I don't know what I was thinking, but I was running. I knew the direction to which I was headed but I still just didn't bother thinking of what pulled me back. If I thought the reason then I would just stay put. I still didn't want to be my second self. My thoughts wouldn't be my own.

If I was a kid, I would of said "I am so angry, I could spit." Now I laugh at that line. It looks as if it was trying to be tough but really nothing about it, was tough. At all. Since I have become a wolf, that line has no positive or negative impact on me. Really nothing has an impact on me. Except for her. The one I love, but all my efforts go to waste because she doesn't feel the same way as me. But deep down inside I know she does. She was just to covered up by the pain and loss and now she is jailed in by him. I don't feel pain anymore – physical that is – But my heart hurts.

This is what bought me to my next decision. Something I should of done a long time ago. Something that she would benefit from. But something she would hate me for. But it was for the best.

Its something that I should of done a long time ago.

Time to tell, Charlie.

Knock knock.

"Hang on!" He unlocked the deadbolt and then opened the door, his eyes light with hope for his daughter. When he saw me he got angry.

"Where is she, Jacob?" He roared.

"That's what I'm here to tell you."

"Tell me now!"

"Can I come in first? I just ran here," That wasn't really a lie. I did run here, but not from home where he thought I did.

"Oh, sure. You want something to drink?"

"Just a glass of water please."

He got the glass of water and bought it in. I couldn't help but notice his hand shaking. Once he handed it to me, he sat in his chair as I sat in the love seat.

"So, you know where Bella is?"

"Yeah. I tried to stop her but she wouldn't listen of course."

"Where is she, Jacob?"

I put the cup down stared at him for a few lasting moments.

"Their back," I whispered.

"Who's back?"

"The Cullen's," I said sullenly. Right then in that moment, it felt like my heart ripped open, and bled out, and that I was going to die. But I had to protect her, and this is what I was doing.

In the same moment that I did, Charlie almost did a tiny growled, then stood up, put his belt on – of course – and then threw his coat on.

"You coming?" As he ran out the door, and I stood up.

I'm a werewolf, how can I not go and get some action? I thought incredulously to myself.

I ran behind Charlie into the passenger side of the cruiser.

"How long has she been there?" He roared.

"I don't know. I took a… what you could call a vacation."

He started to mutter under his breath. He drove faster than he probably ever did even while pulling someone over.

She would be so mad at me. Coming for her, as if to rescue her from the evil force that held her captive. In truth it sounds like that, on my part. But knowing her, she didn't want to be saved, nor taken away from him. She wanted to be saved while he wasn't here, but now, she wanted everything but. She would stay there forever just like she wanted in the first place. She loved him, I knew that, but she also loved me but she has yet to figure that out. That's what I am going to do today: help her realize her true feelings in front of Charlie.

My plan was coming closer to reality when the house came into view.

It was huge, modern and it bestowed a classic twist to it. There were a number of huge trees that circles the lawn, or what looked like a meadow. It was white, well off white and it was perfect. I stopped right there. No werewolf should ever be jealous of a vampire. Well for me anyway, I was jealous of the one thing I loved. Charlie stopped the car, and got out, as I followed, I tried to get as much fresh air as possible. I was soon going to smell the nasty scent of the cold hearted beings that housed this home.

Would they quickly run? Did he sense we were coming? Did they take their car and run the other way? Or were they ready to fight and battle it out? Or were they willing to discuss the situation as… people.

As I approached the door, heard Carlisle murmuring to the others to stay calm. If I had to choose, who to like out of all of them, Carlisle would be my choice. He was nice and pure. He was almost human like. I could never tell myself to hurt him.

As he approached the door, I heard Carlisle murmuring to the others, "Calm, Emmett. You have to be in control."

"Control yourself Jasper," A females voice I never heard before. Must be Carlisle's wife.

"Edward, I'm scared. Shouldn't we run?" Even if you run, you can't hide, I thought to Bella's question to Edward who answered, "No. Even though that seems the safest, its your father after all. Beyond lack of communication the past days, he is angry with me for leaving you… And I am so sorry I have put you in the middle of this."

"Edward, I am not in the middle of anything. I am in this with you. You never caused a thing. Stop berating yourself with guilt." She whispered.

"Your right," then I heard him kiss her. I clenched my knuckles together in anger.

Pound, pound pound! Charlie's fist made contact with the door.

"Everyone hush now." The female's voice warned. I heard Bella snuggle into Edwards side.

The door opened, and there stood Carlisle, with his pale skin, blond hair and golden eyes. The smell wafted out of the house and into my nose. Inside I cringed.

"Charlie! It's great to see you. And… Jacob is it?" He smiled.

"Hello Carlisle. May I come in and speak to my daughter?" Anger rang at every word.

"Of course my friend. Whatever pleases you."

Charlie marched in and I followed. Bella's eyes scanned Charlie then shifted to me, where she quickly looked away.

"Bella, what happened? Where have you been? How come you couldn't call? I have been worried sick." Charlie yelled and none of the Cullen's expressions changed.

"I will explain everything. Can you just calm down?"

"Oh no you don't! You have no right to tell me to calm down! Not on my watch." He marched closer and clenched his hands into fists.

"Fine then. Could you all please excuse me and my father for a minute? I would like to talk to him. Alone" She looked at me and I smirked and walked out. I turned to see her still staring until Edward started to get up but she pulled him right back down. "No stay."

Everyone filed out into the kitchen and out the backdoor and ran toward the forest. I guess I was the messenger boy and a toy to keep her entertained. The anger inside me was frightening. I didn't know what to do. I followed the Cullen's out of the house, to turn in the opposite direction.

Time to call for back up, I thought to myself.

So there you go. I decided to go really deep into the story. So lets just say you will be hearing a lot on this chapter. Hopefully you like it. If you have any questions at all, or just want to talk and chat about Twilight (I love to!) email me at . I would love to hear about anything. The next chapter is one of Bella's family members or the Cullen's. I haven't really decided yet. If you have an opinion on it, leave a comment. I love writing and you guys help me to keep going! Happy Holidays, and a very merry Twilight Christmas.

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