'That's amazing Sam!' I beamed, hugging him tight. He stayed straight and didn't move. 'What's wrong? Why aren't you happy about it?'
'I am, but it's not in Lima or Ohio. I have to move' I could feel my heart breaking, as if he'd broken up with me properly. 'I don't want to leave you but I have to'
'So, we are basically breaking up. Something that I never wanted to do as I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you' My voice trembled and I felt the salty tears roll down my cheeks.
'I want to spend my life with you too and we still will. We can make it work, text, skype, phonecalls, weekends together. We will be able to do this. How can I cheer you up? How can I make you see that we will not break up'
'I'm fine Sam, believe me. I love you more than anything right now. If you're leaving, does that mean I can have your jacket and McKinley stuff' I asked cheekily. He giggled and kissed my nose. 'Should we do a song? A proper summer anthem'
Praying won't do it
Hating won't do it
Drinking won't do it
Fighting won't knock you out
Of my head
Hiding won't hide it
Smiling won't hide it
Like I ain't tried it
Everyone's tried it now
And failed somehow
So when you gonna let me
When you gonna let me out - Out
And if you know
How do you get up from an all time low
I'm in pieces
Seems like peace is
The only thing I'll never know
How do you get up
Get up
'Cos driving won't do it
Flying won't do it
Denying won't do it
Crying won't drown it out
What you said
When I'm standing on the yellow line
Waiting at the station
Or I'm late for work
A vital presentation
If you call me now girl
Without reservation
I would try to break through
But if you know
How do you get up from an all time low
I'm in pieces
It seems like peace is
The only thing I never know
How do you get up from an all time low
I can't even find a place to start
How do I choose between my head and heart
Till it ceases I never know
How do you get up from an all time low
A low, (repeat)
Can you hear me
A low (repeat)
Can't you hear me