For the sake of the story, and because I can't imagine writing his death, Finn will stay alive in this story.
MPOV-
''What is this,'' I ask, looking at the notebook Sam pulled out.
''My senior year of high school,'' he begins ,''
''I wrote down all the couple names and a few friendships in the glee club.''
He hands it to me, and I take a look.
Finchel-Finn and Rachel
Brittanna- Brittany and Santana
Puckelberry- Puck and Rachel
Quick- Quin and Puck
Quartie- Quinn and Artie
Tike- Tina and Mike
Samcedes- Sam and the beautiful, talented Mercedes ;)
I laugh at that, and continue reading.
Samtana- Me (Sam) and Santana
Quam- Quinn and Sam (me)
Pam- Me and Nurse Penny
I look in the yearbook while Sam is on his computer.
Penny is just as beautiful as Quinn and Santana.
I may be confident, but that doesn't mean I don't get insecure.
Because everyone does.
Quinn and Santana were both so pretty...are so pretty.
I'm beautiful, in my way, but not like her.
Because she looks like a model all of the time.
''So...you dated Quinn, Santana, and a nurse?''
''Yeah.''
''Oh.''
They're just so pretty.
''Maybe, but you're beautiful. Always have been, always will be.''
I smile, and he kisses my cheek.
''Besides. Santana used me, and then dated Brittany. And then, I dated Brittany. And then she broke up with me and got back together with Santana. Quinn cheated on me with Finn. We dated a while in college before I got back with you. And I was interested in Penny, but nothing ever really happened. And now, I'm with the best girl that I have ever been with.''
He kisses the top of my head, and I cuddle into him.
''You're such a charmer, Sam,'' I laugh, and he chuckles.
''So,'' he begins ''Is there a makeout session somewhere in the near future?''
He pulls me into a kiss then, and rolls over so I'm lying under him.
''This? This is were I belong. Right here with you, beautiful,'' he smiles, and then kisses my forehead.
And just like that, all of my insecurities vanish.
Because Sam Evans makes me feel beautiful.
I will try to post another chapter later :)
Disclaimer- Ryan Murphy owns glee, and so does Fox.